In a message dated 4/2/2006 3:48:07 P.M. Central Daylight Time, eyost1132@xxxxxxxxxxxxx writes: (E.g., "I am a great painter who will start painting as soon as I get time off from my Wal-Mart clerk job.") HEY! Now, Eric, YOU are crossing a line! What do you think *I* say to myself in order to keep on keeping on? I made the decision to stay working where I do for the next 7.5 years (sounds so much better than 'almost eight' doesn't it?)--as we have the 80-and-out rule so that will open up lots of doors for me! <g> Still--to have that dream, to me, shows how much energy it takes to be creative--and even some of that creativity must be used at so simple a place as Walmart (unless it is such a place that drains the energy out of people who work there not just not paying them enough to live...) Though we DID set up the 'How to write a novel while you work full-time' program and one of these days I'll actually attend it...(the guy teaching it did that and has just gotten his second book published...) (Nothing like playing on the hopes of the intellectual person's lottery--that of publishing the Great American Novel which will also be chosen by Oprah and thus make you a fortune <g> We don't sell lottery tickets, but we do set you for dreamland...or, um, what was the term? neurosis...) Best, Marlena in Missouri worried about the decision to goof off today...and the impact on tomorrow...and if I can possibly make it to the 6 pm meeting for planning the program which will be held next Saturday and not wanting to do so...and oh...the incongruity of it all...Life or work...)