I'm tired. I'm tired of work, I'm tired of things not working out. I'm tired of trying. My brother let my dogs out. His STUPID Labrador ran away, and my dog, Zander, escaped. And of course, who is the one punished? Me. Zander got hit by a car, and is gone. I had him 4 weeks. I loved him like he was my own child. He was supposed to be my fresh start. I got kicked out of my home because of him, I moved into an apartment because of him, I couldn't afford (and still can't) afford to pay my bills because of him, and I didn't care. I finally had my show dog. He'd learned his go out. He learned sit. And that's where his learning stopped. I'm very tired of trying, in everything, because it never works out. Rest In Peace my Zan Man. Stonekroft Zander v Avalon June 3, 2003 - November 4, 2005 ============================================================================ POST is Copyrighted 2005. All material remains the property of the original author and of GSD Communication, Inc. NO REPRODUCTIONS or FORWARDS of any kind are permitted without prior permission of the original author AND of the Showgsd-l Management. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. ALL PERSONS ARE ON NOTICE THAT THE FORWARDING, REPRODUCTION OR USE IN ANY MANNER OF ANY MATERIAL WHICH APPEARS ON SHOWGSD-L WITHOUT THE EXPRESS PERMISSION OF ALL PARTIES TO THE POST AND THE LIST MANAGEMENT IS EXPRESSLY FORBIDDEN, AND IS A VIOLATION OF LAW. VIOLATORS OF THIS PROHIBITION WILL BE PROSECUTED. For assistance, please contact the List Management at admin@xxxxxxxxxxxx VISIT OUR WEBSITE - http://www.showgsd.org ============================================================================