06-20 10-8-06 Berryman's superiority Berryman could abandon his Then find one younger Than the one before Delirium Tremens And the shadow standing In the dark watching His disintegration. But I in my own Incorrigibility retain A longing for just this Particular one though she Grows older before me And the shadow watching Isn't watching me. He could hide or admit Himself into detox But I must clear-eyed see Her slipping, her brown eyes That once sent my heart Racing dull while I Stand in the dark watching.