Hi Christine Ok lets try again. I had spent over half an hour writing to you and outlook crashed so I lost the lot so I'll try again. Don't worry, we all get things wrong, it's very easy to misunderstand things. I find not having broadband very frustrating as I said in my last message to you last night but there is not a lot I can do about it. I don't have long to wait, the french government brought in a new law that the whole of the country has to have broadband by the end of 2012 so that's only 2 years away but it's still frustrating in the meantime. the cost of the internet isn't an issue, I'd have to pay for it where ever I was living. I'm glad things are calling down on the list now. I really didn't expect to upset anyone and a simple request backfiring on me like that, I didn't expect that either. still, that's history now. I'm glad you're not up-set with me, life's too short!! I don't intend to have too many groups, the ones I have will be run properly, Keith is my second in command and as he wanted the list, he can do most of it although I shall be watching from the back seat. Don't you worry! Yes I agree with you, you have to keep a firm hand otherwise they can get out of control. If you want a hand with moderating please let me know. This time of year I try and stay off the pc as it's so easy to use it too much but it's too hot to be outside so I'm keeping in the cool. In the winter I'd have more time for the net. I'm glad Gwen is ok now, I just hope I didn't upset her in any way, that wasn't the intention! She seems to be very nice but vulnerable in some way. You know her much better than me. I actually wrote to her off list apologising and hoping that she's ok and explaining a bit about how attachments on e-mails work and the fact that you have no choice other than to download them. I'd love to join your new group, only the one you mentioned though, not all 94 groups, I couldn't cope with that many messages, I keep my groups to a minimum for obvious reasons! I find moderating groups ok although the two I'm moderator of are on unmoderated, that makes life easier. the speakon list is very quiet just like the bbuk list. Keith is running that as I said. I can't imagine how difficult it must be just reading braille or using a braille display, that must be very tricky. I haven't used braille for nearly twenty years now, I use the computer or audio for most things nowadays. As I said, put me on your list, I am quite particular with lists, I prefer ones like Keith's list as they are friendly, I don't like lists that wonder off topic. I like lists that are technical or useful to me like the dolphin list. Ok now on to your last question. No it's not cheeky, I know a bit about you but you probably don't know much about me. No life isn't hard over here, no more so than any where else, it's just that France is still several years behind the uk in some ways but much more advanced in others. No huge supermarket chains like tesco, its all franchises. It's much better in many ways. The health services are perfect, the hospitals are very good. Yes France is huge, you can definitely get away from it here. No we are not cut off, we just live in the countryside and it is beautiful. Firstly I'll tell you why we came to France. Mum has a form of cancer and she needs an easy life, lots of fresh air and a good healthy diet. France has all of those things. My dad is retired, he couldn't get work in the UK, he used to work in the building trade. Me, well, that's a different story. Originally I didn't want to come to France, I wanted to be independent. I knew that my parents aren't always going to be around and at the age of 35, I am now 41 fast approaching 42, I wanted to go independent but it wasn't to be. I put my name on about 15 housing associations all over the uk, I registered with several councils in different parts of the uk but there was no specialist housing to be had. I was offered a 1 bedroom flat in the north of Scotland but it was too far north and another small house in the middle of no where in Fife but I needed to be near a town and I need a two bedroom place as it wouldn't be right for me to share a room with carers, there had to be space for them to stay over night but there was nothing. my doctor even wrote letters telling them all what I needed but it didn't make any difference. one association even told me that someone would have to die before they could off me a place and even then I wouldn't be on the top of their lists as families get priority. in a lot of cases, there were ten year waiting lists. Hence I'm in France, I gave up, I thought I'd come and see what it was like and to be honest, I am glad I came, I love it, it's brilliant. I don't regret it at all. Now for a description. All around us is trees, the wildlife is fantastic, there are thousands of birds, all different types. in Scotland, which is where I lived before France, you very rarely heard a bird but here you hear birds all the time and in their hundreds. there are deer, foxes, badgers, all sorts, including salamanders. I have my windows open 24/7 and I have not shut them for well over 2 months and in the mornings, you hear all the birds all around the house. there are hazel trees, chestnut, conifers, all sorts, mum has planted loads of fruit trees in the garden as well as many ordinary trees like oak, ash and much more. The garden was just a field when we got it but mum has turned it into a proper garden. Ok we are right on a busy main road but it's not as busy as your roads, just lorries going back and forwards to the quarry and various farms and towns. there are also tractors going backwards and forwards all of the time. it is a main road leading from Callac to the main motorway about 4 miles away. We have villages all around us, the nearest one is Lohuec and the you have the pretty little town where I go for my haircuts, an old fashioned barber shop. The name of the town is guelisquan but I'm not exactly sure how to spell it. There are many larger towns not far from here, about 20 to 30 km and many smaller villages on the way, it is lovely. As I said, it is not cut off. The neighbours are all very friendly, we all help each other, things are quite expensive over here so we often buy stuff from the Uk and get it shipped, and they help us with translation, going to official places, getting forms filled in and much more. that's how life should be. everyone helping one another. I don't miss the uk, I miss my friends and family but we are so far flung now, all over the world that we all keep in touch with the internet or phones. For me to phone the uk, it only costs me 40 euros per month, with that I can phone the states, Canada, all over Europe, Uk, and it only costs me 40 euroes. You ask Keith, we quite often chat and it costs us nothing. I miss very little from the Uk, a few foods, Cornish pasties, fish cakes, some english sausages but the french ones are beautiful, making my mouth water just thinking about them! There are so many nice things to eat over here, I don't miss much at all. I love the french food. There are so many lovely french cheeses for a kick off. the french bread is lovely too but it depends on where you buy it of course. England has become so expensive to live in, things are much cheaper over here. our council tax is only 300 euros for the year, no road tax, tv license, it's just much cheaper. Well Christine, I've been writing for quite a while now, I'm dying for a coffee, that's something else I love, the french coffees, I like to try different ones. Well I've been writing this one in WordPad, didn't want to lose it again so I apologise for any mistakes. I'm going for my coffee and I'll talk to you later. I hope I haven't bored you. Lastly, the weather is a lot warmer, it is about 30 dgs today and for me that is slightly too hot. I went with mum to Callac today and when we parked up, it was so hot but you noticed a difference when you opened the windows, there was a nice draft. when we drove home the breeze was perfect. take care. 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