Thursday afternoon arrives and there's a knock on the door. Poppa goes to answer it and it's old Mr. Harkins standing on the other side all bundled up to keep himself warm from the winter elements. "Well man, step aside and let me him," he says to poppa. "A man can freeze out here in this weather, you know". Poppa excuses himself and says, "By all means, Mr. Harkins do come in." The children could be heard playing in the other room. Poppa leans over and whispers in Mr. Harkins ear, "please sir, don't say anything to my children about the dog". "They don't know I'm selling him yet." "What'd you say," the old man seems to shout. "Speak up man,", that's my bad ear." "I don't hear as well as I used to, you know." With the shouting coming from the living room, Dusty starts barking from the children's room. The children open the bedroom door and Dusty comes running out to investigate who this intruder in his home is. He immediately inspects the man smelling every inch of him. The old man reaches out his hand to touch the dog, and Dusty lets out a low, threatening growl. "It's okay boy," poppa reassures Dusty. He tells Mr. Harkins he's a little protective in his home. "That's all right," Mr. Harkins says. "He'll soon learn who the boss is in my home". "Well how do you like him," poppa asks the old man proudly. Mr. Harkins ignores poppa's obvious pride and sarcastically says, "He'll do, he'll do. "Have him ready for me to pick up on Saturday afternoon". He reaches in his pocket and pulls out $100 and gives it to my father and says, "here's the down payment for the dog." "When I pick him up, I'll give you the other $900 we agreed upon". Poppa says "Would you like me to tell you a little about Dusty, what we feed him, what shots he's had and............with that Mr. Harkins interrupts him and says, nope, nope, nope, nope." "I don't have time for idle chatter." "I'll be here on Saturday." "Just have the dog ready because I don't have time to dilly dally". He turns to leave and once again, Dusty growls at him. The old man turns back and looks at Dusty with a menacing smirk on his face. "Yes sir boy, you'll soon learn who the boss is". With that, he's out the door as fast as he came in. And Dusty jumps up on the door barking and growling and he just misses old Mr. Harkins backside as the door slams in his face. Momma sits alone in the living room with poppa later that night when we children are put to bed, and once again I find myself leaning against by bedroom door listening to their conversation because it's about old Mr. Harkins and Dusty. "So what did Mr. Harkin's think of Dusty, momma asks my father. "Oh, he didn't stay very long Mildred,", he's a busy man poppa tells her. "Well he must have said something about the dog while he was here," she says. "How did Dusty take to him?", she goes on. "Well Dusty was doing what Dusty does, he tells her. "He was being protective of his home and the children". "Yes, she says, go on". "Well he growled and barked at him." "What did the old man say about that,? she inquires. Poppa squirms in his chair. "What could he say", poppa says rather uncomfortably. "Come on Henry, stop beating around the bush with me", momma says rather firmly. "What happened? Well poppa blurts out quickly under his breath, "he tried to bite him in the backside as he left". "What did you say Henry", momma asks not quite believing what he just told her. "Speak up so I can hear you this time," she tells him. "Okay then," he says rather loudly, "he tried to bite him in the backside" "My word momma," says and starts to laugh uncontrollably. "What I would have given to have seen that," she tells my father. I put my hand up to my mouth to conceal my own laughter from the other side of the door, and then I hear poppa chime in laughing too and he says, "Yeah, and he almost got him". It is Friday and I must speak to poppa. I must let him know that I know that he plans to sell Dusty. This in itself will be met with a punishment for me for listening to my parent's private conversations. Even my mother will not be too forgiven of this and I just know when they take me to church on Sunday, and I confess my sins, they'll make me stay on my knees even longer saying my prayers and asking for forgiveness. I can just hear poppa saying to me now "honor thy mother and thy father". I forget today is the day that momma and poppa go into town to do their grocery shopping and to the feed store for the animals. I know that they are going to be gone all day. I also know that this is the day that I prepare the evenings meal so momma doesn't have to worry about it when she gets home. I keep myself busy all day rehearsing what I need to say to poppa. It's later than usual when momma and poppa return home from their day in the village. Momma has a terrible headache she says and poppa is so tired that he falls fast asleep after he eats his dinner. I say, "Momma can I have a little talk with you?". "Oh please baby, she says to me, momma is not feeling very well and I need to go to bed early tonight". "Please let it wait until tomorrow Jane." "You're not sick are you Jane?" momma asks. "No, momma I'm not" I reply. "Good, then it can wait until tomorrow," she quietly says holding her hand to her head. "Do momma a big favor and get Robby and Penny ready for bed and we'll have that little chat tomorrow, I promise." I open my mouth to try to say something else and momma quickly closes her bedroom door behind her. And with that, I'm left with a sink full of dishes and a sunken feeling in my chest. That night after everyone is soundly sleeping, I crack my bedroom door open and call out softly to Dusty. He cries and runs to my bedroom. "Shh...come on boy," I tell him ,"Tonight you're sleeping in the bed with me". "Now I know this is frowned on by my parents because they never allow animals on the bed". I know I'm breaking all the rules here, and I can just see how bruised my knees will be after all the praying momma and poppa are going to be making be do in church. But I don't care. I throw caution to the wind and encourage Dusty to jump up on the bed with me. He doesn't need too much persuasion. Within seconds he's found a comfortable spot with his head next to mine on the pillow and we cuddle together as he slobbers me with his warm, sticky kisses and I hold on tight to him like I shall never see or hold him again. The tears roll down my cheeks and instead of me wiping them away with the arms of my pajama tops, Dusty licks them away and lets out a big sigh, stretches and falls asleep with my arms wrapped around that big neck of his. Within minutes, I too am sleeping contentedly with my dog Dusty in my arms where he belongs. Saturday morning, momma opens our bedroom door frantically wondering where Dusty is knowing that today is the day that Mr. Harkins is coming for this dog. When she sees him wrapped in my arms with his head laying on the pillow with his long bushy tail hanging off the side of the bed, she shakes me awake and says, "Jane Ellen Borden, what is the meaning of this?" "What is Dusty doing in your bed?" "Heaven help you, when your father finds out about this". "You know better than having a dog in the bed". "I just washed all your sheets and blankets this week." "Your father is going to blow a fuse." With that Robby and Penny wake up rubbing their eyes and are trying to understand what is going on. Dad hears all the fuss from the living room and comes in just as Dusty gingerly sneaks off my bed and quickly escapes into the other room to leave me to fend for myself. "Chicken", I yell out to him. I don't think my sense of humor is appreciated by momma and poppa right about now. "Poppa, I need to talk to you", I tell him. "Oh we'll talk about this all right young lady." "That you can be sure of, but not just right now." "When am I ever going to be able to tell him I know what he plans on doing without my brother and sister hearing me", I say to myself. "Jane Ellen come help your mother with the morning chores and you too Robby and Penny" poppa says rather annoyingly. Momma and poppa are cleaning the living room up and going about their business with neither one of them talking much and definitely avoiding eye contact with any of us children. "Geez, it looks like he got up on the wrong side of the bed this morning", Robby complains. I immediately go over to him and warn him, today is not the day for him to be sarcastic and fresh, not unless he wants to feel the paddle on his backside. Poppa is nervously pacing back and forth in the room and momma is fidgeting about rearranging the same things for the last ten minutes. Dusty is whining to go outside so I open the door to let him out for he's not aware that all this tension in the house today is due to him.........or is he? Mr. Harkins pulls up in the driveway in his covered truck promptly at noon. Robby pulls the curtain back from the living room window and says "what's he doing here again today?" as he watches poppa go out to greet the old man. I quickly go over to the window and tell Robby to be quiet and I want him to stay inside with his sister. Momma opens the door and asks Mr. Harkins if he would like to come in for a cup of coffee. "No thank you Mrs. Borden", he says. "I don't have any time today". So momma joins poppa and Mr. Harkins outside instead. I turn to my brother and sister and tell them, "you two stay here". I open the door and not realizing that Dusty came back inside already, he shoots out the door in front of me. ============================================================================ POST is Copyrighted 2005. All material remains the property of the original author and of GSD Communication, Inc. 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