[lit-ideas] My Diagnosis

  • From: Eric Yost <eyost1132@xxxxxxxxxxxxx>
  • To: lit-ideas@xxxxxxxxxxxxx
  • Date: Sun, 08 May 2005 15:34:18 -0400

My Diagnosis


Today I received my diagnosis
in a manila folder in the mail.
It was bad news when I saw the
egg-stained letterhead and it
continues to be so:

My anti-ego is connected
to my will-to-live
by a type of elan vital
that uses rage and the blues
to express short-term desire
as products of the imagination
which heighten self-discipline
when my Vitamin-B level
drops to the point that
I have to dance all night.

As a result, seizing opportunities
triggers indecisive parti pris
and false exterioception
when a simple yes-or-no would do,
or assertive foreknowledge
could make relaxing an art.

In no uncertain terms I was told
to either try to worry more
or lapse into iconic
states that trigger
dysphemisms of narcissism
which can only be ameliorated
behaviorally--which is to say
not at all--in the grudging
poetic awareness of others.


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