HiI want to say something about Energy Fieldif you people don¹t mind.
Speak of my experience after 4 years of studying it at N.Jersey with
B.Brennan on Hands of Light from 1996 to 2000 and more than 13 years
applying it on people. When Family Constellation came to Brazil I
immediately knew that it had all to do with Energy Field. Because of my
studies, my work. However my collegues here, in Brazil, did not believe me
(at that time we knew little about constellationshow it workedetc) and I
felt discouraged by their denial of my visions.
Nevertheless I dived deep into constellations and I understood it well
because I realized nobody knew much about fieldsand I didI was capable of
³reading it²²perceiving it²and pity that I was not courageous enough to
face my collegues who, today, understand what I meant at that time. But all
of this generated some work on myself: restore my strength and my beliefs
despiste of others opinions which was much needed.
Being Brazilian but daughter of Lebanese People I always put ³others²first,
their opinion, their desires and a code of ³what is right and wrong²which
led me to nowhere in my career or personal life. After all, what is right
and what is wrong?
So yesterday I had a client who came and said to me that ³the field²was in
her way of finding a relationship. Was she correct or incorrect? Of course
she was incorrect and correct at the same time. There is no such a thing as
a field outside of yourself. A Field is all: yourself, what is around you,
your family, what you were in past livesyour guideseverything. But at the
same time she was correct because she was part of it. And being part of
it..she was ³holding²memories of her infancy, her adolescence where she
witnessed her mothers betrayal to her father when she was 10 years old
deciding then to ³protect²her father. So, if she married, in her own infant
mindshe would inevitably betray.
Beautiful constellation done individually. Since I could perceive thefield
in her own memoryit is almost like magic I can see ³my wooden dolls²speak
to me. They acquire conscience and they tell me words. Funny one day I was
constellating a school director who was losing money in his school. He
thought it was about his last relationship who was drowning him making him
pay for everything she wanted and needed. During the constellation I saw one
little doll like a child looking at me almost screaming and sayinglook at
melook at me. And then I asked him if he had lost anyonehe said he lost a
sister when he was 1 year old.. Knowing that the woman he was in love was
blonde and blue eyeI then asked him if his sister was blonde and blue
eyenot understanding the questionhe said she wasand there it is he was
compensating for the loss of his sisterwithout knowing and doing it to
this woman. So he was right in one way. It was the womanbut more than that.
All I want to say is that there is nothing outside of us. There is nosuch a
thing as a Field as if it were outside of us. We are part of it. Even the
Spiritual Field that Bert speaks so much about itwe are all part of it. We
may not know it, have no conscious about itbut there it is.
By the way my book about sensations and constellations is being revised by
the grace of Dan Booth since it was translated into English but I was not
sure of the technical words and soon will be at Amazon. The version in
Spanish (El Lenguaje de las Sensaciones y Constelaciones) is already at
Amazon.
Thank you so much for "listening".
Ms.Zaquie C Meredith,
São Paulo, Brazil
Socióloga, Consteladora e Psicoterapeuta
http://www.zaquie.com/
Autora dos Livros: "O Que Você Precisa Saber² / ³A Consciência das Sensações
e Constelações² / ³É a Fé que sustenta o Pássaro²
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