[ratpack] Re: When it's time to concede that the Gods are conspiring against you

  • From: Ray Buck <rbuck@xxxxxxxxxxxx>
  • To: ratpack@xxxxxxxxxxxxx
  • Date: Mon, 12 Jul 2010 18:54:24 -0600

Well, I spose that I otta quit being so ambiguous about my feelings. Let it just suffice to say that I'm not quite as pissed off as I was.


r

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On 7/12/2010 6:10 PM, Michael Wells wrote:
I'd appreciate it if you'd be a little more succinct and stop beating around the bush, please just tell us how you feel.

Dr Z

On Mon, Jul 12, 2010 at 5:17 PM, Ray Buck <rbuck@xxxxxxxxxxxx <mailto:rbuck@xxxxxxxxxxxx>> wrote:

    The attached photo was just confirmation.  I was getting a shot of
    the winner of the IMSA Lites race when some dickhead walked in
    front of me...just another brick in the wall.

    I told Larry about this, but I don't think I told anyone else on
    this list.  I had a little "issue" with a...and I'm gonna be nice
    here and just say a security guard...who didn't want to let me
    drive the perimeter road around the midway because I didn't have a
    ticket. He was right.  All I had was my press pass, the wristband
    that said, "Media All Access," a parking permit and an official
    photo vest.  This was right after the start of the Invitational
    race and I was heading toward Clubhouse to shoot the rest of it,
    then get to the podium for shots of the winners.  I was able to do
    that.

    Back to the guard:  I'm glad he was standing to the side of my
    Burb because when I'd had enough, I just said "I've gotta go.  I'm
    the official photographer for the race that's running right now"
    and nailed the throttle.  You wouldn't have known much difference,
    cuz a 3-ton Burb with a 350 motor is kinda anemic.

    I finished shooting the race, then went to JG to lodge a formal
    complaint.  He sent me to a security underling who sent me to the
    next guy, yada, yada.  When I first got there I demanded an
    apology from the guard.  The person to whom I was directed, I
    believe it was Brad Harman, refused that but offered his own apology.

    About the time I was leaving, JG arrived and said they'd had a
complaint about me being abusive. Absolute fabrication. (Shit...if I'd been abusive the guard would have been UNDER my
    Burb.)  So we went in to speak with Mr. Harman.   So I got to
    spent the duration of the next race as the head of security made
    up arbitrary rules to justify his guard's actions.  I've had more
    enjoyable root canals.  The more I thought about it, the angrier I
    became.  Here's why:

    First, the "mandatory" media meeting.  It was held 30 minutes
    later than first scheduled.  Then, only part of the photographers
    showed up for it.  I saw several at Turn 1 for the start of the
    ALMS race that I KNOW weren't there for that meeting.  Part of the
    ALMS traveling circus, I suppose.  But that's not the major issue
    there.  The problem is that _not once_ was anything said about
    what part of the perimeter road was _not_ accessible, nor was it
    stated that media member-owned vehicles were not allowed to park
    in the paddock, nor was it stated then nor at any time in the past
    that the handicapped spots in the parking area OUTSIDE the
    Clubhouse parking were for Clubhouse members only.  These were all
    things that the head of security stated in that alleged meeting
    (read: "excuse session to shift blame away from himself and his
    people.")

    To be truthful, I was so frikkin angry about it that I couldn't
    even pay attention to the race.  I'm angry with myself about
    that.  Oh...here's another thing he made up.  If, for some reason
    I or anyone else can get a vehicle on the access road, they won't
    be allowed in the west gate unless they're on a special, secret
    (ok, I added that) list.  I talked to Les Long and we'll make sure
    that I get on it for Grand-Am.  I'm gonna work my ass off on
    getting a hard card before that event.  If I have to bribe
    someone, I'll do it.

    Anyway, I came back to the paddock after spending the duration of
    the ALMS race going back and forth between turn 3 and the
    Attitudes.  I figger that the numskull at the west gate would have
    been given explicit instructions to stop me from entering.  So I
didn't even cast my eyes in his direction. I just drove in. Nobody came after me, so I guess there was no problem (I did kinda
    hide the Burb among the team trailers.)  I shot the pit lane after
    the race (again, I didn't ask permission to go thru the opened
    gate, I just followed another dude as if I knew what I was doing)
    and then the podium ceremonies.  I'd already had enough champagne
    sprayed/hugged onto me, so I kinda moved to the side, but a weird
    thing happened.  People noticed that I was heading somewhere with
    a purpose (and a vest) and moved out of the way and even pointed
    out a location for me to  stand in front of them.  I guess it's
    like an Alpha Male wolf thing.  I must have had an angry and
    purposeful enough look on my face to convince people that I
    deserved to be where I was headed.  I dunno.  I could be all wet
    about that (but not from the champagne.  I had to laugh about
    that.  I could imagine walking into an AA meeting smelling like
    that...especially if I ran into someone I knew) but it seemed to
    work in any case.

    Ok.  After the hootin and hollerin was over, I went back to the
    media center and returned my vest.  The lady to whom I handed it
was very gracious and I tried to smile and return the attitude. Then as I walked down the stairs, JG was there, smoking a
    cigarette.  I waked over to him and said, "Well, we survived
    another one."  He said, "Yeah...3 major events in 6 weeks has just
    about killed me."  I didn't say anything about the
    cigarettes...cuz I'm a reformed smoker and I understand the issues
    with quitting.

    Then I did one of the most difficult things I've done recently.  I
    held out my hand to shake his and thanked him for being there with
    me in Harman's office...as if he'd pulled my bacon out of the
    fire.  If I'd said what was on my mind, I would have asked him why
    he didn't mention the inconsistencies in Harman's story.  I would
    have asked why the rules changed between 7 am and 10 am.  And so
    on.  But I said that I hoped to see him next week at the MPRA
    race.  He said, "Yep.  And that will be an entirely different
    situation."  He'd said that before in explaining that the rules
    were quite a bit more lax at those events than at the major ones.

    So I can't say that I'm over being angry about the way the "big
    ones" tried to eat up a "small one" (you can bet yer ass that if
    it had been an ALMS photographer complaining, he would have had
    his shoes shined and his ass kissed) but I'm no longer searching
    the internet for handguns to deal with the next (it is a very
    difficult thing to keep racial epithets out of this commentary but
    I'm not gonna go there) security guard who decides that he has the
    right to control the world and everyone in it just because
    somebody dressed him in a poorly fitting uniform.  As my Ma used
    to say, "the line between a cop and a criminal is a very thin one
    and not hard to cross."

    I'm thru ranting now.

    r

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