I just finished going through 157 emails, many of them about Joker. I wrote what I said, just the way you read it. I didn't edit it, and I didn't mean to offend anyone. It turned out that while I am overwhelmed by the good wishes and want to mention how it affects me, started a fight over conformation and performance. Today is the first day in over 40 years without a house dog. Ben,then Joker, and soon to be Kirk. I think. Summer and her family are coming to visit, I think to cheer us up. I was told by her dad that the kids are very upset over Joker. Here we are, adults, and we understand the loss of our dogs, the loss of our parents, our friends, and some who we knew, but never knew well enough. But, that takes years to learn, and we should realize how we affect others. I do want to thank everyone who took time to give us support, and understand what this is like, and yes, it isn't easy. But, it is part of this sport. When we decided to involve ourselves in German shepherds, we knew there would be scars on our hearts. We knew days would come with darkness and loss. We knew we had to be able to continue on. This morning Kirk and Way To Go came bounding into the house. They first checked my chair to see if I was there, then the house to make sure Joker was not going to give them trouble. They moved from there to unrestrained joy, and a sense of freedom. Life goes on. We head next week to three local shows, the first one a five point major. We have three entries in each show. I am looking forward to it. Also, I am looking forward to the National, old friends, great dogs, new people and adventure. That great young dog Teddy, (Flower Boy's dog), is going to come visit next weekfor a while, so that too will be special. Champion Asgard's Ruby, (Red Squirrel), just took a Best of Breed at a Regional Specialty. She is the litter mate to Champion Asgard's Icon, and a repeat on Champion Asgard's Kirk, Champion Asgard's Sartre, and sired by the father of Grand Champion Harley. So, it continues. We also do performance, we do have two AOEs and another to come soon. The bond of those who do performance with their dogs is amazing too, and one is not exclusive of the other. Today is another day. I will appreciate my friends, and those I don't know who took a minute to share with me our loss. I will get to play with my dogs, and watch then run, jump, and live with unlimited joy and freedom. While I find a missing dog in the home, there is plenty to still fill my heart. I have 16 posts on Rin Tin Tin. We are in the middle of litigation over who has the rights to the name. I am fortunate to be one of the attorneys who can help protect our club member who has dedicated her life to that legend. Sunday, another day. Another chance to enjoy this day, and the longest I have ever lived, so far. That may be enough. And, don't forget to help the Juniors. I am sending a check just for Joker. Evan L. Ginsburg Asgard German Shepherds http://www.asgardgsd.com/ Where Type Movement and Temperament come together ============================================================================ POST is Copyrighted 2012. All material remains the property of the original author and of GSD Communication, Inc. NO REPRODUCTIONS or FORWARDS of any kind are permitted without prior permission of the original author AND of the Showgsd-l Management. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. Each Author is responsible for the content of his/her post. This group and its administrators are not responsible for the comments or opinions expressed in any post. ALL PERSONS ARE ON NOTICE THAT THE FORWARDING, REPRODUCTION OR USE IN ANY MANNER OF ANY MATERIAL WHICH APPEARS ON SHOWGSD-L WITHOUT THE EXPRESS PERMISSION OF ALL PARTIES TO THE POST AND THE LIST MANAGEMENT IS EXPRESSLY FORBIDDEN, AND IS A VIOLATION OF LAW. VIOLATORS OF THIS PROHIBITION WILL BE PROSECUTED. For assistance, please contact the List Management at admin@xxxxxxxxxxx VISIT OUR WEBSITE - http://showgsd.org SUBSCRIPTION:http://showgsd.org/mail.html NATIONAL BLOG - http://gsdnational.blogspot.com/ ============================================================================