John; I hope you get in to see a doctor tomorrow. What you're going through is perfectly understandable - but no easier to deal with after saying that. People telling you you'll deal with it - or 'time will heal' are about as useless as a chocolate fireguard: at least I'm willing to bet that's how you're feeling now. Remember, we're with you on the forum, and we send all our best wishes. Jim. -----Original Message----- From: John Keel - Email Address: j.keel1428@xxxxxxxxxxxxxx Sent On: 03/02/2013 23:23 Sent To: M BOWKER, guide chat - Email Address: bowker288@xxxxxxxxxxxxxx, guide.chat@xxxxxxxxxxxxx Subject: [guide.chat] In Reply To: In Reply To: Good morning all Hi All, Carol wonders where I am. Well, I am still around but not very well and not good company. I am hoping to see a doctor tomorrow. My problem is depression caused mainly by the boring life where I live and more recently having to send Winnie to a good home. I miss her terribly. Just to prove I am still in the land of the living, here is a silly joke for you. The Italian government is considering putting a clock on the leaning tower at Pisa on the grounds that there is little point in having the inclination if you don't have the time. John