Mike, you write like this. You have not lived in vain. John On Mon, Jun 15, 2009 at 2:18 AM, Mike Geary <atlas@xxxxxxxxxxxxx> wrote: > THREE LINERS > > How many times I've died, I can't recall, > but my body keeps going on, > dragging me through dutiful days. > > I wake in a startle in the middle of the night > not knowing why, what was it? All is quiet. > Maybe that. Yes, probably so, the terrible quiet. > > My granddaughter looked at the back of my hands, > said: "You're an old man, Granddaddy." > I kissed her head. "Yes," I said, "I'm as old as my Dad." > > My long-time lover looked at me quizzically, smiled. > I had said something that surprised her. > OK, then, I'm still alive. > > Where I live, live 14 feral cats. > I used to think that something had to be done about that. > Now I feed them. > > Straight wind storm. Winds of 80 miles per hour. > Century old oaks weighing 50 tons ripped up > like garden carrots. So puny my emotional life. > > If I could talk to Jesus, what a lecture I'd give him. > All anyone wants of life is not to have lived in vain. > Gnosis is the mostest when it doesn't know it knows it. > > I watched my mother die ingloriously on a mechanical bed. > She who shaped me so delicately with her rages and humor and curiosity. > I despise that last image of her, being made to breathe, she who was breath > to me. > > I watch my children with a guilty conscience. > The oldest turns forty soon. Adults with lives of their own. > I should have done more for them. I should have been someone else. > > > Mike Geary > Memphis > > > > > -- John McCreery The Word Works, Ltd., Yokohama, JAPAN Tel. +81-45-314-9324 jlm@xxxxxxxxxxxx http://www.wordworks.jp/