i dont have the balls brian? LMAO! hows this for balls for " open string " CmdrCulkin: I'm feeling guilty of nothing really. Trance gemini 26: good, cause if you are just dont keep it within, not healthy CmdrCulkin signed off at 6:32 P.M. CmdrCulkin signed on at 6:33 P.M. Trance gemini 26: and you wonder what you did wrong............... CmdrCulkin: What did I do wrong? CmdrCulkin: ...Now? Trance gemini 26: well to be honest your too bossy, you do tend to come into the room ranting about people who walked out when it could of been done in ims CmdrCulkin: That was along time ago...months ago even Trance gemini 26: well it seems you still do it from what i was reading CmdrCulkin: No, I don't thats a recap from you saint Arkain, rehashing all of that CmdrCulkin: Your Trance gemini 26: you do need to relax and quit taking things so seriously, its only a fantasy CmdrCulkin: I get sworn at, accused of things I didn't do and I need to relax? CmdrCulkin: ...right... Trance gemini 26: well you did come into the room like a pit bull CmdrCulkin: There were reasons for it. Trance gemini 26: and it couldnt be taken in ims? CmdrCulkin: My reasons were justified by Robin herself, and no, it couldn't I was being ignored in IM's Trance gemini 26: well you shouldnt of went in the room getting everyone upset CmdrCulkin: I admitted I handled things poorly. CmdrCulkin: It seems some people don't let things go. Trance gemini 26: you brought this up and upon yourself CmdrCulkin: FABS down to two sims, was three, and I've been fighting week in and week out to keep em running... Trance gemini 26: i sed to have my own group a few years back, and i acted like you, with more intensity, eventually i made my sim into a indy Trance gemini 26: used* CmdrCulkin: I've tried everything I know, I didn't start everything that chased people away. Trance gemini 26: take it from me, dont let it end like that, make peace with all CmdrCulkin: I've tried. CmdrCulkin: I can't make a peace, where there is no peace to be had CmdrCulkin: My problem is I defend the old guard too much. I've been around alot longer than most anyone except Robin. CmdrCulkin: I'm not feeling guilty of anything, merely frustrated, about how someone can make him out to be so innocent, yet will blast people when they are making an honest to god heart felt plea. CmdrCulkin: I reached out for help even to my enemies. Trance gemini 26: well if pro gets mad and quits after reading the shit today, someone is going to get thier head taken off Trance gemini 26: she already feels like bia by thinking shes not doing a good enough job Trance gemini 26: ::glares at him with jason's machette:: Trance gemini 26: and you wonder what you did wrong? shesh Trance gemini 26: you really have a nerve asking that CmdrCulkin: I never said anything about Pro, that email isn't from me! CmdrCulkin: Thats all that incident from months ago! Trance gemini 26: well who was it from anyway? Trance gemini 26: it has your address CmdrCulkin: Look at the Forward! Trance gemini 26: yeah you fwd it Trance gemini 26: you sent it CmdrCulkin: Its from Darrius Arkain Trance gemini 26: i know, and you didntneed tobring that stuff up CmdrCulkin: Subject: Re: [ST:FAB] STFAB:WK AND ALL[200129.09] From: Darrius Arkain <darrius.arkain@xxxxxxxxx> To: CmdrCulkin@xxxxxxx CmdrCulkin: No HE DID! CmdrCulkin: Your missing the point, I didn't bring it up. CmdrCulkin: He did Trance gemini 26: i saw he was talking about the sim tonight Trance gemini 26: the one before you sent this CmdrCulkin: This is all from an email he sent me. CmdrCulkin: In rehards to my email send wed night Trance gemini 26: and you had to be immature and show it Trance gemini 26: ::shakes head:: CmdrCulkin: How is it being immature? Trance gemini 26: you never show private stuff like that, it tends to bring a mob out CmdrCulkin: Ok, hmm, let him attack and and blast me CmdrCulkin: and never tell a soul... CmdrCulkin: That is a true bully CmdrCulkin: The worst kind. Trance gemini 26: and you did ask that day what you did wrong, he responded. and thatmakes you immature for showing it to everyone. i mean who would do that? CmdrCulkin: I want all responses to be 100% open to the string Trance gemini 26: by showing what they said topeople? CmdrCulkin: There are grievances and gripes people hold back. They shouldn't without open communication nothing gets solved. Trance gemini 26: you got more enemies now after doing that than before CmdrCulkin: Whatever... Trance gemini 26: seriously who would do that? CmdrCulkin: I don't believe so. CmdrCulkin: And who would sit back and be beaten, and be quiet about it. CmdrCulkin: Oh yea, I'm just gonna sit back and take the abuse, the false accusations, Trance gemini 26: hey i stopped that a while back from responding, cause all it did was make others mad CmdrCulkin: Thats because your responses were so volitile. Trance gemini 26: and look at yours now CmdrCulkin: That is not my response. CmdrCulkin: That is his entire email. Trance gemini 26: your digging yourself a nice deep hole CmdrCulkin: Do you not know how to read forwards? Trance gemini 26: i do ,but they will go after you CmdrCulkin: Who will? Trance gemini 26: ones who dislike you CmdrCulkin: Maybe thats just what I want to know, who else feels like him. CmdrCulkin: Maybe I want to try and solve those problems, because if we don't FAB does die. CmdrCulkin: Thats why I sent the email, I was fully prepared for his response, but give him the opportunity to do it public like. CmdrCulkin: I expected him to come out this way, but I wanted to see how everyone else felt... Trance gemini 26: i feel also that after the incidents you pulled by not ignoring them before, giving pro a hard time about arkain, coming into rooms like a hot potato that this is why this group is in the shit hole CmdrCulkin: Uh huh, and when FAB was dying before, where was everyone else? Who kept it afloat then, Arkain? No, You? No. Pro? No...I'll tell you who damn it, Me. CmdrCulkin: For months and months, I made sure we had sims running, and they ran smoothly, I exhausted myself in the process... Trance gemini 26: perhaps they didnt like how you were helping CmdrCulkin: No you folks weren't even around when that happened Trance gemini 26: huh? CmdrCulkin: There weren't the problems back then that exsist now. Trance gemini 26: oh i been around CmdrCulkin: Because we had structure, and everyone understood it, and the way it worked. Pro doesn't want the job shes got now. She admitted it to me. CmdrCulkin: It was dumped in her lap, and she leans on Arkain like a crutch, and a drug. Trance gemini 26: then she shouldnt of taken it, she should of asked robin or you for help CmdrCulkin: And she didn't CmdrCulkin: I tried to find help for her, she didn't want it. CmdrCulkin: I know of 2 others who would be perfect canidates, and they don't include me. CmdrCulkin: There is a veteran core to this group, many may not realize. Trance gemini 26: well that was her fault then cause shes all stressed out and frazzled and your not helping matters much with the e-mails you send or fwd CmdrCulkin: That email I orginally sent Wed night, had nothing to do with her. CmdrCulkin: I didn't bring her back up, I merely forwarded someone elses email, as it is a proof of how someone else acts behind the scenes, and how manipulative he can be. Trance gemini 26: ::rolls eyes:: still does not help matters much CmdrCulkin: He brought the shit up Trance gemini 26: how did he bring it up? CmdrCulkin: In his email CmdrCulkin: BRB Trance gemini 26: lmao you really need mental help cause by showing e-mails to others its just.............. well........ digging a hole even deeper for you Trance gemini 26: get a clue by buying a vowel Trance gemini 26: ........ CmdrCulkin: Right, you keep thinking so, I'm done with this conversation, trying to make a point to you is like running into a wall. Trance gemini 26: lmao talking to you is like a wall CmdrCulkin: Whatever. Leave me alone. Trance gemini 26: baby CmdrCulkin: You really want to start that? Trance gemini 26: i just did CmdrCulkin: Ok, because I know just as many people who feel you are a pain in the kisser, seriously. I believe you had a problem a few months back with another player. CmdrCulkin: That oh I stepped in to interven there as well, to save and oh wait you. Trance gemini 26: by acting like i did that makes you a man by doing the same? Trance gemini 26: ::laughs my ass off:: CmdrCulkin: You read way to much into things... CmdrCulkin signed off at 7:32 P.M. Trance gemini 26: least i dont enter rooms to disturb a sim **************Know Your Numbers: Get tips and tools to help you improve your credit score. (http://www.walletpop.com/credit/credit-reports?ncid=emlcntuswall00000002)