Kieran picked himself up from the floor, slowly, eyes cast at his feet, and began to make his way slowly back to his room, silently berating himself for his performance in the lounge. Time and again this lurking demon came back to haunt him: he had despaired of the Academy debate team, but had been unable to bring himself to join them for fear of having to lead the argument to an audience; he had even deliberately answered questions wrongly on his last assignments so as not to come top of his class, so he didn't have to make the valdictorian speeches. Back at his room he lay down on the bed, the lights dimmed, still in his uniform, and tried to find sleep, but his own inner voice kept shouting at him, riling him, aggravating all vestiges of rest away, and he sat up again with a grimace, grasping the edge of the bed. It was a moment to change out of his uniform and into the sweatsuit, grasping his practice bag and heading down to the gym. Once their, finding himself a suitably large space, he warmed up and began the simple exercises of a Tai Chi form, moving on through his repertoire into aikido, jujitsu, Andorian boxing, kendo, Bajoran fencing and finishing with the Vulcan form of T'sor Shar. Looking up at the chronometer, sweat dripping from his face, he realised he'd been there for almost three hours, and the leaden feeling in his arms and legs told him that if he tried now, sleep would likely welcome him. It was a long walk back to his quarters, but the shower was blissful, the gentle stretch to prevent muscle tightening was comforting, and his bed was warm, soft and.... Off> Lt (jg) Kieran Darkwater A&A Officer USS Vanguard KDarkwater@xxxxxxxxxxx Steve_Hedger@xxxxxxxxxxx _________________________________________________________________ MSN Photos is the easiest way to share and print your photos: http://photos.msn.com/support/worldwide.aspx ********************************************************** USS Vanguard: http://vanguard.iwarp.com Gamma Fleet: http://www.gammafleet.org.uk _Free_Lists: //www.freelists.org **********************************************************