Hi Jann, thank you for your comments. It is true we all have a story to tell. Some worse than others some better. Those who have shared their story's are at a point in life when they want to get it of their chest and share it with others. Some will take longer and some never. Don't ever let anyone pressure you into doing it. You have to be ready in yourself to do it. And I think you will no when that time is. With some people it may be to much to share and maybe better if they never do. Sometimes it may be better just to tell one person. Some one you no you can trust and can help you, Which ever it is you and only you will no the right time if ever there is one. all my love. Malcolm. xxx Hi,thank you all for sharing your life stories,I think that you have all been so brave,but as I say that word brave,I feel as though I am being condescending but that is not what I mean at all. I am sorry for the lack of the right words,but I constantly seem to forget the right terminology. I had better start again,well here goes just love to hear your experiences,which are heartfelt,here I go again,I think that it is called projecting. I thank you Claire,Vanessa,Carol,for involving me into the chat forum. I want to say to Malcolm that you are such a cheery fellow,I wonder how we survive at times.All I know is that we most certainly try very hard to muddle through,and I would advise anyone to take advantage of massage,as it takes one off into a different world of beauty,just adore being pampered,well why not. I too have known great hardship,and I wish that it was hardship about not having enough money,instead I know a different type of hardship. I hear what you were saying Vanessa,when you said be brave,but I have always been brave,and I don't want to be anymore. I need to be loved in the way that children are loved and that is unconditionally,I seem to have been missed out on the love of parenting,and I was not without parents. I have just taken a break and listened to Jim's story,and I must say that you received the best of loving words from your Mum,such wonderful words of love between Mother and son. I feel as though we are as though we have trust in one and other,otherwise we wouldn't be able to share such private words. Oh well tomorrow is another day,and who knows what will come around the corner with a big smile of course.If it happens to you,then please come on here and share it with the rest of us. I wish and hope that you dream the dreams of the angels,which hopefully will guard your every sleeping moment,so that you are safe and wake in the morning to a beautiful day,and Kevin then we will hear the birds singing to us with the dawn chorus. Sleep well tonight and every night.Love Jan.x Hi,thank you all for sharing your life stories,I think that you have all been so brave,but as I say that word brave,I feel as though I am being condescending but that is not what I mean at all. I am sorry for the lack of the right words,but I constantly seem to forget the right terminology. I had better start again,well here goes just love to hear your experiences,which are heartfelt,here I go again,I think that it is called projecting. I thank you Claire,Vanessa,Carol,for involving me into the chat forum. I want to say to Malcolm that you are such a cheery fellow,I wonder how we survive at times.All I know is that we most certainly try very hard to muddle through,and I would advise anyone to take advantage of massage,as it takes one off into a different world of beauty,just adore being pampered,well why not. I too have known great hardship,and I wish that it was hardship about not having enough money,instead I know a different type of hardship. I hear what you were saying Vanessa,when you said be brave,but I have always been brave,and I don't want to be anymore. I need to be loved in the way that children are loved and that is unconditionally,I seem to have been missed out on the love of parenting,and I was not without parents. I have just taken a break and listened to Jim's story,and I must say that you received the best of loving words from your Mum,such wonderful words of love between Mother and son. I feel as though we are as though we have trust in one and other,otherwise we wouldn't be able to share such private words. Oh well tomorrow is another day,and who knows what will come around the corner with a big smile of course.If it happens to you,then please come on here and share it with the rest of us. I wish and hope that you dream the dreams of the angels,which hopefully will guard your every sleeping moment,so that you are safe and wake in the morning to a beautiful day,and Kevin then we will hear the birds singing to us with the dawn chorus. Sleep well tonight and every night.Love Jan.x Hi,thank you all for sharing your life stories,I think that you have all been so brave,but as I say that word brave,I feel as though I am being condescending but that is not what I mean at all. I am sorry for the lack of the right words,but I constantly seem to forget the right terminology. I had better start again,well here goes just love to hear your experiences,which are heartfelt,here I go again,I think that it is called projecting. I thank you Claire,Vanessa,Carol,for involving me into the chat forum. I want to say to Malcolm that you are such a cheery fellow,I wonder how we survive at times.All I know is that we most certainly try very hard to muddle through,and I would advise anyone to take advantage of massage,as it takes one off into a different world of beauty,just adore being pampered,well why not. I too have known great hardship,and I wish that it was hardship about not having enough money,instead I know a different type of hardship. I hear what you were saying Vanessa,when you said be brave,but I have always been brave,and I don't want to be anymore. I need to be loved in the way that children are loved and that is unconditionally,I seem to have been missed out on the love of parenting,and I was not without parents. I have just taken a break and listened to Jim's story,and I must say that you received the best of loving words from your Mum,such wonderful words of love between Mother and son. I feel as though we are as though we have trust in one and other,otherwise we wouldn't be able to share such private words. Oh well tomorrow is another day,and who knows what will come around the corner with a big smile of course.If it happens to you,then please come on here and share it with the rest of us.Hi,thank you all for sharing your life stories,I think that you have all been so brave,but as I say that word brave,I feel as though I am being condescending but that is not what I mean at all. I am sorry for the lack of the right words,but I constantly seem to forget the right terminology. I had better start again,well here goes just love to hear your experiences,which are heartfelt,here I go again,I think that it is called projecting. I thank you Claire,Vanessa,Carol,for involving me into the chat forum. I want to say to Malcolm that you are such a cheery fellow,I wonder how we survive at times.All I know is that we most certainly try very hard to muddle through,and I would advise anyone to take advantage of massage,as it takes one off into a different world of beauty,just adore being pampered,well why not. I too have known great hardship,and I wish that it was hardship about not having enough money,instead I know a different type of hardship. I hear what you were saying Vanessa,when you said be brave,but I have always been brave,and I don't want to be anymore. I need to be loved in the way that children are loved and that is unconditionally,I seem to have been missed out on the love of parenting,and I was not without parents. I have just taken a break and listened to Jim's story,and I must say that you received the best of loving words from your Mum,such wonderful words of love between Mother and son. I feel as though we are as though we have trust in one and other,otherwise we wouldn't be able to share such private words. Oh well tomorrow is another day,and who knows what will come around the corner with a big smile of course.If it happens to you,then please come on here and share it with the rest of us. I wish and hope that you dream the dreams of the angels,which hopefully will guard your every sleeping moment,so that you are safe and wake in the morning to a beautiful day,and Kevin then we will hear the birds singing to us with the dawn chorus. Sleep well tonight and every night.Love Jan.x I wish and hope that you dream the dreams of the angels,which hopefully will guard your every sleeping moment,so that you are safe and wake in the morning to a beautiful day,and Kevin then we will hear the birds singing to us with the dawn chorus. Sleep well tonight and every night.Love Jan.x