[mit-ac6] Dahil uto-uto ako... :)
- From: Neil Santos <ne0_akt@xxxxxxxxxxxxx>
- To: mit-ac6@xxxxxxxxxxxxx
- Date: Tue, 3 Sep 2002 19:16:00 +0800
>> [Tuesday] 9/3/2002 :: 6:33 PM -- NEWMSG
* Ever been so drunk you blacked out:
No. But there are times I wish I would.
* Missed school B/coz it was raining:
I miss school for a lot of reasons, but I don't recall missing
it because of rain... Had it canceled, yeah, but I don't think
I've ever missed it.
* Put a body part on fire for amusement:
Uh-huh. Palms.
* Been hurt emotionally:
More than what people normally go through in a lifetime.
* Kept a secret from everyone:
I'm not sure... My life has always been an open book--just
have the time and patience to hear me out, and you'd learn all
of my secrets.
* Had an imaginary friend:
Yeah. And it's called ``schizophrenia'' for me, not ``imaginary
friend''.
* Cried during a Movie:
Several times. (Little known fact: I cried while watching ``A
Walk to Remember'' (that reminds me... I have to get a copy of
the novel))
* Had a crush on a teacher:
Back when I was younger, like... when I was in grade school, I
think.
* Ever thought an animated character was hot?
Hrm... I don't recall, but I'm sure I found at least one
animated character hot back when I was a kid.
* Had a New Kids on the Block tape:
No.
* Been on stage:
Dressed, yes. Naked, no.
* Cut your hair:
Does shaving my head count? If so, thrice. If not,...
------------------FavORITES------------------
* Shampoo:
Is this a trick question?
* Soap:
Seriously? You want to know my favorite soap?
* Color:
Blue :: Black :: Gray
* Day/Night:
Night, but more like dawn. Specifically the time between 01AM
and 03AM, when everything's quiet, and you could actually hear
yourself breathe. That's the time when you could just hear and
Zen out on the music your computer makes as your fingers fly
over the keyboard, producing beautiful, living code fragments...
Eherm...
* Summer/Winter:
I've never experienced winter, so I can't choose.
* Lace or satin:
Lace is sensual, but satin is... sophisticated. Both feel
great on the flesh, but the satin is the one that just seems to
glide over your skin... I pick satin then.
* Fave cartoon Characters:
Tasmanian Devil and Bugs Bunny (Little known fact: Loony Tunes
cartoons actually have hidden political messages, hidden deep
inside all the crazy gun-shooting and all that. That's why
hackers love them.)
* Fave Food:
What kind of food? Viands, entrees, etc.? It doesn't matter...
I don't have any favorites anyway.
* Fave Advert:
Uhm... Uhm... I hate capitalism, and advertisements are the
results of that, ergo I hate advertisements.
* Fave Movie:
Hrm... I like -A LOT- of movies, but most of them aren't at the
tip of my tongue. Some of my favorites would be the Star Trek
movies (from the first one to the latest, Star Trek: Nemesis).
But if I had to choose just one... I'd guess it'd have to be...
Anastasia (an animated movie shown in the late 90s).
* Fave Ice Cream:
Ick! Ice cream! :b
* Fave Subject:
Philosophy. Except I've never had a Philosophy class.
----------------RIGHT NOW------------------
* Wearing:
Oldschool shorts (ung old-style basketball shorts?), white
shirt, bare feet, blue underw... Uhh... Kasama pa ba un?
* Hair is:
Wet. I've just rinsed off that damn hair gel.
* I'm feeling:
Groggy. And my throat is killing me, damn it!
* Eating:
Just ate four pieces of toasted wheat bread.
* Drinking:
Trusty water.
* Thinking about:
A lot of things. For those with the patience, here's a brief
rundown:
1) Ung group project sa COMTEC,
2) Ung unfinished assignment ko sa Humanities,
3) Ung research paper ko, and the fact that I forgot to
ask you guys to take my survey,
4) The fun time I had with Mimok and Louie sa Oakwoods
kanina (Asteeg dun!),
5) This pain on my throat, and how much I wish it'd go
away at the snap of my finger,
6) My dream of being a hacker, and how I could scrape up
enough time to finish the email client I'm writing,
7) Darkness 2.0, and how it's going to affect my
schedule,
8) USS Renegade, and how I really NEED to sim right now,
9) Twisted Halo, and how good they are,
10) Star Trek: Voyager, and if I have enough time to
watch the episode tonight.
Shempre, meron pang iba, but those are the ones that flow
immediately unto the keyboard. :)
* Listening to:
Twisted Halo - White on Yellow
* Talking to:
Myself, like always. I'd be talking to my computer, but we're
on rough waters right now. Nagtatampo ako sa kanya, kasi panay
ang lambing nya sa'kin.
---------------IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------
* Cried:
I don't think so...
* wearing a skirt:
I think this questionnaire is too feministic.
* Met someone new:
Uhm... No.
* Cleaned your room:
Not yet. Hopefully, by tomorrow, I would have.
* Done laundry:
No.
* Drove a car:
Nasa pagawaan pa ung kotse ni Louie eh. Tapos, wala namang dala
si Mimok. Tapos, sa Thursday ko pa pwedeng dalhin ung kotse ni
Marc... Hehehe :)
---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------------
* Yourself:
Vague question. I believe in myself in the sense that I believe
that I exist, and that I am who I think I am, but if you're
talking about self-confidence...
* Your friends:
Believe how? That they don't lie to me, or that they won't stab
me behind my back, that yadda yadda yadda...?
* Santa Claus:
Who's he?
* Tooth Fairy:
Who wrote this? An eight year old girl?
* Destiny/Fate:
No. I refuse to believe that whatever we do doesn't matter, as
we're all preordained to do something, become something and die
nothing. I don't like not having control over anything--espe-
cially my life.
* Angels:
No. Angels go with the Christian god, and I don't believe in
the Christian god (or any god(s) for that matter), ergo, I don't
believe in angels.
* Ghosts:
No. Ghosts go with the Christian god, and I don't believe in
the Christian god (or any god(s) for that matter), ergo, I don't
believe in ghost.
* UFO's:
No. UFOs go with the Christ... Oh, wait... this is a
different question. :b
Yes, I do. It seems rather silly, and even outright stupid, to
assume that we're the only sentient beings in this -REALLY,
REALLY- vast universe. It's my opinion that the belief that
we're alone is a supreme example of Mankind's desire to be seen
as something really special.
-----------------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------
* Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:
Do you?
* Like anyone?:
I like a lot of people.
* Who's the loudest:
Uhh... Me?
* Who's the shyest:
That title is being fought over by Freddie Tan and Michael Co,
although Michael seems to be losing, since he's already spoken
20 words throughout his stay at Mapua, while Freddie has only
spoken 19.
(Biro lang! :))
* Who's the weirdest:
Uhh... Me?
* Who do you go to for advice:
Myself. Conceited? Nah... I just know that I'm stuck in this
paradoxical time loop, and that whatever happens to me has
already happened before, and I just have to figure out a way to
convince myself of that, so I could finally leave this forsaken
place.
* Who do you cry to?:
My pillow, my computer, my books, Star Trek: Voyager, my
cigarettes. I used to cry to a bestfriend, but I left her,
since all she could ever do while I cry is laugh. Or, at the
very least, giggle.
* When did you cried the most:
I can't remember. My whole life is rolled up into one giant
crying session.
* What's the best feeling in the world:
I'd let you know as soon as I find out.
* Worst feeling:
The feeling that you're alone. That nobody cares. That,
wherever you look, you'll see no one. And then you cry, but
nobody's there to hear it. Nobody's there to comfort you. What
do you do then? Run. But to whom; there's no one there?
And so you look back, but when you do, you scream, for you see
yourself, eyes puffed up with tears, lips dry with salt. Your
image begs for your help, but you can't give it--you're too
scared. Even of yourself. So you run away, but then you
realize you've just given up on yourself. And now you really
are alone.
That's the worst feeling you can ever experience.
* Who will respond to this email the fastest?
To quote a friend, ``The hell I care!'' :)
* Who won't reply:
Need I quote my friend again?
* Who sent this 2u:
Si Kuya Louie. :)
* Do you want all your friends to do this and send it
back to you:
Only if they would read mine and actually try to understand what
I've written.
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``The game was over. The game had just begun.''
-- To Kill The Potemkin, Mark Joseph
... NueroToxin Lite: Great taste, less drooling.
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