I was born with sight and enjoyed classes very much. However, I remember the cruelty exhibited toward many of the kids around me with challenges, whether physical or mental. I never participated in this as my older sister was challenged her entire life. She was 20 years older than I. She was born with Osteogenesis imperfecta (brittle bones) mum and da were told she would not live past the age of 20. However, she lived until Nov 2003 almost reaching 61 years of age. She was always an inspiration to me. She was always happy and loved life despite enduring much pain. She was also largely my Christian mentor. My other sister was in charge of her business affairs. She asked me to eulogize my sister, this was difficult because of the loss but it was my sister's wish. Also, I knew my sister was in Glory with strong good legs praising the Good Master and thus we didn't have a funeral we had a life celebration. Then I started teaching in seventh grade mathematics in 2003. I had received my bachelors in computer science and mathematics and spent 16 years on the road as a contract computer programmer. I wanted to come off the road to see my daughter grow up. I always took the kids with challenges into my regular class when asked. Over four years before going blind I had about 25 kids with challenges, mostly mental one blind and a couple with hearing impairments. All but one passed with A's and B's and he just would not try. His challenges were by far not the most profound just bad attitude. I would opt in favor of mainstreaming all but those with severe retardation. After graduation, most will have to live in a mainstream world. The first year one of my special needs students was a non-English speaking student and she had the highest average in the math class, still couldn't speak English but she could sure do some pre-algebra. I miss both careers since becoming blind. However, I am able to work three days a week teaching other blind how to use computers without sight. Therefore both careers were God's way of preparing me for my current job. My answer would be mainstream education with pullouts for Braille or sign language or whatever the special need is will better prepare students for life in the world around them. In His Love and Service, David L. Bailey baileydavidl62@xxxxxxxxx -----Original Message----- From: guide.chat-bounce@xxxxxxxxxxxxx [mailto:guide.chat-bounce@xxxxxxxxxxxxx] On Behalf Of M BOWKER Sent: Thursday, June 23, 2011 10:53 AM To: Guide Chat Subject: [guide.chat] In Reply To: [guide.chat] Scared of going blind later on in life Hi Carol, I know just what you mean. I had more or less the same. I was always put at the back of the class where I couldn't see the board, couldn't hear mush. In those days if you were not grammar school material they gave up on you and put you at the back of class and treat you as though you didn't exist. What made it worst for me was that I was born with a full cleft palate and couldn't talk properly till I was 15 years old. So thrown on the scrap heap. But with all you lovely girls I'm making up for it now. Hehehehheehe. love Malcolm. xxxxxxx