Beautiful post, David ... I'm keeping this one. Julie Krueger occasionally wowed. On Sun, Oct 5, 2008 at 2:00 AM, David Ritchie <ritchierd@xxxxxxxxxxxxx>wrote: > What's to be learned from understanding that the root of the word "heretic" > is the Greek for being able to choose? Nothing more than a reminder that my > friend Pamela Webb, though a conforming member of a congregation was, from > Sunday to Friday a kind of heretic, someone who made choices not only for > herself but even for those who didn't know that her choices were good for > them. > > At death's door, she had the rabbi round. She was a skeptical and thus > sound member of that congregation of thinkers, Havurah Shalom. She designed > for them a beautiful place of worship from or out of a rat-infested old > warehouse. And so the grateful rabbi blew the shofar for Rosh Hashonah, a > new year in which she would barely set foot--tekiah, shevarim-teruah, > tekiah--as she lay like one who is already dead. I'm told it stirred her, > caused her to smile. > > An ending is not of course even the beginning of a poem, which is what now, > in addition to myself, > I am trying to compose. > > I'll try a different tack, examining the idea of heresy. You won't have > met these, my doubts. They came to the funeral under duress. You, being a > philosopher, of course are familiar with them generally, as a kind of thing, > but yours are probably all grown up. Mine are silly, but still surprisingly > powerful, like my daughter was as a toddler, sometimes known only by a tug > on the hem of my jacket, but occasionally becoming Queen of the Universe, in > a mood to have some planets moved. > > This doubt is a trivial one. I'm wondering whether I am really the right > person to own and wear a Resistol self-conforming hat. I bought it at a > sale in the Masonic Temple of Salt Lake City. It's a beautiful hat; there's > no doubt about that. I quip that the issue is my self, what you > philosophers might dub the essence of me, for like many other selves I > believe it resists all conforming. > > But actually that's not it at all. I just can't see how to wear the hat. > This is a plain fact, a tangle with the orthodoxy of dress. Of convention. > I'm sure Pam could have helped, deciding in an instant, "It's sooo > beautiful," or dismissing the purchase with a laugh. > > Finally, it is her heretic's laugh that will most be missed. > That is that and this is this. > Tekiah gedolah. > > http://www.biblicalgallery.com/images_templ/combination.au > > > David Ritchie, > Portland, Oregon > ------------------------------------------------------------------ > To change your Lit-Ideas settings (subscribe/unsub, vacation on/off, > digest on/off), visit www.andreas.com/faq-lit-ideas.html >