Good morning phyllis Oh well so be it as long as your daughter is ahppy that is the main thing isn't it? Yes,I know its all bit strange but life is so open nowdays and its happening all over the world now phyllis nothing to be ashamed off. As for the baby going to be nice once it arrives once yu hold that little baby in your arms all the feelings weill of disapeard from your mind on what has happened as this little baby is lovely human being when its born and I know for a fact it will get plenty of love. That is important he or she wiell be gurgling at you and blowing rasburies at you and sticking its tongue at you ah be lovely you know phyllis so yes at least you have accepted it which is good. Nothing can be done now its happened too quickly Your becka's mum and you are supporting her which is just brilliant Hope your blood test are ok now My Kidney appointment was cancelled yet again oh dear not good. last went last Ooctober should be going in September next month been cancelled Nice isn't it? so bad nowdays hospitals oh well never mind maybe if i blew kiss over the phone to the doctor he might help me hahahahahahaha right going now our James is going to come this week poor boy working his socks off now in pub and bar . Main thing is he is working our mathew got bronze medal from velidrom on saturday Juniors cycling ah he felt so proud of himself right let you know when James describes your photos to me hoping he wiell describe Jann photo too she sent in yesterday have nice day Love Carol xxxx