Hi Carol, believe me your not the only one that feels that way. I always feel as if I'm being watched, hate it when a sighted person sits opposite me, feel like their eyes are on me. It doesn't matter where I am, always feel the same. Some foods are a nightmare to pick up with a fork. I like food that you can eat with your fingers. Like you, I'm a slow eater to, always the last to finish for sure. Senn.