Hi jan. write your story, be brave, it may make you feel better, it will be a kind of therapy. vanessa. -----Original Message----- From: Jan - Email Address: j.jk.downes@xxxxxxxxxxxxxx Sent On: 04/08/2012 22:16 Sent To: chat guide - Email Address: guide.chat@xxxxxxxxxxxxx Subject: [guide.chat] Massage Hello, I must first say thank you for sharing your life stories on this chat forum. I know that there is more to come,and I wait to hear more of life's secrets. I have many to tell,and have been asked to write my life story,but I find it so difficult because I have encountered so much grief in my life. I think of my existence unbelievable at times. I know that we all have a tale to tell,and a life to unfold,but it's not too good for me right now. I may join in later but for now,please forgive my elusive manner. Well,what I can speak about is the massage that I had yesterday,it was so good,I would love to have one every day,I don't ever want it to stop. I had a full body massage,just simply gorgeous,just love to feel hands that reduce me to a place that is most definitely not on earth. I wonder if any one else loves being manipulated by massage. I know that we all like to feel the sensations as blind people. I feel at times,that if I can not touch or be touched by another human being then I feel as though I am on this planet all alone. I hope that I am making sense to you,and not coming across as peculiar. I now want to smile at myself,as I am sure that you will think I'm completely barmy. I am going now,and will make a cuppa,love you and leave you tonight,speak another day.Love Jan.