Lady and Doctor Marine by Lindsey Craig, Nathaniel Lynley, H's'l'ng of Reynam, & C'ss'l of Calhoun Nat sat staring at his work screen and shaking his head. His opinion of most Starfleet brass had been fairly low before his own set of troubles and it had plummeted to nothing with his six week long exile. Then Lindsey had come along to lift him out of his alcohol fogged stupor, offering him the lifeline of a job and continuing friendship. He still had a low opinion of most brass, especially any that caused her trouble. He let out a slow breath as stood up. Moving to the small cabinet next to his desk, he found an unopened bottle of Bushmill's (and that downright amazed him) and took out two glasses. Carefully carrying all three, he proceeded to her ready room and pressed the chime. "Come," Lindsey called, not bothering to look up as she read once again the report. "More have been reunited," she said as she raised her joyful eyes. "Hey, Nat, thought you'd quit the drink." "I did," he said carefully, "but once you've heard the second part of my news, you may want a drink and one never should allow a friend to drink alone." "Er... Okay," she waved him to a seat and clasped her hands on her desk. "Go on then, hit me with it." He settled the bottle and glasses on the desk then sat himself across from her. Holding his palms up, he said, "First the good news: Dr. Matthews has been transferred to more advanced medical care and should be improving quite soon." "Keep me posted on his progress," she said simply. "I've okay'd his transfer off Tempest. Don't know where or even if he's heading, but I'll let you know unless you're the one who tells me." She gave him a wink then added, "And now for the bad news." "It was Dr. Calhoun who inked the note on the counselor's behalf," Nat explained. "And therein lies the bad news. We both know the good doctor is more than a bit, ah, sensitive shall we say? A particular admiral pushed a bit too far and our doctor fairly threw his jacket at the man and quit." Lindsey blinked only once then eased herself back and steepled her fingers. "Which admiral?" "McCoy," Nat replied. "I've verified this whole story with Private Zelany as he witnessed the entire scene. He says he warned the admiral not to press forward with certain items yet..." He shrugged bemusedly. "When one is that old and set in one's ways, I suppose certain things don't sink in." Sighing softly, Lindsey rubbed her middle finger over her right eyebrow. "Okay, how do we fix this?" "I'm not quite sure," Nat admitted. "From what I've heard, Dr. Calhoun, and not a few of his fellow freed men, have some axes to grind against Starfleet. Honestly, Lindsey, I think you're the only regular Fleet officer whose name he hasn't appended a Xenexian curse to--even if he's been somewhat civilized about until now." "Damn," she sighed. "Well, I can have a word with Fleet Admiral Ross, he's kinda indebted to the guy for getting his son home. Maybe he can pull strings..." Nat felt the beginning of his own headache forming in tandem to Lindsey's. "Do you know, though, that the bloke actually apologized to General Barker after he threw him out, too? Seems he was just checking up on his injured Marines." "Not a mindless animal," Lindsey agreed. "Just damn sensitive. Have you spoken to him yet? He's supposed to resign t'me too." "Actually, the conversation was rather brief. He told me he was sorry to inconvenience you but that he wasn't sorry for what he did otherwise,"Nat told her then, with a smirk, he added, "Ah, and he also said it was a damned shamed because he likes you and the ship." "Which is all sweetness and light but that don't help with the solving of it," she snorted. Something suddenly occurred to her and she started to consult her console. "Hmph. Wonder if he realises his fiancee's signed into the Marines for another twelve months..." "I've no idea really. I don't..." He trailed off as something occurred to him. "Now that came from the president but that was Fleet..." Lindsey raised her eyes and fixed them on her aide. "You've got something. C'mon, share." "Have you noticed that the good doctor's problem with authority extends only to Starfleet, excluding you, at least?" She nodded slowly. "He seems okay with the Marines. Shame he's in Starfleet really." Nat smiled very slowly, the same smile he used during the war when he was up to something. "Well, it isn't the service the man objects to, it's the branch. My own warrant comes from the president, as did the doctor's, but does it work similarly with Marines?" "That I know of," she said with a frown. "Have to admit I'm not so hot on Marine regs and such. But I assume they work same way ours do. You talkin' about a transfer?" "I believe so. I don't see why the warrant wouldn't be transferable if the man agreed to it and assuming the senior military reps agreed," he mused. "That would still be General Barker and Admiral Ross, wouldn't it?" "Sure, up until the Cairngorm gets here," she said with a shrug. "We're gonna have to put this to the Doc though." Nat eyed the bottle on the table. "The question being then is do you ask him up here or do we go down there? In either case, a shot of that would certainly take the edge off." "I think go down," she mused. She waved her hand at the bottle and winked at him. "Go on then, pour out our shots." "Never drink alone," Nat said as he poured out the shots, "and never drink in a bad mood." "Amen to that," she laughed as she took a sip and shuddered. "Don't drink often. This stuff is smooth though." "I'll pour you another once we're through with this chore," Nat said, eyes twinkling as he downed his in one gulp. "Damn, Nat, take it easy there," she chuckled, finishing hers off and flowing to her feet. "C'mon on then, if we're gonna do this. Otherwise we'll just let it lie and I'll be damned if I lose my CMO because of some Admiral with a bee up his ass." Nat snorted in amusement as he stood up. "You're talking to a professional connoisseur of real alcohol, Lindsey. It's when I can do that to half a bottle that you ought to worry," he said mildly, knowing that he actually could do just that. "And do not get me started about admiralty. We all know how I feel there." "I hate t'think what you're gonna say when I ever get promoted," she rolled her eyes. "Suddenly go from bein' alright to bein' another damn admiral." "Well now, that'll be a hard one but I suppose if I just remember every single unkind word you called me during the war then it will be fine," he said deadpan. He tsked in mock affront. "Such unladylike conduct." "Me? A lady? Now whoever started that rumour has gotta be hunted down and shot this instant," she grinned. "Besides, you give as good as you get, Nat." "Well, yes, quite," he said with a grin, holding an arm out to hold the lift for her. Lindsey slipped inside then gave him a wink. "Ever the gentleman. Besides, it's no fun bein' obnoxious if the person ain't obnoxious back." "Considering some of the people I've recently met by comm, you will never be able to be obnoxious in my eyes ever again," he said with a smirk. He requested the appropriate deck then explained. "Rosemary's father and godfather are, shall we say, quite the forceful pair of personalities." "I've been to the school, Nat, I know," she smirked as she leaned against the wall of the lift. "Nice place, cute kids but the people are strong and adamant in their protection of 'em." "That is a very diplomatic way of putting it. I've not had the chance to call my family yet, though." "You gonna do that straight after we see the Doc?" she asked idly. "I had every intention of doing it straightaway after we spoke to hers but this came up. Believe me, I can hear the 'I told you so's and the 'it's about time's coming at me already," he said with a happy smile. "And you're gonna suck 'em up with that silly smile on your face," she laughed brightly. "Damn, if I look like that when I talk about John, I want someone to shoot me." "You do and you know you do," he said deadpan. The door opened onto the Marine deck and he held it for her. "I think I'll tell Alfred about that, too. He likes you after all." "Sure, he's a good guy." Lindsey strode out, nodding at Nat in thanks, and headed straight for the door of the quad. She rang the chime and stepped back a pace - no point invading the man's privacy, after all. Aisling glanced up at the door then over to where Cassiel was making them tea. She climbed creakily to her feet and padded over. "Oh," she said, "Captain, come in." Lindsey gave the woman a bright smile and nodded. "Feelin' better, Sergeant?" "Much thanks to my physician," she returned the smile. Bright hazel eyes took in the visitors. Cassiel had as much as said to the chief, who he still thought sounded very much like Hamish, that he was sorry for any problems the captain was caused but that he was not sorry for anything else. At any other time, he might have been apprehensive if the captain had come to his home personally but not right then. He was still too wound up. "Captain. Chief. Have a seat. I was fixing H's'l'ng some tea." "Carry on," Lindsey said easily. "It was you we really came to see anyway. May we have a word?" Aisling glanced at Cassiel as she asked, "Do you need me to leave?" "No, H's'l'ng," Cassiel said softly, smiling at her. He needed her strength. "Unless this refers to a patient's medical matter." "No, it refers to your resignation," Lindsey said. "I don't accept it." She held up her hand for him to allow her to finish. "Not only don't I accept it, Nat here's come up with a compromise." His eyes narrowed slightly as he stared at the woman. "I will not apologize to that old man," he growled. Pulling a cushion onto her lap, Aisling stared at Cassiel very hard. "You resigned?" she asked softly, bright lavender eyes turned to stone. "Did I ask you to apologise?" Lindsey mused, choosing to ignore the little time bomb in the corner. Hell, she could hear the girl ticking. "Compromise is we transfer you to the Marines. Means I get t'keep my CMO and you get to avoid certain Admirals." Her fingers turned white as she gripped the cushion, not quite hearing what the Captain had said. In one movement, she threw the pillow at Cassiel as hard as she could then let out a hiss as the movement tore at painful muscles. "How could you?" He only ducked slightly, the pillow glancing off his arm rather than his head. "The old yn fytyn pushed too far," he explained, holding up his hands to ward off any further missiles. "Damned brass monkeys..." "I don't care," Aisling hissed. "You suck it up, just like the rest of us." Cradling her arms to her body, she stormed up to him and glared from her tiny height. "You didn't even tell me." Nat glanced at Lindsey. There was no way in hell that he was getting in the middle of this but they couldn't quite leave yet. Of course, he could sympathize with the man's feelings about the admiralty in general but... "I was still settling down," Cassiel explained. He wouldn't shy away. Not from her. "Please, H's'l'ng, you know I have a fuse the length of a grain of sand." She grabbed the pillow he'd discarded and threw it at him again, even harder, pulling an even louder hiss out of her. "That is no excuse, C'ss'l. None. All you had to do was explain. Or even mention it in passing. 'Oh by the way, I quit today so, you know, we won't be seeing each other for another twelve months until your contract runs out'. Did you even think of that?" "I didn't know about that part, H's'l'ng," he protested. "I know very little about your branch except that the ones at the top have better manners and control than the Fleet ones do. Sorry, Captain." "No offence taken, Doc," Lindsey said easily. "I know how obnoxious our brass can be." Aisling just shook her head at him. "Learn, then." With that, she slipped past him and padded into the kitchen to get her painkillers and the tea. Still watching Aisling in case any further missiles were forthcoming, Cassiel asked, "What exactly do I have to do?" "Be a Marine," Lindsey told him. "Means reporting to whoever they get for the chief position. I believe it's Cammick at the moment. You'll also be reporting to me and to Captain Harak, since she's chief Marine medic. Other than that, put your paw mark on the transfer papers and that's it, I think." Cammick he knew rather well, finding the captain's fraternal interest in Aisling rather amusing and also very comforting. He'd gotten past him to visit her while she recovered. And Harak? Ah, now there was a good medic. He could respect both of them. Still watching Aisling out of the corner of his eye, he held out his hand. "Show me where," he said simply. "Here, Doctor," Nat replied as he held out the PADD and pointed to the right spot. All Aisling did was pour out two cups of tea. She didn't care if it was selfish of her or rude, but she'd rather not fight with him in front of the Captain and the Warrant Officer. "Welcome back," Lindsey said with a smile as she offered him her hand. "Thank you, Captain," he said as he took the hand. "I'm sorry if it caused you any headaches." "Only one and that's the one I get every time we dock somewhere," Lindsey laughed. "I'll see you for some analgesics later. Y'all have a good evenin' now," she chimed as she waved and left. "And you might want to see the quartermaster about the proper uniform," Nat added as he followed her out. "Right," Cassiel muttered as the door closed behind them. Gingerly, he turned to face Aisling and waited. He supposed he deserved it after all."Are you still speaking to me?" "I'm angry," she snapped, "not petty!" She shoved one cup toward him, glaring openly when a little hot tea went over her hand but she'd be damned if she'd show how much it had hurt. He sat next to her but didn't quite touch her. Humility was not his strong suit but for her, he'd try. "Aisling, I'm sorry. I don't know what else to say other than that. I am a hot tempered, selfish fool who doesn't deserve you," he said as he stared down at his hands. She wanted to snap at him, be scathing and mean, but as she stared at him she found that she just couldn't. "C'ss'l," she sighed. "Of course you do. And I do love you, I'm just pissed is all." With a shy shrug, she added, "And hurting." "You shouldn't have thrown the pillow so hard," he said mildly, finally looking up at her. He took both her hands between his, careful of the still tender wrists. "I didn't tell you because I didn't know how. Didn't want you mad at me for being so foolish." "I almost lost you," she whispered. "I can't lose you. I don't think I'd survive it. This is too perfect." "They'd've had to throw me out bodily," he grumbled. "I already told that red headed doctor no when she asked if I wanted to stay and keep an eye on Dr. Matthews. I didn't want to leave you." "Then don't ever. When this year is up, if we both want to, we can go back to Xenex and you can start up a practice," she said with a smile as she shifted a little closer to him. "Whatever you want, my H's'l'ng." He fell back against the back of the sofa, the tension leaving him in one fell swoop. "Such ups and downs are not good for a man." "I'm sorry," she whispered as she shuffled away and started to sip her tea. "My temper is almost as volatile as yours." "Why are you sorry? It makes you a Xenexian as much as it does me," he said wryly. "It's a damned wonder any of us is civilized enough for off planet. Come back here, my H's'l'ng. I need you close." "Captain Cammick called round today," she told him, cuddling against his side and trying to change the subject. "He wanted to know when he could have me back." "And what'd you tell him?" he asked even as his arm went around her. "That he would have to discuss it with my physician as I couldn't possibly comment," she grinned. "But he brought me chocolates from the station and told me he was lost without me, which was sweet." "Bribery is always a good thing," he chuckled. "It's up to you, you know, H's'l'ng. As soon as you feel up to it, you can be cleared for light duty. Full will take much longer." "No," she whispered. "Not yet. Please? Let me stay here a little longer? I don't want to see the pity on their faces just yet." "Whatever makes you happy but I don't think anyone pities you, H's'l'ng. You were quite brave," he told her. "I was a fool who got captured and had to be saved. I'm a liability," she told him. "And next time it will be some one else's turn and you will repay the effort. Is that not what Marines do?" he asked curiously. "Most of the time they don't have to," she huffed. "Most of the time the Marine is trained to either stay alive or die." "You stayed alive, H's'l'ng. You beat that thing better than any of us did. Gods but Kadir admires you. You put up with more than many of us men did. Hell, M'k'n'zy had better kiss your feet for all this...after I beat him senseless that is," Cassiel told her. She shook her head as she admitted, "I know what he did to you, C'ss'l. He told me. Pain is pain whether it leaves a mark on the outside or inside." "H's'l'ng, look at me," he said firmly as he put his hands on either side of her face. "That is exactly it. It doesn't matter whether it was a few days, a few hours or five damned years. Pain is pain and you went through it just as we did. If you will not begrudge us respect or dignity, how could we do that to you?" "Yours is legitimate," she said with a shy shrug. "My wonderful man, you went through so much. All I've done is lessen you by being what I am." "I don't think you realize how close you might have been to losing both these arms, H's'l'ng. After a certain threshold is passed, there is no regeneration of nerves. You were very close to that threshold and, unless this new technique applies well to our people, you would have been beyond miserable," he said, hating to be so clinical but wanting to be truthful. "The only thing you've done is show very strong we Xenexians are." Her face paled to milk as she listened to description and she hugged herself tightly. "I could have lost them?" "Yes," he told her. "If reinserting the joints hadn't've worked, that might have been the next step. I know that because...." He took a deep breath to steady himself, hearing her joints pop and hearing her screams. "Because I did it often enough even without scanners and machinery." She let out a little strangled gasp, curling in on herself. "Gods..." she whispered as she laid her forehead on her knees. Cassiel moved over to wrap his still too thin arms around her. "I'm sorry, H's'l'ng, but I would never lie about such things. Now do you understand, though? Those men don't pity you and neither do the Marines. You are a fierce, beautiful warrior," he murmured. "Mine." She cried gently against his chest, his embrace soothing. "Yours," she whispered. "Even all this is normal. To some degree, every single one of us changed, no longer what we were before that thing got us," he continued as he rocked her gently. He snorted slightly in amusement. "Hell, even the Klingons are different. I pity the poor bastard who pisses off Kadir. That man is much too calm for one of them. You are in good company, H's'l'ng. You are not alone." "I want my confidence back," she admitted, wrapping her painful arms around him. "And you'll get it. How would you advise somebody else to try it?" he asked, still rubbing she shoulders. "If you were medical personnel, I'd tell you to jump right back in." "That's what you want..." she said sadly. "You think I'm a coward because I won't." "Not any more than you think I am for being so skittish." He kissed her forehead very lightly. "You'll get back to things when you get back to them. Everyone reacts differently and so the recovery is different. Take your time, H's'l'ng."