Hi sara Thank goodness you answere my email about my day glad now about that. Not surprised you forgot with all what has happened to you today You have been traumatised oh that is awful that man Keith has done the dirty work for Jamie no wonder your angry If Jamie is still on gruide chat list no doubt he will have read all these emails now of yours how upset you have been just go to bed tonight sara and just try and sleep have good sleep and forget him now All your friends on here are supporting you like crazy so just you think of yourself for now sara start afresh now go out more to get out of flat go to Gym more often to keep your mind occupied all the time now you need to be ding things with yourself now I hope you got that request tonight in on gold radio lets hope so did radio dj play gaverston for you tonight? hope so Have you ever thought of chatting on a chat show where people ring in to chat to dj about almost anything I chated to amon and jimmy wild on radio manchester last year got all my words mixed up through nerves hahahehehehehe they put my nerves at ease though then i was fine after that Right do not worry about him any more now your going to make yourself ill over him and he is not even that bothred how upset you are other wised he would of apologised by now wouldn't he? so go to bed sara have good sleep ok and please do not worry tonight ok chat in morning Love Carol x.x.x.x. -----Original Message----- From: Sarah Mellor - Email Address: sarah_mellor@xxxxxxxxxxxxxx Sent On: 06/09/2011 23:03 Sent To: Carol O'Connor, guide Chat List - Email Address: missbossyboots33@xxxxxxxxx, guide.chat@xxxxxxxxxxxxx Subject: In Reply To: [guide.chat] In Reply To: [guide.chat] England one Wales nil Hi CArol. OH I hope you've now got the email I sent in reply to the one about your day I'm glad you had a lovely day with Julia maybe you'll have it now I always enjoy reading about your days. I'm glad you enjoyed your shandy. Glad you've spoken to Phyllis to bless her. I know every-one is so supportive that's what true friends do and I'm always there for my friends I'm a true friend that man who wrote to me earlier who is called Keith but nothing like our lovely mucky duck 2 of course that other Keith Jamie's mate is not a true friend he is nothing but a trouble causer he thinks the sun shines out of Jamie i'm feeling quite calm at the moment just upset some times I get angry and then once I've used up all my energy feeling cross I get drained and then I miss him and I do miss him and still love him in spite of his neglect. Just watched BB and now listening to gold again. Take care. Love Sarah x