. Date: Sun, 29 Aug 2010 12:09:02 -0400 From: Ears <globalear@xxxxxxxxx> Reply-To: Net-Gold@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx To: net-gold@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Subject: [Net-Gold] Bulldog Ugly Bulldog Ugly Andover Days Andover, Maine August, 2010 Dwight Hines It?s only a few days after you had to hold your old dog down, a dog that had been around for over 11 years, so the vet could inject him with a lethal shot of some simple salt because the old dog was in near constant arthritic pain and was having trouble with discerning threat from no-threat, biting an old lady who he knew, right in her face. An old dog that you could talk to and he would laugh when you told him you were writing a book titled Dog Recipes and would target market it to those people who lived next to dogs that barked at all the wrong times. The book would emphasize oriental recipes, Vietnam, Korean, Chinese, with a few Native American dishes that were highly apocryphal because the drunk Indian who told you the recipes often left out flour or corn meal when he made bread. These swirling memories are going back and forth, mostly left to right, like the scenes were being read, not painted or sculpted when you take off to go to Andover Days in Andover, Maine, a place made special because it was the place good friends went to when they had to Untook from when We Took to the Woods, a book that should be required re-reading of all persons, period, especially those applying for citizenship in the USA. Andover was busy, good high energy levels, not like the blueberry festival in Wilton, the week before, flat, with too many trinket vendors ? maybe 7 times more trinket gypsies, supporting China, than blueberry grammas proudly collecting pennies and nickels in the irregular jar for her grandson?s college costs, with Gramma enveloped with magic, visible in four color tasty aromas. Andover was different, deeper because, maybe, they were closer to the Mooses who grow antlers at a rate almost as fast as bamboo shoots grow, but with no spread eagle white men above the antlers, like were put above the fast growing bamboo, bamboo shoots they watched grow from ground level up into their chests until they died their thousandth death, a large price to pay for pissing off an old Indian Chief. Sitting in the geological, social, and historical middle of Andover under blue veined sky, at a picnic table that had no memory of the last time it was painted, and yearned when you sat on it to be fed some more quick melting ice cream, I looked up from my hotdog with mustard, relish and onions and about five feet from me, at eye level because I was sitting down and the bulldog was standing tall and ugly, when it hit me that bulldogs are truly ugly. Like he ran head long at high speed into a brick wall and his face got smushed ? pushing his nose and mouth all level on the same plane with his eyes and ears. Just a flat face, an ugly flat face on a two-dimensional plane: ugly and blank-eyed. You check out the owner, a frail, blonde, ageless girl, with legs too thin to make fun of if you had been in high school with her, a body that whispered Dachau Debby, and showed for sure that a dog and its owner did not have to look alike, not at all. I ain?t gonna get a dog that?s bulldog ugly. It?s bad enough that I had a dog, years ago, who was Labrador numb. What people say about these things is that the owner of a dog starts to look like his or her pet the longer they are together. Oh my, what if they don?t look like each other, but gravitate to the same intelligence or emotional level. It?s hard thinking like this because there are voices, rational voices, right in the house where old dog lived his last few years, who think a dog would be good to have again if for no other reason than to catch the damned mice who celebrated his death by making the dark area under the kitchen stove a nightly party stop the day after old dog was killed. Andover is good for other reasons, not just the history museum, or the car held together by license plates from all states and D.C., or the people who have a booth in the far back of the yard next to the church, a yard all full of people sitting on the grassy stain-happy grass eating French fries off of sagging mammoth paper plates. Andover is good because the lines to get French fries are so long it is best to spend the time getting your mind off the French fries by looking at the free maps, good color and perfect description maps, given out by the people who have set aside thousands of acres for you to toodle around in by bicycle or kayak of foot or truck or car or ATV or snowmobile or horseshoes that take you more than 100 miles through God?s Wife?s country. Looking at the maps and the pictures, good clear pictures, makes you drool more than the French fries do, French fries that are shades too white because the young cooks sacrifice brown to speed to serve more people, to make more money. The free map and the suggestions and tips and phone numbers you get in the booth way in the back, against the back line of the church yard, is eliminates the weight of a summer of rainy days and a winter of frostbite winds, because with the map and inside your cottage, your cabin, your mind and body can go down each of those trails and see birds and deer and mooses, and maybe sight sasquatch hollering at Paul Bunyan, who is shaking his head sadly at the women who run around the pond with their high breed dogs telling their children how unhappy they are because they have been on vacation here at the pond for a week and she has not been able to do a single thing for herself. And the sad sad looks on the faces of the two children when they see that you heard what she said so their shame is not private, and so they now run-walk with a Catholic load of public guilt about how they mistreated their momma. There are too many dog women in the world, women who have dogs and take them for walks and runs and let everyone know how miserable they are while doing this chore, this beneath them act, this responsibility of keeping their dog healthy. The men rarely take the dogs, and when they do, they are almost as purposeful as the women who are doing a duty that has no pleasure for him or her, but by God they do the duty, even if it?s on a main road with fast cars and dangerous blind spots. The dog women must be the most important people I've ever seen because they walk or run with the dog as if their next stop is the gleaming architectural sharp corners and reflective glass windows University Center Institute Hospital where the important woman, or the important man, will perform brain surgery on a President or at least a Prime Minister of a developing country, a country that has the only known deposits of dutium importantium, the miracle metal that is replacing plastic so our landfills will shrink and then disappear, swallowed whole by recycling innovations. . ------------------------------------ Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Net-Gold/ <*> Your email settings: Individual Email | Traditional <*> To change settings online go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/Net-Gold/join (Yahoo! 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