STINKING BADGES At the bar, a couple and a friend, he with the story, she, the details, "Shut up," he shouted, "shut the fuck up." She did, flicking a sad grin to his friend. Two stools away, I steamed, wanting to smash his face with my mug, but with my luck she'd run to his defense, be the kind who finds love in domination. I needed a sign. A sigh, a cry, a call for help, a way to know what she wants. Always, always, always, always, always looking for a sign, anything to say, yes, do it. Absent that he smashed her soul and I sat, we all just sat, looking for a sign outside ourselves. Not he though. He did what he wanted. I hate to think she loved it. Mike Geary Memphis