Senek knew he ought to go back to Sick Bay and see Dr. Michaels but there were certain things that, to him, were more important than his own personal agenda. After his duty shift, which had included gently prodding Nan about the transporters, he returned to his quarters. Perhaps, he told himself, I should say 'our' quarters now since I've come to specifically move things for Zachary. He would never admit to anyone, except maybe Nan, but it seemed to him that he was mistakenly given the suite with the extra bedroom on purpose. Whose purpose, he didn't know but he didn't believe the universe and the One had a hands off approach. He mused on all of that while he moved the few things he had stored in the other bedroom. There was no reason to keep the guitar in there or the k'thyra. Those he hung on the wall in the living area, within easy reach. Finally satisfied that he removed all his things, which were mostly the instruments and data solids of music, out of the room, he looked around the common area. Gently tingling chimes and the spicy scent of T'LingShar made incense completed a picture of peace. Hale escorted the yungun there, keeping a hand on his shoulder in case the older boy decided they should try to bolt again rather than be separated even this far. He'd tried to talk to them, but only the younger'd been very receptive so far. Ringing the chime, he waited there, noting the rigidity of the boys stance, and the nervousness so clear in his eyes. Senek took the few easy strides to the door and opened it, again doing so himself rather than have the computer do it. He didn't quite smile--that being a rather rare thing for him--but he nodded to the three and held out a hand to invite them in. "Please, come in. Zachary, yours will be the second bedroom. I've cleaned it out but if you happen upon any data solids, they are most likely some of my compositions. Captain...Joshua, may I offer you something to drink or to eat?" he asked. He was not used to having visitors in his cabin but they were not unwelcome and he wanted them to be at ease. "Thanks, son. Coffee'd be good about now," Hale answered as he found himself a seat. Realizing Josh was neither moving nor responding, instead remaining just inside the doorway, watching Zack from there, he added," Might bring the boy a cup if you've got it, too." Zachary, for his part, was looking around in awe at Senek's belongings. "I bet Josh could play these, couldn't you Josh? He's good at music. He sings." He told Senek, his voice filled with pride. Senek was well aware of the Human fondness for coffee. He couldn't take the stuff himself but he knew how to set it out. He set two mugs out on the common area table. He offered Josh a nod. "You are welcome to try any of the instruments I have here, Joshua. They are all gifts or heirlooms but that should not keep you from playing. My father," he said as he nodded toward the holos on the desk, "is fond of saying things don't get to be heirlooms unless they are used." "Is a voice like that, too, Master Senek?" Zack asked impishly. "Should not one be used and shared as well?" He almost laughed at the look Josh gave him, knowing that he was treading dangerously to egg him on right now when he was so very moody, but he couldn't resist. Not about to tread into what looked to be a familial 'discussion', Senek nodded and pointed to one of the signs on the wall, which read--Voice is the only instrument created by God. "It is a good thing to share gifts," he said simply. He didn't know who was more surprised, the boys and Captain Hale, or himself, as he offered them the first stanza of a favorite song. He had a warm, rich voice that seemed like it could smooth any rough waters:Morning has broken, like the first morning, Blackbird has spoken, like the first bird, Praise for the singing, praise for the morning' Praise for the springing fresh from the word. He offered them an apologetic shrug. "A song I was taught as a child," he said simply. Josh nodded his understanding. "That was beautiful," Zack told him, smiling. "Josh remembers one from before. At least, we think it's from before. There wasn't any music where we were but that one when he sang it to me. He used to sing it when I would become too frightened." Ashamedly, he admitted, "It happened a lot. Not him, though. He was never scared." Josh shook his head, looking at his boot tops. It wasn't true. He was always scared. Even now. Hale cast him a knowing glance, though he seemed not to notice. Disregarding the captain a moment, Senek leaned down slightly closer to Zack, knowing Josh could hear him, too. "There is no shame in fear, Zachary. Even Vulcans get afraid though they may not show it." Straightening, even while rubbing the back of his somewhat achy neck, he said, in a normal tone," My parents taught us songs and music in many cultures so I was exposed to more than just Vulcan things growing up. My father is from Egypt, on Earth." "I've been there!" Zack told him excitedly. "Uncle took me there when Josh was on the Eagle. We visited a lot of places." He frowned a moment. "I'm not sure where our father was from." He looked at Josh, "Do you remember?" Josh gave the slightest shake of his head, sipping his coffee. He had no memory of their father, though at times he thought he could almost remember a woman who might have been their mother. Almost. A voice, an accent, a certain phrase. The song he sang to calm Zack's fears. Somehow, though, it always eluded him. Shaking his head again, he turned from them, turning his attention to the various instruments instead. "If my father should ever call when I am not in, you are certainly welcome to talk to him, Zachary. Believe me, he won't mind. He teaches music and Earth cultural history. He and Mother had this chess set made for me as an Academy graduation gift. If you look closely, the pieces are Egyptian gods and goddesses." Zachary examined each piece carefully, then motioned for Josh to do the same. Hesitantly, Josh stepped further into the room to stand next to his brother, looking dutifully at each piece in turn as Zack held them up and described to him which God or Goddess he supposed them to be. John watched the two, his boys, closely, heartbroken by the sudden distance between him and the eldest. It seemed that, though they were near enough to physically reach out and touch, they were somehow well beyond his reach. Senek was rather grateful for the control that logic afforded him or he believed that he would have felt a bit melancholy at watching the brothers. He missed his sister still. Rubbing at the aching small of his back, he suppressed a sigh. How did I ever get involved in this? I cannot allow more people to be hurt by my own genetics. He glanced at the captain. That's why, you fool. Because if it were your father wanting his children together, you'd do anything in the world. "Well, I suppose we ought to head on out, boy. Let these two roomies get aquatinted without our interference. You think?" Hale offered heartily, though he knew without question Josh wouldn't answer him. He didn't even look at him. The halfhearted shrug was the best he'd get. Likely the best he'd get for a while. Suddenly, they were back to where they'd started when he'd first brought him from the mines, with all the apprehension and distrust that implied. Senek waited until he was sure he knew Josh was looking at him or at least paying attention. "You have my word, still, Joshua Garrity. I will do for your brother what I could not do for my sister. I promise," he said simply, using the melodic Arabic his father occasionally used. Josh hesitated only a fraction of a second before nodding his ascent. Alright, then. What choice did he have? Zack looked at him intently his moving from calm to concern then back to calm as Josh shook his head. Josh shrugged again, sighing, then without a word, or even a glance toward Hale, he left. "I'm sorry, sir," Senek said to Hale, "but you will be welcomed here in any case." To Zack he gave a slight nod and, in what passed for a mischievous tone for him, he said, "Zachary, this will not excuse you from your duties but...welcome to your new home." Zack smiled broadly at that, not missing Senek's tone. "Thank you, son," Hale acknowledged distractedly. "I do appreciate it. No offense, but it's not here I'm worried about right at the moment." He hesitated only a moment longer before deciding it was time for him and the boy to talk it out. He winked at Zack, ruffling his hair as he passed him on the way out and said. "You behave yourself now, yung'un. I'll see you later." "Yes, sir," Zack responded, smoothing his hair back into place and trying hard to look annoyed at the gesture despite his smile. Senek controlled a smile and turned away. He was thirty-one years old and his father still did the same thing to him--or tried to. He sat back on the common room's couch in a decidedly relaxed pose, his long legs stretched out in front of him, then kicked off his boots. "Much better," he said aloud with an almost audible sigh. There wasn't one joint in his body that wasn't aching or outright hurting but he didn't feel like getting up just yet to take his medication. "Zachary, I cannot pretend to know what life was like for you and your brother as you grew up except to say I know it was certainly very different from it was for me and T'Kay. What I do understand is that bond that exists between you and Joshua. You heard the promise that I made to him but I would like another one from you." "A promise, sir?" Zack asked, sounding worried and more than a little wary. "What sort of promise?" Too tired to worry that he was displaying emotion, Senek shook his head then waved his dismissively. "It isn't what you think. Zachary. It's truly rather simple. I know that Joshua is your brother and I know that he would rather die than see you separated but...please, if it ever comes to a point that he thinks you need to run off again, come to me. Both of you. I'll help you however I can. Believe me, I'm a lot more than musically talented." Zack considered that a moment. It seemed a reasonable enough request. "Okay. I can promise that." He didn't know if it would surprise the boy or not and he didn't particularly care at the moment. Senek simply smiled and said, "Good." "Good," Zack agreed, returning the smile he would never comment upon as he settled himself on the floor nearby, placing the chess game between them. "Black or white?" He hadn't played with that set in years, not even with Nan. The boy couldn't possibly know. There was no logical way to explain his hesitancy away so he carefully lowered himself to the floor and picked up the white queen.