"Talea and Her New Home" by Ens. Talea Genot Erridim, incoming Ops officer, /USS Avalon/ After leaving Sickbay, Talea realized she had no idea at all where her quarters were, so came to a stop, confused, not sixty meters past Sickbay's doors. Leaning against the bulkhead, she burned with shame. She'd not asked, so how was she to get to her quarters? Good memory or no, if she had no information, she was stuck and stuck hard. This new setback just made her want to hide. Her humiliation was high in her mind, and she was once again having trouble keeping her emotions under control. She saw another tap the black strip along one side of the corridor and saw how it lit up. She was just too far away to hear what the person said, but she noticed the person hurry off, apparently following something she'd not noticed. She warily moved toward the same place, unaware that in the process, she had passed three more of the same sort of command panels. Tapping the place she'd seen the other tap, she saw the panel light up. She spoke then, her voice not entirely steady. "Talea Genot Erridim, requesting directions to her quarters." To her annoyance, the panel blinked out, but then she noticed a silent chase light that seemed to keep up with her. She raised an eyebrow and strode toward it, and the spot became a three-chevron strobing arrow, pointing toward what she now realized was a turbolift shaft. She strode in that direction, and just before she got to the lift, the arrows flashed out, replaced by what she realized was a deck number. She entered the lift-car, then spoke the deck number aloud. Seconds later, she was on that named deck. She wondered if she'd have to ask the same question again, but on the wall opposite the turbolift was another of the chase lights, this one strobing from a small dot to a dot nearly half the width of the strip. She strode forward, curious, and the dot blinked out completely for several seconds before it turned command-red and arrowed off to the right. She followed it to starboard, but was increasingly nervous. This wasn't at all like the auto-guides aboard a RSDF or RSMC vessel, which were avatar-based. Uncertain, she first slowed down, then all but stopped, and the arrow started spinning with occasional spikes toward the direction she'd been walking in. She stopped entirely, and the arrow went to a pulsing dot again, this time looking remarkably like a 12-pointed star on the last two strobes, which amused her slightly. Moving deliberately to port, she noticed that the light instantly went to a recognizable emblem for wrong-way, a black dash in an amber circle. With a faint chuckle, she headed the proper way, still wondering why the corridors seemed so empty. When the cursor, for that was what it was, a guide cursor, suddenly changed to an arrow bent to show the point uppermost, she frowned and tilted her head. In response, the arrow started flashing urgently. On her turning to look at the quarters door she was beside, she noticed a card on the door with her name on it. "Curious." She placed her hand on the scan plate, and felt the scan happen, along with a slight nip. She jerked back as a result. Noticing the door seemed to be open now, she walked forward cautiously, all of her remaining senses at high alert. Was this a trap? She couldn't be sure. The main room's lights came up and she blinked. She recognized all her duffels and cases. The duffels were neatly arrayed and the cases were stacked in a triangle formation, two cases on the deck, with the third case on top of them. At a glance, she could tell all three cases' locks were not tampered with. The duffels' locks, on the other hand. . .She sighed. Someone had tried to get into at least one of them. She coded the duffel to the far right open and began inventorying its contents against the sheet that was hidden in a compartment on the inside right of the duffel. As she realized everything was still there, she closed and carried it into the bedroom, since it was most of her off-duty clothing and two of her RSMC uniforms; the Federation duty-uniform boots she'd had made were in one end of the duffel, and she took those out and the boot maintenance kit. Within ten minutes, the boots were at such a high gloss that she could see herself relatively clearly in the boot's reflection. She grinned, then set the boots aside. She'd not have any trouble with that, at least. She made certain the door was locked securely, then stripped down to the minimum needed for modesty, then stated, "Computer, take appropriate measurements and replicate Starfleet uniforms in natural fibers to fit me, save for boots." The replicator chimed in response, then shimmered, pinging impatiently. She walked over and removed the uniform, which was her working uniform, and the replicator shimmered again, depositing her dress-mess uniform. She set aside the first uniform, then lifted the second out. Placing it on a nearby chair, she had missed the third shimmer, but there on the replicator stage was a Starfleet full-dress uniform. She nodded, then placed it aside, grimacing as she noticed it was pure white! True, the trousers weren't, but the tunic, which she could tell would hit her about lower-mid thigh, was white, trimmed in places by command-red. She made a face of disgust and hoped she'd never have to wear the thing in the presence of other Regellians! All three uniforms had Ensign pips in the proper place on the proper piece, so she sighed. Unpleasant as the idea was, she was effectively back five full sub-grades thanks to this transfer. She didn't like it one bit, but she could deal with it, as she'd told the Captain the day she'd been recovered and revived. She placed the remainder of that duffel's contents in their Fleet-sanctioned places, then put on one of her more comfortable off-duty dresses, one she'd not worn since before joining the RSDN at eighteen. Granted, she'd switched to the RSMC the following year, but even there, she'd not felt comfortable allowing anyone to see the ruin her back had been at the time. And very few had known of the arrow wound and its effect on her ability to tolerate goosing. After nearly two hours of reading, both serious and fiction, she decided enough was enough; everything she'd done since entering her quarters had been avoidance of the real issue, which was, simply put, how effective the nerve regeneration had been. A shower would show her what effect the nerve rebuild had had, although the inescapable fact she was no longer in any pain pointed toward her fear being baseless. She'd never been able to stand the pounding of even a light shower before; the few times she'd been caught out in rainstorms had been ordeals if the rain was past a light drizzle, in fact. She rose gracefully, then walked toward the in-suite bathroom with resolve. It was high time to give the theory a real test. Eight minutes later, as she entered the shower, she called for it to start at 1/4 power, at just above 90 degrees Fahrenheit and increase to full power and 106 degrees by the same scale over 15 seconds unless she called to stop. As the shower began, she shivered, but not in pain. The initial temperature seemed brutally cold for a very short time. She turned away from the spray, all but daring her back to betray her as it always had in the past. All that happened was that she felt blessed heat and a massage-like effect that began to relax her tensed muscles as the heat ramped to the higher temperature. Quickly, she wet her hair down thoroughly, then called, "Shower to off." With efficient movements, she washed her hair, then called, "Shower, resume." She rinsed her hair, then again turned off the shower, washing her hair again before scrubbing her body down. All she felt, to her amazement and glee, was how good it felt. No pain, even from the arrow wound. She switched the shower on one final time, rinsing down thoroughly, her senses and body alive like they'd not been in many years. She was still guarded, her heart most of all, and she knew it would be a long, uphill battle to defeat the demon her own brother had set on her shoulder, that of total mistrust of all men. This time, on switching off the shower, she ordered the air-drying system to activate, and she dried her hair and body to barely damp before stepping out of the shower stall. Walking over to the sink, she couldn't help a peek at her back, courtesy of the fact the mirror over the sink had a view of the full-length mirror behind her. Aside from some darkening from the heat that she recognized would be reddening in a Human, there was no adverse effect, and the skin was still smooth. Shaking her head at her own folly, she brushed out her hair, then put a terrycloth robe on before padding into the living room area and the other two "safe" duffels. Within a short time, she had them unpacked and their contents placed properly around her quarters along with setting up the armor rack.