Lawrence, I don't know if you have seen this piece about love and grieving <http://opinionator.blogs.nytimes.com/2015/03/11/memento-mori/?smid=fb-share&_r=0>. To see both it and this poem on the same day is deeply affecting. John On Thu, Mar 12, 2015 at 1:44 PM, Lawrence Helm <lawrencehelm@xxxxxxxxxxxxxx> wrote: > > > > > Arminius craved freedom, > > Emerson too as do I - > > Though not from Susan: her > > Medication, her need for doctors > > And tests nor from the > > Passage of time glad to > > Be past those youthful > > > > Muddles made of relationships > > When I wasn't willing to > > Listen to older minds nor even > > Simple sense - but freedom to > > Think through impediments and > > Past baffles to whatever I chose; > > Or have I been a dupe of fate > > > > Choosing the tropes that > > Appeared unbidden in conformance > > To my genetic disposition? > > I looked for a trope just now and found > > A hole in a curtain. Even so, I'm on > > The upper floor. Who lacking my > > Confession would know it's there? > > > > I need something larger to yawn > > Backward throughout the time of > > Susan's illness. I can't remember all > > The steps I saw it take to waste her, > > But I shrink back from the edge of > > What I do, God giving me the > > Freedom to see it and be afraid. > > > > > > > ------------------------------ > <http://www.avast.com/> > > This email has been checked for viruses by Avast antivirus software. > www.avast.com > > -- John McCreery The Word Works, Ltd., Yokohama, JAPAN Tel. +81-45-314-9324 jlm@xxxxxxxxxxxx http://www.wordworks.jp/