Ish. I'm sorry. These reply and reply-all's are beyond annoying. Please forgive. J On Sun, Nov 2, 2008 at 10:33 PM, Ursula Stange <Ursula@xxxxxxxxxx> wrote: > Hi Julie, I think your question is accidentally misdirected. Intended > for someone else? I read everything...couldn't make it through breakfast > without reading the back of the cereal box. Blame literature for who I > am....and so forth... > > Maybe ask Veronica??? > all best, > Ursula > > Julie Krueger wrote: > >> Please, I know this is somewhat intrusive, but would you be willing to >> tell >> me just a little about your kid-hood and why the lack of reading? I would >> be very grateful. >> >> On Sun, Nov 2, 2008 at 2:30 PM, Veronica Caley <molleo1@xxxxxxxxxxx> >> wrote: >> >> >> >>> <That's not to say literature is useless, it has a place, and I like >>> literature. It's just not particularly useful, that's all.> >>> >>> I find literature very useful. It helps shed light on lives I can't live >>> because I can only live my own. It teaches what life was like in other >>> times and places. It teaches that some behaviors are not acceptable >>> because >>> it is bad for society and for oneself. >>> >>> Sometimes people ask me who my favorite teacher was. >>> I always say that they are the ones who taught me to read, which in my >>> case >>> were several, in as much as at ten years old I couldn't read in any >>> language. I grieve over the fact that I don't remember any of their >>> names. >>> I had no idea what treasure they were imparting. >>> >>> Veronica >>> >>> ----- Original Message ----- >>> *From:* Andy <mimi.erva@xxxxxxxxx> >>> *To:* lit-ideas <lit-ideas@xxxxxxxxxxxxx> >>> *Sent:* Saturday, November 01, 2008 7:26 AM >>> *Subject:* [lit-ideas] Re: one of Exit Ghost's political points >>> >>> >>> --- On *Sat, 11/1/08, Mike Geary <atlas@xxxxxxxxxxxxx>* wrote: >>> >>> >>Disillusionment is just divesting one's self of illusions. >>> >>> Mike: Well, yes, by definition, I guess. >>> >>> >>> Andy: I'll take definition. I think you came to bury Cesar by >>> underhandedly praising him with the slur of 'maturity', some horrible, >>> undefined condition which presumably allows one to see reality as opposed >>> to >>> this wondrous place called illusion. >>> >>> >>> >>> >>>> Illusions in my opinion are built on sadness and anger. >>>>> >>>>> >>>> Mike: Really? I'd say they're mostly built on beliefs that have little >>> or >>> no relationship to reality. What the hell reality is, I have no idea. >>> But >>> if something doesn't work, it's probably not anchored in reality. That's >>> a >>> transcendental truth, just ask Walter. >>> >>> >>> Andy: The underlying question being, why would one develop beliefs that >>> have little or no relationship to reality unless reality were the >>> condition >>> one were escaping? One does not escape good feelings. As far as what is >>> reality, reality is that boring place where people see the world, >>> themselves and each other for what they are instead of what they >>> want everything to be. Unfortunately, most, an awful lot anyway, don't >>> know >>> what they themselves are let alone what somebody else is. I kind of >>> compare >>> it to illegal immigrants coming to this country to make a better life. >>> Why >>> not just stay where you are and make a better life? The analogy isn't >>> perfect because that's a political thing, but you get the idea. Or you >>> probably don't, so just take my word for it. Also, the world is not >>> working. Look around you. It's not working, so admittedly it's not >>> anchored in reality. >>> >>> >>> >>> >>>> Maturity in my opinion is the unencumbered but appropriate flow of >>>>> >>>>> >>>> emotions. >>> >>> Mike: I really and truly don't know what this means. >>> >>> Andy: Well, as an example, instead of spouting racism or sexism or >>> ageism >>> or whatever, if people would look at what they don't like in themselves >>> and >>> accept it (not necessarily fix it, just accept it and say it's okay), >>> they >>> would most likely feel the feelings that drove the need to project their >>> badness onto someone else and the resulting need to hate their badness >>> that >>> they see in others. Ultimately hate is just fossilized anger, anger >>> that's >>> entombed, not flowing. By feeling the feelings as the energy in motion, >>> or >>> e-motion, or emotion, that they are, without hurting anybody or anything, >>> the energy would flow and just go away and the need to suppress or >>> convert it would go away. The problem is that stuff is out of awareness, >>> which is to say, unconscious. If you can't see or feel something, it >>> doesn't exist, right? So the problem is with the other guy, right? And >>> here we are, never ending war, greed, and on and on. >>> >>> >>> >>> >>>> As far as seeing humanity for what it is, well, humanity is what it is. >>>>> >>>>> >>>> You tell me what it is, Mike. >>> >>> Mike; That's what novelists do. That's what Bellows does. That's what >>> I'm trying to do even better than Bellows. Humanity is whatever humans >>> want, need, love, suffer, crave, think, believe, feel, do, etc. >>> >>> >>> Andy: Humanity is what it does, and humanity is not doing much that's >>> positive, and never has, unless you think never ending war and greed and >>> needing another planet in 20 years to sustain itself due to greed is >>> particularly positive. And novelists are the *last* people in my opinion >>> to >>> know anything. They're just more blind people describing the same >>> elephant, >>> only they put their impressions down on paper for others to admire. >>> Sounds >>> a bit harsh but it's true. In all the years I read literature I learned >>> nothing particularly useful. That's not to say literature is useless, it >>> has a place, and I like literature. It's just not particularly useful, >>> that's all. >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>>> I can't think of an author that I particularly like. >>>>> >>>>> >>>> Mike: That's very sad. >>> >>> Andy: Maybe. But on the other hand, reality is sooo much more >>> interesting. I mean, the financial catastrophe which who knows where >>> it's >>> going, peak oil, climate change, the something like 50% of the world's >>> opium >>> supply that went missing who knows why and on and on. I don't get >>> distressed by any of it because, unlike everyone else, I know I'm not >>> going >>> to live forever so what will be will be. I'l just watch and follow it >>> and >>> see what, if anything, happens. >>> >>> >>> >>> >>>> No doubt you came to praise Cesar, not to bury him... >>>>> >>>>> >>>> Mike: Huh? >>> >>> Andy: Or in the immortal words of Saul Bellows, that evil twin of Saul >>> Bellow, get out. >>> >>> >>> >>> Mike: My point was that I find Bellows just as interesting as when I >>> first >>> read him, actually much more so, >>> >>> >>> Andy: Ah, but if you read Saul Bellow, you'd see my point. >>> >>> For Eric. Eric, comere (or as Sal Bellows would say, come here). Let me >>> give you a hug. Squirt goes the flower in the lapel, all over Eric! Ha >>> ha! Gotcha! Oh that was so much fun. Let's do it again. Comere >>> Eric... >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> >> >> >> >> > ------------------------------------------------------------------ > To change your Lit-Ideas settings (subscribe/unsub, vacation on/off, > digest on/off), visit www.andreas.com/faq-lit-ideas.html > -- Julie Krueger