HI Clare. I was very sad to read this email as I thought you knew I would never betray you and you told me yourself you didn't see Jamie as a potential partner but as a friend as you're not interested in football and drinking so I didn't think that he and I becoming close would upset you. YOu said it was a cruel trick and I thought you knew me better and knew I wouldn't play cold tricks on you. I thought you felt better after I re-assured you and hope you still no I will always love you and whatever happens between Jamie and me you will always be very special to me. I didn't think you would take something like this to heart as much as you have I was thihinking it was all in the past now and we could forget it hapened. I am not like that awful Kate nothing like her at all. Take care and I love yo to bits. Sarah xx