Good Afternoon Carol and all. yes Carol you are right there total blindness is like being in a dark lonely hole all the time that's how I would describe it. I can feel so vulnerable and isolated especially if no one is talking to me. The only place I really feel secure is in my own home and my own surroundings but take me out of that and I feel quite insecure unless I have someone with me all the time who is happy to keep describing things to me and talking to me all the time. I don't like crowds at all. Also being so dependent on others constantly can make me feel so vulnerable to being hurt and let down as this has sadly happened to me such a lot as not everyone in this world is so loving and caring. Thank God I have such lovely friends like you and everyone on this group to cheer me up and knowing there's others in the same boat is such a comfort to me. Yes Carol I can certainly use my sense of smell to the max. I can smell out food and chocolate a mile off for sure hahahahaha. That more than makes up for not being able to see anything. Now you know why I make so much of my food. It's one of the pleasures in life I can enjoy. That's my excuse I will stick to of course as if I need one hahahahaha. Oh Carol I love the sound of these braille designs you and Alan are talking about. Very clever and interesting. Good on you Carol for having a go. I would love to have a go too so keep me posted how you get on with it. The copycat I am too just like you hahahehehehehehe. I don't have a Perkins anymore as you know as I gave it to you to donate to Henshaw's as I never used it now I have this portable jot a dot machine although not sure if I could do braille designs using that but could try. I'm so happy Henshaw's are getting use out of my braille machine and it's not going to waste. Another thing Carol is that I'm so happy I gave you my colour indicator and you are getting use out of it as it was no use to me with not knowing colours no way. Well that pen friend labeller sounds so cool but I prefer to label my CD's etc in braille. I use a braille dymo tape gun to label things in braille much easier for me but of course it's all about personal choice so what works for one person doesn't work for another. What a good job we are all different. It would be a boring world if we were all the same for sure. Those talking tins sound so cool too but again I think I would use braille if I had my own place and had to label my food. Well I have spoken about lots of subjects in the same message. The chatterbox I am Carol just like you hahahehehehehehe. Love Clare xxxx