Barbara, I loved your blog! As a relative newbie, I would so do it all over again. I bought my first GSD in 1995 from two women whom I still call friends. I wanted a black and tan/red but got a bi black who was very beautiful. I had watched Westminster every yr since I was young. When I saw Jimmy Moses win with Manhattan, oh my gosh I knew that was the most beautiful dog I had every seen! I was 23 and I knew that was the only breed I wanted. But as luck would have it, my husband brought home a Golden Retriever, a little reddish gold girl who was adorable and we had Goldens for years. I taught her some obedience and we had 2 litters co-owned with the breeder. When Chelsa was gone, I didn't want another dog, I was so busy with 2 kids and work. And I wanted a German Shepherd and did not want to invest myself in another breed. So I decided I would wait until my kids did not need my attention quite so much. Again, my husband thinking I needed a dog brought home an English Springer Spaniel and they are very very cute puppies and I did fall in love with Arthur immediately. He was very good at obedience, he went with me when my son couldn't do his paper route at 4 in the morning, he totally loved me and I him. Arthur started having seizures around 4 yrs old. At that time the breeder told me it was called sudden rage syndrome and she had lost 5 of the 8 pups from that litter. Man that was horrible. He got progressively worse and by 5 we put him down. My heart was broken again. I told everyone at that time, I did not want another dog until I could afford to put in the time and energy and money into a German Shepherd. I started the next year going to dog shows, police trials, talking with different breeders, it took me 3 yrs to make up my mind. I will never never believe my luck in getting Hausmekon's Roulette v Zajacz, aka, Tahoe. She was born Dec 25 1995 and she was the best dog I have ever owned. Not ever being around a GSD, I really did not know how dang smart they were. Immediately I joined the local kennel club, I was so proud of owning a GSD, I just knew she and I would go to Westminster and be the second GSD to win Best in Show, I had never even entered a conformation show, never taken a class, totally clueless. I just said Well how hard can it be? She went thru obedience, got her CGC at 7 months old, we took some conformation classes, 3 of them, I knew we were ready. We went to a fun match in Stockton and that is when I found out I get stage fright. I threw up before the match, 4 times, by the time we went into the ring I was shaking so badly I did not think I could hold the leash. Tahoe was a bright alpha girl. She was the last one in the ring and felt surely we should catch the ones in front of us and I could barely hang onto her. I don't remember anything else. We tried a couple more times with me having the same results. So then we tried obedience, she was sharp as a tack, I was a nervous wreck. So I went home and she learned anything I taught her. She was my very best friend. We just didn't compete because of my stage fright. She saved my son's life, she saved my daughter and granddaughter's life, my life she saved every day. She was absolutely the most incredible dog I have ever had the pleasure of meeting and loving. We bred her twice. In her first litter she gave me a son who gave me the courage to go in the ring again. He never finished but he helped me with my stage fright. His character was equal to his mothers. They were my constant companions for 11yrs for Tahoe and 11 & 1/2 yrs for Bear. Bear gave me Reese who led me to Luke, Dara and Mac. Reese's sister Elsa gave me Saydee. They all go back to Tahoe who goes back to some old lines that I consider some of the very best. I have met some very knowledgeable people who have helped me see what a GSD is capable of and what a good shepherd is. I have met people who are willing share their knowledge with me, respect me even when I ask dumb questions, tell me the truth without malice and give me encouragement with my breeding program. I have met people who have their whole family involved in showing dogs who are just the most incredibly kind people. I have met rascals that I hope I never run into again. I have been angry enough at people at a dog show that I have poked them in the chest with my finger and warned them to never ever ever try to push me again or be mean to my dogs. After that incident, I learned to let things go and choose to be oblivious to those kinds of people. So I not only would do it again, I will continue to do this until I can no longer care for my dogs. And I don't think I will ever own another breed......I like many breeds but never in my life, so far, have I seen a breed that can awe me the way a German Shepherd does. I thank my lucky stars for Tahoe and where she has lead me. Pam Ã? Ã? Ã? ---- Original Message ----- rom: "Barbara Galasso" <uwish@xxxxxxxxxx> o: "Showgsd-l" <Showgsd-l@xxxxxxxxxxxxx> ent: Monday, May 24, 2010 8:53:58 AM GMT -08:00 US/Canada Pacific ubject: [ SHOWGSD-L ] WOULD YOU DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN? http://insidethegermanshepherddogsworld.blogspot.com/ ============================================================================ POST is Copyrighted 2010. All material remains the property of the original author and of GSD Communication, Inc. NO REPRODUCTIONS or FORWARDS of any kind are permitted without prior permission of the original author AND of the Showgsd-l Management. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. 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