Where you realize you will never be without a Shepherd again? Even if one has a house full of them, sometimes one loses sight of that I had one of those days today. Wednesday marks one year since the death of my first childhood pet, Twinkle Star (15 years with that cat), and Friday marks the two year loss of my Zander. It is a lot to handle and old wounds still haven't closed, especially the one from Zan. I miss that blasted Shepherd every single day, even though he wasn't really special to anybody but me, and it was only for those four weeks I had him. But, I come home to Strauss everyday, and I am greeted by eighty six pounds of happy. "ZOMG!! SHE CAME BACK! MA MA MA MA MA!!! I MISSED YOU SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!" *wag wag wag, body shake, kissy kissy, woo woo woo!!!* It is days like that, knowing that someone is at home waiting for me, and missing me, that I realize the all encompassing importance of my Shepherds. Ranger was my beginning, Strauss is my middle, and I look forward to the Shepherd that will show me to my end. Ranger dog is 10 years old now, and still trucking about like a trooper, and Strauss is almost four (already?!). They grow old too quickly, and leave us much too soon, but the memories and treasures and lessons they leave behind are more than anybody can ever ask or hope for. I love my Rangerdog, and my Mouse, and my Zan Man, who I miss every single day. I hope that when the Rangerdog goes, Zander and Twink are there to meet him at the bridge, and when Strauss's time comes, many, many years from now, that they all greet their brother home. Until that time comes, I shall treasure and cherish my present boys, and remember the one I lost (and one special cat). I hope you treasure yours too, and take a small moment out of your day to smile and think of yours that have crossed the bridge and are waiting for you on the other side - Jackie Marcato Shepherds Where it's about function, not flash ************************************** See what's new at http://www.aol.com ============================================================================ POST is Copyrighted 2007. All material remains the property of the original author and of GSD Communication, Inc. NO REPRODUCTIONS or FORWARDS of any kind are permitted without prior permission of the original author AND of the Showgsd-l Management. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. ALL PERSONS ARE ON NOTICE THAT THE FORWARDING, REPRODUCTION OR USE IN ANY MANNER OF ANY MATERIAL WHICH APPEARS ON SHOWGSD-L WITHOUT THE EXPRESS PERMISSION OF ALL PARTIES TO THE POST AND THE LIST MANAGEMENT IS EXPRESSLY FORBIDDEN, AND IS A VIOLATION OF LAW. VIOLATORS OF THIS PROHIBITION WILL BE PROSECUTED. For assistance, please contact the List Management at admin@xxxxxxxxxxxx VISIT OUR WEBSITE - www.showgsd.org ============================================================================