Good morning Jann wow brilliant news their having new carer called Ester wow fantastic open new doors to you now wonderful Jann my carer is so important to me now enable me to get out in the week. I love being in controlle now like last night my carer rang me chatted for an hour she loved it in Spain for ten days wow in the late 80's wow to hot for me she got me pressies anyway she asked me what I wanted to do today I told her want to pop in asda to get these 3 leopard skin cotton cussions £3 each cool yea my stella couldn't get them yesterday because she had her hands full shopping bags big birthday cake in her hand so going to get them for my choclate settee then I told her i want to visit some one who has luxery 3 bedroomed bungalow two bathrooms 2 dining rooms wow so great i am do waht i want brilliant enjoy your carer ester I choose to have carer instead of staying in 7 days a week no thanks means watching my money pile up in bank no good prefer to be out and about and be skint then be stuck in all week getting bored then climbing the walls with depression If I didn't do anything about it then nobody els weill so I knew I had to do somthing about it and put in for carer. I love my life style now what is wonderful is knowing some one is coming to my front door bell and i am going out wow fantastic feeling believe me you have to make your own fun nowdays because nobody els weill bother its worth it to me to pay carer then be stuck in especially when live on my own in flat nobody to talk too don't get me wrong phone family and friends in evening but got nobody to chat next to me on my settee share breakfast or tea but i love it like this now because got my carer coming to my door bell so nice feeling knowing going out of these 4 bloody brick walls coming back after 3.30pm knowing i have been out that way i don't feel lonely and miserable then just feel great because been out Yippee carer back at 10.30am so Jann enjoy your carer as much as you can life too bloody short we got sunny day here now was writing this email early on it got wiped off my computer just closed itself down for nothing scary when it does that right must dash now not had bath yet have nice day good luck jann everybody els on here enjoy your day too don't forget exercises classes at 5.30pm bye tatty bye cheerio Carol xxxx