If she decides to catch up on her email, she is going to be more pissed than happy that I would dare to air this. But she needs to accept the love and move on. She had a toxic reaction to her chemo. The doctor is trying something else. Maybe she will pay closer attention to herself now and if things don't go well, she will press the panic button before she lets herself get beaten up by drugs. She is going to go on for now, and she has great plans that I can hope will be fufilled by her. I am getting update through my brother who lives with her. He can be difficult but he is all she has, as I am 1100 miles away right now. No one as asked me to go to DC, so for now I am not. If everyone wants to send her good wishes, please make it a regular post, as personal emails well have her eating my ass. I know she will be upset, but love moves all of us in strange ways, and I thank each and every person on this list, even those who read but did not reply, I understand, and thank you all so very much for your love for both of us. sheila Sheila of Miami Mernydex GSD's Loving Obedience Dog Training --------------------------------- How low will we go? Check out Yahoo! Messenger?s low PC-to-Phone call rates. ============================================================================ POST is Copyrighted 2006. All material remains the property of the original author and of GSD Communication, Inc. NO REPRODUCTIONS or FORWARDS of any kind are permitted without prior permission of the original author AND of the Showgsd-l Management. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. ALL PERSONS ARE ON NOTICE THAT THE FORWARDING, REPRODUCTION OR USE IN ANY MANNER OF ANY MATERIAL WHICH APPEARS ON SHOWGSD-L WITHOUT THE EXPRESS PERMISSION OF ALL PARTIES TO THE POST AND THE LIST MANAGEMENT IS EXPRESSLY FORBIDDEN, AND IS A VIOLATION OF LAW. VIOLATORS OF THIS PROHIBITION WILL BE PROSECUTED. For assistance, please contact the List Management at admin@xxxxxxxxxxxx VISIT OUR WEBSITE - URL temporarily deleted due to AOL issues ============================================================================