[win2kforum] Re: My life
- From: Sean Faust <SFaust@xxxxxxxxxx>
- To: "'win2kforum@xxxxxxxxxxxxx'" <win2kforum@xxxxxxxxxxxxx>
- Date: Fri, 11 May 2001 07:47:33 -0400
Who is the other moderator for this list?
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From: Lotas T Smartman [mailto:postmaster@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx]
Sent: Friday, May 11, 2001 3:18 AM
To: win2kforum@xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Subject: [win2kforum] Re: My life
right
-----Original Message-----
From: win2kforum-bounce@xxxxxxxxxxxxx
[mailto:win2kforum-bounce@xxxxxxxxxxxxx]On Behalf Of Amonmaat
Sent: Friday 11 May 2001 6:03 am
To: win2kforum@xxxxxxxxxxxxx
Subject: [win2kforum] Re: My life
I was NOT picking on the guy or being sarcastic I was merely making an
observation..
At 10:12 PM 5/10/2001 +0100, you wrote:
>f off! Leave him alone! unless that was sarstic!
>
>-----Original Message-----
>From: win2kforum-bounce@xxxxxxxxxxxxx
>[mailto:win2kforum-bounce@xxxxxxxxxxxxx]On Behalf Of David Williams
>Sent: Thursday 10 May 2001 10:03 pm
>To: 'win2kforum@xxxxxxxxxxxxx'
>Subject: [win2kforum] Re: My life
>
>
>
>A little OFF TOPIC I think!
>
>DW
>
>-----Original Message-----
>From: Andrew L Shriner [mailto:andrew@xxxxxxxxxxxxxx]
>Sent: Thursday, May 10, 2001 4:59 PM
>To: Undisclosed-Recipient:@core.greenapple.com;
>Subject: [win2kforum] My life
>Importance: High
>
>
>(Please excuse any profanity this message may have. I'll try not to use
>it; but right now I'm mad at my parents.)
>
>There have been a LOT of people who have asked me what is going on in
>my life, showed support, etc. I love to chat about such things, but I
>don't have time to retype the exact same message over and over. Here's
>what's actually happening.
>
>I know that this message may seem redundant to some, since some know
>more about me than others, but this message is being sent to many
>people, and I don't have time to individually change the message.
>
>First of all, some of you know that I'm gay, and some of you don't. So
there
>it is. If you don't like it, either unsubscribe from the mailing lists
>that I moderate, because I'm intolerant of homophobes, or adjust. Sorry
>to sound rude; homophobic people have really gotten on my nerves in the
>last few days.
>
>As I said, I'm gay, and my parents are extremely homophobic. My dad
>throws
a
>fit and loses his temper if I so much as go to McDonald's, since they
openly
>hire gays (or so he has said). Therefore, I can't tell my parents. I'm
>afraid for my life because I don't know what they would do if they did
>find out. My sister already told them of the rumors going around the
>school that I'm gay, and I denied it. I think that mom believed me, I'm
>not sure.
>
>My parents have been emotionally abusing me for almost 7 years. That's
>around the time that my uncle died and my mom started college again,
>and
has
>since believed that she knows everything. Both of my parents make fun
>of me for everything I do and try to do. Nothing I do is right,
>according to
them.
>My grades are slipping because I can't concentrate in school, I'm too
>concerned about home, etc. It's sort-of a catch 22. I can't remember
>when I last received a compliment from them. It's been ages.
>
>I just can't handle the situation by myself any more. I told a few
>teachers at the highschool, as well as a few friends that I trust. I
>haven't told that many people, though. One person, that I have not
>told, walked in the auditorium yesterday, and practically screamed
>"Looks like there's a faggot on the catwalk!!!" I ran over to the other
>side of the catwalk, but didn't see who it was. I have a good idea
>though. Had I gotten there in time, he may just have met a 200 pound 10
>mirror reflection spotlight on it's way to the floor to greet him. (No,
>I wouldn't have done it, but it would be nice to give him the scare of
>his life. He doesn't realize how many daggers he
is
>throwing each time he says that stuff.)
>
>Mom took my computer a few days ago, and locked it in her office. She
>then locks the office at night, so I can't use it while she's asleep.
>Sad thing; I'm very much more productive in the middle of the night for
>some reason. Last night, mom said that I wasn't going to have access to
>the computer at all tonight. By some devine intervention or something,
>the lock on the door failed to close. That's how I'm able to send this
>e-mail. While she was on her screaming streak last night, she also
>forbade me from ever helping the music department again. Simply put,
>like hell am I going to leave the department. The music department
>means the world to me. Sometimes, even
more
>than computers do. I don't care how terrible my mom tries to make my
>life, she will fail. I don't care if I literally have to walk the 20
>miles to the school, I will help the department, and I will be at every
>last damn music booster meeting. (Since this message is going to one of
>the music
department
>directors, do NOT try to stop me from helping you or slow down the pace
any.
>I WILL continue to help, no matter what mom says!)
>
>I was about to commit suicide a couple of weeks ago, when I suddenly
>had
the
>urge to call my best friend in Columbus. I didn't tell him what I was
>about to do, but his words calmed me down enough that I realized that I
>never
want
>to do that. He also said that if I was ever in danger, to just call,
>and he'd help out any way possible ASAP. If I ever have that feeling
>again, I will call him or some other adult that I trust.
>
>I promised the technology director today that I would talk to one of
>the guidance counselors tomorrow. So now I just need to decide which
>one. I'm sure that they will try to get me professional help. It will
>probably
hinder
>more than help, but oh well. I'm willing to try anything.
>
>I need to get going. If you have further questions, please ask them! I
>love to chat with people. (My contact info is somewhere in my signature
>lines below this message.) I just wanted to let everyone know this up
>front, so I didn't have to type everything over and over many times.
>Feel free to send me a message any time, I just don't know how soon I
>will get to it. I will actually have some online access, but not much.
>Just don't send anything time sensitive.
>
>Andrew
>
>-----
>"A true friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing
>it back to you when you have forgotten the words."
>
>-----
>Andrew L Shriner
>Shriner Technology
>andrew@xxxxxxxxxxxxxx
>
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