Every month I get a number of magazines. I get the Linking Ring, which is the magazine for the International Brotherhood of Magicians. Next month in it will be an article I wrote. I get The Restorer, the magazine of the Model A Ford Club of America, since I am the attorney for the club. They have 30,000 members so it is hard to compare that magazine to the Review. I get a magazine for the Trial Lawyers of America, but they have over 50,000 members. I get the Quarterly, and had written an article for the last ten issues or so, and they keep asking me to write something every issue. I have never heard from anyone who read one of my articles, so I probably won't write for them again. By the time I get to the Review, I am pleased with the cover picture, an article or two and some pictures of some dogs I haven't seen. I have not been asked to write an article for years now, but if I am needed, I will be asked and I will do it. When I do read the Review I am proud of our club, and find a minute to reflect on the future of the breed. I get a copy every month, and I don't look at the cover to see if it is behind or what month it is. When I send in an ad, it is so well done, that it makes me proud to have sent it in. Gail always improves what we send. I always make sure there is enough lead time, that I don't have to worry about the magazine being late. Tomorrow night I will do what I do every year at that time. I will sit in my office by myself and reflect on what I did to make the world a little better for someone. I will consider what I might do next year to help another, and how I can change what I have been doing to find a better way to improve someone's life. And, I hope to find a way to do better the next year. I will consider what mistakes I have made, and what I can do to avoid doing it again. But, what I will not do is try to find who has failed me, who has caused me pain, or who I should blame. Each year I do wonder how I survived another year and why? A child I arranged for adoption 18 years ago is starting chemo, and I will think if there might be some way I can help. I will think of those who are no longer here, and those who are. My friends, people I have not met and those who might join one of those groups in the next year. I will think carefully about how I will begin and hopefully finish the next year, and it looks like this year I will start the year by sitting with Tedi in the rain watching the Rose parade in Pasadena. It sounds like a good way to begin 2006. Then I will look for the next issue of the Review, in about a month. I will read The Restorer, The Linking Ring, the Review, and The Quarterly whenever they come. Then in 356 days I will do it again. Not that there is anything wrong with that. Evan _Asgard German Shepherds_ (http://www.asgardgsd.com/) http://www.asgardgsd.com/ Where Type Movement and Temperament come together ============================================================================ POST is Copyrighted 2005. All material remains the property of the original author and of GSD Communication, Inc. NO REPRODUCTIONS or FORWARDS of any kind are permitted without prior permission of the original author AND of the Showgsd-l Management. ALL RIGHTS RESERVED. ALL PERSONS ARE ON NOTICE THAT THE FORWARDING, REPRODUCTION OR USE IN ANY MANNER OF ANY MATERIAL WHICH APPEARS ON SHOWGSD-L WITHOUT THE EXPRESS PERMISSION OF ALL PARTIES TO THE POST AND THE LIST MANAGEMENT IS EXPRESSLY FORBIDDEN, AND IS A VIOLATION OF LAW. VIOLATORS OF THIS PROHIBITION WILL BE PROSECUTED. For assistance, please contact the List Management at admin@xxxxxxxxxxxx VISIT OUR WEBSITE - http://www.showgsd.org ============================================================================