Lt.Sam McCaw Inside the Tavern After Qbed's post <old> "You fell in love with me! Well, this throws me through a loop!" She glared at him a moment, nodded her head as if deciding something, then kissed him lightly. "You're definitely going to need memory revision. Aw, heck, *I'll* need memory revision.? Then she vanished. <new> Sam held out his arm and closed his hand in the space where Qbed had been as if he was trying to hold on to her presence. He allowed a brief look of pain to cross his face before banishing it and rising purposefully to his feet. He crossed the room to the scowling figure of De santos, locals stepping aside at the sight of his set jaw and clenched, gauntleted fists. He put one hand firmly on De Santos' shoulder. "My Lord." Santo turned, Sam's voice remained low, but his eyes locked with Santos' and remain hard. "You are a leader, it is your destiny. These are the men you have and you will lead them. All of them. I remain as ever by your side, but you must do your duty and fulfill your quest." For a precarious moment, it looked like De Santos had taken offense, that he would strike at Sam. But he just nodded slowly. "You are wise, let us proceed." Sam released his hand and De Santos began to addressed the group. Feeling a heroic speech coming from De Santos, Sam stepped aside. As Santos' speech thundered on, Sam's mind drifted innexorably towards thoughts of Qbed. He'd always assumed that she knew how he felt, clearly he was wrong, maybe he still had a chance... The moment he though it he was angry with himself. He knew it was futile, he knew such thoughts just encouraged further hurt, but he couldn't help himeself. Loving her was the only way he knew now. That realisation frightened him. __________________________________________________ Do You Yahoo!? Get email alerts & NEW webcam video instant messaging with Yahoo! Messenger http://im.yahoo.com ********************************************************** USS Vanguard: http://vanguard.iwarp.com Gamma Fleet: http://www.gammafleet.org.uk _Free_Lists: //www.freelists.org **********************************************************