[ SHOWGSD-L ] I'm tired of trying

  • From: MarcatoGSD@xxxxxxx
  • To: showgsd-l@xxxxxxxxxxxxx
  • Date: Fri, 4 Nov 2005 21:55:10 EST

I'm tired. I'm tired of work, I'm tired of things not working out. I'm tired 
of trying. 
My brother let my dogs out. His STUPID Labrador ran away, and my dog, Zander, 
escaped. And of course, who is the one punished? Me. Zander got hit by a car, 
and is gone. 

I had him 4 weeks. I loved him like he was my own child. He was supposed to 
be my fresh start. I got kicked out of my home because of him, I moved into an 
apartment because of him, I couldn't afford (and still can't) afford to pay my 
bills because of him, and I didn't care. I finally had my show dog. 

He'd learned his go out. He learned sit. And that's where his learning 
stopped. 

I'm very tired of trying, in everything, because it never works out. 

Rest In Peace my Zan Man. 

Stonekroft Zander v Avalon 
June 3, 2003 - November 4, 2005


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