[lit-ideas] Freedom

  • From: "Lawrence Helm" <lawrencehelm@xxxxxxxxxxxxxx>
  • To: "Lit-Ideas " <Lit-Ideas@xxxxxxxxxxxxx>
  • Date: Wed, 11 Mar 2015 21:44:08 -0700

            

            

            Arminius craved freedom,

            Emerson too as do I - 

            Though not from Susan: her

            Medication, her need for doctors

            And tests nor from the

            Passage of time glad to

            Be past those youthful

 

            Muddles made of relationships

            When I wasn't willing to

            Listen to older minds nor even

            Simple sense - but freedom to 

            Think through impediments and 

            Past baffles to whatever I chose;

            Or have I been a dupe of fate

 

            Choosing the tropes that

            Appeared unbidden in conformance

            To my genetic disposition?

            I looked for a trope just now and found

            A hole in a curtain. Even so, I'm on

            The upper floor.  Who lacking my

            Confession would know it's there?

 

            I need something larger to yawn

            Backward throughout the time of

            Susan's illness.  I can't remember all

            The steps I saw it take to waste her,

            But I shrink back from the edge of 

            What I do, God giving me the 

            Freedom to see it and be afraid.

 

            



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