I know you are sorry Darren, we are all human and we all make mistakes in life and wish we can turn back time, i have made mistakes too and have learnt hard lessons from them, it is done and dusted now darren, don't stay away as you are our brother now, have you a favourite hobby you could write about or copy and paste, i love learning about new things that are outside my four walls, trying to find out about sumerians, annarki, nibiru, new technolgy, talking gadgets and gadgets that help us in daily living, genealogy, astronomy, crafting with my new machine, trying to oil paint, writing poetry and more, my list is endless, when my bad brain goes sleepy on me i can do nothing, but when it is clear and not groggy i can do one of the above in fast speed, my favourite is searching internet, seeking things for someone, like music, lyrics, stories etcetera, anyways i hope you write to us we all love reading the forum, but some like me is hard to write replies, words and describing is difficult, plus keyboard letters are hard for some, so if someone writes they get upset when no one replies which is understandable, but some do not know how to or cannot due to circumstances or the email may be one they read but dismis through something else, like the email might make them teary from past experiences, somewhere in you is a hobby or story to write, look forward to hearing it on guide. vanessa. -----Original Message----- From: Darren - Email Address: darren.sunjay72@xxxxxxxxxxxxxxx Sent On: 01/08/2012 11:44 Sent To: vanessa - Email Address: qwerty1234567a@xxxxxxxxx Subject: In Reply To: [guide.chat] darren Hi Vanessa, Thank-you for your forgiving posting. I'm so terribly sorry to have upset such wonderful people. I'm having a short break from posting and will be back soon with a happier frame of mind. I'm really grateful for your forgiveness and wish you well as you too are a really special person. Love Darren. -----Original Message----- From: vanessa - Email Address: qwerty1234567a@xxxxxxxxx Sent On: 31/07/2012 13:18 Sent To: GUIDE CHAT - Email Address: guide.chat@xxxxxxxxxxxxx Subject: [guide.chat] darren Hi Darren. Thank you for writing the email to our sister carol, it was the kindest appology email ever, very noble and decent of you, we still love you as our brother and are always there for you too. from Vanessa The Google Girl. my skype name is rainbowstar123