Personal Log
Stardate: 59168.95
I just had a talk with the Captain. I discussed with him my
feelings about how he left the ship. I still don't understand why he
had to go to his wife. He said I never would since I didn't have
children. What I didn't tell him was that the two that died really
weren't his kids. They were his kids from a future that doesn't have
to exist. They may have given their lives, but, should they succeed,
they would never come back and then not die like they did. That kind
of blows my mind. I mean, if they are successful, the future will be
changed and they will never go back in time. But if they never go back
in time, then they can never send us the warning, and then the future
will go the way it had gone originally. Man, this is why I never went
into the science field or engineering.
Just before I left, the Captain gave me a compliment. He said
that I was doing a "hell of a job as XO." I wonder how I'm going to
feel when Commander Bass returns and wants his job back. I'm not sure
I can go back to being just Chief of Security. Well, I can, I just
don't know if I'll be satisfied with it or not.
END Log
Lt.Cmdr. Gwenivere Marqusa
AXO/CSec/Tac
USS Eagle
