Saying Goodbye to Sam
Saying Goodbye to Sam
Mr. Fish / Truthdig
When I returned to the United States after two decades overseas covering wars
and other conflicts as a reporter, I searched out Samuel Hynes at Princeton.
Sam, who had been a Marine Corps pilot in World War II, had taught literature
at the university and was one of the most important contemporary writers on
war. He grasped that war is always about betrayal, betrayal of the young by the
old, of soldiers and Marines and others by politicians and of idealists by
cynics.
We ended up living on the same street and became close friends. We were
orphaned by our experiences in war and by our grounding, in the electronic age,
in the world of print—two prisms through which we interpreted reality. We spoke
in a shorthand filled with literary references and with a visceral
understanding of the capacity for human depravity and violence. In war, Sam
wrote, “we learn that elements of our nature as human beings we thought were
immutable can be diminished or destroyed, and that the human heart may be
colder and crueler than our experience has shown us.” Even humor is different,
he noted, “because it is full of death.”
In his books, Sam, who died at 95 earlier this month, chronicled the culture of
war and its effects on young men who went in search of adventure and glory in
the military and came home maimed and disillusioned. His works included “The
Soldiers’ Tale: Bearing Witness to Modern War,” “A War Imagined: The First
World War and English Culture,” “The Unsubstantial Air: American Fliers in the
First World War,” “On War and Writing,” “The Auden Generation: Literature and
Politics in England in the 1930s” and a memoir of his time as a combat pilot in
the South Pacific, “Flights of Passage: Reflections of a World War II Aviator.”
Sam’s books soar to poetic heights. He was a gifted and lyrical writer. He
studied with Robert Penn Warren at the University of Minnesota and Lionel
Trilling at Columbia University, where he got his doctorate. He was acquainted
with W.H. Auden, his favorite poet, as well as with Ezra Pound. As a boy he
watched his political hero, Franklin Delano Roosevelt, pass by in a motorcade.
He grew up in poverty in Minneapolis during the Great Depression and was never
totally at ease among the East Coast elites. He was acutely aware of the danger
of despotism arising from the decay of American society. He gave me the book
“Defying Hitler” by Sebastian Haffner a few years ago, telling me it was the
best window on where the United States was headed. Haffner blamed the rise of
fascism on “the atmosphere, the general mood, the tug of the masses, which
produced unimagined emotions in those who surrendered themselves (even
seven-year-old boys), and left those who stayed aloof suffocating in a vacuum
of arid emptiness and isolation.”
Sam’s house was filled with books, as is mine. He took great solace in knowing
his library would end up in the hands of his grandson Alex Preston, a novelist
and literary critic. “And your books?” he asked of me a few days before he
died. “What will happen to them?”
Our experiences of war were different. Sam loved flying. He had, as his wife,
Liz, said, “a good war.” But he also understood, as he wrote, that a “good” war
“is not a matter of morality after all; perhaps it’s only a matter of space,
and freedom, and the right machine.” He was recalled to the Marine Corps in
1952 during the Korean War and would have gone to Korea if he had not had two
small daughters. Instead he stayed in the United States and trained fighter
pilots for the Marines, sometimes unnervingly turning off the lights on his
plane and darting in and out of cloud cover to act as an enemy fighter that the
other pilots had to locate and destroy.
I, however, was broken by war. I remain plagued by nightmares, trauma and
memories. Once Sam and I were walking down our street and an F-16 fighter jet
streaked overhead. I have been bombed by fighter jets. I involuntarily winced,
but Sam said, “That always makes me proud.”
No doubt our wartime experiences contributed to our politics. Sam was a New
Deal Democrat. He believed in the promise of America. I spent years chronicling
the atrocities and crimes of the American Empire in Latin America, the Middle
East and Africa and had grown to despise the architects of imperialism who
dominate the two ruling political parties and the capitalists, war industry
executives and racists behind them. Sam was as ferociously stubborn as I am.
When our conversations dealt with race, capitalism and empire, it was as if FDR
had invited the Wobblies to lunch. But then, neither of us relenting, we would
go back to literature—William Shakespeare, much of which he could quote from
memory, Thomas Hardy, George Eliot, whose novel “Middlemarch” he considered a
masterpiece, Rebecca West, William Butler Yeats or Auden. I failed, although I
tried repeatedly, to convince him that “Moby-Dick” was the greatest American
novel. He never succeeded in getting me to read Anthony Trollope. He was
engrossed in a book by the British novelist Penelope Lively in the days before
his death. He asked his grandson Sam Preston to read Yeats’ poem “Sailing to
Byzantium,” an evocation of loss and death, at his funeral service. The third
stanza reads:
“
O sages standing in God’s holy fire
As in the gold mosaic of a wall,
Come from the holy fire, perne in a gyre,
And be the singing-masters of my soul.
Consume my heart away; sick with desire
And fastened to a dying animal
It knows not what it is; and gather me
Into the artifice of eternity.
He despaired of his physical decline, especially given an athletic prowess that
kept him riding his bicycle and playing tennis into his late 80s. One recent
afternoon, though he had to grip my arm as we slowly made our way around the
block, he recited for me from memory the conclusion of Samuel Beckett’s novel
“The Unnamable”:
“
… you must go on, that’s all I know, they’re going to stop, I know that well, I
can feel it, they’re going to abandon me, it will be the silence, for a moment,
a good few moments, or it will be mine, the lasting one, I can’t go on, you
must go on, I’ll go on, you must say words, as long as there are any, until
they find me, until they say me, strange pain, strange sin, you must go on,
perhaps it’s done already, perhaps they have said me already, perhaps they have
carried me to the threshold of my story, before the door that opens on my
story, that would surprise me, if it opens, it will be I, it will be the
silence, where I am, I don’t know, I’ll never know, in the silence you don’t
know, you must go on, I can’t go on, I’ll go on.
As he lay dying, he grasped my hand and said, “We will always be friends.” He
paused. “You know what I mean.”
His writing was a savage assault on the myth of war. His book “The Auden
Generation” was important to him because it chronicled a time “when artists and
intellectuals were anti-war.” He may have been a former Marine Corps major with
a Distinguished Flying Cross who carried out 78 combat missions in a torpedo
bombing squadron in the Caroline Islands and Okinawa, but his literary hero,
Auden, was a pacifist.
“In matters of war, cautionary literature and the evidence of experience do not
change many minds or alter many romantic expectations,” Sam wrote. “Every new
generation will respond anew to war’s great seduction—not to the uniforms and
the parades but to the chance to be where the danger is, where men are
fighting. War brings to any society its electric, exhilarating atmosphere, and
young men rush to join in it, however grim the stories of war they have read
and accepted as truth. Every generation, it seems, must learn its own lessons
from its own war, because every war is different and is fought by different
ignorant young men.”
Combat, he knew, creates an unbridgeable gulf between those who have been to
war and those at home who spout wartime slogans and believe in national virtues
that the battlefield has exposed as lies.
“War turns landscape into anti-landscape, and everything in that landscape into
grotesque, broken, useless rubbish—including human limbs,” he wrote in “The
Soldiers’ Tale,” a book I read while covering the war in Bosnia. “Reading
soldiers’ accounts of Shiloh or Waterloo, Ladysmith or the Argonne or Huế, we
see with estranged eyes. These lives are nothing like ours, and these places
are like nothing we could possibly find in our familiar civilian world. War, we
see, is not a place we could travel to.”
“The Soldiers’ Tale” is a brilliant chronicle of the luring of naive young men
yearning for adventure into the maw of violence, and the callous indifference
of a military machine and a state that grind them up. Echoing Primo Levi’s
warning about “the annihilation of the humanity in men, before the other dying
happens,” Sam decried the abstract hatred that “made a people forget their
humanity in war, make their enemy inhuman.” He castigated the official lies
told to wage wars and the deceptions of mass culture used to ennoble war. He
saw war as “an activity in which men become the food of predatory animals, in
which rats and cats and pigs eat people, even people eat people. In war every
kind of monstrosity is possible.” He understood that the Holocaust was so
dangerous because it was not unique. “Human beings have always destroyed other
human beings for ethnic, ideological, and religious reasons (and out of pure
sadism too). The history of the world since the Holocaust has proven that point
over and over; in Cambodia, Uganda, Bosnia, Rwanda. Murder is human.”
“Poetry is not concerned with telling people what to do, but with extending our
knowledge of good and evil,” Auden wrote. That was Sam’s mission: extending our
knowledge of good and evil. He condemned what Auden called
“
The romantic lie in the brain
Of the sensual man-in-the-street,
And the lie of Authority
Whose buildings grope the sky:
There is no such thing as the State
And no one exists alone;
Hunger allows no choice
To the citizen or the police,
We must love one another or die.
Sam, who lost his wife in 2008, spent his evenings reading. I would return home
late at night from New York and see the comforting glow of his reading lamp
through his living room window. I would ring his doorbell the next day. He
would come down the stairs from his study, where in the months before his death
he was writing a book, titled “Older Than Lear,” on his electric typewriter. We
would plunge once again into the world of books, what the poet John Keats
called “the realms of gold.”
Sam’s reading lamp is now dark, his house empty, his last book unfinished.
Life is a voyage, a discovery, including the discovery of death. It is about
seeking truth, but also about experiencing wonder and awe, the capacity to
love. The most fortunate of us make this voyage with someone with whom we share
an intellectual and emotional affinity. Suffering and danger, as J. Glenn Gray,
another great writer on war, wrote, does not create friendship. It creates its
opposite, comradeship. Friends are not comrades. They do not revel in death and
self-sacrifice the way comrades do. Friendship—and most of us, if we are
honest, must admit we have only one or two real friends and some of us have
none—is about descending to depths beyond articulation, gaining through the
insights of the friend greater self-awareness and self-possession. The death of
a friend is bitter and painful because it leaves us more alone, diminished. We
lose a part of ourselves. Friendship is the most potent antidote to the trauma
of war. “Its true domain is peace,” Gray wrote of friendship, “only peace.”
Chris Hedges
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Chris Hedges is a Truthdig columnist, a Pulitzer Prize-winning journalist, a
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