I got disconnected from the internet for 4 1/2 days because an over-paid telecommunications technician forgot to plug me back in when he was finished servicing the local pod or whatever they call it. That aggrieved me sorely. But what was worse was coming back on line and having to trudge through 600 plus emails -- mostly from prescription drug dealers and cum-loving hot teen-age sluts -- only to find that no one had missed me. How long would it have taken before someone asked, "Say, whatever happened to old what's-his-name?" Jeez, you'd have thought that JL, at least, would have mentioned my passing. "He was a bad speller, but he like big words." I would have thought that, at the very least. JL would have OED'd the meaning of death. But no, my demise went unnoticed entirely. There was no David Ritchie elegy for me No note from Judy Evans expressing Great Britain's great sorrow. Nothing from Robert Paul wondering whether I was hot or cold. Carol Kirschenbaum never queried in her let's-not-beat-around-the-bus manner: "What? Are you fucking dead, or what?" Andreas never sent his condolences, as did no one. Had this been my death, I would have died alone. But that's existentialism and I no longer buy into that. So, hey, lucky for you, lucky for me I'm not dead. You are all relieved of your funereal feelings. I say let's dance. Mike Geary Memphis ------------------------------------------------------------------ To change your Lit-Ideas settings (subscribe/unsub, vacation on/off, digest on/off), visit www.andreas.com/faq-lit-ideas.html