I saw the best minds of my generation go downhill. Moloch, Moloch. And what's worse was their verse, like a ancient curse it just kept getting worse and worse until the hearse came to get them. But then in a supermarket in Berkeley, I think it was, Walt Whitman was standing among the avocados, he said to me: What is it like to have a dick inside you? I wouldn't know, man, I said. I would, he said and grinned like an angel-headed hipster in the starry dynamo of the A&P. I shouted, "Save me, Ginsy," (that's what I called him -- Allen, my friend), he came running and punched old Walter in the nose, "Go away, you dirty old fairy," he said and he took to his place down the alley from City Lights and fed me lots of lettuce and fed me lots of "let us" but I was virginal and a woman too which he didn't know and which I didn't know either until he took his pants down, then I knew what they meant and I hated to disappoint him so I said to him: You can swim in a river, you can swim in a lake but you can't swim down Broadway unless you're on the take. He began to howl and I got out of town. Now I'm sitting here in Memphis wearing this fretful frown I could have been Allen's lover if I'd never him discover I had no crown. Mike Geary Memphis