Sometimes, however, depending on the conditions under which the parent or loved one dies, and his/her age, and the beliefs of the bereaved towards death, there is no grief felt, just a sense of loss and emptiness, which is not the same thing. When each of my parents died separately, one at the age of 76 from brain cancer, and the other at the age of 96, from a variety of problems, I felt, on the one hand, a sense of relief for them, that they were no longer suffering. Because of the length of their respective illnesses, I had time to adjust to the fact that they were going to die, so it wasn't sudden. I still felt a loss, and like I was an orphan, but I did not feel grief, and I did not want sympathy, because it was not necessary. So I was really uncomfortable in telling anyone except close friends who knew the circumstances, because I didn't want sentiments of extreme sympathy and understanding for my grief. As a result, I never know quite what to say to people who experience a loss of a parent or close friend--I don't want to oversympathize, but I don't want to appear callous or say the platitude of "they're out of the suffering," or whatever. The loss of a child, I think, is another situation entirely, no matter the child's age, unless, perhaps he or she has suffered greatly for a while. I dream about one or both of my parents fairly frequently, even after all these years, and of course I think of them during life events, such as my daughter's wedding or the birth of what would have been their greatgrandaughter, or other life events that I know they would have liked, so I felt fairly confident in telling Allison or Amber or whoever it was--I'm afraid I don't remember now--who recently lost her parent that she would be seeing them again in this life as well as the next, though in a different form. I maybe shouldn't post all this. I don't mean to criticize anyone at all for anything they've said--I just want to explain why I was somewhat circumspect in what I posted to maithe and to expand upon what Ann said about grief. G.Cindy Grief > is a very private > and personal thing, and it affects each person > differently depending on > the person grieving and for whom they grieve. > > WISH LIST (called Requested Additions To The Bookshare Collection)is available at http://people.delphiforums.com/jamiecalton/Book_Requests.htm http://www.friendsofbookshare.org/ http://studentpages.alma.edu/~07jmyate/book_requests.htm www.jbrownell.com for miscellaneous and useful threads ____________________________________________________________________________________ Looking for last minute shopping deals? Find them fast with Yahoo! Search. http://tools.search.yahoo.com/newsearch/category.php?category=shopping To unsubscribe from this list, send a blank Email to bookshare-discuss-request@xxxxxxxxxxxxx Put the word 'unsubscribe' by itself in the Subject line. To get a list of available commands, put the word 'help' by itself in the subject line.