[ebooktalk] Mark Billingham, the dying hours

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Okay, this is the latest from Mark Billingham.

Mark Billingham has twice won the Theakston’s Old Peculier Award for Best 
Crime Novel, and has also won a Sherlock Award for the Best Detective created 
by a British writer. Each of the novels featuring Detective Inspector Tom 
Thorne has been a Sunday Times bestseller, and Sleepyhead and Scaredy Cat were 
made into a hit TV series on Sky 1 starring David Morrissey as Thorne. Mark 
lives in north London with his wife and two children.



Visit the author’s website at: www.markbillingham.com





Also by Mark Billingham





The DI Tom Thorne series


Sleepyhead

Scaredy Cat

Lazybones

The Burning Girl

Lifeless

Buried

Death Message

Bloodline

From the Dead

Good as Dead





Other fiction


In the Dark

Rush of Blood





COPYRIGHT





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public domain, are fictitious and any resemblance to real persons, living or 
dead, is purely coincidental.





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The Dying Hours


Table of Contents

About the Author

Also by Mark Billingham

COPYRIGHT

Dedication

Epigraph





Prologue PART ONE: CROSSING THE BRIDGE





ONE





TWO





THREE





FOUR





FIVE





SIX





SEVEN





EIGHT





NINE





TEN





ELEVEN





TWELVE





THIRTEEN PART TWO: YOUR BLOODY JOB





FOURTEEN





FIFTEEN





SIXTEEN





SEVENTEEN





EIGHTEEN





NINETEEN





TWENTY





TWENTY-ONE





TWENTY-TWO





TWENTY-THREE





TWENTY-FOUR





TWENTY-FIVE





TWENTY-SIX





TWENTY-SEVEN





TWENTY-EIGHT





TWENTY-NINE





THIRTY





THIRTY-ONE PART THREE: THE STATE OF THE REMAINS





THIRTY-TWO





THIRTY-THREE





THIRTY-FOUR





THIRTY-FIVE





THIRTY-SIX





THIRTY-SEVEN





THIRTY-EIGHT





THIRTY-NINE





FORTY





FORTY-ONE





FORTY-TWO





FORTY-THREE





FORTY-FOUR





FORTY-FIVE





FORTY-SIX





FORTY-SEVEN





FORTY-EIGHT





FORTY-NINE





FIFTY





FIFTY-ONE





FIFTY-TWO





FIFTY-THREE





FIFTY-FOUR





FIFTY-FIVE PART FOUR: NOT SO VERY FAR TO FALL





FIFTY-SIX





FIFTY-SEVEN





FIFTY-EIGHT





FIFTY-NINE





SIXTY





SIXTY-ONE





SIXTY-TWO





SIXTY-THREE





SIXTY-FOUR





SIXTY-FIVE





SIXTY-SIX





SIXTY-SEVEN





SIXTY-EIGHT





SIXTY-NINE





SEVENTY Acknowledgements

Turn the page for an exclusive interview with Mark Billingham by James Kidd





For Katie. I could not be more proud.





Revenge is a kind of grace…

Tim Lott, Under the Same Stars





PROLOGUE





How much blood?

When he’d finally found the right website, once he’d waded through all the 
mealy-mouthed crap about having something to live for and trying to seek some 
kind of professional help, once he’d found a site that really told him what 
he needed to know, that was the one question they hadn’t answered. All the 
other stuff was there: how and where to cut, the bathwater helping when it came 
to raising the body temperature and engorging the veins or whatever it was. 
Keeping the flow going…

It was irritating, because once he’d decided what he was going to do he was 
keen to get everything right. To have all the information at his fingertips. 
So, how much blood did the body have to lose before… the end? Pints of the 
stuff, presumably. It certainly looks to have lost a fair amount already. He 
watches the clouds of claret swirl in the water, sees it sink and spin until 
finally there isn’t an inch of water that isn’t red. Until he can’t see 
the knife on the bottom of the bath any more.

Shocking, just how much of it there is.

He thinks about this for a few minutes more and finally decides that in the 
end, it doesn’t really matter. He might not know exactly how much blood will 
need to be lost, how many pints or litres or whatever it is now, but there is 
one obvious answer and it’ll certainly do.

Enough.

Not painful either, at least not after the initial cuts which had definitely 
stung a bit. He’d read that it was a pretty peaceful way to go, certainly 
compared to some and they weren’t an option anyway. This was perfect. Messy, 
but perfect.

There’s another question he’s been wrestling with on and off since he’d 
made his mind up and as far as he knows there isn’t any website that can give 
him so much as a clue with this one.

What comes afterwards?

He’s never been remotely religious, never had any truck with God-botherers, 
but right now he can’t help wondering. Now, sitting where he is. Christ on a 
bike, had the water level actually risen? Was there really that much blood?

So… the afterwards, the whatever-ever-after, the afterlife.

Nothing, probably. That was what he’d always thought, just darkness, like 
when you’re asleep and not dreaming about anything. No bad thing, he reckons, 
not considering the shit most people wade through their whole lives, but even 
so, it might be nice if there was a bit more going on than that. Not clouds and 
harps, choirs and all that carry-on, but, you know… peace or whatever.

Yeah, peace would be all right. Quiet.

He looks up when the man in the bath, the man who is actually doing all the 
bleeding, starts to moan again.

‘Shush. I’ve told you, haven’t I?’

The man in the bath moves, his pale body squeaking against the bottom of the 
tub. He begins to thrash and cry out, blubbing and blowing snot bubbles, 
spraying blood across the tiles and sending waves of bright red water sloshing 
out on to the bathmat.

The man watching him adjusts his position on the toilet seat and moves his feet 
to avoid the water. ‘Take it easy,’ he says. He gently lays his magazine to 
one side and leans towards the figure in the bath. ‘Why don’t you calm 
down, old son, and have another mouthful of that Scotch?’ He nods towards the 
blood-smeared bottle at the end of the bath. ‘It’ll help, I read that. Just 
have another drink and close your eyes and let yourself drift off, eh?’ He 
reaches for his magazine.

‘Soon be over, I promise…’





PART ONE


CROSSING THE BRIDGE





ONE





Tom Thorne leaned down and gently picked up the small glass bottle from the 
bedside table. It was already open, the white cap lying next to the syringe, a 
few drops of cloudy liquid pooled beneath the tip of the needle. He lifted the 
bottle and took a sniff. The faint smell was unfamiliar; something like 
sticking plasters or disinfectant. He offered it up to the woman waiting behind 
him, raised it towards her face.

‘What do you reckon?’

He had spent the last half an hour taking a good look around the house. In the 
bathroom he had found plenty of medication, but that was not particularly 
surprising given the ages of those involved. Nothing seemed to have been 
disturbed and there were no signs of forced entry, save for the broken window 
in the back door. That was down to the woman now taking a good long sniff at 
the bottle, a young PC named Nina Woodley. She and her partner had been the 
first officers at the scene after the dispatch had been sent out.

‘That’s insulin,’ Woodley said, finally. ‘My brother’s a diabetic, 
so…’

Thorne put the bottle back. He pulled off the thin plastic gloves and stuffed 
them back into the pocket of his Met vest.

‘Thing is,’ Woodley said, ‘it’s normally prescribed.’

‘So?’

‘There’s no label on the bottle.’

They both turned as the bedroom door opened and one of the PCs who had been 
stationed downstairs stuck his head around it. Before the officer could speak, 
the on-call doctor pushed past him into the room; young, rosy-cheeked and 
rugger-bugger-ish. He spent no more than a few minutes examining the bodies, 
while Thorne watched from the corner of the room. Downstairs, Woodley hammered 
a small piece of MDF in place across the broken window while another PC made 
tea for everyone.

‘Right then,’ the doctor said. He closed his bag and checked his watch to 
get an accurate time for the pronouncement. ‘Life extinct.’ He sounded 
rather more cheerful than anyone had a right to be at quarter to four on a 
drizzly October morning.

Thorne nodded, the formalities out of the way.

‘Nice easy one for you.’

‘How long?’ Thorne asked.

The doctor glanced back at the bodies, as though one final look might make the 
difference. ‘At least twenty-four hours, probably a bit more.’

‘Sounds about right,’ Thorne said. The emergency call had come in just 
after 1.00 a.m. One of the children – a man, now living in Edinburgh – was 
concerned that he had not been able to get either of his parents on the phone 
since teatime the previous day. Neither of his parents was reliable when it 
came to answering their mobile phones, he had told the operator, but there was 
no reason why they should not be picking up at home.

Searching the house an hour before, Thorne had found both mobiles, side by side 
in the living room. Half a dozen missed calls on each.

‘Assuming they go to bed nine, ten o’clock,’ the doctor said, ‘dead 
pretty soon after that, I would have thought. Obviously it depends on what they 
did, how long they waited before… you know, but insulin’s a good way to do 
it. The right dosage and it’s all over in about an hour.’

‘Right.’

‘Very popular with doctors, as a matter of fact. As a way to go, I mean. If 
you’re that way inclined.’

Thorne nodded, thinking that coppers were more likely to be ‘that way 
inclined’ than almost anybody else he could think of. Wondering how most of 
them would choose to do it.

How he would choose to do it.

The door opened again and Woodley appeared. ‘CID’s here.’

‘Here we go,’ Thorne said. ‘Fun and games.’

‘I’ll leave you to it then,’ the doctor said.

Thorne said, ‘Right, thanks,’ and watched the doctor gather up his jacket 
from the corner of the bed and leave the room without bothering to close the 
door. Pills, most probably, Thorne decided, but he guessed that if he were 
feeling desperate enough, then he might have other ideas.

Just a shame that the quickest ways were also the messiest.

He turned back to look at the bodies on the bed.

They look tired, Thorne thought. Like they’d had enough. Paper-thin skin on 
the woman’s face. The man: spider webs of cracked veins on his cheeks…

He could already hear the voices from the hall below; a bored-sounding, mockney 
twang: ‘Up here, is it?’ Heavy footsteps on the stairs, before the man 
appeared in the doorway and stood, taking a cursory look around the room.

Detective Inspector Paul Binns was based at Lewisham police station, as Thorne 
was, though CID worked on a different floor, so their paths had crossed no more 
than a few times in the three months Thorne had been working there. Binns was 
several years younger than Thorne, somewhere in his mid-forties, and he was 
carrying a lot less weight. He had shaved what little hair he had left to the 
scalp and over-compensated for the appearance and demeanour of a cartoon 
undertaker with a grey suit and a tie that might have been a test for colour 
blindness. He gave Thorne a nod and walked over to the bed as though he were 
browsing in the furniture department of John Lewis.

‘So?’ he asked after a minute. ‘What am I doing here?’

Before Thorne could answer, a message came through from one of his team’s 
patrol cars. Things were kicking off at a house party on the Kidbourne estate 
and it was suggested that Thorne might want to get down there. He said that he 
was still tied up, ordered two more units to head across, then turned the 
volume on his radio down. ‘I told one of my constables to call you,’ he 
said.

‘Yeah, I know why I’m here.’ The nod from the doorway had clearly been as 
polite as the detective intended to get. He pointed towards the bodies, 
straightened his cuffs. ‘Seems fairly straightforward, doesn’t it?’

What the doctor had said.

Thorne moved to join Binns at the end of the bed. ‘There’s something off.’

Binns folded his arms, barely suppressed a long-suffering sigh. ‘Go on then, 
let’s hear it.’

‘The old woman took her teeth out,’ Thorne said.

‘What?’

‘False teeth. Top set. They’re in a plastic case in the bathroom, probably 
the same place she leaves them every night.’

‘So?’

‘You take your teeth out when you’re going to bed. When you’re going to 
sleep, right? That’s what you do on an ordinary night, isn’t it? It’s not 
what you’d do if you were planning to do… this. It’s not what you’d do 
if you and your old man were going to take an overdose of insulin and drift off 
to sleep in each other’s arms. Not if you knew you weren’t ever going to 
wake up.’

Binns stared at him.

‘It’s not how she would have wanted to be found,’ Thorne said.

‘You knew her, did you?’ Binns shook his head, sniffed, snapped his 
fingers. ‘Next!’

Thorne took a breath, took care to keep his voice nice and even. ‘Where did 
they get the insulin from? There’s no label on the bottle, so it obviously 
wasn’t prescribed. Nothing anywhere else in the house to suggest either of 
them was diabetic.’

‘They could have got it anywhere.’

‘So could a third party.’

‘I’m not exactly getting excited here.’

‘Where did it come from?’

‘How should I know?’ Binns said. ‘Internet? I saw there was a computer 
downstairs.’

‘I don’t think so.’

‘Come on, you can find anything on there, you look hard enough.’

‘Maybe.’

‘You decide to top yourself, you find a way, don’t you?’

Thorne said nothing.

‘That it, then?’ Binns asked. ‘The false choppers and the insulin? 
Seriously?’

Thorne stared down again at the bodies of John and Margaret Cooper, aged 
seventy-five and seventy-three respectively. The duvet had been pulled up high, 
but it was obvious that Margaret Cooper’s arm was wrapped around her 
husband’s chest, her face pressed against his shoulder. Spoons, he thought. 
Couples ‘spooned’ in some of the old songs his mother had listened to, 
crooning love’s tune or whatever it was; the same songs this pair might have 
heard on the radio when they were teenagers. The old woman’s mouth hung 
slightly open. The cheeks, hollowed. The top lip sucked in towards the gap 
where the plate would otherwise have been. Her husband’s lips were curled 
back, yellowing teeth showing, a sliver of greyish tongue just visible. His 
eyes were screwed tightly shut.

They had died pressed close to one another, but Thorne could not pretend that 
they looked remotely peaceful.

‘Anything else?’ Binns asked. ‘I’ve got paperwork I could be getting on 
with.’

There was something. Thorne knew there was.

His eye had taken something in within those few seconds of entering the room 
for the first time: a piece of visual information that had not quite made 
sense, but which his brain had so far failed to process fully. A shape or a 
shadow, a something that was wrong. It stubbornly refused to come to him, like 
a tune he recognised but could not place.

Without making it too obvious, he looked around the room again.

The wardrobe, closed. The curtains, drawn. Cosmetics and other bits and pieces 
on the dressing table: hairbrush, wallet, wet-wipes. A few coins in a small 
china bowl. A woman’s dressing gown draped across one chair, a man’s 
clothes neatly folded on another. Shoes and slippers underneath. A biro, book 
and glasses case on the wife’s bedside table, a paperback book of crossword 
puzzles on the floor by the side of the bed, a large black handbag hung on the 
bedstead. The bottle and syringe on the husband’s side. A half-empty water 
glass. A tube of ointment, a can of Deep Heat…

What was wrong with the picture?

‘There isn’t a note,’ Thorne said.

Binns turned round, leaned back against the bedstead. ‘You know that means 
nothing,’ he said.

Thorne knew very well, but it had been the best he could come up with while he 
tried and failed to identify what was really bothering him. His friend Phil 
Hendricks had told him a great deal about suicide during the last investigation 
they had worked on together… the last case Thorne had worked as a detective. 
The pathologist had recently attended a seminar on the subject and delighted in 
giving Thorne chapter and verse. The fact was that in the majority of cases, 
people who killed themselves did not leave notes. One of the many myths.

‘I know what you’re doing, by the way,’ Binns said.

‘Oh, you do?’ Thorne ignored the burst of twitter from his radio. Reports 
of a suspected burglary in Brockley. The violence escalating at the house party 
on the Kidbourne. ‘I’m all ears.’

Binns smiled. ‘Yeah, I mean considering where you were before and where you 
are now… it makes perfect sense that you’re going a bit stir crazy, or 
whatever. Only natural that you might want to make something ordinary like this 
into… something else.’ He casually checked the mobile phone that had not 
left his hand. ‘I understand, mate. I sympathise, honest.’

Patronise, Thorne thought.

‘If I was in your position, Christ knows what I’d be doing.’

‘You’d be getting pissed off with smartarse detectives who think they know 
it all.’

‘Really?’ Binns feigned a shocked expression. ‘What type did you used to 
be then?’

Thorne wrapped his hand around the old-fashioned metal bedstead and squeezed. 
‘I want to get the HAT car round,’ he said.

It was the job of detectives on the Homicide Assessment Team to evaluate any 
possible crime scene and to collect vital evidence where necessary before 
handing the case over. It was solely their decision as to whether or not a 
‘sudden’ death had occurred. A suspicious death.

‘Well, you know how that works.’ Binns walked across and leaned back 
against a wall next to an old-fashioned dressing table. ‘Different system 
these days. Between your lot and my lot, I mean. Different to your day anyway, 
I would have thought.’

‘You’d have thought right,’ Thorne said.

Your day. Nearly twenty-five years since Tom Thorne had pulled on the 
‘Queen’s Cloth’ every day to go to work. Since he’d worn a uniform.

Crisp white shirt with his two shiny inspector’s pips on the epaulettes.

Black, clip-on tie.

The fucking cap…

‘It’s my decision,’ Binns said. ‘Whether or not to bring the HAT team 
in.’

‘I know how it works,’ Thorne said.

Binns told him anyway. ‘Only a detective inspector can make that call.’

‘Got it,’ Thorne said. ‘So, on you go.’ Binns had been right to suggest 
that the procedure had been somewhat different two decades earlier. The 
protocol a little more flexible. The chain of command not followed quite so 
religiously. There might have been a few less backsides covered, but it was 
certainly quicker.

‘Frankly, I can’t really see the point.’

‘Can’t you?’ Thorne said.

‘That stuff about the false teeth is near enough laughable and I don’t 
think anyone’s going to give a toss where the insulin came from.’ Binns 
cast an eye around the room and shrugged. ‘I pull Homicide in here and 
they’re only going to say the same thing, aren’t they? You know, we both 
end up looking like idiots.’

‘All the same,’ Thorne said, ‘I’d be happier if you made the call.’

Binns shook his head. ‘Not going to happen.’

‘Right,’ Thorne said. He could feel the blood rising to his face. 
‘Because of where you are and where I am. Prick…’

Binns reddened too, just a little, but otherwise gave a good impression of 
being impervious to an insult he’d clearly been on the receiving end of 
before. ‘You think whatever you like, pal, but I’m not going to waste 
anybody else’s time just because you’re seeing murders where there aren’t 
any.’ He walked towards the door, then turned. ‘Maybe you should have taken 
a bit more time off after what happened. Maybe you should have chucked it in 
altogether. King of all cock-ups, that one.’

Thorne could not really argue, so did not bother trying.

‘Take this up with the MIT boys if you want,’ Binns said, gesturing back 
towards the bed. ‘We’ve got a Murder Investigation Team at Lewisham, 
haven’t we? A nice big one.’

A team just like the one Thorne used to be part of. ‘Yeah, well, I might just 
do that.’

‘I mean it’s up to you, if you want even more people taking the piss.’

Thorne was suddenly more aware than usual of the various pro-active items 
attached to his Met vest.

Cuffs, baton, CS gas…

‘I’ll be off then,’ Binns said, straightening his cuffs one final time. 
‘Leave you to wind this up.’ The detective turned away and was checking his 
BlackBerry again as he walked out of the bedroom.

Thorne took half a minute, let his breathing return to normal, then bellowed 
for Woodley. He told her to contact Lothian and Borders police and get someone 
to deliver the death message to the Coopers’ son in Edinburgh. He told her to 
find out if the dead couple had any other children, and, if so, to make sure 
the message was delivered to them wherever they were. He told her to stay put 
until the on-call Coroner’s officer arrived.

‘Try not to disturb anything in this room though,’ he said. ‘Not just 
yet.’

Woodley raised an eyebrow. ‘Guv.’

Thorne took one last look round, grabbed his raincoat and cap then hurried 
downstairs and out to the car. No more than a few minutes with the blues and 
twos to the Kidbourne and if things were still lively he really felt like 
wading in. There was every chance he would find himself on the end of a smack 
or two, but it could not make him feel any worse.





TWO





It was almost eight o’clock in the morning by the time Thorne got back to the 
flat in Tulse Hill and, as was usually the case if he didn’t miss seeing her 
altogether, he walked in to find Helen just about to leave. She was in the 
kitchen, which opened out into an L-shaped living area: a sofa, armchair, 
stereo system and TV; the floor littered as usual with toys and children’s 
books. She finished buttoning her son’s coat and removed an uneaten piece of 
toast from her mouth. ‘God, you all right?’

Thorne tossed his raincoat on to a kitchen chair, yanked off the clip-on tie 
and unbuttoned his shirt. He touched a fingertip to the lump beneath his right 
eye and winced a little. ‘I’ll live.’

‘Did you wind up that bolshy skipper again?’ Helen asked. ‘I said she’d 
deck you one day.’

Thorne smiled and walked across to flick on the kettle. ‘Some idiot fancied a 
party and thought it would be a good idea to put the address on Facebook. Three 
hundred people trying to crash one of the flats on the Kidbourne.’

‘Sounds like fun.’

‘It was once we sent a couple of dogs in.’ Thorne reached up to grab a mug. 
‘Cleared the place faster than a Phil Collins single.’

Helen laughed and tore into her toast.

‘Nicked half a dozen for affray.’ He touched his face again as he poured 
the hot water. ‘Plus the lad that did this.’

‘Nice.’ Helen chewed. ‘Other headlines?’

Thorne shrugged. ‘A few break-ins.’ He mashed the teabag against the side 
of the mug and thought through some of the reports he’d signed off on at the 
end of the shift. ‘A three-way knife fight come chucking-out time at the 
White Lion. Two kids trying to smash up the KFC with baseball bats, because 
apparently they got beans when they asked for coleslaw…’

‘Fair enough,’ Helen said, stepping out into the hall.

‘A bus driver assaulted with a machete after he told a woman to stop pissing 
on his bus—’

‘What, the woman had the machete?’ Helen reappeared in the doorway, one arm 
inside a long down coat.

‘Obviously,’ Thorne said. ‘A shiny new Volvo driven straight into the 
front of a house on the High Road when someone tried to nick it. The normal 
quota of pissheads, the usual domestic argy-bargy. Oh, and a bit of dogging in 
the car park behind Comet.’

‘Well, no harm treating yourself after a long night, is there?’

He dropped the used teabag into the bin. ‘I was only looking, honestly!’

‘Nice easy shift, then?’

Thorne turned. He cradled the mug as he watched Helen check that everything she 
needed for work was in her bag, then hang the bag with everything Alfie would 
need over the handles of the pushchair. ‘There were a couple of bodies as 
well,’ he said. ‘An old couple, dead in bed.’

Helen looked up. ‘A couple? What, they killed themselves?’

Alfie wandered across to the cupboards next to Thorne, began opening and 
shutting one of them, enjoying the noise.

‘Probably,’ Thorne said.

‘Probably?’

Thorne could not quite read her expression. Concern? Suspicion? They still did 
not know one another quite well enough yet. ‘It’s fine,’ he said.

‘Sure?’

‘I had a bit of a run-in with some DI about it, that’s all.’

‘Doesn’t sound like you.’

Thorne smiled. He knew when she was being sarcastic well enough. ‘Tosser 
wouldn’t give the necessary authorisation.’ He took a mouthful of tea to 
wash away the taste of the word. The memory of his altercation with Binns.

‘Listen, I need to get going…’ Helen moved over to collect her son. She 
lifted him up and plonked him down in the pushchair, began fastening the straps.

‘Why don’t I take him?’ Thorne asked. He stepped across, took the small 
woollen hat from Helen’s hand and put it on the boy’s head. Once or twice, 
when Helen had been running very late, Thorne had walked her eighteen-month-old 
son down to the childminder’s. He enjoyed the time he and Alfie spent 
together, but the shift patterns meant there was precious little of it. 
Precious little with his mother, come to that.

Ships in the night, especially when Thorne was on the graveyard shift.

‘It’s fine,’ Helen said. She kissed him and straightened her son’s hat. 
‘You get to bed.’

‘It’s no trouble.’

‘’Nana,’ Alfie shouted.

Helen said, ‘When we get to Janine’s,’ and pushed her son out towards the 
front door. ‘I’ll call you…’

‘Have a good one,’ Thorne said.

After a few seconds she reappeared, buttoning her coat, while from the hallway 
Alfie continued to demand a second breakfast. ‘We can talk about this later 
if you want,’ she said. ‘OK?’

‘Nothing to talk about,’ Thorne said. He turned around to occupy himself, 
wiping away the ring his mug had left on the worktop, then putting the milk 
back in the fridge, until he heard the front door close.

He carried his tea across to the kitchen table. He spent a minute or two 
turning the pages of the previous day’s Evening Standard. He moved across and 
switched on the TV in the corner, watched the news without taking any of it in.

Three months, since he and Helen Weeks had begun more or less living together. 
‘More or less’, because they had never really talked about it as a formal 
arrangement, the understanding being that as long as he was based at Lewisham, 
it was far more convenient for Thorne to stay in Tulse Hill than it was for him 
to travel all the way down from his own place in Kentish Town. They had talked 
once or twice about renting Thorne’s flat out, but Thorne was reluctant, 
despite the fact that the extra income would have come in useful. He didn’t 
particularly want strangers in his place and could not be bothered with the 
legal hassles of being a landlord, but if he were being really honest, it was 
more to do with the hope that he might find himself back in north London sooner 
rather than later.

The truth was, Thorne would always be a north Londoner and anywhere south of 
the South Bank still felt alien to him. Sprawling and soulless; dun-coloured. 
The air just that little bit harder to breathe. Estate agents and arty types in 
the south-east doing their best to make ‘edgy’ and ‘gritty’ sound like 
selling points. The better-off in the greener bits talking about the tennis or 
the rugby or the deer in Richmond Park and all of them looking enviously across 
the water towards Camden, Islington and Hackney. The abysmal transport links 
and the terrible football teams…

Thorne knew very well that a good many south Londoners would view north London 
with the same horror, but he didn’t care. North London was the city he knew, 
that he loved.

Not that he had said any of that to Helen.

He still crossed the river as often as he could. He went back to meet up with 
Phil Hendricks at the Grafton Arms or the Bengal Lancer, and occasionally with 
Dave Holland, a DS in the Murder Squad at Becke House in Colindale. Thorne’s 
old squad…

‘How you finding it?’ Holland had said, the last time. Then he’d seen the 
look on Thorne’s face and gone back to studying his pint, knowing he could 
not have asked a more stupid question if he’d tried.

Three months, since the case that had brought Thorne and Helen together, the 
case that had seen him demoted to uniform.

‘Not a demotion strictly speaking, of course,’ the chief superintendent had 
told him. ‘You’re still an inspector at the end of the day.’ The man had 
barely been able to conceal his glee at finally being shot of Thorne, having 
tried on many previous occasions. ‘Who knows? You might end up feeling that 
this was a very good move.’

Slapped down, that was how Thorne felt. Though bearing in mind how he had 
earned it, he supposed that he’d got off relatively lightly. He knew that 
what he had done – what he had needed to do – to ensure a young mother’s 
survival during an armed siege in a local newsagent’s was never going to play 
well with the powers that be. Ultimately though – as he told himself often, 
pulling on that crisp white shirt with the epaulettes, straightening that cap 
– he had saved Detective Sergeant Helen Weeks and, much to the surprise of 
both of them, ended up in bed with her.

‘Another one?’ Hendricks had said when Thorne had told him. ‘After the 
last one turned out so well?’

Thorne’s previous girlfriend, another copper. They had split up only a few 
months before he and Helen had got together.

‘You want to knock this business with women on the head, mate. Come to the 
dark side.’

‘I don’t think so.’

‘You know it’s always been a matter of time.’

‘Actually, it’s not even the sex that bothers me,’ Thorne had said. 
‘It’s having to like small dogs and musicals.’ It was the kind of crack 
Thorne could get away with, as Hendricks was the least stereotypical gay man 
anyone could imagine. Heavily tattooed with multiple piercings and likely to 
break someone’s arm if they so much as mentioned Judy Garland.

‘I give it three months,’ Hendricks had said. ‘Tops.’

Thorne took his tea and walked into the hall and across to the small bathroom. 
He laid the mug on the toilet cistern while he pissed.

Detective Helen Weeks.

Thorne flushed and told himself he was being an idiot for even thinking that 
Helen was the sort to play those games. Not in a million years. He took a 
packet of painkillers from the mirrored cabinet above the sink and shut the 
door hard.

Said, ‘Twat.’

He stared at the face looking back at him. Duller, deader than it was the last 
time he looked. Grey hair that was still more pronounced on one side than the 
other, but was now more pronounced everywhere. The small, straight scar on what 
had once been the only chin he had.

Thorne’s mobile rang in the kitchen and he hurried back through to answer it. 
Helen sounded out of breath. She had just dropped Alfie off and was on her way 
to the station, she told him.

‘So we’ll talk when I get home, then. About last night.’

‘I told you, I’m fine,’ Thorne said.

‘You didn’t look fine.’

‘I’m just tired. Feeling sorry for myself.’

‘Well don’t,’ Helen said. ‘Now go to bed, for God’s sake…’

He walked slowly through to the bedroom that still smelled of sleep and mango 
body-butter. Helen had not bothered to open the curtains. He sat down on the 
edge of the bed and began to get undressed, looking forward more than anything 
to slipping beneath a duvet that he knew would still be warm.

One of the few perks of incompatible shifts.

Presuming that Helen got back before he had to leave, he would play it down, 
the business with the Coopers. He told himself it was because the last thing 
Helen needed was any of his shit to deal with. Because her own job was 
stressful enough. Because there was really nothing he could do about it now and 
he was almost certainly being ridiculous anyway.

He swallowed three painkillers with the last of his tea.

Not because he was worried that she might agree with Paul Binns.





THREE





He eats in cafés, most days. Always breakfast and lunch, then maybe an Indian 
or a Chinese come dinner time. He’s way past worrying about his weight or the 
state of his arteries and he’s spent far too long eating meals cooked by 
somebody else to start doing any of that for himself.

Not that he was ever up to much in the kitchen.

Or anywhere else, come to that.

He lays down his knife and fork. He can imagine her saying it…

Tossing aside the tattered copy of the Sun that was lying on the table when he 
came in, he signals to the teenage girl behind the counter – what is she, 
Russian? – and indicates that he wants another mug of tea.

‘One pound fifty,’ she says.

‘A bit stronger this time,’ he says.

It’s certainly pricey, eating out three times a day, a damn sight pricier 
than it used to be, but there’s enough money sloshing around so he’s not 
too bothered on that score. It’s good to get out and about now he’s got the 
chance and besides, the last thing he wants to do is impose more than he 
already has on the people putting him up by demanding to be fed. A bed for a 
few nights is enough of an ask as it is.

Not that they wouldn’t be happy enough to do it. Whatever else has happened, 
he’s always been able to count on his friends. Or the people who might not 
think of themselves as his friends, but owe him a favour or two anyway. No 
sell-by date on that kind of thing and he doesn’t need to tell them to keep 
the fact they’ve got a houseguest to themselves.

‘Stay as long as you like,’ that’s what most of them say. Old times, all 
that. They’re trying to look like they mean it, but he doesn’t mind the 
fact that they really don’t. For obvious reasons he doesn’t want to stay 
anywhere for more than a day or two, plus he’s given himself a fair amount of 
running around to do if he wants to get things done properly.

Work through his list.

Funny, he thinks, the way people seem to drift and spread out. Families and 
friends. Going where the work is, most likely, or getting away from the stupid 
prices. Forced out, probably, some of them.

London feels like a dozen different cities.

The girl brings his tea across and lays it down without a word. The old bloke 
doing the cooking shouts something to her, in Russian or Polish or whatever it 
is, and she shouts back at him as she clears empty plates from an adjoining 
table. The tea’s still not strong enough, but he can’t be bothered to say 
anything.

A lesson he’s learned. A fuss is what gets remembered.

He stares down at what’s left of an obscenely large full English breakfast 
(£12.99 or free if you can finish it). He moves the tip of a finger through 
the bright smear of ketchup and thinks about the man in the bath. It’s odd, 
he thinks, how it’s that one he keeps coming back to, but it’s probably 
because that was the one where he really saw it. The life leaking out.

He’s been thinking about that question ever since – the BIG one – and how 
strange it was that when he was sitting there watching it happen, it was pearly 
gates and angels and all that carry-on going round and round in his head. 
Bloody ridiculous really, when, given the circumstances… given everything 
that’s happened… he should probably have been thinking about the other 
place. The fiery furnace, whatever.

Nonsense, all of it, he knows that… but still it’s odd that when he was 
thinking about what might come after, just wondering if there could be 
something, ‘heaven’ should even have come into it! He’s not an idiot. He 
knows that he’s never been ‘good’. Not even close. Even his nearest and 
dearest – back when he’d had any – would never have claimed that.

He stands up and turns to let the girl behind the counter know he’s finished. 
He picks up his jacket and reaches for his wallet.

He stares out of the steamed-up window at the blur of traffic moving past and 
thinks: Right, but what if not believing in it doesn’t rule you out? What if 
by any chance you turn out to be wrong and there’s more of an open-door 
policy than you thought there was? Forgive and forget, kind of thing. If 
that’s the case, then all this stuff he’s been thinking about isn’t so 
odd after all. Because maybe there’s a small part of him hoping that, when 
the time comes, he might… get away with it.

He takes a twenty-pound note from his wallet.

He remembers the list in the same pocket and decides that getting away with it 
is going to be a seriously tall order.

He waves the note at the girl, shows her that he’s leaving it on the table 
and tells her she can keep the change.

She mumbles something that doesn’t sound like a thank you.

He calmly picks up his mug, still half-filled with piss-weak tea, and drops it 
on to the floor. The other customers turn at the noise of the mug smashing and 
he walks towards the door, deciding that if heaven and hell did exist, and if 
there were things that could determine whether you ended up going upstairs or 
downstairs, fucking politeness would be one of them.





FOUR





There were perhaps thirty officers gathered in the briefing room for the 10.00 
p.m. parade. Conversation died down quickly as the senior officers came in and 
took their seats. The start of the final night shift before a four-day break, 
and for Thorne it could not come quickly enough.

Friday nights, though, were usually the worst of all.

The PCs were sitting on plastic chairs that had small writing tables built into 
them, notebooks at the ready. The sergeants sat off to one side, save for one 
– the briefing officer – who worked at a computer in the corner, running 
the PowerPoint presentation that displayed on a large screen at the far end of 
the room. Ken ‘Two-Cats’ Pearson; balding with bad skin, harder than he 
looked and so-named after an occasion a few months earlier when he’d run over 
a cat in a patrol car. He’d dutifully driven back to check that the animal 
was dead and, on finding the poor creature still breathing by the side of the 
road, had put it out of its misery with his truncheon. Unfortunately, the moggy 
Pearson had run over was already dead, this one being another cat altogether 
who had been innocently napping in the sunshine.

Everyone had a nickname – except Thorne, as far as he was aware – but this 
one had generated more mileage than most.

Pearson got the nod from Thorne to begin the briefing and, within a few 
seconds, images of half a dozen individuals appeared on the screen. As usual, 
the miaowing began the moment Pearson opened his mouth to speak.

‘Hilarious,’ he said.

‘Only time he’s ever had pussy twice in one day,’ somebody shouted.

Thorne let the laughter die down a little before raising his hand to quiet 
everyone.

‘Right,’ Pearson said. ‘You all done?’

The sergeant ran through details of the various individuals that patrols should 
be keeping a lookout for. Dates of birth and number plates were read out, along 
with several addresses where domestic disturbances had been recently reported 
or drug dealing suspected.

Some officers jotted details down while others doodled. A few just stared at 
the photographs.

When Pearson had finished, it was Thorne’s turn, but there was little he 
wanted to add. He told his team to be particularly watchful around the town 
centre and main shopping parade. He knew they would be extra vigilant on a 
Friday night anyway – when the pubs would be more crowded than usual as wage 
packets were pissed away – but he had been warned by his opposite number on 
the late shift that there was trouble brewing between a Tamil outfit operating 
in the area and one of the local gangs based around the Kidbourne estate. It 
was a boy from this same gang, the TTFN crew, who Thorne had charged with 
assault the previous night after getting smacked in the face.

If such a gang was plying its trade in a leafier area of the city, where the 
hoodies came from John Lewis and the dealers had their car stereos tuned to 
Radio 4, the initials might have stood for Ta-Ta For Now. In Lewisham, they 
stood for something different.

Tell The Filth Nothing.

‘That’s about it,’ Thorne said. ‘Hope it’s Q–- out there.’

Not quiet. Nobody ever said that word for fear of tempting fate. A long-held 
superstition that could make an officer seriously unpopular if it was flouted.

Finally, Thorne nodded towards Sergeant Christine Treasure, who called for hush 
before announcing the pairings for the shift and allocating the rest times. She 
glanced over at Thorne. ‘Fancy coming out with me in the Fanny Magnet?’ 
There were groans, some whistles from the other officers. There was only one 
remotely flashy car waiting in the courtyard: a BMW used as the Area Car for 
high-speed pursuit. Treasure and Thorne were likely to end up in a clapped-out 
Ford Focus, but such was the sergeant’s sexuality and self-confidence that 
she firmly believed any car she was driving to be a Fanny Magnet.

Thorne walked across to Treasure as the briefing broke up. ‘Give me half an 
hour, OK? I’ve got a few things to get sorted here.’



Thorne closed the door of his office and took out his mobile.

Ten thirty on a Friday night, he wasn’t too concerned that he’d be getting 
Phil Hendricks out of bed. All being well, his friend’s night would barely 
even have started. A pub or two first, then a club; somewhere to drink and 
dance and pull. Getting away from the dead for a few hours by celebrating life 
the best way he knew how. Looking for the next sexual partner, whose conquest 
he would memorialise with a new tattoo. Secretly hoping – Thorne knew – 
that each tattoo would be the last he ever needed.

There was a good deal of background noise when Hendricks answered his phone. 
Raised voices, a song Thorne recognised. Shouting over the racket, Hendricks 
told Thorne he was in the Duke of Wellington in Hackney, that he would be 
heading into the West End later on. ‘It’s a nice pub,’ he said, ‘but 
the music’s awful. Why does everyone assume all gay men like Lady sodding 
Gaga?’

Thorne made no comment. Musically, she was not exactly his cup of tea either, 
but he wouldn’t kick her out of bed for Waylon Jennings.

‘I need a favour,’ he said.

Hendricks told him to hang on while he found somewhere quieter. The music got 
louder for a few seconds and Thorne heard Hendricks ask someone to get him 
another beer. Beer to kick things off, then shots later on at Heaven or G-A-Y, 
and maybe one or two other substances that Thorne preferred not to know about.

‘Right,’ Hendricks said, eventually. ‘Go on…’

‘Like I said, a favour.’

‘Come on, hurry up. I’m freezing my tits off out here.’

‘PMs on an elderly couple,’ Thorne said. ‘Lewisham hospital, I’m 
guessing. Probably done earlier today, maybe tomorrow if things are backed up. 
It would be great if you could get a quick look at the reports for me, let me 
know the headlines.’

‘These are homicides, are they?’

‘Can you or can’t you?’

‘Not being funny, mate, but couldn’t you do this yourself?’ Hendricks 
asked. ‘I mean they haven’t taken your warrant card away just yet, have 
they?’

‘Only a matter of time,’ Thorne said. He could easily have requested a copy 
of the PM reports on John and Margaret Cooper, but he knew that coming from an 
inspector outside CID, especially the one who had already signed the deaths off 
as suicide, such a request might well be a… talking point. As far as Thorne 
was concerned, the fewer people talking about him, about this, the better. 
‘Look, I’m asking you.’

Hendricks let out a theatrical sigh. Said, ‘Yeah, all right. I’ll see what 
I can do.’

Thorne gave him the names. Told him to have a good night.

‘That’s one you owe me,’ Hendricks said. ‘Another one.’

There was a knock on the door and Christine Treasure marched in without waiting 
to be invited. Thorne watched as she dropped into the chair opposite him, 
tossed her cap on the desk and began casually rummaging around for reading 
material. She looked up and nodded, as though giving Thorne her blessing to 
finish his call.

Thorne nodded back, mouthed a sarcastic ‘Thank you.’

‘Listen, thanks, mate,’ Thorne said. His voice was a little lower than it 
had been before the sergeant had waltzed in. ‘Give me a shout when you’ve 
had a chance to look through the… you know.’ He glanced up, saw that 
Treasure appeared to be paying no attention to what he was saying. ‘The 
paperwork.’

When Thorne had finished the call, he got up and walked across to the grubby 
mini-fridge in the corner. He pulled out a carton of milk and sniffed it, then 
checked the kettle for water. ‘You want one?’

Treasure shook her head. ‘You all right?’

Kettle in hand, Thorne turned and looked at her. Treasure was the ‘bolshy’ 
sergeant whom Helen had mentioned that morning. Thorne knew the famously filthy 
temper was usually only unleashed upon those who deserved it and suspected 
that, beneath all the bluster, she was actually rather more delicate than she 
wanted to let on. She disguised this ‘sensitive’ side brilliantly, with 
language that would make Malcolm Tucker blush, genuine enthusiasm when it came 
to breaking wind, and being what Hendricks would have called a ‘full-on’ 
lesbian; never reticent when it came to letting anyone – fellow officers 
included – know who she would like to sleep with and exactly what she would 
do with them if she had the chance. While secretly being more than a little 
frightened of her, Thorne liked Treasure’s attitude. At twenty-seven she was 
a far better copper than many he knew with nearly thirty years on the job and, 
despite the fact that the patrol car could get a little… rank after an hour 
or two, she was always his first choice when it came to pairing up.

‘Yeah, I’m fine,’ he said. ‘Why?’

Treasure’s bleached-blonde hair was cut very short at the sides. She ran 
fingers through the longer hair on top, teased it into spikes. ‘Heard you had 
a run-in with a couple of suits last night.’

‘God’s sake,’ Thorne said, quietly. Woodley or one of the others mouthing 
off. Not that he could really blame them. He had guessed that the locker room 
would be full of it. He put the kettle down and switched it on. ‘Just the 
usual handbags.’

‘That’s what they do,’ Treasure said. ‘You should know that better than 
anybody.’

‘Why should I?’

‘Come on, you saying you were any different when you were one of them?’

‘Yeah, I was,’ Thorne said. It was the question he had been asking himself 
on a regular basis since his transfer. Now that the highly polished black boot 
was on the other foot. He tried to make his answer as convincing as possible. 
‘I was.’

Treasure shrugged. Whether or not she believed him, it clearly didn’t matter 
to her either way. ‘You need to get past it though, because it’s going to 
happen again. It’s going to happen a lot.’

Thorne turned back to the fridge and picked up a stained teaspoon.

‘Come on though, isn’t this better?’

‘Better?’ Thorne spooned instant coffee into his mug. Stood over the kettle 
as it began to grumble.

‘Were you really any happier before?’ Treasure asked. ‘Sitting watching 
CCTV footage for hours on end? Talking to the wankers at mobile phone 
companies? I mean, that’s what most of the suits do all day, isn’t it?’ 
She picked up her cap, spun it round a finger. ‘We’re getting something 
different every ten minutes. We’re getting a bit of variety. God knows what 
we’ll run into tonight, could be anything, and that’s what makes it so 
bloody exciting. I’m actually buzzing on the way to work, d’you know that? 
Seriously, I can’t bloody wait. It’s like when you know you’re going to 
get your end away.’

Thorne poured hot water into his mug then turned around to look at her.

‘You really prefer poncing around in a suit? Doing endless paperwork and 
getting screwed over by the CPS?’

‘It’s not always like that,’ Thorne said.

Blinking away a gallery of killers and their victims.

A girl in a coma, a man running towards a bridge, a brother and sister laughing 
as they take something out of a bag.

The faces he still woke seeing sometimes.

‘You want to swan about, being a dick like those two last night?’ It was 
clear from Thorne’s silence, the look on his face, that this was not 
something he really wanted to talk about, so Treasure shrugged and changed the 
subject. She pointed to her eye, then to his. Said, ‘That’s looking good.’

Thorne said, ‘Yeah, not bad,’ and touched his finger to the bruise below 
his eye that had swelled up and turned purple while he’d slept. An almost 
perfect half-moon.

‘It’s quite sexy, actually.’

‘You on the turn, Christine?’

‘You wish,’ Treasure said. She jumped up and fixed her cap on. ‘Come on. 
Let’s get among them, shall we?’

Thorne raised his mug. ‘Hang on—’

‘Leave it,’ she said. ‘We’ll stop off at the BP, get some decent 
stuff.’ The petrol station was a regular port of call on the night shift as 
it gave out free Wild Bean coffee to police officers. A small reduction in the 
profits of British Petroleum in exchange for the presence of uniformed coppers 
on their forecourt every half an hour or so.

‘Yeah, all right.’ Thorne put his mug down and gathered up his cap and 
raincoat. The radio chatter had already begun to get interesting. A group of 
young Tamils gathering near St Saviour’s church. ‘Promise me you’ve not 
been eating sprouts today.’

‘You’re perfectly safe, sir,’ Treasure said. She waited for Thorne in the 
doorway and, as he walked past her, she put a hand on his sleeve. ‘That 
suicide last night. Those two idiots playing “whose cock’s the biggest?” 
You really need to let it go.’





FIVE





As usual, there was half an hour’s paperwork to be done at the end of the 
shift. Thorne had to prepare the handover sheet, and add a line or two before 
signing off on reports of the more serious incidents. Thankfully, there had 
been fewer than might have been expected. A stabbing outside a club, a 
late-night grocer robbed at knifepoint, a fight in the Jolly Farmers between a 
group of less than jolly scaffolders, several of whom had taken scaff bars into 
the pub with them just in case. As a result of the heavy police presence in the 
town centre, the Tamil and TTFN boys had restricted themselves to no more than 
serious eyeballing and verbal abuse. Nastier stuff was coming, but mercifully 
it had not taken place on Thorne’s final night shift of the rotation.

As soon as he was done, Thorne changed out of his uniform and stuffed the bits 
he was taking home into a plastic bag. He took his leather jacket from his 
locker and put it on. In the courtyard, dropping the bag into the boot of his 
car, he exchanged a few words with one or two of the lads as they left. They 
all agreed how much they were looking forward to four days off.

Thorne said his goodbyes, but he was not going home just yet.

He walked back inside, past his office and straight on until he came out by the 
stairwell behind the station’s front desk. He hung his ID around his neck 
then climbed two flights to the second floor. He skirted the CID offices, 
interview rooms and forensic suites, and eventually found himself standing at 
the entrance to the bridge.

Lewisham station, reputedly the biggest in Europe, was composed of two entirely 
separate four-storey blocks linked by a covered walkway, thirty feet long and 
walled in glass. The block in which Thorne worked housed the Borough 
departments: CID and Uniform, Mounted Unit, Dogs. The other building was home 
to some of the more specialist squads: Firearms, Serious and Organised Crime 
and a Murder Investigation Team (MIT) that was the largest in south-east London.

In the three months Thorne had worked as a uniformed inspector at Lewisham 
station, he had never crossed the bridge.

He hesitated for a second or two, then began to walk across. He kept his head 
down as people passed him in both directions, angry with himself for feeling 
jittery, as though he were back at school and creeping nervously towards the 
headmaster’s office. He felt a little better by the time he reached the other 
side. When he remembered that Treasure called it the ‘Wanker’s Walkway’.

The smell was different in this block. Or perhaps it was just the absence of 
those distinctive smells he had become accustomed to in recent months; in the 
locker room and the custody area. There was carpet rather than painted cement 
or peeling floor tiles and there was a good deal of polished, blond wood. There 
was space.

Thorne pushed at the door to the MIT major incident room, but it would not 
open. He stepped back and noticed the entry panel; its ten shiny, numbered 
buttons. He tensed and swore under his breath. There was nowhere in his own 
building to which he could not gain entry by swiping his ID, but it was clear 
that access to the hallowed territory of the Murder Investigation Team was only 
granted to the privileged few who knew the code.

Privileged did not always mean bright, however. Thorne pressed 1-2-3-4 and 
pushed again. This time he swore loudly enough to turn the heads of two women 
chatting further along the corridor.

He knocked on the door.

Through the small window in the door, he watched the man at the desk only a few 
feet away look up, stare blankly at him for a few seconds, then turn back to 
his computer. A woman on the phone at an adjacent desk spared him no more than 
a glance.

He knocked again, a good deal harder, and leaned closer to the glass to make 
sure that anyone who could be bothered got a good look at his expression. 
Finally, the man at the computer dragged his backside out of his chair. He 
walked across to the door as though furious at the absence of a butler to do it 
for him.

‘I want to speak to the DCI,’ Thorne said. He lifted up his ID, held it 
nice and close.

The officer studied it for a lot longer than was necessary. He said, ‘What do 
you want him for?’

Was there a hint of a smirk?

‘What’s your name?’ Thorne asked.

The officer told him and though Thorne had forgotten the name almost as soon as 
he’d heard it, he’d got all the information he needed. He knew the man’s 
rank. Thorne took a second, then walked slowly across until his face was no 
more than six inches away from the detective sergeant’s. He smiled and 
whispered, ‘“What do you want him for… sir?”’

‘Sorry?’

‘You heard,’ Thorne said. ‘Now, I couldn’t give a toss about your 
flashy suit, because even though I don’t wear one of those any more I’ve 
still got a nice white shirt with two shiny pips on the shoulder. Now, last 
time I checked, an inspector was still one notch above a sergeant. Don’t tell 
me that’s changed as well, since my day.’

‘No,’ the sergeant said, confused.

Thorne waited.

‘No, sir.’

The man was clearly not intimidated, the word spoken with as little colour as 
possible, imbued with the same level of respect he might have for a pimp or a 
paedophile. Thorne recognised the tone. It was one he’d used often enough 
himself; carpeted by some bumptious chief superintendent or desperate to twist 
the arm of an over-cautious DCI. But he was not going to accept it from a 
tosser like this. Not now; not simply because the tosser was the ’tec and 
Thorne was the one with the uniform in his locker.

The Woody.

‘Well, I’m glad we’ve got that sorted, Sergeant,’ Thorne said. 
‘Cleared the air a bit. Now piss off and fetch your guv’nor, there’s a 
good lad.’

It was not yet eight o’clock in the morning, but the place was already 
buzzing. Fifteen, twenty officers moving quickly between desks, conferring with 
colleagues or working alone at screens and on phones. Thorne watched and 
listened; the noises, the focus of it all, painfully familiar to him. He turned 
and studied the whiteboard that ran the length of one wall: the photographs of 
suspects, witnesses, victims. The all-important names and dates scribbled in 
felt pen: closed cases in red, open in green. Thorne had spent so many years in 
rooms like this, tapping into the same kind of energy, feeding off it. Standing 
where he was now, as it hummed and crackled around him, he was dry-mouthed 
suddenly and disoriented. He was slightly dizzy.

He felt like a man on the wagon, with a beer in his hand.

After a couple of minutes, a man appeared at the far end of the room and waved 
Thorne across. He greeted Thorne by name and introduced himself as Detective 
Chief Inspector Neil Hackett. Thorne followed him into a large and tidy office, 
took the chair that was offered and glanced out across Lewisham High Street.

The view across the DCI’s desk was not an awful lot prettier. Hackett was at 
least six-four, but his height was not enough to disguise the extra weight he 
was carrying and when he undid his jacket, the gut that spilled out threatened 
to burst the buttons on his expensive shirt.

‘Let me guess then, Tom.’ Hackett let out a sigh as he sat down and the 
chair did much the same. ‘This is in relation to your double suicide Thursday 
night.’

Thorne took a couple of seconds. Said, ‘Right.’ Clearly, the jungle drums 
were even louder, or just being beaten more furiously, than he’d suspected. 
He was certain now that he’d done the right thing in asking Phil Hendricks to 
look at the Coopers’ PM reports.

Hackett smiled, as though Thorne’s train of thought was blindingly obvious 
and he was paying him the courtesy of an explanation. ‘Paul Binns is a mate 
of mine.’

‘That’s nice for you,’ Thorne said.

‘He’s a good officer.’

‘I never said he wasn’t.’

‘Good. Besides, Paul isn’t one of mine, so no point coming crying to me 
with some sort of complaint.’

‘Nobody’s crying to anyone.’

‘Even better,’ Hackett said.

‘I just think that someone might want to take another look at it,’ Thorne 
said. ‘That’s all.’

‘Someone like me?’

‘It can’t hurt, can it?’

Hackett sat back and reached to pat down sandy-coloured hair that was swept 
back from a widow’s peak. Fat-faced as he was, his head still appeared small 
by comparison with the rest of him. ‘I might be missing something here, but 
haven’t you already signed off on this?’

‘I didn’t have a lot of choice,’ Thorne said.

‘But you’re not happy.’

Thorne paused, wanting to choose his words carefully. ‘I didn’t get the 
impression that it was being taken seriously.’ That I was being taken 
seriously.

‘This would be the insulin bottle without a label,’ Hackett said. ‘And 
the fact that the old lady took her teeth out.’

‘Sir,’ Thorne said. That, and something else. A part of the picture that 
did not make sense, but which stubbornly refused to dislodge itself from the 
silt in Thorne’s mind and bob to the surface. ‘Look, I know it sounds a 
bit… thin.’

‘Thin? It’s bloody anorexic.’ Hackett shook his head. ‘You do know that 
the old man was a retired doctor, don’t you? I mean, there’s your insulin 
mystery solved.’

‘No,’ Thorne said. ‘I didn’t know that.’

Hackett leaned forward. ‘Listen, if I’d been there, I would have done 
exactly the same as DI Binns and I wouldn’t have been nearly as reasonable 
about it. It’s not like we haven’t got enough genuine murders on the books 
right this minute.’

‘It didn’t feel right,’ Thorne said.

Hackett laughed. ‘Oh Christ, are you talking about a “hunch”?’

‘No, sir—’

‘I’ve heard all sorts about you, mate, but nobody ever said you were one of 
those idiots.’

‘I’m not,’ Thorne said. Simple, measured. The truth.

‘So what, then?’ Hackett had stopped laughing. His face darkened and he 
suddenly looked in the mood for a scrap. ‘What does “right” mean, 
exactly, Inspector? Right, like the shit you pulled a few months back? Right, 
like forcing a civilian into the middle of an armed siege?’

Thorne felt the blood move fast to his face. The case with Helen. When 
everything had fallen apart.

‘Oh, I know all about it,’ Hackett said. ‘I know that you messed up big 
time and that you cut one or two other corners that we won’t bother bringing 
up now, and that’s why you got bumped off the Murder Squad. It’s why 
you’re working downstairs on the other side of that bridge and hating every 
bloody minute of it.’ He leaned forward. ‘Tell me I’m wrong.’

‘I’m hating every minute of this,’ Thorne said.

Hackett smiled. ‘I know you’re hating it, because I know damn well that 
I’d hate it too. So, it strikes me you’ve only got two options.’

‘I’m guessing you’re going to tell me what they are.’

The DCI pointed a fat pink finger. ‘You’re the one taking up my time, 
remember. So, stop being a smartarse and listen. You can get out. Nice and 
simple… chuck it in and open a pub, get yourself a hobby, whatever. Or, you 
can suck it up and do your job. Your choice. If you decide to stay on, you can 
start by remembering that when somebody kills themselves it’s not actually a 
murder, OK? You can stop playing detective.’

Thorne stood up and said, ‘Thanks for your time.’

Walking out through the incident room, he returned the stare of the man who had 
opened the door, but Thorne looked away first.

He stopped halfway back across the bridge. He pressed his hands and then his 
head against the glass.

Two options.





SIX





‘He made me feel like such a twat,’ Thorne said. He smacked his palm 
against the fridge door, then turned to Helen who was sitting at the kitchen 
table, feeding Alfie his lunch. When she looked up at him, Thorne recognised 
the expression. ‘OK, like even more of a twat.’

‘What did you expect?’

‘God knows.’

‘Seriously.’

‘I know,’ Thorne said. ‘It was stupid.’ He traipsed across and dropped 
into the seat opposite her. At the end of the table, Alfie was spitting out 
more than he was eating and happily smearing orange mush across the plastic 
tray of his high chair. ‘Really… stupid.’

‘Yeah, well it’s easy with hindsight, isn’t it?’ Helen leaned across to 
scoop a spoonful of orange mush – carrot? Sweet potato? – back into 
Alfie’s mouth. ‘So, there’s no need to beat yourself up about it.’

Thorne said, ‘Yeah, I know,’ thinking: Since when did ‘need’ have 
anything to do with it. Of course, in hindsight, he should probably have 
thought things through a little more before marching across that bridge and 
trying to tell someone like Hackett what he should be doing. Not that any 
amount of thinking would have made too much difference in the end. Because 
Thorne had known from the moment Christine Treasure had told him to let it go, 
that he could not.

‘Come on, let’s get you sorted out.’

Thorne had been staring down at the table and looked up, but he saw that Helen 
was talking to her son. He passed her a few feet of kitchen towel from the roll 
on the table and watched as she cleaned Alfie’s face and wiped away the mess 
on his chair. Thorne moved to stand up.

‘Stay there,’ she said. ‘I’ll do it.’

Thorne nodded, grateful, and sat back down. He had not got to bed until just 
before nine and had barely managed four hours’ sleep before waking and 
finding himself unable to get off again; trudging into the kitchen like a 
zombie in pyjama bottoms and a Hank Williams T-shirt.

‘One thing you might want to ask yourself though,’ Helen said. She put the 
dishes into the sink and tossed the dirty bib on to the worktop.

‘What?’

‘Well… going in there like that, stirring things up—’

‘I wasn’t stirring anything up.’

‘OK.’ She smiled. ‘Whatever you call it.’ She walked back to the table 
and lifted Alfie out of the high chair. ‘Was it because you honestly still 
believe there was something iffy about that suicide the other night? Or was it 
really just because you were pissed off at being ignored?’

Thorne shook his head.

‘Tom…⁠?’

He had told Helen some of what Hackett had said to him. The lecture about 
making choices, the gleefully sarcastic comments about what had happened in 
that newsagent’s five months before. He hadn’t bothered to pass on 
Hackett’s final words of wisdom.

The line that had stung more than anything else.

Stop playing detective.

‘Look, it would be perfectly understandable.’

‘Understandable or not,’ Thorne said, ‘that isn’t what’s going on.’

‘You sure about that?’

‘Yes.’ He looked at her. ‘I’m sure about that.’

‘Juice,’ Alfie said. ‘Juice.’

Thorne watched Helen put Alfie down and walk across to the fridge. ‘Is that 
what you really think?’ he asked.

‘I’m just saying you need to ask yourself that question, that’s all.’ 
She reached into the fridge, her back to him. ‘Look, I’m not saying I blame 
you.’

Thorne pushed his chair back hard. ‘Oh, good.’ He stood up. ‘And yes, I 
still think it’s bloody iffy, OK?’

Helen turned, shaking the small carton of juice in her hand. She was still 
smiling, but suddenly her voice had a little less colour in it. ‘Maybe you 
should go back to bed. I’m taking Alfie down to the playgroup, so we won’t 
disturb you. With any luck you’ll get up in a better mood.’

Thorne was already on his way.



He waited until he heard Helen go out, then sat up and propped a pillow behind 
his head. He had made a note of all the numbers he thought he might need before 
leaving the station. Now, he unfolded the piece of paper on which he’d 
scribbled everything down, set his open laptop on the bed next to him and 
reached for his phone.

As offices went, this was certainly the cosiest Thorne had ever worked in.

Assuming that the deaths of John and Margaret Cooper were not the suicides they 
appeared to be – and whatever had told Thorne that was the case still refused 
to make itself known to him – it was safe to say that their two children were 
not serious suspects. Both were in their fifties, with children of their own. 
The son, Andrew, had been in Edinburgh at the time of his parents’ deaths and 
his sister, Paula, lived in Leicester. Both were now staying at a hotel in 
London while making the funeral arrangements, and when Thorne called Andrew 
Cooper’s mobile he was able to speak to each of them in turn.

He passed on his sympathies and assured them that having spoken to the 
pathologist, their parents would not have suffered. That it would have been 
over quickly. Each of them told him how shocked they were. Stunned, they both 
said. Their parents had both been in relatively good health, had seemed well 
and happy, and nobody in the family would ever have expected something like 
this.

‘The last thing…’

The more Thorne heard, the more certain he became and the less bothered by his 
own subterfuge; the fact that he was not calling them for altogether benign 
reasons.

‘I’m sure you’ve got a lot on your plate,’ he said to Paula. ‘But 
have you managed to talk to everybody that needs to be informed? I mean, it’s 
probably the last thing you want to think about, but presuming there was a 
will… I just wondered if you’d spoken to your parents’ solicitor?’

It was the last thing either of them was thinking about, she told him and when 
Thorne offered to do it for them, she said there was really no need. She said 
she did not know this was the sort of thing the police did for bereaved 
families. ‘It’s not going to be complicated anyway,’ she said. ‘It’s 
only me and Andrew and it’s not like it’s a fortune or anything.’

Thorne felt no more than a twinge of guilt when she thanked him for calling.

‘We just have no idea why,’ she said, before she hung up.

Paula had been talking about why her parents would have wanted to take their 
own lives, but lying there, studying the pattern of cracks on the bedroom 
ceiling, Thorne was equally lost when it came to why anyone would want to 
murder them and make it appear that way.

It was certainly not about money. It was not a burglary gone wrong and it was 
not done in a hurry, or in a rage.

The bedroom was tidy.

Nothing had been disturbed.

So what was wrong with the picture?

The last thing – always the last thing – to be considered was that there 
simply was no clear motive of any sort; nothing that Thorne had come across 
before, at any rate. Margaret and John Cooper might have died for no other 
reason than that specific to the individual who had killed them. If this was 
the case – and more than anything, Thorne hoped that it was not – then 
another possibility would need to be considered that was altogether more 
disturbing.

That whoever killed them had done so simply because it was enjoyable.

Thorne looked up another number and dialled.

‘It’s Tom,’ he said, when the call was answered. When the woman at the 
other end of the phone did not respond immediately, he added, ‘Thorne,’ 
then said, ‘Are you busy?’

Elly Kennedy was a civilian intelligence analyst based at the Peel Centre in 
Colindale, in an office just along the corridor from the one Thorne had worked 
in. The two of them had flirted on and off for a while and there had once been 
some drunken fumbling at a party. Thorne had not spoken to her for over a year.

She laughed. ‘Well, I might have known it wasn’t a social call.’

‘Can you speak?’

‘Meaning, can anyone hear me? No, go on, you’re fine…’

Thorne told her what he needed her to look for and gave her some hastily 
thought out parameters.

‘Bloody hell, you don’t want much, do you?’

‘I know, and I’m sorry to be asking, but I really couldn’t think of 
anyone better.’ This was true, but only because her job gave her access to a 
wide range of both police and civil databases. All the same, Thorne was hoping 
that shameless flattery would do the trick.

‘You’re lucky,’ she said. ‘I’m on a break, so I might be able to get 
something to you soonish.’

‘That would be great.’

‘Once I’ve finished this Kit Kat, obviously.’

‘Thanks, Elly,’ Thorne said.

‘So, how are you?’

Thorne guessed that she was really asking if he was seeing anyone, but he did 
not think it would help his cause to give a straight answer. ‘I’m fine,’ 
he said. ‘Getting on with it.’

‘Not going mental, stuck down there with the Woodies?’

‘It’s not too bad,’ he lied.

‘Well, if I come up with anything, maybe you can buy me a drink to say thank 
you.’

Thorne promised that he would and asked Elly to write down his private email 
address. The significance of Thorne not wanting her to use his @met.police 
address was clearly not lost on her.

‘Better make that dinner,’ she said.





SEVEN





Thorne opened his eyes, and for several seconds was uncertain where he was. 
What manner of policeman he was. Later, he would feel more than a little guilty 
at the disappointment of realising he was not in his own bed. But those few 
precious moments before the cold wash of remembrance – what had happened to 
him, what he had lost – were something he would cling on to until it was all 
over.

It was nearly five o’clock and Saturday was darkening beyond the bedroom 
window. He sat up and turned on the bedside lamp. He could not hear anyone in 
the flat, so he reached for his phone and called Helen.

‘I went out for coffee with some of the other mums,’ she said.

‘Oh, OK.’

‘Did you get some sleep?’

‘Yeah… only just woke up.’ He wasn’t sure if Helen had stayed out to 
leave him undisturbed or to get away from his bad mood. Either way, he realised 
that he should probably be saying sorry.

‘I won’t be too long,’ she said. ‘Alfie’s tired.’ Thorne could hear 
the boy grizzling in the background. ‘Listen, I’d better go…’

When he tossed his mobile down, Thorne noticed the laptop on the other side of 
the bed. He got up, pulled on a dressing gown and carried the computer through 
to the kitchen, remembering that it had been the noise of email arriving in his 
inbox that had woken him.

He made himself some tea and went to work.

Picking what had sounded like a reasonable time frame, he had asked Elly 
Kennedy to go back three months and to search for any cases in the Greater 
London area. He had told her to concentrate on suicide victims aged seventy and 
above and to look out most especially for any instances involving couples. 
Though she had found none that directly mirrored the Coopers, she had been able 
to access enough key sources to gather information on a dozen or so cases she 
thought Thorne might be interested in. He was looking for the relevant 
information in police and coroner’s reports, transcripts from the inquest 
where there had been one and, most importantly, statements from family members. 
She had sent the files across relatively quickly and it became clear that there 
had not been enough time to weed out every case that did not quite fit the bill.

The attachment took almost five minutes to download.

Thorne read carefully through all the material Elly had sent, discarding any 
instances where there was clear evidence of serious physical illness or 
depression. He also discounted those where the victim had recently lost loved 
ones or was living in isolation. He knew there would always be occasions where 
family, friends and social services had simply not paid close enough attention 
to suicide indicators, but he still believed that the totally unforeseen and 
inexplicable cases would stand out.

After more than an hour, he was left with two.

A seventy-one-year-old man from Hounslow had slit his wrists in the bath a 
fortnight before. The week before that, a seventy-year-old woman from Hendon 
had left her house in the middle of the night and walked into the Brent 
reservoir.

In both cases, the deceased had appeared happy and healthy before their deaths, 
and the families had said much the same things Thorne had heard from Andrew 
Cooper and his sister.

He would never have done anything like that.

She’d just booked a holiday, for heaven’s sake.

It doesn’t make any sense…

Thorne read through all the documentation one more time and nothing that he saw 
could convince him that these grieving sons and daughters were wrong.

By the time Thorne was putting his recently acquired reading glasses back in 
their case, it was after six. He turned on the TV to check the football scores 
and was happy to see that Spurs had turned Sunderland over at the Stadium of 
Light. Better yet, Arsenal had only scraped a draw. It was more than an hour 
since he’d spoken to Helen and, as they were still not back, he could only 
assume that Alfie had perked up. Thorne was ravenous, and wondered if she might 
fancy a takeaway when she eventually got back. He was midway through sending 
her a text suggesting exactly that when his phone rang.

‘Did you get everything?’ Elly Kennedy asked.

Thorne told her that he had just finished reading it and thanked her again.

‘Listen, bearing in mind what you’re after, I thought you might be 
interested in an odd one that came in earlier today. I only just saw it, 
so—’

‘What?’

‘Hang on.’

Thorne could hear the keyboard clicks as she called up the appropriate screen.

‘Seventy-three-year-old male. Suspected suicide by overdose and exit bag… 
nice and thorough… and there are Murder Squad detectives already on the 
scene. So, something sounds dodgy, doesn’t it?’

Thorne reached up to scratch at the back of his neck; a strange yet familiar 
tickle. ‘Where?’

‘Stanmore,’ Elly said. ‘Some of your old lot, I think.’

Thorne wrote down the address and hurried through to the bedroom to get 
dressed. As he scrambled back into the same clothes he’d come home in that 
morning, he tried to formulate what would be the perfect opening line for DCI 
Neil Hackett when he called him.

‘Looks like I won’t be opening that pub just yet,’ or ‘Fancy coming out 
to play detective with me?’

Perhaps not, but he would think of something.



Hackett was there before him. Thorne watched the man ease himself slowly out of 
a BMW that was considerably newer than his own as he pulled up. The DCI had 
been at Lewisham station when Thorne had called, so could not have got to 
Stanmore that much ahead of him. Nevertheless, an apology seemed like a good 
idea.

‘Traffic was bad,’ Thorne said.

Hackett grunted and shoved his hands down into the pockets of a long black 
overcoat; de rigueur for the stylish DCI about town, though Thorne had never 
seen one in quite this size before. ‘Still not sure what I’m doing here,’ 
he said. He did not give Thorne the chance to answer and instead nodded past 
the two patrol cars towards the pair of uniformed officers standing outside the 
house. ‘Whatever the hell’s going on in there, it’s the wrong side of the 
river for us anyway.’ There was the first hint of a cold smile. ‘Your old 
stamping ground.’

‘I’m not convinced what happened to the Coopers was a one-off,’ Thorne 
said.

‘No?’

‘I think there might be at least two more.’

‘Two more suicides that aren’t really suicides?’

‘Two more cases that should be looked at again at the very least.’

‘All this based on what, exactly?’ Hackett asked. ‘Nothing even a moron 
would call evidence, I know that much.’ He snapped his fingers. ‘Oh, yes of 
course… sorry, I forgot… we should all just go ahead and allocate money and 
manpower and waste every bugger’s time based on you thinking that something 
isn’t “right”. He turned his face away from the wind. ‘Good luck with 
that.’

Thorne looked at the house. The officers on duty outside looked bored to death. 
He pointed. ‘This is nothing to do with me, is it?’

‘Sod all to do with me either, far as I can work out.’

‘Look, somebody in there thought it was worth calling the ’tecs in, 
didn’t they? So there’s obviously something dodgy gone on.’ Thorne was 
struggling to sound assertive while keeping his temper. ‘If it isn’t a 
suicide, then it might well have everything to do with you, because there’s 
every chance it’s connected to our case the other night.’

‘Your case,’ Hackett said. ‘Uniform’s case.’

‘Not if I’m right.’

Hackett nodded, the hint of that smile again. ‘And if that turns out to be 
the case, Inspector, I shall of course be very grateful that you called me.’

Thorne stared at him, waiting for the smile to become a smirk; some sign that 
Hackett was taking the piss. He didn’t see one.

The DCI gestured towards the house. Said, ‘On we go, then.’ He walked 
straight across the small garden to the open front door, ignoring the officers 
outside it and stopping on the threshold; inviting Thorne to enter the house 
ahead of him.

Thorne muttered a ‘Thanks.’

There were more uniforms inside. Thorne produced his warrant card and was 
pointed upstairs. Walking up, he became aware of a smell he recognised, 
something sweet and similar to one he’d encountered at the Coopers’. He had 
not been the only one. Back at the station that night, someone had said, 
‘Cats, I bet. Crinklies always have loads of cats, don’t they?’ Somebody 
else had laughed and said, ‘Bloody hell, don’t tell Two-Cats. He’ll be 
round the nearest old people’s home with his truncheon…’

It wasn’t cats. Thorne had owned one for many years and knew only too well 
what cat piss smelled like. This was not unpleasant, like old furniture and 
soap. Lavender, maybe.

Wasn’t that what his mother had worn? That or Parma Violet…

Thorne could see the body through the open bedroom door and when he stepped 
inside he saw two detectives standing by the window, drinking tea and laughing. 
One of them turned, saw Thorne and said, ‘Bloody hell.’ Thorne was aware 
that Hackett had entered the room and was leaning against the wall behind him.

‘Hello, Dave,’ Thorne said.

DS Dave Holland was someone with whom Thorne had worked closely for almost ten 
years. Thorne had watched as the shine was taken off him day by day; seen him 
graduate from floppy-haired, wide-eyed new boy to an officer whose approach to 
the realities of the Job was now every bit as practical as his haircut.

Holland was understandably surprised to see Thorne and said as much.

‘It’s complicated,’ Thorne said. He could picture the smile forming on 
the face of the man behind him. ‘This might tie in with something at my 
place, that’s all.’

Holland seemed happy enough not to ask any more and introduced Thorne to the DC 
he was working with. The woman nodded a greeting.

‘What’s the story?’ Thorne asked. He took a few steps towards the bed.

Holland moved to join him, nodded towards the body. ‘Topped himself, 
guv…’ He stopped, a little embarrassed at the slip of the tongue, and 
Thorne saw him glance towards Hackett. ‘But same as you said… it’s 
complicated.’

The old man was sitting up, a pale-blue pillow propped vertically behind him. 
His face was somewhat obscured by the plastic bag over his head; the ‘exit 
bag’ that Elly Kennedy had mentioned. The bag was partially steamed up and 
pasted to one side of his face. Vomit had spattered the inside of it and was 
gathered at the bottom, leaking in thin trails where the bag was tied around 
the man’s neck with what looked like the cord from a dressing gown.

There was an open bottle of tablets on the bedside table.

‘Who called it in?’ Thorne asked.

‘The wife,’ Holland said. He nodded back towards the door. ‘She’s in 
the spare room with DI Kitson.’

‘Yvonne’s here?’ Another close colleague until a few months before.

Holland nodded. ‘It’s the wife that’s the problem.’

On cue, Thorne heard a door close along the corridor and a few moments later, 
Yvonne Kitson appeared in the doorway. She stopped and took in the scene. 
‘Tom? Are you…⁠?’

Hackett spoke without looking at her. ‘It’s complicated.’

‘What’s the problem with the wife?’ Thorne asked.

Clearly a little thrown by Thorne’s presence, Kitson stepped into the room, 
picking up the mug of tea or coffee that she had left on top of a cupboard. 
‘Well, she’s not saying she helped him do it, but she admits being here 
when it happened. So, not assisted suicide as such, but you never know, the CPS 
might see things differently. The law’s all over the bloody place with stuff 
like this, but I think we’ll just have to arrest her and see what happens.’

‘Waste of bloody time,’ Holland said.

Now Thorne knew why detectives had been called in. He felt as though he’d 
just driven fast over a hump-backed bridge.

‘I know,’ Kitson said. ‘But we’re here because we have to be.’ She 
cradled her mug and stared down at the old man. ‘Stomach cancer, apparently. 
She said they’d been talking about doing it for ages. Said that he’d begged 
her.’

‘The things we do for love,’ Hackett said. ‘Fantastic song, that.’

When Thorne turned and saw the look on the man’s face, he suddenly understood 
that Hackett had known exactly what to expect; that he had come into the house 
before Thorne had arrived. It explained why Holland and the others had not 
bothered to acknowledge him, why Hackett had been content to stand back and 
watch as Thorne was made to look and feel like an idiot.

Thorne could see just how much Hackett had enjoyed it.

‘We’ll be off then,’ Hackett said. He looked at Thorne then turned 
towards the door. ‘Maybe you’d like to walk me to my car…’

Thorne walked a few steps behind Hackett, who took more time on the stairs than 
even a man his size might need and stopped to exchange a few pleasantries with 
the officers outside the front door. Nobody spoke until they were almost at 
Hackett’s car. He pressed the remote to unlock the door, then said, 
‘Happy?’

‘Look, I wasn’t the one who called Homicide in,’ Thorne said. ‘I was 
only going on what I’d been told and it seemed to fit. Obviously, I’m sorry 
it didn’t turn out like that.’

Hackett waved the apology away. ‘Don’t be sorry, Inspector. I honestly 
can’t remember the last time I had that much fun.’

Thorne nodded, noticing how bad the man’s teeth were when he smiled, and 
wondering whether a punch or a kick in the bollocks would put him down first.

‘More to this job than having fun though.’ Hackett’s smile vanished. 
‘So, let’s make sure that’s the last time I hear so much as a whisper 
about dodgy suicides, all right? Stick to burglaries and arresting drunks, and 
next time you come across that bridge, it better be because you’ve got lost. 
Fair enough?’

Thorne swallowed and said that it was.

‘Seriously, the wrong side of me is not where you want to be.’ Hackett 
opened the car door and heaved himself inside. ‘I might be a fat bastard, but 
I am far from fucking jolly.’





EIGHT





After a late breakfast, Thorne fetched the Sunday papers and they walked across 
to Brockwell Park. It was not exactly warm, but the day was bright enough and 
Alfie got more excited the closer they got to the children’s playground.

‘Eh-owd,’ he said. ‘Eh-owd…’

There were plenty of other people at the play area and they needed to wait a 
few minutes before Alfie could get a turn on the swings. Thorne stood with 
Helen while she pushed.

‘You OK?’ she asked.

He had not told Helen about his trip to Stanmore the night before, telling her 
when he finally got home that he’d been out for a drink with one of the boys 
from the station. Last-minute thing. He had stopped off on his way back to pick 
up a couple of cans and drunk them in the car. It helped with the breath, with 
the lie, but he had needed them anyway.

‘Still tired, I think,’ Thorne said. He was doing his best to appear 
cheerful, but wasn’t sure that he was making too good a job of it. He had 
that kind of face and he knew it, a default expression that often made others 
wary. Thorne could be pig-in-shit happy and people would still ask him what the 
matter was.

They sat for a while watching as Alfie jumped on and off a series of raised, 
plastic stepping stones, letting out a loud yelp of excitement each time he did 
it. When he landed awkwardly and fell, Helen was off the bench in an instant. 
Thorne had not been watching but jumped up as soon as he saw Helen do it. Alfie 
got to his feet, his face screwed up tight as though he had not decided whether 
to laugh or cry and when he opted for the former and climbed back on to the 
stepping stone, Thorne and Helen sat down again. They pulled the papers out of 
a plastic bag and Thorne began looking for a report on the Spurs game.

‘Sometimes I think I worry about him too much,’ Helen said. ‘That I’m 
being overprotective.’

‘You’re bound to be,’ Thorne said.

She looked at him, a hint of suspicion. ‘Why?’

He put the paper down. ‘Well, your job for a kick-off.’ Helen was a DS on a 
Child Abuse Investigation Team. She had told Thorne stories that had been hard 
to listen to. ‘You’ve seen what happens when parents don’t give a shit.’

She shook her head. ‘Kids aren’t abused just because their parents don’t 
give a shit.’

‘You know what I mean.’

Helen stared at her son, waved when he looked briefly in her direction before 
toddling away again. ‘Maybe it’s because it’s just me and him. Well, it 
was…’ She hesitated, a little flustered.

‘I know.’

‘I mean, for quite a while.’

Though he and Helen had come together following the siege in which she had 
become involved months earlier, he had actually met her briefly more than a 
year before that. Her partner, Paul, had been killed in unusual circumstances 
and Helen – heavily pregnant – had taken it upon herself to try and find 
out why. Thorne knew that Paul had not necessarily been Alfie’s father, that 
there had been an affair before Paul had died. Thanks to listening equipment 
installed by a surveillance team during the siege, a lot of people knew, though 
he and Helen had never talked about it.

‘Louise lost a baby,’ Thorne said. ‘Not long before we split up.’

Helen reached for his hand.

Thorne had not spoken too much about his previous relationship. Louise was just 
his ‘ex’. ‘Actually, it’s probably why we split up, you know, looking 
back on it.’

‘It’s hard,’ Helen said.

‘I didn’t react very well.’

‘That’s understandable.’

‘I think the problem was I didn’t react enough,’ Thorne said. 
‘Something like that happens and it’s no good if you both… go to pieces, 
so I was the one that just got on with things. Work, whatever. I think it came 
across like I didn’t care enough. I know that’s how it came across.’ He 
turned, saw that Helen was staring at him. ‘I did though…’

Helen was about to speak when Thorne’s mobile rang. When he answered and 
recognised the voice on the other end, he stood up and walked away from the 
bench.

‘Thorne? We need a quick chat.’

There was a roving uniformed chief superintendent on call at all times on 
either side of the river. They were there to give the necessary authority when 
required: to extend custody from twenty-four to thirty-six hours, to ‘ping’ 
a suspect’s mobile phone. What Christine Treasure called the 
‘sneaky-beaky’ stuff. They were also there, of course, to dish out the 
slaps when they were deemed to be called for. One of the few crumbs of comfort 
Thorne had gained from his move to uniform was that he would no longer have to 
deal with the one senior officer he had come closest to thumping during his 
years on the Murder Squad. The unctuous weasel who had taken sitting on the 
fence to Olympic heights and who returned Thorne’s evident antipathy with 
interest. Thorne had been horrified to discover, within a day or two of taking 
up his new post, that the chief super working south of the river was that very 
same weasel.

Trevor bloody Jesmond.

‘I understand you’ve been rather overstepping your boundaries,’ Jesmond 
said. His tone was that unique mixture of emotions that Thorne knew only too 
well. Disgust at the behaviour and unbridled delight at being able to stamp on 
whoever was responsible. ‘Some things never change, do they?’

‘Been talking to Neil Hackett then,’ Thorne said.

‘It doesn’t matter.’

‘That’s a yes then.’

‘It doesn’t matter who I’ve been talking to, because now I’m talking to 
you.’

‘I thought we could be looking at a murder.’

‘Yes, I know.’

‘That it might be part of a pattern.’

‘You thought wrong, didn’t you?’

Thorne swallowed. ‘Looks like it.’

‘Besides which, that’s not your job,’ Jesmond said. ‘Much as you might 
wish it still were.’

The man was strictly a by-the-book merchant, so Thorne had asked himself what 
on earth Jesmond could have done to find himself working on Borough. Had he 
been caught with the Commander’s wife? Mother? Dog? It was far more likely 
that he had requested the transfer purely out of a desire to make Thorne’s 
life as miserable as possible.

He was extremely good at it.

‘I get that,’ Thorne said. He turned and saw that Helen was watching him. 
If he appeared less than delirious a few minutes ago, he wondered what his face 
was showing now.

‘Good. You’ve been warned.’ Jesmond let that sink in, then chuckled. 
Fingernails on a blackboard. ‘Just like old times.’

Thorne grunted.

‘Best not make a habit of it though, eh? You might not relish what you’re 
doing at the moment, but trust me, you’d enjoy being a sergeant a damn sight 
less.’

When Jesmond had hung up, Thorne walked back to the bench and sat down. He 
picked up a paper, did nothing with it.

‘All right?’

Helen had clearly heard enough to get the gist. ‘Jesmond,’ Thorne said.

‘Ah…’

‘Yeah, well, that’s me told.’ Thorne opened his paper. ‘Hackett clearly 
had a major problem with me going across that bridge, so MIT is now strictly 
off-limits.’

‘This still about that double suicide?’

Thorne continued to turn the pages.

‘You never finished telling me about what happened with you and Louise,’ 
Helen said. ‘What we were talking about before.’

Thorne shook his head. ‘I think the moment’s gone, don’t you?’

They sat in silence for a few minutes. Helen read her paper while Thorne stared 
towards the playground, every shout and squeal cutting right through him. His 
phone chimed in his pocket and he took his time reaching for it, guessing that 
Jesmond had not finished with him.

The text was from Hendricks.

Cooper paperwork done.

A few minutes later, Thorne said, ‘I think I might go out for a drink with 
Phil a bit later.’

‘Yeah, OK.’

‘I’ll probably stay at the flat.’

‘Makes sense,’ Helen said. ‘You don’t need to drive.’

Thorne nodded. ‘I wouldn’t be very good company anyway.’

Helen looked up as Alfie came running across. He wrapped himself around 
Thorne’s leg and wiped a runny nose against his jacket.

She said, ‘Whatever you think.’





NINE





He’s heading west for this one.

The travelling doesn’t bother him a great deal. He’d always known he’d 
need to do a fair amount of running around and, besides, it gives him a chance 
to see a bit more of the city. He’d missed London. Missed it more than some 
of his family in the end, but that wasn’t much of a contest. He’d given 
what was left of them up as a bad lot the same time they’d turned their backs 
on him. If they couldn’t be bothered, then he sure as hell wasn’t going to 
try too hard.

You got back what you put in, that was the way he saw it.

He drives out through Shepherd’s Bush towards the Westway, first time he’s 
seen the place in thirty-odd years. He knocked around here a fair bit as a 
younger man, back when you could still see speedway or greyhound racing at 
White City Stadium and the BBC made shows at the Empire and Lime Grove studios, 
where the Beatles recorded their first-ever broadcast. He recalls some of the 
scrapes in the Springbok or the Crown and Sceptre, the odd spot of argy-bargy 
with the QPR boys on match days, and he remembers plenty of more serious 
business done later on. Here and in Chiswick. In the West End too, of course. 
Not better days, necessarily, he’s not soft about it, not sentimental. 
Different, though, no arguing with that.

He was sentimental, he’d hardly have that bag sitting on the back seat, would 
he? He wouldn’t be bowling along the A40 on his way to use what was in it.

Thinking about how this one’s likely to play out, he can’t even remember 
why he chose to do things this way, why he wanted to make each one different. 
It was probably just because he’d had so much time to sit on his backside and 
think about it. He’d made a plan, so he was going to stick to it, simple as 
that. It wasn’t even as if one method was any more or less enjoyable than 
another, because enjoyment didn’t enter into it, not really. No question it 
made things a bit more interesting though, added a bit of mustard to the 
proceedings. Variety might well be the spice of life, but it definitely made 
death a bit more interesting too.

He pulls across into the inside lane, in no great hurry. Singing that Beatles 
song about lonely people and funerals nobody goes to, and thinking that the 
music definitely was a damn sight better back then.

Thinking that variety is something he hasn’t had in a long time.





TEN





‘I’d only have thrashed you anyway,’ Hendricks said.

‘Yeah, course you would.’

‘And it really upsets me when you cry like a girl.’

Thorne was bemoaning the fact that they could no longer play pool in the 
Grafton Arms. The room upstairs where they had spent many evenings playing for 
beer was now a multi-purpose ‘function suite’. Salsa classes, birthday 
parties and a comedy night once a month, to which Hendricks had insisted on 
dragging Thorne a few weeks earlier. Thorne had made the mistake of sitting 
near the front and been mercilessly picked on by a hectoring compère. He was 
still not sure how the comic had found out he was Old Bill – the smart money 
was on Hendricks, of course – but the ribbing had carried on for most of the 
evening, the man milking as many cheap laughs as possible from asking, ‘Can I 
smell bacon?’ every time he came on stage.

After the show, Thorne had sought the comic out at the bar and congratulated 
him on doing a good job. The comic had shrugged and said, ‘No hard feelings, 
mate.’ Thorne said what he thought he should say, that he didn’t know how 
anyone could get up there in front of all those people, hardest job in the 
world. The comic had grinned and said, ‘Money for jam, mate. Hundred and 
twenty quid, cash in hand.’

‘I hope you’re declaring that,’ Thorne had said. As the comedian’s 
mouth fell open, Thorne had leaned closer and said, ‘Oink!’ before 
sauntering away.

‘So, curry back at yours, is it?’ Hendricks asked. He raised a bottle of 
Czech lager and put a third of it away.

Thorne swallowed a mouthful of Guinness. ‘Sounds good,’ he said. ‘At 
least you can walk home now, instead of stinking up the sheets on my sofa 
bed.’

‘We’ll see what kind of state I’m in, shall we?’

Hendricks had recently moved into a flat in Camden, which was no more than a 
ten-minute walk from Thorne’s in Kentish Town. The pub was spitting distance 
away from Thorne’s place and he had dropped the car off before walking back 
to meet Hendricks.

‘All settled in?’

‘Still in boxes, mate.’

‘Well it’s not too late to change your mind,’ Thorne said. ‘Admit 
you’ve paid way over the odds for what’s basically a tin shed.’

Hendricks had bought one of the futuristic-looking, aluminium-clad flats on the 
banks of the Regent’s Canal. The flats – the work of the same designer 
responsible for the Sainsbury’s directly opposite – were highly prized, but 
Thorne thought they looked like space-age toilets and said as much.

‘I like it,’ Hendricks said. ‘Besides, it’s dead handy for the 
supermarket, or if I ever fancy throwing myself in the canal.’ He raised his 
beer. ‘Talking of which…’

‘Yeah,’ Thorne said. ‘I suppose we should get it over with.’

‘Hang on, I thought this was why you were so desperate to meet up.’

It had been. Thorne had spent the day clinging to the hope that Hendricks might 
have found something to explain why the Cooper suicides had felt so wrong. That 
the bodies themselves might have provided the answer. Driving north though, the 
notion that double-checking the post-mortems could possibly vindicate him or 
somehow justify the unholy amounts of crap that had rained down in the last few 
days had begun to appear ridiculous. Worse than childish. By the time he was 
pulling up outside his flat, he was resigned to being there for no other reason 
than a simple and overwhelming need to see his friend. To get some sympathy and 
to get wasted.

Now, twenty minutes and a pint and a half into it, he said, ‘Go on then.’

‘Your bog-standard insulin overdose,’ Hendricks said. ‘Nice easy one.’

‘Suicide, yeah?’

‘Nothing else going on that I could see.’

Thorne nodded, drank.

‘I mean the old man had a touch of liver disease and some of his wife’s 
arteries were none too clever, but that’s what happens at their age. Well, 
you’ll find out yourself soon enough.’

Thorne put his beer down. ‘What if someone gave them those injections?’

‘No signs of struggle,’ Hendricks said. ‘No tissue under fingernails.’

Thorne grunted. That much had been obvious at the crime scene. ‘There’s 
something else.’

‘What?’

‘Buggered if I know,’ Thorne said. He stared down at the table. ‘It’s 
doing my head in.’

‘This? Or the whole thing? The uniform, I mean.’

‘I don’t know. Bit of both.’

Hendricks sat back, sighed. ‘Come on then, let’s hear it.’

Thorne told him. The apparent suicide of an elderly couple for which there 
seemed no reason and the similarity to at least two other cases. The nagging 
doubt that had become a fixation. His clash with Neil Hackett and how it had 
all fallen apart the previous evening at that house in Stanmore. When he’d 
felt like an over-enthusiastic novice.

‘Jesus…’

‘“Jesus, that’s a really interesting theory” or “Jesus, how could you 
be such a knob”?’

‘Define “interesting”,’ Hendricks said.

‘There was no reason for the Coopers to do that,’ Thorne said. ‘No reason 
at all. There was something wrong in that bedroom.’

‘Yeah, but look at it from their point of view, Hackett and his lot. You’re 
not exactly giving them much to get worked up about, are you?’

Thorne reached down and pulled out a sheaf of papers from his bag. He slapped a 
file down on the table and pushed it across. ‘No reason for it,’ he said. 
‘No reason for Brian Gibbs to slash his wrists in the bath.’ Another file. 
‘No reason for Fiona Daniels to drown herself in the reservoir. Look at the 
statements from the families for God’s sake.’

Hendricks moved his beer as the paperwork piled up in front of him.

‘Look at it, Phil.’

Hendricks picked up a file and flicked through the pages. ‘Yeah, but what 
does “no reason” actually mean, though? Most of the time we’ve got no 
idea why people do anything. You know that better than anyone.’

Thorne shook his head, but he knew that his friend had a point. How often had 
he really known what was going on inside the head of a killer? Whenever some 
mild-mannered quantity surveyor butchered his wife and kids there were always 
friends and neighbours queuing up to tell people what a ‘perfect’ family 
they were. How it was the last thing anyone had expected. Was it really any 
different with loved ones? Had Thorne ever known what was going on inside his 
own parents’ heads? He’d certainly made a right royal balls-up of trying to 
figure Louise out and she would probably say the same thing about herself.

‘Sorry, mate, but it’s not enough,’ Hendricks said. ‘Thinking they 
“weren’t the type” to kill themselves counts for sod all.’

‘OK, but you can’t argue with the facts and figures.’ Thorne reached 
down, produced more papers. ‘I’ve looked into this and the numbers just 
don’t stack up. There’s only four hundred and something suicides in London 
every year and the majority of those are a lot younger than the people we’re 
talking about here. Agreed?’

Hendricks shrugged a ‘maybe’.

‘Now… you get into the over seventy-fives and it’s more like two hundred 
a year, nationwide. Women, it’s less than half that.’ He stabbed at the 
files on the table. ‘There’s two women in there, for God’s sake.’

Hendricks thought about it. ‘Sorry, but I don’t think those figures are 
quite as impressive as you think they are.’

‘What?’

‘Look, I do know about this stuff.’

‘Come on, Phil.’

Hendricks held his hands up. ‘All right, let’s be generous and call this a 
“cluster”. I don’t think it is for one minute, but even if it was, 
sometimes there’s just no explanation for these things. Remember a few years 
back? Twenty people killed themselves in one year, all under twenty-five, all 
in the same small town in south Wales. Now, that was a cluster, but nobody’s 
any the wiser about why it happened.’ He gathered up the files, squared them 
off. ‘There’s nothing… sinister about it. Or about this.’ He handed the 
files over. ‘There’s no bogeyman, mate.’

Thorne took the papers and shoved them hard back into his bag. He picked up his 
glass and sat back.

Hendricks grinned. ‘Look at you though.’

‘What?’ Thorne said.

‘With your “theories” and your actual “research”. You’re more of a 
detective now than when you were one.’ He picked up his beer bottle, prepared 
to empty it. ‘Sodding Inspector Morse! Have you started listening to opera 
and doing crosswords an’ all?’

Thorne looked at him; blinked slowly then swallowed fast.

‘Mind you, opera would definitely be preferable to your bloody cowboy music. 
Lonesome bloody whippoorwills or whatever.’ Hendricks saw Thorne’s 
expression. ‘What?’

‘What you said before.’

‘What, about opera?’

‘No…’ Thorne was already reaching for his phone.

Hendricks shook his head. ‘You’ve lost me, mate.’

‘Drink up,’ Thorne said.

‘It’s a bit early to eat, isn’t it?’

Thorne ignored him. He was looking through his list of recently dialled calls. 
Searching for a grieving son’s number.





ELEVEN





A hundred yards or so from his front door – walking as quickly as he was able 
in an effort to prevent his dinner going cold – Alan Herbert decided that 
when a trip to the fish and chip shop was the highlight of your day, things 
could definitely be better.

Sundays were always, well… Sundays, but even so.

The day had not panned out quite the way it was supposed to. He hadn’t 
planned on dozing away most of his afternoon for a kick-off. Waking up with a 
crick in his neck and drool on the front of his sweater, surprised to see that 
it was already dark outside. He had never intended to spend the majority of his 
waking hours slumped in front of the television, eking out the Sunday paper and 
using what little energy he could summon up to heave himself out of his chair 
every hour or so to go and put the kettle on again.

Drowning in bloody Tetley’s.

By rights, he should have been seeing them off about now. ‘Take care’ and 
‘See you soon’ and the kids waving out of the Hyundai’s back window. He 
should be sorting out the leftovers from their lunch; a chicken sandwich for 
supper, maybe.

His son had called bright and early to let him know they wouldn’t be able to 
make it after all. His youngest coming down with something, so he said. Really 
sorry, he said, because they were all looking forward so much to visiting. One 
of the kids was always coming down with something. Almost as often as his 
daughter-in-law had to change her plans for the weekend at the last minute 
because of work, or there was a problem with the car.

Always something.

There were lights on in many of the front windows as he passed. Curtains were 
drawn or blinds were down. He walked on, wondering how many of the people 
behind them had spent their Sunday unconscious, drooling, drinking tea.

Killing time.

It might help of course if he didn’t get up so ridiculously early. There 
would be fewer hours to get through. He’d always thought it was stupid, the 
way old people did that, when the fact was that most of them had bugger all to 
do. All the same, there he was, dragging himself out of bed before seven most 
days; wide awake and dressing in the dark so as to be good and ready for a day 
doing nothing.

A collar and tie, for pity’s sake.

Down to a life wearing one sort of uniform or another, he supposed, but still…

‘You should see someone,’ his son had said to him on the phone a few months 
before.

‘Doctor, you mean?’

‘Well… or some of your old mates. Get out and about a bit more.’

‘I can’t be arsed.’

Some days I can’t bring myself to turn the lights on and those trips to the 
kitchen feel like an assault course…

He had been to see the doctor.

‘It’s not unusual to be depressed,’ the GP had told him. ‘Given your 
age and circumstances.’

‘Depressed? Both my knees are buggered and I can’t hear for shit. I’m 
bloody livid!’

Easier to make a joke of it, same as always.

The hinges screamed when he pushed open his front gate and he remembered that 
there was oil in the garage, somewhere. It had been a long while since he’d 
ventured inside. He hurried up the path, stopping only to kick aside a 
fast-food container that some passing drunk had thrown into the garden. The 
smell of his haddock and chips increased his hunger, the bag warm under his 
arm. He’d taken the vinegar out of the cupboard before he’d left, buttered 
some bread.

He had just turned the key in the lock when he heard the voice behind him.

‘Hello, stranger.’

He turned, saw an old man walking up the path towards him. A cap and a long, 
dark coat. The face was familiar, as much as he could make out in the 
half-light, but Herbert couldn’t place it.

‘Sorry,’ he said. ‘Do I…⁠?’

‘Yeah, been a while, mate. Definitely been a while.’ The man was walking 
faster, only a few feet away.

‘Christ,’ Herbert said, dropping his dinner as the name came to him, just a 
second too late.





TWELVE





Andrew Cooper stood on the doorstep of his parents’ house and studied his 
visitors for a few seconds before inviting them in. He was short and stocky, a 
rugby player’s build, with a full head of almost entirely grey hair and blue 
eyes that were watery behind his glasses. He might well have resembled his 
father, but based on what Thorne had seen of John Cooper, it was impossible to 
tell.

The son looked exhausted.

‘Thanks for letting us come round,’ Thorne said. ‘I know it’s a bit 
late.’

‘Glad of the break,’ Cooper said. ‘I’ve spent all day putting stuff 
into boxes and bin-bags.’ He nodded at nothing in particular. ‘Paula’s 
back at the hotel. She couldn’t face this, so…’

‘It’s understandable.’

‘I got the short straw,’ Cooper said.

Thorne and Hendricks followed him into the living room. The furniture had been 
pushed back against the wall and the centre of the room was now taken up by 
those boxes and bin-bags Cooper had mentioned. Thorne saw him staring at 
Hendricks and made the introductions.

‘Doctor Hendricks is helping me out,’ Thorne said.

‘I’m a pathologist,’ Hendricks said, at a loss for anything else to say.

Cooper said, ‘You’re not the one who…⁠?’

‘No,’ Thorne said.

‘No,’ Hendricks repeated, shaking his head. ‘I’m just a consultant.’

The three of them stood a little awkwardly and looked around the room. Thorne 
and Hendricks were both still chewing the gum they had stopped off to buy on 
the drive down. It wasn’t lost on Thorne that he was doing exactly the 
opposite of what he’d done the night before, when he’d wanted the beer on 
his breath.

Thorne nodded towards the upright piano against the far wall. ‘Which one of 
them played?’

‘They both did a bit,’ Cooper said. He perched on the arm of an old leather 
sofa. There were patches of sweat under the arms and at the neck of his baggy 
grey T-shirt. ‘Still did. The old songs, you know?’

Thorne nodded, remembering something he’d been thinking about in the room 
upstairs a few nights earlier.

Spoon, croon, honeymoon.

‘So what, like Cole Porter or whatever?’

Cooper laughed. ‘More like Gene Vincent or Eddie Cochran,’ he said. ‘Dad 
was a Teddy boy.’

‘Oh, right,’ Thorne said. It was easy to forget that those who seemed so 
old – even to him – had once been every bit as rebellious in their day as 
those who came after them. That bondage trousers and Mohicans were no more 
shocking than drainpipes and DAs. He tried to picture the old man in all the 
gear, dressed to the nines in velvet drape coat and winkle-pickers, but the 
picture would not come.

The yellowing teeth, the sliver of greyish tongue…

Cooper stood up. ‘You said something about the bedroom?’

They followed him upstairs, waited behind him as he hesitated on the threshold 
for just a second or two, then stepped inside. There were more bags and boxes. 
The dressing table and the window ledge, on which Thorne remembered seeing 
arrangements of family photos, were bare. The bed had been stripped.

‘You haven’t thrown anything away, have you?’ Thorne asked.

Cooper turned to look at him. ‘No.’

‘No, of course not. I didn’t mean…’

‘Just haven’t had the chance yet,’ Cooper said. ‘That’s all. 
There’ll certainly be a few trips to the charity shop once I’m finished, 
mind you. I mean obviously there’s loads of stuff that means a lot, but Paula 
and I both agreed that there’s no point hanging on to clothes or what have 
you. The knick-knacks, you know?’

Thorne nodded, thinking about his father. Thinking that there had been no need 
to choose what to wrap carefully in brown paper and what to bag up for Oxfam. 
That there had been nothing much of anything left after the fire.

‘All the stuff’s still in here,’ Cooper said. ‘So, help yourself.’

‘Thanks,’ Thorne said. ‘Shouldn’t take long.’

‘I’m still not exactly clear what it’s all about, mind you.’

Thorne exchanged a look with Hendricks. ‘Well, there’s still the 
possibility of an inquest and, if that happens, I want to be sure my memory of 
exactly what was in this room that night is as clear as possible.’ Cooper 
considered this for a few seconds and shrugged. ‘Just belt and braces, 
really,’ Thorne said. In fact, now that the suicide had been signed off on 
and the cause of death established beyond doubt, an inquest was extremely 
unlikely, but Thorne’s explanation had obviously sounded reasonable enough. 
It would have been just his luck had Andrew Cooper turned out to be a lawyer or 
a coroner’s officer.

Thorne felt uncomfortable lying, but it was certainly an easier reason to give 
for his presence than the real one, and not just because of the distress that 
might have caused.

‘So what if we do find it?’ Hendricks had asked him in the car. ‘What the 
hell use d’you think it’s going to be anyway?’

‘Not a clue,’ Thorne had said.

Hendricks had groaned, but Thorne had not intended the pun.

Despite Cooper’s invitation to help themselves, he remained in the doorway as 
Thorne and Hendricks began to search.

It only took a few minutes.

They began with the bin-bags, as they seemed more likely to be destined for the 
charity shop than the boxes and Thorne guessed that what he was after would not 
be among the items of sentimental value. It was easy enough to assess the 
contents of each black bag quickly and it was Hendricks who found what they had 
come looking for in only the third bag he had rummaged through.

He said, ‘Here you go,’ and handed it to Thorne.

‘What?’ Cooper said, from the doorway.

The book of crossword puzzles. The tatty paperback that Thorne had seen lying 
on the floor on Margaret Cooper’s side of the bed. On the floor below the 
bedside table on which book and glasses had been so neatly arranged.

What was wrong with the picture?

‘Why was it on the floor?’ Thorne had asked as they were driving down.

‘I don’t know,’ Hendricks had said. ‘Because she dropped it?’

‘When though? It’s not like you inject insulin and then bang, you’re 
spark out a second later and the book you’re reading falls from your hand, 
anything like that. And more to the point, I don’t think you spend a few 
minutes knocking off a crossword just before you and your old man top 
yourselves, do you? You do something like that because it’s the same thing 
you do every night before you go to sleep. That’s her routine, right? Same as 
taking her teeth out in the bathroom. That’s what she does on a normal 
night.’

‘It might have been lying there from the night before.’

‘No way.’ Thorne had shaken his head, adamant. ‘Everything else on her 
side of the bed was neat. Methodical. Just that book on the floor, because 
maybe she meant to drop it…’

On his knees, Thorne opened the book and flicked through the pages, past dozens 
of completed crosswords. He stopped at the first one that was incomplete; the 
one he believed Margaret Cooper had been busy with on the night she and her 
husband had died.

The words were easy enough to spot.

The blue biro pressed heavily against the paper, the letters that little bit 
thicker than the others in the grid.

In seven squares towards the bottom.

HELP US





THIRTEEN





There’s actually a rhythm to it, like what do you call it, like a woodpecker 
or something. A rat-tat-tat.

The noise that the gun barrel makes against the old man’s teeth.

He was trembling enough before – probably had that shaky thing in his hands 
same as lots of old people have – so it’s hardly surprising that it’s 
going like billy-o, now he’s got the barrel rattling around in there.

Herbert pulls the gun from his mouth. He fights for breath. He’s dribbling 
and gasping like they might not even need the bloody gun and he says, 
‘Please…’

He’s sitting in a chair, probably the same one he sits in to watch TV which 
is currently tuned to one of those cable channels that show endless repeats. An 
episode of The Sweeney, which is quite funny, all things considered. The TV is 
turned up nice and loud.

‘Come on now. We’ve been through this.’

‘I can’t,’ Herbert splutters.

There are two guns, of course: the one he pressed into the old man’s shaky 
hand and the one he’s currently pointing at the old man’s head. Months 
before, putting all this together, he’d realised he’d need an extra 
incentive for this one. Something that would stop Herbert simply turning the 
gun round and pointing it at him. A threat over and above the big one.

‘Do you want me to show you again?’

‘No,’ Herbert says.

‘One more look? Might help you feel a bit braver.’

‘No!’ The old man shakes his head and it’s hard to tell if it’s tears 
or sweat that’s spattering the collar of his shirt.

‘Right. Lovely. So, shut up and get on with it.’ He steps back, the gun 
still pointed, just far enough away to avoid the mess, though he’s fairly 
sure which way that will all be going. He waves a finger. ‘You need to angle 
it up a bit as well.’

Herbert puts the gun back into his mouth. Pushing it past lips that don’t 
want to open, teeth that refuse to stop chattering. He gags and withdraws the 
barrel an inch or two.

‘Probably tastes a bit… oily, doesn’t it?’

Fear was all he’d seen last thing from the others. Piss-yourself terror, but 
this one’s a game old bird, had to give him that much. Naked bloody hatred in 
this one’s eyes for those few seconds before they close and his finger jerks 
against the trigger.

Done and dusted.

Not quite so much noise as he was expecting, no more than a banger going off, 
but he was right about the mess. He puts his gun back in the bag and steps 
forward to have a good look.

There’s stuff stuck to the wall, like bits of mince and eggshell and it gives 
it a… texture. Same as, what was it called? Flock wallpaper.

Like an Indian restaurant.





PART TWO


YOUR BLOODY JOB





FOURTEEN





‘OK?’

Helen looked up to see DC Gill Bellinger leaning against her desk, papers in 
hand; just passing. Helen nodded and smiled, but Bellinger did not seem in any 
hurry to go anywhere. Keen for a little more than a smile and a nod.

‘Yeah, fine,’ Helen said.

If not quite on a daily basis, Helen certainly heard it every few days. She 
heard it at the coffee machine, in the cafeteria, during stilted and 
unnecessary ‘catch-ups’ with her DCI. She heard it from good friends and 
distant colleagues, auxiliary staff she barely knew. The same question or some 
variation on it.

‘How’s tricks, Helen?’

‘So, what’s up?’

‘Good day?’

Wherever, whenever, whoever; she knew very well what they meant.

Are you all right?

And she knew what they were really asking.

Are you sure you didn’t come back to work a little too soon? Should you not 
have had a few more of those counselling sessions?

She did her best to answer the questions as casually as they had been asked, 
but it wasn’t easy, because she had begun to grow tired of the concern. Now, 
even the lamest of jokes or most gentle of enquiries could cause her to snap at 
someone. This was stupid, because it would only confirm what some of them 
thought they already knew. She was on edge at best, unstable at worst, and this 
was anything but ideal when it came to working with abused children.

So she told herself she was being paranoid and tried to curb her temper.

‘Fine,’ she said again.

Bellinger laid down her paperwork on Helen’s desk. She leaned closer and 
lowered her voice. ‘So, how’s things with Tom?’

Gill Bellinger was the member of the team Helen trusted most, a solid drinking 
partner when one was needed and a good friend who had done all she could to 
take care of Helen’s family during the siege three months before. She was 
also the only person Helen had told about Thorne; a slip, during one of those 
much-needed drinking sessions. She and Thorne had decided it might not be a 
sensible idea to go public about their relationship just yet, both well aware 
that the circumstances in which they had got together – that first tender 
moment, an honour guard of armed police and Thorne awash with another man’s 
blood – were likely to set too many tongues wagging.

‘All good,’ Helen said.

‘He coping, then?’

Helen looked at her friend. Thought: What, coping better than I am, you mean? 
Coping with me? Then she saw Bellinger’s expression change and understood 
that she had been talking about Thorne’s reassignment to uniform. She told 
herself to calm down.

‘Yeah, I think so.’

‘Better than we would, I bet,’ Bellinger said, laughing. ‘God, can you 
imagine?’ She straightened her nicely cut grey jacket and gave a mock 
shudder. ‘Back into those bloody black skirts and old lady tights. Or even 
worse, the trousers!’

Helen nodded towards her computer. ‘Sorry, Gill, I’m up to my eyeballs.’

‘No probs.’ Bellinger gathered up her files and stepped away. ‘We’ll 
catch up later…’

Helen raised a hand and smiled again and wondered how best to avoid her friend 
for the rest of the day.

‘Lunchtime, maybe,’ Bellinger said.

Helen went back to the document on her screen. A statement from the neighbour 
of a two-year-old discovered at home alone with multiple fractures. A woman who 
claimed to have been ‘worried about that poor child’ for months, but not 
quite worried enough to have picked up the phone and let anyone know.

Thorne was coping pretty well, Helen decided. Certainly a damn sight better 
than she would be in the same circumstances, Gill Bellinger had been right 
about that much. Some days were a little more difficult than others, of course. 
There were… silences. There were times when it was best for them to avoid one 
another and when she couldn’t wait for him to bugger off back to Kentish Town 
and sulk on his own. Tom Thorne was nobody’s ray of sunshine 24/7, but 
she’d heard enough about him to know that he was a moody bugger long before 
he’d been bumped off the Murder Squad. It didn’t bother her too much, 
because she knew it was something they had in common. Any copper who didn’t 
know what a black mood felt like wasn’t doing their job properly. It was just 
a question of how you chose to handle it, that was all. The people, the things 
you turned to.

The music, now that was an issue, the dead dogs and the lost loves, but it was 
a minor irritation, all things considered.

Helen tried to focus. The neighbour of the injured child who demanded to know 
why it had taken this long for the police to do anything. ‘We could all hear 
the poor little beggar crying,’ she’d said.

Things had certainly been tense between the two of them over the last few days, 
since that Friday night shift. Thorne had got a bee in his bonnet about those 
suicides, about being so firmly put in his place and it was clear that he had 
been expecting a little more support from her. They had not spoken since the 
afternoon before, when he’d driven off to meet up with Phil Hendricks. She 
looked at her watch. He was probably still sleeping off a hangover; the last 
day’s rest before he was back at work.

A little more support…

Helen glanced across and saw that Gill Bellinger was watching her from the 
other side of the office. She turned back to her screen and reminded herself 
that were it not for the bee in Thorne’s bonnet three months before, she 
might not be sitting where she was.

He would still be doing a job he loved.

She would call him at lunchtime, she decided. See what he was up to. She could 
see if her sister would take Alfie for a few hours, then offer to drive up to 
Kentish Town and they could have dinner in that Indian place he was always 
banging on about.

A young DC stopped at her desk on his way back from the Gents. She looked up at 
him and smiled.

‘Everything all right, Helen?’ he asked.





FIFTEEN





‘A couple of hours, Dave. That’s all.’

‘So, what?’ Holland said. ‘I just stroll out, do I?’

‘Why not?’

‘Nip down there on my lunch break and pretend I got lost on my way to the 
canteen?’

‘You’ll think of something,’ Thorne said.

‘Right.’

‘Maybe you can say you were visiting a source.’

Thorne waited, listened to Holland breathing on the other end of the phone. He 
pictured the space Holland was in, one he knew well. He imagined him at his 
desk in the Incident Room, head down, keen to avoid eye contact with anyone 
during a conversation he almost certainly should not be having. Holland had 
known as soon as he’d answered the phone. Thorne had heard it in his 
tentative greeting, the nervousness as his voice had dropped to a whisper, the 
pause before the inevitable question.

What can I do for you?

‘What about afterwards?’ Holland asked.

‘I don’t know,’ Thorne said.

‘Good to know you’re thinking ahead.’

‘We’ll cross that bridge when we come to it.’

‘It’s the we that’s worrying me.’

‘Come on, Dave…’

Thorne waited again. Blinked away the faces of Andrew Cooper, Neil Hackett, 
Trevor Jesmond. Wasn’t crossing the bridge what had got him into this 
situation to begin with? He drummed his fingers against the edge of the table, 
reached for his mug and took a slurp of lukewarm tea. The low rumble of a train 
heading from Kentish Town to Gospel Oak rose up through the floorboards and was 
swiftly followed by the gentle tinkling of glasses in the kitchen cabinet. One 
of the reasons he’d been able to buy the flat so cheaply.

‘Dave…⁠?’

He had not slept much the night before. The rush after finding Margaret 
Cooper’s message had only intensified as he and Hendricks had driven north 
again, as they had talked, argued about what to do next. Now, he could still 
taste the adrenalin, its metallic tang like a reminder of a heavy night’s 
boozing on that first morning belch. Eight o’clock on a shitty Monday and, 
notwithstanding the lack of sleep, he felt fresher, more awake than he had in a 
long time. He wanted to crack on. He wanted to be out of the door and away 
before any of those second thoughts Hendricks had been so insistent upon.

‘Let’s talk about career suicide,’ Hendricks had said when Thorne had 
dropped him off. Standing on the pavement, the thump of a bass and the shouts 
of late-night revellers drifting down from Camden High Street. Leaning down to 
stare back at Thorne through the open car door. ‘You know that’s what this 
is, don’t you?’

‘You a shrink now, as well?’

‘Just a mate,’ Hendricks had said.

‘This about the other night?’ Holland asked now. ‘You showing up at that 
suicide in Stanmore?’

‘It’s… connected, yeah.’

‘I think I might need a bit more than that.’

Thorne could hear phones ringing in the background, the buzz of voices in the 
Murder Room. The same seductive hubbub that had made his blood pump a little 
quicker for so many years, that had left him feeling dizzy when he’d walked 
into the MIT at Lewisham.

He glanced around his living room. He could do it from here if he had to, from 
one room, with one phone. Push came to shove, he could do it from his car.

He gave Holland the highlights, swallowed the last of his tea.

‘So… say I go down there,’ Holland said. ‘I talk to whoever and it is 
part of the same thing—’

‘The same series of murders.’

‘Yeah, say it is. Then you hand this over, right? You make sure there’s a 
proper investigation.’

‘I’ll do whatever needs to be done.’

‘I’ve known you too long,’ Holland said.

‘For what?’

‘For that to fill me with any confidence. To be thinking anything except I 
should run a mile.’

Thorne pressed the phone against his ear. Rubbed the side of his face. 
‘Listen, maybe I should ask somebody else.’

‘Who?’ Holland asked. Spat on a whisper, the anger clear enough. ‘Who 
else are you going to ask?’ Now, it was Holland’s turn to wait. ‘Give me 
one good reason,’ he said, eventually. The anger was gone and now there was 
only resignation. ‘Just one.’

Because you’re a friend? Thorne thought. No. Because you’re a good copper, 
because once, at least, you wanted nothing more than to be one. Maybe. Thorne 
remembered what Christine Treasure had said to him, the excitement she felt 
coming into work, and he remembered the way she had disparaged the desk-jockey 
detective.

‘What else are you going to be doing, Dave?’ he asked. ‘Watching CCTV 
footage for hours on end? Talking to the wankers at mobile phone companies?’



When the call was finished and Holland had folded the piece of paper on which 
he’d scribbled the relevant information into his pocket, he looked up to see 
Yvonne Kitson on the other side of his desk.

‘All very secret squirrel,’ she said.

‘What?’

‘All that whispering.’ She smiled and nodded, sipped from a plastic cup of 
coffee. ‘Now, you’re blushing. Something I shouldn’t know about? 
Something Sophie shouldn’t know about?’

Holland tried to manufacture a story and quickly decided that some truth would 
make the lie more convincing than none at all.

‘Thorne,’ he said.

Kitson raised an eyebrow. ‘He tell you what the hell he was up to the other 
night? Aside from getting a bollocking, that is.’

‘He’s got a spare ticket for the Spurs game, Wednesday night.’

‘You don’t like football.’

‘I don’t think there’s anyone else he could ask,’ Holland had said.

They talked for a few minutes about a case they had caught the day before: a 
fatal stabbing at a christening in Tufnell Park. When Kitson had gone, Holland 
went back to the report he had been working on when Thorne called. He thought 
about those few seconds spent staring at the caller ID and wondering whether to 
let the call go through to his answerphone. He wondered whether choosing to 
answer it would rank as one of the stupidest decisions he’d made in a while. 
He wondered how well Yvonne Kitson’s bullshit detector was working that 
morning, and how long he could reasonably get away with taking for lunch.



Twenty minutes or so before his destination, Thorne pulled into a service 
station on the M4. He filled up the car with petrol, bought a coffee and took 
one bite of a croissant that tasted as though it had been baked several days 
earlier. Then, he called Helen.

‘Heavy night, was it?’ she asked.

‘Not particularly.’ He pulled off the forecourt and eased the BMW on to the 
slip road back to the motorway. He glanced at the clock on the dash. It was 
just after nine thirty. ‘It’s not that late.’

‘No, I just thought you might have called last night.’

‘Sorry.’ Thorne waited for a lorry to go by in the inside lane, then pulled 
out and accelerated past it. ‘Just putting the world to rights with Phil, you 
know how it is. By the time I got home it was after eleven and I didn’t want 
to wake you up.’

‘It’s fine,’ Helen said. ‘I don’t know why you didn’t have a lie-in 
this morning though. Make the most of your days off.’

‘I know,’ Thorne said. Two more days until he was back at work on the early 
shift. ‘I’ve got a fair bit of running around to do, so…’

‘Are you driving?’

‘Yeah, I’m just going up to the garage in Highgate,’ Thorne said. He 
pulled into the outside lane and pushed the car up to eighty. ‘The brakes 
felt a bit spongy yesterday, so I’m going to try and get the pads changed.’

‘You’ve still not got that hands-free kit sorted, have you?’

‘I’ll get round to it.’

‘Last thing you need is to get nicked.’

‘Yeah, I know,’ Thorne said.

‘Why don’t you talk to the garage about it while you’re there? See if 
they can fit one while you wait?’

Thorne grunted, thinking that getting pulled over for using his mobile while 
driving would not be too much of a blot in a copybook that was already full of 
them. More blot than copybook, if truth be told.

Not that there was much of that going on.

‘Listen, I was thinking about tonight,’ Helen said.

‘Actually, I might be seeing Phil again,’ Thorne said quickly.

‘Really?’

‘Boyfriend problems.’ He glanced at the sign for the next turnoff; three 
more to go. ‘I mean God knows why I’m the only one he can talk to about 
this stuff, but there you go.’ Helen said nothing. All Thorne could hear was 
crackle on the line and the soft shush of his tyres on a motorway still wet 
after early-morning rain. ‘Obviously I’m going to try and get back, but I 
don’t know how late it’ll be, so…’

‘Not if you’ve had a drink,’ Helen said.

‘Well, if I can’t, I’ll make sure I’m there for when you get in 
tomorrow night, yeah?’

‘OK, whatever.’ There was another pause. ‘I’d better get back anyway, 
so—’

‘Yeah, I’ll let you go.’

‘Don’t forget about that hands-free thing.’

‘Have a good day,’ Thorne said.

Helen said, ‘You too,’ and hung up.

Thorne tossed his phone on to the passenger seat and slowed a little as he drew 
close to a van that showed no inclination to pull over. He reached to reload 
the CD that had been playing when he’d stopped. Listening to George Jones and 
Tammy Wynette, loved-up and singing, ‘We’re Gonna Hold On’, he tried not 
to think about the concern in Helen’s voice and how many lies he had told her 
in a two-minute phone conversation.

George and Tammy had divorced two years after recording that song.

Ten minutes later he was drifting on to the slip road at Junction 10 and trying 
to imagine how the conversation he was about to have might go. How to play it. 
Along with the coffee and the sugary cardboard of that croissant, he could 
still taste the metal in his mouth.

A dozen, he had told her. A dozen lies at least. And all to cover up the 
biggest lie of all.





SIXTEEN





‘I’ve got a spare key,’ she said. ‘Just to be on the safe side, you 
know? I suppose I could always have called a neighbour or the police or 
whatever, asked them to pop round, but I just had this feeling when he wasn’t 
answering the phone, so I drove down there and let myself in.’ The woman’s 
face tightened. ‘I could smell it the second I walked through the door.’

‘How long had it been?’ Thorne asked.

It was not in the information he had been sent by Elly Kennedy, so Thorne did 
not know how many days the body of Brian Gibbs had lain undiscovered in the 
bath before his daughter had found it. How advanced the decomposition had been.

She shook her head. ‘It wasn’t much more than a few hours, I don’t think, 
but it wasn’t… that. It was the blood. I could smell the blood.’

‘Right,’ Thorne said.

‘Like meat, when it’s on the turn.’

They were sitting in the front room of a three-bedroom semi, in a quiet 
cul-de-sac that backed on to a golf course a mile or so from the centre of 
Wokingham. Looking around as Thorne had entered, it was apparent that the woman 
he had come to see was fond of crime novels, Impressionist prints and scatter 
cushions, while the sweat that began to bead on his forehead almost immediately 
told him that she liked to keep the temperature in her home ridiculously high. 
He was happy enough to take his jacket off, though he still felt far from 
relaxed. Perched on the edge of the armchair opposite him, fingers interlaced 
on her knees, Jacqui Gibbs was clearly no more relaxed than he was.

‘Like meat,’ she said again, a little more quietly this time.

During the silence that followed, a small, fat terrier wandered into the room. 
It was not the prettiest of dogs, with rheumy eyes and a pronounced underbite, 
but Jacqui clearly found it adorable. She rubbed its ears for half a minute and 
talked softly to it, before ordering the dog back to its basket in the kitchen. 
As it waddled away, Thorne said, ‘I don’t mind dogs.’

‘He’s old,’ Jacqui said. ‘Starting to do his business all over the 
place, bumping into things. I know I should really take him to the vets, but I 
can’t bring myself.’

‘It’s not easy,’ Thorne said.

She looked around the room as though seeing it for the first time. ‘I mean, 
it’s just me, isn’t it, rattling around in here? Be even worse once he goes 
and I don’t think I could get another one. Not for a while, anyway.’

The room was immaculate; it smelled of polish and some kind of plug-in 
freshener. People often tidied up before the police paid a visit, but Thorne 
guessed that this woman had not made a special effort. He looked down at the 
plate of perfectly arranged digestives and chocolate fingers that she had 
brought in with the tea.

‘Have one,’ she said.

Thorne said, ‘Thank you,’ and took a digestive. The chocolate fingers were 
already starting to melt.

‘My husband and I got divorced as soon as our youngest went to college,’ 
she said. Chewing, Thorne looked across at her and she smiled. ‘Stupid 
really. You stay together because of the kids and then just when they’re all 
set to head out into the big bad world you make it clear that you’ve actually 
been unhappy for however many years and they feel terrible. Why do people do 
that?’

Thorne shrugged. ‘I’ve not got any kids, so…’

‘So, that’s why I’m a Gibbs,’ she said. ‘Went back to my maiden name 
as soon as we’d separated. In case you were wondering.’

Thorne had already worked it out, but said, ‘OK,’ anyway.

‘I’m Gibbs on the internet,’ she said.

Thorne waited.

‘Internet dating, you know?’ She waved away any comment that he might be 
about to make, though Thorne had no intention of saying anything. ‘And yes, 
you do have to watch out for the odd perv or whatever, but there’s hundreds 
of thousands of people doing it these days, especially if you’re my age and 
there’s not much chance of meeting anyone at work. I do all the IT at an 
estate agent’s in town and they’re all about twelve!’

Thorne laughed and she laughed too, and he could feel a trickle of sweat moving 
behind his ear. Jacqui Gibbs was somewhere in her mid-to-late forties. She was 
the kind of woman Christine Treasure would have described as ‘milftastic’ 
and slowed the Fanny Magnet down to get a good look at. If there was any grey 
in her dark hair she had dyed it out and her jeans and well-cut white shirt 
accentuated a figure that a woman twenty years younger would have been happy 
with. Thorne guessed that she would attract rather more ‘pervs’ than she 
had bargained for.

‘I mean, I’m looking for someone who’s at least eighteen!’

Nerves or loneliness? Whatever the reason, it was evident that Jacqui Gibbs 
wanted to talk. Thorne was happy enough to let her, relieved to see her 
relaxing a little, though he was keen to get back to the subject of her father 
and the manner in which he had died. As it was, she did not make him wait very 
long.

‘He was doing so well, that’s the stupid thing.’ She spoke casually, as 
if they had been talking about her father’s death the whole time, as though 
she had not yanked the conversational wheel and veered away on to her search 
for love, the way her divorce had messed up her kids or the health of her 
terrier. ‘He was in a right state after Mum went, but that was five years ago 
now and he’d sorted himself out. There were a few bits and pieces 
health-wise, course there were… he couldn’t get around as well as he had 
done and his hearing was definitely getting a lot worse… but he was happy 
enough.’

‘That’s good,’ Thorne said.

‘No, not happy enough. He was happy.’

‘What did you think when you found him like that?’

‘I thought it was… ridiculous,’ she said. ‘It sounds a bit mad, I know, 
what with the knife and all that, but looking at him lying there, and all that 
blood… I thought it must have been an accident or something. I mean, all 
sorts of stupid things go through your head, don’t they?’

‘Course they do,’ Thorne said.

She looked at him. They listened as a car drove slowly past, the low growl and 
frantic thump of oversized speakers turned up way too loud. Some drum ’n’ 
bass fanatic on his way to play golf.

‘You said something about “looking at Dad’s death again”.’ Once more 
she moved her hands on to her knees, the fingers locked around one another. 
‘On the phone, that’s what you said. What does that mean exactly?’

This was why Thorne was there and there was no easy way to get into it.

‘Can you think of any reason why someone might want to hurt your father?’

‘Hurt him?’

‘I don’t think it was suicide,’ he said.

‘But I saw him.’

‘I think it was made to look like suicide.’

Jacqui said, ‘What?’ and then thought for a few moments. She took a deep 
breath and set down her tea, and said, ‘I suppose it’s still too early for 
something a bit stronger.’



A quick look at Google Maps told Holland that Graham Daniels lived no more than 
a few minutes from the reservoir in which his mother had drowned five weeks 
earlier. It also confirmed that his work address was only a mile and a half 
from where Holland was based at the Peel Centre. There and back in an hour, 
tops. By mid-morning, Kitson was deep into a meeting, so Holland decided to go 
while he had the chance. The lunch hour would have been marginally less risky, 
but it made sense to try and get away before the man he was going to see had 
the chance to disappear in search of his own lunch.

Made sense. Like doing it made any bloody sense at all.

It was a small printing business on a busy stretch of West Hendon Broadway, in 
a parade of shops between St Patrick’s Roman Catholic Church and Hendon 
Mosque. There were no customers waiting. A man and a woman were at work behind 
the counter, so Holland was fairly sure that the man in the Pleased-2-Print 
T-shirt stepping forward to greet him was Graham Daniels. He was tall and 
balding and his smile revealed teeth that had yellowed near the gums.

Holland showed his warrant card and asked if he could have a chat. The man 
stopped smiling and stared at him, and Holland said, ‘About your mother.’

Daniels thought about it for a few seconds, then told the young woman, who was 
busy at a guillotine at the back of the shop, that he would not be gone long.

‘My daughter,’ he said, following Holland out on to the pavement and 
reaching for cigarettes. ‘Only supposed to be helping out, earning a few quid 
before she goes to college, but now she reckons she’s enjoying herself so 
much she might not bother with college at all.’

They walked towards a small café a few doors along. It was dry but windy, and 
while Daniels struggled to light his cigarette, Holland fastened his jacket to 
prevent his tie flapping.

‘What do you think?’ he asked.

‘I’m torn, if I’m honest,’ Daniels said. ‘Obviously I want her to go, 
but it’s great having her around, you know? Her mother certainly wants her to 
go, mind you, so I probably won’t have a lot of say in it.’

‘Right,’ Holland said, like he knew what Daniels meant.

Once Daniels had finished his cigarette, they found a seat in a quiet-ish 
corner and Holland bought them both a cup of coffee. As soon as it was laid in 
front of him, Daniels said, ‘So, what about my mother?’

‘Can you tell me what happened?’ Holland asked.

Daniels looked shocked, then annoyed. ‘Don’t you know?’

‘Broadly,’ Holland said. ‘This is a… separate investigation.’

Daniels considered this for a few seconds. He sighed heavily. ‘She walked out 
of her front door in the middle of the night in her slippers and dressing gown. 
She walked across a main road and across the field to the Welsh Harp. That’s 
the Brent reservoir…’

Holland nodded.

‘She took off her slippers and her dressing gown and she… walked into the 
water.’ He swallowed. ‘They found the dressing gown neatly folded in the 
mud the next morning. Her slippers were side by side. Then they found her. 
OK?’

‘How do you know all this?’

‘There was CCTV,’ Daniels said. ‘Bloody everything’s on CCTV these 
days, isn’t it? Only as far as the field, and they were able to piece the 
rest together.’ He stared down into his coffee. ‘It wasn’t the easiest 
thing to watch.’

‘No, I’m sure it wasn’t,’ Holland said.

‘So?’ Daniels picked up his cup, studied Holland across the top of it. 
‘Listen, I really don’t want to be away from the shop too long.’

‘Was there anyone else on that footage?’

Daniels blinked. ‘Why would there be?’

‘I just need to make sure.’

‘It was the middle of the night.’

‘Nobody walking the same way she was? Just ahead of her or behind her, 
maybe?’

‘I’ve got no idea,’ Daniels said. ‘I only watched the bits that my 
mother was in.’ He raised a hand, let it drop to the tabletop again. ‘Look, 
obviously I’m missing something here, because you seem to be suggesting… 
well, I don’t know what you’re suggesting, but—’

‘At the time, you said you were shocked that your mother had taken her own 
life.’

‘Christ, of course I was shocked. Wouldn’t you be?’

‘No, more than that,’ Holland said. ‘You talked about how she’d booked 
a holiday. How she was the last person in the world who would do anything like 
that.’

‘Yes, she’d booked a holiday.’ Daniels drew a nicotine-stained finger 
slowly back and forth along the edge of the table. ‘She was a member of a 
gardening club and she drove to the cinema once a week. She read books and had 
friends and she loved her grandchildren. She had a life… she had a good life 
and deciding to end it like that was something I never dreamed she might do, 
not in a million years. None of us did. That doesn’t mean that I thought 
there might be any other explanation. I mean, bloody hell… it doesn’t mean 
I thought for one second that somebody else might have… been responsible.’

Holland leaned forward a little and lowered his voice. ‘Look, I know this is 
out of the blue,’ he said. ‘But I need to tell you we’re looking at 
exactly that possibility.’

‘Possibility?’ Daniels opened his mouth and closed it again. ‘Based on 
what? Have you got evidence?’

‘I can’t really go into details,’ Holland said. ‘Look, I know this is a 
lot to take in.’

Daniels appeared to take it in quickly enough. ‘Who?’ he asked. Then, 
‘Why, for God’s sake?’

‘That’s something you might like to give some thought to. Maybe talk to 
some of her friends.’

‘Me?’

Holland nodded. Yes, because this ‘investigation’ I’m banging on about 
does not exactly have the biggest of teams working on it. ‘They might be a 
bit more comfortable talking to you,’ he said.

‘This is stupid.’ Daniels shook his head. ‘She was a seventy-year-old 
woman, there’s no reason anyone would want to hurt her. She got on with 
everyone.’

‘We need to make sure,’ Holland said.

‘So, how…⁠?’ Daniels’ voice cracked. He lowered his head. ‘Do you 
think someone took her into the reservoir? Pushed her…⁠?’

‘Was your mum a strong swimmer?’

‘She was seventy, I told you. It was freezing that night. Just the shock of 
the water must have…’ Daniels’ voice was raised now and he pushed away 
tears with the heel of his hand. There were people looking across at them from 
other tables.

‘I’m sorry,’ Holland said.

‘Are your parents still alive?’

The affectionate father was long gone now and Holland could only sit staring at 
the bereaved son, whose grief was still all too real and raw. Holland had been 
confronted with more than his fair share of anguish over the years. He had 
delivered death messages, stood at hospital bedsides, watched fathers, mothers, 
husbands and wives break down and demand to be told what to do; told how they 
were ever supposed to get up in the morning again. That was work. That was what 
he was paid to deal with.

But this was not his job.

He did not have to do this, should not have let himself get talked into doing 
it, and at that moment he could happily have punched Tom Thorne.



Thorne pulled on his jacket and watched Jacqui Gibbs pour herself a second 
small measure of Glenlivet.

‘I won’t tell anyone,’ he said.

She shrugged. ‘Who’s going to care?’ She took a sip, then stood as she 
saw Thorne move towards the living-room door.

‘It’s fine,’ Thorne said. ‘Stay there.’

She walked over to him anyway and they stood together, a little awkwardly, in 
the open doorway.

‘It’s funny,’ she said. ‘Everything you’ve told me, I mean it’s not 
exactly good news… I still can’t take it in if I’m honest, but I feel 
better. Does that make any sense?’

‘I think so,’ Thorne said.

‘If somebody did this, at least it means that Dad hadn’t been miserable. He 
wasn’t so unhappy that he’d do that to himself.’

Thorne told her that he understood, though in clinging to that meagre crumb of 
comfort, he knew that she was somehow ignoring the pain that her father must 
have suffered. The terror Brian Gibbs must surely have felt at the end. Perhaps 
the full implications of what she’d been told had not sunk in yet, or maybe 
that small measure of Glenlivet had been one too many.

Thorne stepped out into the hall.

Jacqui followed him and at the front door he took a card from his wallet and 
gave it to her. It was an old one, with his mobile number only and with the 
word Detective coming before the word Inspector. If he were ever called upon to 
answer for it, he would say that he had simply handed over an old card by 
mistake. He doubted that a single misleading word on a business card would be 
the worst of his problems by that point.

He tried not to think about it too much.

‘Call me on that number if there’s anything you want to talk about,’ he 
said. ‘Or if anything occurs to you.’

Thorne doubted that anything would. He was almost certain that no 
run-of-the-mill motive would emerge for the murder of Brian Gibbs or for any of 
the others. Not that he’d told Jacqui Gibbs there were any others.

‘I’ll do my best,’ she said.

He had not gone there expecting the woman to reel off a list of her father’s 
mortal enemies or to name the individual who had borne a terrible grudge 
against him after a falling-out over dominoes in the local pub. ‘I mean 
it,’ he said. ‘You can call me any time you like, about anything.’

‘Thank you,’ she said. ‘It’s really nice that you’re taking such a 
personal interest in whatever happened to my dad. You don’t expect that kind 
of thing these days. Everything’s call centres, isn’t it?’

Thorne nodded and turned away in case the guilt washed blood to his face. 
Because he was keeping the truth from her. Because, in the interests of 
self-preservation, he needed her to call him and nobody else. And because he 
knew that taking such a ‘personal’ interest rather than handing it over to 
others who would do the job properly might be the very thing that enabled her 
father’s killer to escape justice.

As he reached for the door, he cast an eye across the framed photographs on a 
shelf above the radiator.

‘What’s this?’ he asked. He picked up a tarnished frame and studied its 
contents. He had seen many such pictures before. On a manicured lawn in the 
sunshine or occasionally outside Scotland Yard, with that iconic sign spinning 
slowly behind them. The same formation of smartly dressed men and women, senior 
police officers in dress uniform on either side.

The same ceremony.

Jacqui Gibbs stepped close to him and looked down at the picture. ‘Oh, Dad 
got some kind of medal or a commendation or whatever. Donkey’s years ago, 
this was.’ She placed a fingertip to the glass. ‘Doesn’t he look lovely 
in that suit?’

‘A commendation for what?’

‘God, I’m trying to remember it all,’ she said. ‘He never talked about 
it that much afterwards. I mean, I can remember us all getting dolled up the 
day he got it. The dress I was wearing, all that. I’d’ve been about 
fourteen, something like that, so that tells you how far back we’re 
talking.’

Thorne waited, tried hard to keep the impatience from his face. ‘It would be 
good if you could really have a think about this.’

‘There was a trial,’ she said. ‘He was a witness at a trial. I’m sure 
he must have kept all the newspaper cuttings…

A few minutes later, when Jacqui had finished telling him as much as she could 
remember, she said, ‘Do you think this might have something to do with what 
happened? I saw the look on your face.’

‘I’ve no idea,’ Thorne said. It was a fact, but so was the tickle at the 
nape of his neck, his desire to get out of the house as quickly as possible and 
make a call.

‘Do you want to hang on to it?’ she asked. ‘The picture?’

Thorne looked at it again.

‘No, really,’ she said. ‘It’s fine. I mean, I want it back, 
obviously.’

Thorne guessed that the photograph would not be of any further use. He knew the 
way the commendation system worked – that there were only a small number of 
such ceremonies each year and that the members of the public honoured had been 
of assistance in any number of different investigations – but he thanked her 
anyway and promised that the photograph would be taken care of.

‘I need to clean it up a bit. It got so filthy up in Dad’s loft.’

As Thorne walked away from the front door, she was still clutching his card and 
saying, ‘I’ll call if I can think of anything else.’

The second he was out of sight and walking quickly towards the car, Thorne 
reached for his phone. Holland was rather short with him when he answered.

‘Listen, I’ll be quick,’ Thorne said. ‘When you talk to Graham 
Daniels—’

‘I’m with him now,’ Holland said.

‘OK, that’s great,’ Thorne said. He pressed the remote on his key fob to 
unlock the BMW. ‘Call me when you’ve finished. Just make sure you ask him 
what his mother was doing thirty years ago.’





SEVENTEEN





Monday was a quiet night in the Grafton Arms. No laughter or salsa music from 
the room upstairs to disturb those in search of a little something to take the 
edge off before they got home or others quietly drinking away the evening. The 
mechanised soundtrack of till and fruit machine was lively enough for all 
concerned. There was certainly nothing close to exuberance from the three men 
at a table in the corner. This, despite the progress they had made that morning 
and had continued to make, thanks to the one sitting nearest the toilets; the 
one who looked the least happy of any of them to be there in the first place.

Thorne handed him his pint and sat down. Said, ‘Listen, Dave, I know you’ve 
still got concerns, all right?’

Holland swallowed and grunted into his glass.

‘I just want you to know I’m taking them on board.’

‘How, exactly?’

Thorne’s turn to drink.

‘I still don’t know why you’re not handing this across.’ Holland looked 
to the third man at the table for some support. ‘Especially now, I mean, 
Christ…’

‘You’re wasting your time,’ Hendricks said. ‘You have worked with him 
before, haven’t you?’

Thorne flashed a sneer at his friend, then looked back to Holland. ‘I 
tried,’ he said. He remembered the look on Hackett’s face when he’d 
walked across the bridge to the MIT, and that night in Stanmore. ‘I tried on 
several occasions and I was politely told where to go. Only not very politely. 
I promise you, Dave, they think it’s a joke.’

They think I’m a joke.

‘Maybe they don’t,’ Hendricks said. ‘Maybe it just suits them to sit on 
their hands.’ He took a drink as Thorne and Holland turned to him and waited. 
‘Well, let’s face it, suicides look a damn sight better on the balance 
sheet than unsolved murders, don’t they?’

Thorne nodded, considering it. Hendricks had almost certainly been half joking 
himself, but what he had said was horribly plausible.

‘Well if this goes tits up, we’ll be the only ones who aren’t laughing. 
The ones looking for jobs.’

‘I really appreciate what you’re doing, Dave. This morning, and the stuff 
you got for us this afternoon. That was over and above.’

Hendricks raised his glass in salute.

Holland’s face softened, but only a little. He said, ‘I must need my head 
looking at, seriously,’ then pulled out a few folded sheets of paper from his 
pocket. He flattened them against the tabletop and handed the other two a copy 
each.

‘It won’t go tits up, Dave,’ Thorne said.

‘Why won’t it?’

‘Because we’re going to catch him.’

Hendricks and Thorne looked at their printed sheets, pints in hand, as if 
casually perusing a menu of bar snacks. At the top of each sheet was a name.

Terence Mercer.

‘He ran a very well-connected firm in south London from the mid-seventies 
onwards,’ Holland said. ‘Banks, building societies, security vans, all the 
usual.’

Thorne nodded. ‘Back when the Flying Squad were top dogs, charging about in 
Cortinas and wearing sheepskin coats like they were on the telly.’

‘That retro look’s coming back in,’ Hendricks said. ‘Did you know 
that?’

‘Anyway,’ Holland said. ‘Then in eighty-three a job went bad at this bank 
in Croydon and some of his firm got pinched. He only just made it away himself, 
but the Flying Squad got a tip-off that he was hiding out at an address in 
Crystal Palace. Bit of a disaster all round from that point on by the looks of 
things… left hand, right hand, all that… and the long and the short of it 
is that some poor DC goes in there without back-up and Mercer shoots him in the 
face in the back garden.’

‘Bet that made a mess of his sheepskin,’ Hendricks said.

‘So, loads of press coverage, major trial at the Bailey blah blah, and Mercer 
gets life with a twenty-five-year minimum.’ Holland glanced back down to his 
notes. ‘The tariff’s increased a few years later when Terence loses his rag 
in Maidstone and shanks a prison officer and from then on he gets shunted 
around, basically because one place after another gets sick of keeping him. 
Regular parole requests, all denied obviously, usual scenario… he does thirty 
years in the end and was finally released from Gartree prison seven weeks 
ago.’

‘Three weeks before Brian Gibbs died,’ Thorne said. ‘And only a fortnight 
before Fiona Daniels.’

They laid their sheets of paper on the table.

‘So Gibbs was a witness to the shooting,’ Hendricks said.

‘Saw it from his upstairs window.’ Thorne put his drink down. ‘Gave 
evidence, even though he was being threatened by some of Mercer’s mates. 
That’s why he got the medal. And Fiona Daniels worked in the bank.’ He 
looked to Holland. ‘Right?’

Holland nodded. ‘She gave evidence too. I spoke to Andrew Cooper this 
afternoon and his dad was the doctor who provided the expert testimony about 
the gunshot injury. That’s what proved conclusively that the police officer 
had been shot at point-blank range, that Mercer hadn’t been where he said he 
was when the gun was fired. Proved it was an execution, pure and simple.’

Hendricks tore at a large bag of crisps, opened it lengthways and put it in the 
middle of the table. Thorne and Holland dug in. ‘So, basically, Terry’s 
getting his afters on the people he thinks were responsible for having him put 
away. That’s what connects the victims.’

‘Basically,’ Thorne said. He looked anything but delighted that the 
connection had been made. ‘Piece of piss, this job.’

‘Bloody hell!’ Hendricks froze, about to put a handful of crisps into his 
mouth. ‘How old must Mercer be?’

‘He’s seventy-three,’ Holland said.

‘There’s going to be others.’ Thorne leaned forward, reached for more 
crisps. ‘Other witnesses, his legal team. God knows how many coppers. We’ll 
need to make a list.’ He glanced up at Holland, all three of them well aware 
that he was the one who would be able to put such a list together, the one with 
instant access to the computer systems. When the offer was not immediately 
forthcoming, Thorne stabbed a finger at the sheet of paper in front of him. 
‘Listen, thanks again for this, Dave. Seriously.’

Holland shrugged. ‘Didn’t need to do a lot of digging, if I’m honest. 
Most of that was straight off the internet.’

Thorne did not know if Holland was being modest or if he was simply trying to 
convince himself that he had not done too much that might get him into trouble 
later on. Looking at the notes, it was clear that plenty of material had been 
taken off files that would have demanded access to several Met databases. 
Access that would certainly have been fully logged and monitored.

‘God bless Google,’ Hendricks said. ‘I reckon you’ll be making good use 
of it.’

‘Maybe we need to bring somebody else on board,’ Thorne said. ‘Spread the 
load a bit.’ He looked at Holland. ‘Make it a bit harder for them to join 
the dots later on, if it comes to that.’

‘Such as?’ Holland asked.

‘What about Yvonne Kitson?’

Holland looked unsure. ‘I reckon she’s got more reason than most to say 
no.’

‘I can only ask,’ Thorne said. ‘If she doesn’t want to get involved, I 
think she’d just pass and forget I ever asked her. Got to be worth a try, 
though.’

‘Maybe,’ Holland said.

Hendricks began humming a tune and held up four fingers.

‘What?’ Thorne looked confused.

The tune became suddenly recognisable: Elmer Bernstein’s iconic theme from 
The Magnificent Seven. Hendricks said, ‘I’m Steve McQueen, obviously.’

Even Holland smiled. ‘I reckon a Mexican bandit would be a damn sight easier 
to deal with than Terry Mercer. They had the villagers to help them, 
remember.’

‘There’d have to be an address on file,’ Thorne said, thinking out loud. 
‘Probation arrangements or whatever. Must be some way to get that without 
ruffling too many feathers.’

‘What about the prison?’ Hendricks asked.

Thorne nodded. ‘I’ve got a contact up there. On top of which, I reckon it 
might be useful to find out who was visiting Mercer before he was released.’ 
Looking at Holland and Hendricks, Thorne could see that they’d already 
reached the same conclusion he had. What Terry Mercer was doing would have 
taken a good deal of planning. For the killing to have begun so soon after he 
was released, there had to have been someone helping him.

‘So, what about this list then?’ Hendricks asked. Thorne had been fighting 
shy of coming straight out and asking Holland, but Hendricks clearly had no 
compunction.

Seeing Holland’s hesitation, Thorne stood up, guessing that the time might 
not be right to push. ‘Who wants another drink?’

When he returned and handed out the beers, Holland said, ‘It’s going to 
mean pulling another file.’

Thorne waited, sipped his beer like he was in no hurry.

‘At least one other file.’

‘You’ve done more than enough, Dave,’ Thorne said. ‘We’re up and 
running, so if you’d prefer to call it quits now, that’s not a problem. And 
however this pans out, it won’t come back on you, I swear.’

Holland looked at Hendricks, then Thorne, then his beer. ‘What the hell,’ 
he said. ‘In for a penny.’

Hendricks helped himself to the last of the crisps. Said, ‘In for a P45…’





EIGHTEEN





Some of them are dead already, obviously.

The ones who’d been knocking on a bit even back then – that hatchet-faced 
old bastard on the bench, who’d droned on about his duty to protect the 
public, the clear and present danger to society, all that – had happily 
turned up their toes while he was still inside. Saved him the trouble.

It’s not a very long list, as it happens.

He holds it pressed against his chest as he lies on the bed and stares at the 
small TV in the corner, flicking through the stations, searching for something 
decent. Some bunch of Geordie kids shouting the odds, getting hammered and 
trying to sleep with one another. Another lot from Essex doing much the same 
thing. Gypsies, estate agents, bottle-blonde housewives who’ve been under the 
sunbed too long…

The phones that do everything but make the bloody toast, the computers you can 
hold in your hand, he couldn’t really argue with any of that stuff, but Jesus 
H, the TV had gone to pot in the last thirty years.

He can hear the family moving about downstairs. The nephew of an old mate: some 
jumpy, tattooed coke dealer and his lovely wife; his three lovely kids. He’d 
heard the whispered argument earlier on, had a good laugh listening to the wife 
hissing and spitting and demanding to know how long the ‘old man’ was 
planning on staying. The man of the house begging her to keep it down, 
promising it wouldn’t be for long and asking her to tell him what the hell 
else he was supposed to do?

It wouldn’t be for long, of course. Maybe one more night in their 
youngest’s bedroom and he’d be on his way. Leave them a nice bottle of 
Scotch for their trouble, perfume or something for the wife, and a good long 
look at the front door, just to make sure they’d forget he was ever there.

He lifts up the creased and tattered piece of paper and looks at his list, the 
names crossed off and the names of those he’s yet to visit. The one he’s 
saving until last.

It’s personal, he wouldn’t deny that, but how could it not be?

He never had time for busybodies, the ones who stuck their beaks in. They got 
what they deserved, simple as that, a long-overdue lesson about minding their 
own business. Them, and the ones who gave their so-called ‘expert’ 
opinions. People who saw nothing, who weren’t even there, but decided because 
they’d got letters after their names that they were fully entitled to stand 
up in court – for a decent fee, let’s not forget that – say their piece 
and help a jury decide how he was going to be spending the rest of his life.

Well, it might have taken a while, it might have been years since they’d 
forgotten his name, but eventually they learned that sometimes it’s best to 
keep your opinions to yourself.

They finally found out what he was an expert in.

He hears the wife coming upstairs to get the kids into bed. She whispers, 
urging them to be quiet as they pass his door. She raises her voice just a 
little when the youngest starts whining and demands to know why he can’t 
sleep in his own room.

‘Who is he, anyway?’

It’s a fair question. One he’d have to think about himself for a minute or 
two, if he was ever asked.

It’s strange, but he can’t remember what his ex-wife looks like any more, 
not clearly, and even when he dreams about his kids – wherever the hell they 
are – it’s like he’s seeing their faces through bubbly, coloured glass. 
But the faces of the men and women on his list, the way they were anyway, have 
never blurred, never so much as gone fuzzy around the edges.

Funny, he thinks, how love fades so much quicker than hate.

He smiles as he folds the list up and lays it down on the bedside table. He 
turns off the television and closes his eyes, listens to the sounds of the kids 
in the bathroom next door.

Anyone who said ‘time heals’ had clearly not done any.





NINETEEN





‘He was grizzly all morning,’ Helen said on the other end of the phone. 
‘Took me ages to get him ready and get out of the house and he was still 
crying when I left the childminder’s.’

‘Maybe he’s coming down with something.’

‘He didn’t have a temperature.’

‘I’m sure she’ll call if she’s worried.’

‘I made sure there was Calpol in his bag anyway.’

‘He’ll be fine,’ Thorne said. ‘He just got out of the wrong side of the 
cot, that’s all.’

‘He is a bit funny sometimes, you know. If you’re not there in the 
mornings.’

‘Really?’

‘Yeah, I’ve noticed. I mean, kids like routine, don’t they?’

Thorne said, ‘I suppose,’ and watched a woman light a fresh cigarette from 
her nub-end. She closed her eyes as she flicked away the butt and the smoke 
escaped on a single breath. Thorne hadn’t smoked for a long time, but had 
found himself thinking about it a lot in recent weeks. Perhaps it was because 
the last time he had smoked heavily was when he had been in uniform first time 
round. The association, the stress, whatever.

He wondered if the woman would give him one if he asked.

‘What have you got on today, then?’

‘I’m going to catch up on some paperwork,’ Thorne said. ‘Get it all out 
of the way before tomorrow.’

‘Makes sense.’

‘And there’s a record fair in Camden, so I might wander down there if I get 
time.’

‘Have fun,’ Helen said. ‘How was Phil, by the way?’

‘Sorry?’

‘Last night.’

‘Oh, he was fine,’ Thorne said.

‘What about this boyfriend stuff?’

Thorne remembered the specifics of his lie. ‘He’s just being a drama 
queen,’ he said. ‘Just wanted to whinge, really.’ He glanced across and 
saw that the smoker had moved away. ‘Listen, I thought I might cook 
tonight.’

‘Sounds good.’

‘A chilli or something.’

‘You want me to get the stuff?’

‘No, I can do it,’ Thorne said. ‘I should be home by the time you get 
back—’

‘Oh listen, I told Jenny she could come round for dinner tomorrow night, is 
that OK? I haven’t seen her for a while, so…’

Helen’s sister. Thorne had only met her once and he was not sure that she 
altogether approved of him and Helen living together. Being together. ‘Yeah, 
course.’

‘Not a big deal and she won’t stay late. We’ll probably just get a 
Chinese or whatever.’

‘It’s fine.’

‘Great,’ Helen said. ‘Thanks. Oh, and I don’t suppose you fancy picking 
Alfie up later, do you?’

Thorne hesitated; his day, for the most part, dependent on others. ‘Yeah, 
that’s probably all right.’

‘You sure?’

‘I’ll call you if anything comes up.’

‘Thanks.’

‘Shouldn’t be a problem though…’

When Helen had hung up, Thorne turned and walked back into St Pancras. The 
station had certainly been given one hell of an impressive makeover – the 
sculptures, the statues of lovers and poets, the longest champagne bar in 
Europe – though Thorne wondered, sumptuous as it undoubtedly was, why it 
seemed easier to buy a glass of Moët & Chandon or a designer suit than it was 
to find the platforms or the timetable. Annoyed, after walking around the 
concourse for ten minutes, he finally found the information board.

There was a train to Market Harborough in twenty minutes.



He wasn’t sure if errant senior members of the Prison Service ever got 
slapped back down to the role of humble ‘screw’, but they certainly seemed 
to move around every bit as much as police officers. Thorne had known Caroline 
Dunn for the best part of ten years, during which time she had served on the 
management teams at Chelmsford, Wakefield and Long Lartin. She had been a 
deputy governor at HMP Gartree for the last eighteen months. The prison held 
more murderers than any other in the country, with lifers accounting for 85 per 
cent of its seven hundred inmates.

Sitting in Dunn’s office, Thorne thanked her for making time to see him at 
such short notice.

‘It sounded interesting,’ she said. ‘It’s usually interesting when 
it’s you.’

‘You need to get out more,’ he said.

Dunn laughed, loud and dirty. She was somewhere in her mid-fifties, with dyed 
blonde hair and a fraction too much make-up. Sitting across from her, Thorne 
realised that she reminded him a little of Jacqui Gibbs.

More than once in recent days, Thorne had been happy to let those he was 
speaking to believe he was a detective and make no real effort to convince them 
otherwise. It was a risk, but one he had decided was worth taking. He would 
take no such chances with a deputy governor, who, for all he knew, might well 
be aware of the fact anyway.

She certainly did not seem overly surprised when he told her.

‘So, come on then,’ Dunn said. ‘What did you do?’

Thorne shrugged, the tease deliberate.

‘I could turn Her Majesty to the wall, if you like?’

Thorne looked at the picture high on a wall to his left. Built in the 
mid-sixties, Gartree was a relatively modern institution and was certainly run 
in accordance with a progressive penal policy, but like many prisons in the 
system it nevertheless had a thriving drug trade, a racism problem and a 
portrait of the Queen on the wall of the governor’s office.

‘I was stupid,’ Thorne said. ‘That’s all.’

Dunn leaned back in her chair and grinned. ‘You know, I’ve got a list of 
coppers, more than you’d think actually, who I always thought might mess up 
somewhere along the line and wind up inside one day.’

‘I’m on the list, am I?’

‘You’re top,’ Dunn said.

Now it was Thorne’s turn to laugh, or at least to give a decent impression of 
someone who was laughing. ‘It was nothing that bad, Caroline. I promise.’

‘If you were to end up in here, I couldn’t guarantee any special treatment, 
you know that.’ She was still smiling. ‘An extra pillow maybe, and that’s 
about it.’

The mild flirtation done with – Dunn was a happily married mother of four – 
they got down to business. She opened the bulging manila folder on her desk and 
began leafing through the documents inside. She glanced up at Thorne, said, 
‘So what’s our lovely Terence been up to?’

‘Nothing serious,’ Thorne said. Then he took a leap. He was fairly 
confident that, on his release, Mercer would not have given the authorities any 
address he was intending to spend any time at and would certainly not have been 
staying in regular contact with the probation services as he should have. ‘It 
seems that he’s violated the terms of his licence.’ He was fairly sure that 
he was on safe ground, but still he felt another small crack appear in the limb 
he was out on.

Dunn sighed, having clearly heard the same story many times, and scanned the 
document in front of her. ‘Right, so you’ve spoken to Alison Macken?’

Thorne nodded. Without having had to ask, he had been given the name of Terry 
Mercer’s probation officer.

One job done.

‘It’s come through to us,’ Thorne said, ‘and we’re trying to trace 
him, but there’s been some high-level discussion about just how much we 
should prioritise this. The usual bullshit. Does he still represent a danger to 
society, all that.’

Dunn closed her folder and leaned back. ‘Look, I know what he was in for,’ 
she said. ‘But I wouldn’t be overly concerned.’

‘That’s good to hear.’

‘You’re not to quote me on that, obviously. I don’t want a knock on the 
door in six months when he runs into McDonald’s with a machine gun.’ She 
shrugged. ‘He had a reputation early on and I think he played up to it. There 
was that business with a prison officer a few years after he went inside, but 
actually I got on with him perfectly well. People change, you know? They get 
old.’

Though she had obviously been joking at the time, Thorne felt a little better 
about what Dunn had said earlier. That stuff about the list. She was clearly 
not quite the judge of character he had thought she was.

‘Happens to us all,’ he said.

‘Since I took this job we’ve actually been doing a lot that’s geared 
towards the older prisoners. We had quite a few in their late sixties and 
seventies and it was felt… well, I felt that we should try and do a bit more 
for them.’

‘What, like bingo?’ Thorne asked.

Dunn flashed him a sarcastic smile. ‘We work with them to promote access to 
rights and services for the elderly. Most of them are going to need a lot more 
looking after when they get outside.’

‘Makes sense,’ Thorne said, thinking that Terry Mercer had adopted a rather 
different approach when it came to taking care of the elderly. ‘Can you let 
me have a list of his visitors in the last year or so? Might give us a lead in 
terms of trying to find him.’

‘I don’t think so,’ Dunn said.

‘Why not?’

‘Because that is a very short list. Not a soul on it.’

‘No visitors at all?’

‘None.’

‘What about family?’

She shook her head. ‘Mercer hasn’t had a visitor in years. As far as I know 
there’s been no contact at all with his family, not for a very long time. I 
got the impression he didn’t really mind, or at the very least that he was 
used to it.’

Thorne thought for a few moments. ‘Was there anybody he was particularly 
matey with in here? Anybody he hung around with, who he might still be in touch 
with?’

Dunn said that there had been. ‘A prisoner named George Jeffers,’ she said. 
‘More or less the same age. But if they are still in touch it’s probably 
down the pub.’

Thorne waited, though he could guess what was coming.

‘Jeffers was released about eight weeks before Mercer was.’

Thorne scribbled the name down while Dunn gave him a few more details. Jeffers 
had been serving the latest in a long string of sentences for a variety of 
offences, though none that was anything like as serious as Mercer’s. Jeffers 
had looked up to Mercer, had done him plenty of favours.

It seemed logical to Thorne that, whether or not he knew exactly why he was 
being asked, George Jeffers might continue to do his mucker a favour or two as 
soon as he was on the outside.

Do a little of the groundwork.

Somebody else they would need to trace.

‘I don’t suppose you could give me the name of Jeffers’ probation 
officer, could you…⁠?’

A few minutes later, when Thorne thanked her for all her help, Caroline Dunn 
slipped briefly back into mild-flirtation mode. ‘It’s always a pleasure, 
Tom,’ she said. She showed him to the door and as he opened it to leave, she 
said, ‘All right… an extra pillow and a pair of monogrammed pyjamas. I 
can’t say fairer than that.’



Standing in the car park, waiting for his taxi back to the station, Thorne 
pictured Terry Mercer sitting meekly at a desk in one of the prison classrooms. 
He imagined an old man in a faded blue prison shirt listening politely and 
taking notes as he was told all he needed to know about pensions and winter 
fuel allowances. Sharing a joke with his classmates while a well-meaning social 
worker talked far too slowly about healthcare, sheltered housing and the 
difficulties of readjustment to the outside world.

Smiling and nodding, taking the literature when it was offered.

Thinking only about fatal dosages and the silky opening of veins.

A man who could fool an old hand like Caroline Dunn.

Thorne felt for the phone in his pocket, pulling his jacket tighter across his 
chest as the wind picked up. He called Yvonne Kitson and was still choosing his 
words when the call went to answerphone.

He left a message, waving as he saw his taxi come round the corner.





TWENTY





The chilli was a big hit.

Helen had developed an aversion to anything too spicy while she was pregnant, 
so Thorne had gone easy on the chilli powder then spiced his own up with 
Tabasco once it was served up. Alfie ate with them, burbling cheerfully at the 
end of the kitchen table as he smeared macaroni cheese across everything within 
reach.

Thorne said, ‘I don’t know if he’s a messy eater or some sort of 
performance artist.’

He tuned the radio in to Bob Harris Country and cleared up while Helen put 
Alfie to bed.

‘So, how was the record fair?’ Helen asked when she came back in.

‘Good.’ Thorne took a San Miguel from the fridge and held up an open bottle 
of white wine. ‘Got a couple of things.’

Helen nodded an enthusiastic yes to the wine. ‘Let me guess. Both by someone 
called Hank or Lefty or whatever.’

‘That kind of area.’

‘You left them at your place, right?’

‘We’re talking about a couple of Merle Haggard albums,’ Thorne said. 
‘It’s not torture porn.’

She nodded towards the radio. ‘Actually, this is all right.’

Thorne told her that this was Rosanne Cash and that there might be hope for her 
yet.

They carried their drinks through to the small living room and slumped down in 
front of the television. Thorne flicked half-heartedly through the channels 
while Helen talked about her day. The child found injured at home was 
thankfully recovering, but his mother was still refusing to admit that her 
boyfriend had anything to do with it.

‘Maybe he didn’t,’ Thorne said. ‘Maybe it was her.’

‘It was him,’ Helen said. ‘I watched his eyes when we read him a list of 
the child’s injuries. Fucker didn’t even blink.’

Thorne took a swig of beer. ‘So, maybe she just loves him.’

Helen turned and stared at him as though he were mad.

‘What would you think?’ Thorne said. ‘If you came home one day and I was 
the only person here and something had happened to Alfie?’

‘Don’t be stupid.’

‘Seriously, what would you do?’

‘I don’t want to talk about this.’

‘I’m just saying. Would your first thought be that it was me?’

Helen shook her head. ‘I’m not a hopeless junkie,’ she said. ‘And 
neither are you.’ They stared at the television for a few minutes, some quiz 
show or other. Then Helen said, ‘Her child should have come first. The child 
always comes first.’

Thorne considered suggesting that perhaps the truth should be the thing that 
comes first and, not for the first time, he wondered if the parents of young 
children were necessarily those best equipped to work on Child Abuse 
Investigation Teams. However detached they felt able to remain, was there not 
at least the possibility of tunnel vision? He knew that Helen would point out 
somewhat icily that for every mistake that was made, every mother or father who 
was falsely accused, a hundred children were saved. She would quite reasonably 
ask where he stood exactly, when it came to taking killers off the streets? 
What was a fair price to pay? She also knew him well enough to point out that, 
as far as tunnel vision was concerned, they were firmly in pot and kettle 
territory.

Thorne kept his mouth shut, and his eyes on the quiz show.

Yes, children came first… while those so old that it was hard to imagine they 
were ever anyone’s children were often ignored. Marginalised at best. Violent 
death was violent death and Thorne would never quantify it in terms of a 
victim’s age. Certainly not when it came to considering the steps he had 
already taken in pursuit of Terry Mercer.

That cracked and creaking limb.

On television, a young couple gambled all they had won so far on one final 
question and lost the lot.



They made love without a great deal in the way of preliminaries, each with an 
ear out for crying from the next room.

Afterwards, Thorne said, ‘I want to point out that the only reason that 
didn’t last longer was because I’m aware we don’t always have a lot of 
time, all right? I’m learning to make the most of any opportunity I get.’

‘It’s fine,’ Helen said. ‘At least you’re enthusiastic.’

He nudged her.

‘I’m kidding.’ She nudged him back. ‘It was nice.’

Their timing was spot on. Alfie began crying before Thorne’s breathing had 
returned to normal and Helen brought him into bed, laid him down between them. 
Thorne enjoyed the feeling of the small, warm body against his own, Helen 
quietly shushing her son from the far side of the bed.

Despite the thoughts clattering about in his head – the war being waged 
between excitement and blind panic – Thorne was asleep before either of them.





TWENTY-ONE





‘Four days off or not,’ Treasure said, ‘the first morning back’s still 
a major arse-ache.’ She took the Fanny Magnet past a white van with its 
hazards flashing and, for want of anything more interesting to do, turned off 
the High Street towards Ladywell Fields.

‘You’ve changed your tune,’ Thorne said.

‘Have I?’

‘What happened to that buzz you were telling me about?’

‘Yeah, well.’

‘Like getting your leg over, you said.’

Treasure’s half-smile became a full-on yawn. ‘Fat chance of anything that 
exciting this time of the morning, is there?’ She groaned and hit the brake 
hard as the green light up ahead changed to red. ‘Earlies are shit.’

Treasure had a point. The 7.00 a.m. briefing had not thrown up anything that 
was likely to get her or anyone else’s pulse racing. The usual follow-ups on 
the burglaries and minor assaults that had come in overnight. Half a dozen 
stolen cars to watch out for. The faces of a few local drug dealers who would 
probably not be dragging their sorry arses out of bed much before teatime.

Thorne was not complaining, of course. With everything else that was going on 
– his off-the-books investigation gathering momentum, a collection of stories 
he needed to get straight – he had more than enough juggling to do.

A shift that was nice and… Q–- suited him down to the ground.

He had clocked the email’s arrival while Two-Cats was busy with his 
PowerPoint; his phone on silent, the single pulse of it against his chest, and 
once the patrol pairings had been organised and the first few vehicles had 
pulled out of the station yard, he had hurried back to his office to get a good 
look at it.

From Holland’s personal email account to Thorne’s.

Mercer Trial: List

It was as Thorne had expected: the judge; the key members of the legal teams on 
both sides; the witnesses and prosecution experts; the senior investigating 
police officers. Holland had indicated which of the police officers was now 
retired and had put D for deceased next to the names of those on the list they 
would no longer have to worry about. Those who had died while Mercer was in 
prison – senior investigating officer, judge and QC included – and those he 
had taken care of himself since his release.

Dr John Cooper. Fiona Daniels. Brian Gibbs.

Thorne knew that it would be problematic to say the least to talk about what 
was happening to a serving copper, so he was pleased to see that the senior 
Flying Squad officer on the case thirty years before was one of those no longer 
on the force.

He underlined the name.

It would be hugely useful to get the insights of somebody who knew their 
suspect well, who Thorne could confide in and who would… should have more to 
worry about than procedure or chain of command.

Somebody who might well be the next person on Terry Mercer’s list.

‘That’s more like it,’ Treasure said. She switched on the blues and twos 
and put her foot down. ‘Tom?’

‘Right,’ Thorne said.

Thorne had not really been listening. Jolted back in his seat as Treasure 
pushed the car up to seventy-five, he leaned forward to read the Computer Aided 
Dispatch details on the screen. A suspected sexual assault in Brockley Cemetery.

They were only minutes away.



In his time, Thorne had done some fairly dangerous driving of his own. He 
remembered tearing through rainy streets only months earlier; a man, 
white-faced and swearing threats in the passenger seat, the night his career 
had come so spectacularly off the rails. Even so, it was those moments when the 
sirens were blaring and the blue light danced across the cars ahead, doing 
motorway speeds down quiet suburban streets, that terrified him more than 
almost anything else the job entailed.

A dog running out in front of the car. A child.

In the time it took for Thorne’s heart rate to return to normal, he and 
Treasure were able to establish that the ‘sexual assault’ was no more than 
a hysterical woman laying flowers on her sister’s grave and a teenage boy 
bunking off from Forest Hill School and caught short in the trees fifty feet 
away. Nina Woodley had arrived at about the same time, so Thorne was happy to 
leave her comforting the woman and telling the boy to be a bit more careful 
about where he chose to piss and to piss off back to school. Fifteen minutes 
after the dispatch had come through, Thorne and Treasure were back on the main 
road, driving slowly south towards Catford.

‘Tell you what,’ Treasure said. ‘If she could see his cock from that far 
away, he’s going to be beating the girls off with a shitty stick.’ She 
looked in her mirror. ‘Hello, who’s that?’

Thorne looked over his shoulder and saw that the car behind them was flashing 
its lights.

‘Is she mental?’ Treasure said, raising her hand.

‘It’s fine,’ Thorne said, having recognised the car and its driver. He 
asked Treasure to pull over and told her that he would be no more than a few 
minutes. Before the sergeant could ask him any questions, he got out and walked 
back to the blue Mondeo that had now drawn up behind them.

‘Did she give me the finger?’ Yvonne Kitson said, when Thorne had shut the 
door. She nodded towards Christine Treasure who had turned round in her seat to 
stare at them.

‘Probably,’ Thorne said. ‘Trust me, you really don’t want to upset 
her.’

The car radio was tuned to LBC; somebody saying that having a mayor who spoke 
Latin didn’t mean that the bus service was any better. Kitson leaned forward 
and turned it off. Said, ‘So, come on then.’

‘Not sure where to start,’ Thorne said.

‘You weren’t offering Holland any football tickets, were you?’

‘Sorry?’

‘When you called him the other day. He gave me some crap about spare football 
tickets.’ She turned and stared at him. ‘I haven’t got all day, Tom.’

So, Thorne told her. Then, he asked her.

Kitson thought for a minute or so, then let out a long slow breath. ‘You can 
understand why I might be a little reluctant to do anything stupid. Job-wise.’

‘Course I can.’

‘And this would be a damn sight more stupid than last time…’

This was what Holland had been alluding to in the pub on Monday night, the 
reason Yvonne Kitson might be more than a little ‘risk averse’. A few years 
before, her own career had hit a brick wall almost as hard as Thorne’s, after 
an ill-judged affair with a senior officer. While her lover had walked away 
still smelling of roses and Paco Rabanne, Kitson’s own career prospects – 
once considered extremely bright – had been all but wiped out. She had worked 
her arse off to get back to where she presently was and Thorne knew perfectly 
well how reluctant she would be to jeopardise that.

‘You don’t ask, you don’t get,’ Thorne said.

Kitson shook her head as if to clear it, then asked Thorne the same questions 
Holland had, the same reasonable questions. He gave her the same unreasonable 
answers and told her what he had learned about Mercer during his trip to 
Gartree the day before. ‘This bloke Jeffers would be a good place to start, I 
reckon.’

Kitson held up a hand. Thorne was getting way ahead of himself.

‘Assuming that Mercer is in breach of his licence, there’s already going to 
be officers out looking for him, surely.’

‘They won’t be in any great hurry,’ Thorne said. ‘He’s just an old 
bloke who’s gone missing.’

‘An old bloke who shot a copper.’

‘A long time ago. Come on, you know as well as I do that finding someone who 
hasn’t spoken to a probation officer for a few weeks isn’t going to be top 
of anyone’s list of priorities.’

‘Besides which,’ Kitson said, ‘you want to find him first.’

‘I need to find him first,’ Thorne said. He let that hang, knowing that 
Kitson would understand there was more than just the obvious reason why.

Thorne turned and stared ahead. Treasure was still watching from the Fanny 
Magnet. He turned down the chatter from his radio; a dangerous dog on the loose 
in Deptford.

‘You’re asking a hell of a lot,’ Kitson said. ‘Too much.’

‘Look, Yvonne… if I thought I could do this on my own, don’t you think I 
would?’ Thorne tried to keep the desperation from his voice, but it wasn’t 
easy. ‘It’s not even about finding the time. I could always throw a few 
sickies, do whatever I needed to at night. Even then…’

‘You don’t have the access any more.’

‘Right,’ Thorne said. ‘And yes, I know I’m asking too much.’

‘What if you don’t find him?’ Kitson said.

‘I can’t afford to think about it.’

‘Come to that, what if you do?’

‘If we do, nobody’s going to give a toss how we did it.’

‘Really? You think?’

‘I don’t know what else to tell you,’ Thorne said.

‘Either way, if all this comes out, the unauthorised use of time and 
resources… the lying, where does that leave Holland?’ Kitson cocked her 
head, asked nice and simply, ‘Where does that leave me?’

Thorne turned to look at her again. Took a deep breath. ‘OK, listen. I 
didn’t really want to tell you this, but I don’t think I’ve got a lot of 
choice.’

‘Oh.’ Kitson angled her rear-view mirror, checked herself in it. ‘This 
sounds like it’s going to be good.’

‘I’m not really back in uniform,’ Thorne said. ‘That’s what 
everyone’s supposed to think. That I got my wrist slapped.’

Kitson waited, a small shake of the head.

‘Truth is, I’ve been put in undercover by the DPS.’

‘The Rubberheelers?’

Thorne nodded.

‘You?’

‘They think there’s something iffy going on in the MIT at Lewisham, have 
done for a year or more. Somehow what’s going wrong on the other side of that 
bridge is connected to this Mercer business and that’s why I’ve got to come 
at it like this.’ He shrugged. ‘Under the radar.’

Kitson let her head drop back, said nothing for half a minute. ‘You’re 
joking, right?’

Thorne held the pause for a few seconds, then blinked. ‘Of course I am. 
Bloody hell, Yvonne, you seriously think the Directorate of Professional 
Standards would trust me to do anything?’ There was a hint of a smile, but it 
quickly vanished. ‘But if you’re ever asked to explain yourself, to justify 
anything you’ve done, you tell them that’s what I told you. You tell them I 
lied through my teeth, that I conned you, that I’ve lost it. I don’t 
care…’

Kitson nodded slowly, taking it in. ‘I don’t think that last bit would be 
much of a stretch,’ she said. ‘You losing it, I mean.’

‘I haven’t even started,’ Thorne said.

Kitson sat back again and laughed; relief or genuine amusement it was hard to 
tell. She said, ‘You needn’t worry about being bumped down to constable. 
They’ll throw you off the force. You’ll probably go to sodding prison.’

Now, Thorne let the smile spread just a little. ‘Why do people keep telling 
me that?’

‘Take a guess,’ Kitson said.

A minute or so later, Thorne got out of the car. As soon as he’d closed the 
door he gestured to Kitson and, as the window slid down, he put his hands on 
the roof and leaned in. ‘Whatever you decide is fine, Yvonne,’ he said. 
‘I mean it. Thanks, for giving me a chance to explain.’ Then, without 
giving Kitson time to reply, he winked and said, ‘George Jeffers,’ and 
walked quickly back towards the patrol car.

‘Girlfriend?’ Treasure asked, as they pulled away.

Thorne told her to head for Deptford. ‘Let’s go see how dangerous this dog 
is, shall we? With any luck, it’ll have bitten the moron that owns it.’

‘Come on, is she or isn’t she?’

‘Maybe,’ Thorne said, the lies coming easier and easier.

‘She’s a bit pushy if you ask me.’

‘I didn’t.’

‘Fit though,’ Treasure said. ‘Too good for you anyway. If she ever 
decides she’s had enough of you huffing and puffing on top of her, point her 
in my direction, would you?’

‘I’ll try and remember.’

Passing Brockley station, Thorne’s mobile rang and, after a glance at the 
caller ID, he answered, pressing the phone hard to his left ear and turning 
slightly towards the window. He said, ‘Thorne,’ hoping that Holland would 
understand it was tricky to talk and would keep his voice down.

‘I think we might have another one.’ Holland said it nice and quietly.

Something turned over in Thorne’s stomach. ‘Go ahead.’

‘Bloke called Alan Herbert,’ Holland said. ‘Sixty-five-year-old from 
Uxbridge, put a gun in his mouth last Sunday night. Or had it put in his mouth 
for him. Sergeant I spoke to over there says they’re still looking at it just 
because there was a firearm involved, but reckons it’s going down as 
self-inflicted.’

‘OK, so how does that fit in as far as the list goes?’ Thorne could not 
recall the name. He was aware of Treasure turning to look, but he did not 
acknowledge it.

‘He’s not on the list,’ Holland said. ‘He was a retired security guard, 
so I can’t really see how he fits in. I mean, I suppose he could have had 
something to do with the bank that Mercer was trying to rob, but each of the 
victims so far has had some connection with his trial.’ Thorne said nothing, 
trying to think back. ‘I mean maybe this bloke isn’t part of it at all. 
Maybe he did top himself.’ The line went quiet for a few seconds. Thorne 
watched the brightly coloured shop fronts on Lewisham Way drift past the 
window. Then Holland said, ‘Any thoughts?’

Thorne certainly had one, but it was nothing he could give voice to with 
Treasure listening in. He thought back to his first few cases at the Old 
Bailey. Not quite thirty years ago, but he thought he was remembering it right. 
He tried to recall the men in the dock, the uniforms they were wearing.

He told Holland he would call him back later and hung up.

When he turned back towards Christine Treasure, she showed no sign whatsoever 
of having paid attention to his conversation. She turned sharply on to Creek 
Road, undid her seat belt a few minutes later as they approached the entrance 
to Deptford Park.

‘A fiver says this dog’s called Tyson, or Asbo,’ she said.





TWENTY-TWO





Mercer jogs in the park – nice and easy, nothing ridiculous – and he looks 
at the faces of the kids and the young couples as they pass him. Some smile, 
there is the occasional nod and a muttered greeting, but he knows what 
they’re thinking, give or take.

Silly old sod.

Game old bird.

Stupid old bugger’s going to kill himself.

They see him, but they don’t have the first idea what they’re looking at.

He slows to a brisk walk, hands on hips, puffing a bit, and thinks how odd it 
is that expressions don’t ever change. Not really. Faces aged, course they 
did. Lines etched themselves and bags took up residence. Things puckered, 
yellowed, dropped; he’d watched it happening in that shitty excuse for a 
mirror, year after blasted year.

Not the expressions though.

Were they lifelong, he wonders. Was a baby’s look of confusion that first 
time it sees a dog or a cloud or a garden covered in snow the same as when it 
grows old and frail and stares death in the face? The same as when a gun barrel 
gets jammed against its gums?

The hate in that old bastard’s eyes, the movement around the mouth, he 
certainly recognised that from thirty years before. The same look Herbert had 
worn on his fat face every morning when he’d collected him from that cell 
beneath the Bailey. Standing there and scowling, like he’d been sent to fetch 
a scabby dog or pick up a turd.

And it was such a simple thing he’d asked him to do. A simple, stupid thing 
that cost him dear in the end. Cost all of them, if you want to look at it like 
that.

He sits on a bench and watches a few lads messing about with a ball, shouting 
the odds. He’s bloody sure he never swore quite so much when he was their 
age. He takes a swig from a plastic bottle of water, lets his head drop back, 
listens to a blackbird singing her little heart out.

Hard to tell it apart from a song thrush, but he knows the difference.

He’d been amazed, the first time he’d seen the photograph; wondered how 
much the reporter had paid to get into the house, to take the picture in the 
first place. Plastered all over the front of the previous day’s News of the 
Screws, it was. That stupid headline in the biggest typeface they’d got, his 
own ugly mug underneath it.

The Murder Garden.

Sitting there in his cell and staring at the photograph, it had been clear as 
bloody day. It was obvious. It was taken from the same window Gibbs said he’d 
been standing at, showed exactly what he would have seen from there, which was 
precisely sweet F.A. and that picture proved it.

He’d almost shat himself with excitement.

Brian Gibbs would not have seen a thing… couldn’t have, certainly not what 
he claimed to have seen, not clearly anyway, not unless he had some kind of 
X-ray vision and was able to see through a dirty great tree. One of those huge 
things neighbours got stroppy about, right there between the gardens. Smack in 
the nosy sod’s line of vision.

That Monday morning he’d barely been able to contain himself, standing at the 
cell door, lively as anything when Herbert opened it, bang on nine o’clock as 
usual. He’d waved the newspaper at him. He’d told him exactly what it 
meant, asked him if he’d mind doing him this one favour, passing it on to his 
brief, they’d be able to take it from there.

The usual expression. Lack of interest, distaste…

He’d begged him… come on, mate, just give it to my brief, not like I’m 
asking a lot, and eventually… eventually, the miserable toe-rag had mumbled 
something and taken it. Taken it and kept it. Done the crossword or looked at 
the football pages or wanked himself silly staring at the dolly-birds, then 
chucked it away.

Too late, of course, by the time his brief had finally found out about it. Too 
late to be accepted into evidence, and when the judge had said that, Herbert 
was standing right there in the dock next to him, eyes front doing his job and 
smirking like an idiot.

He’d actually shrugged.

Not so anyone else could see, just a little shift of those shoulders he was so 
proud of, meant for no one else but the poor mug whose chances he’d just 
flushed down the toilet.

Like, ‘Sorry, mate, forgot…’

Mercer makes a fuss of a small dog that’s sniffing around his ankles. He 
talks to its owner about the good weather that’s set to change, then stands 
up and starts to jog again.

He didn’t forget.

One bit of selfishness, a couldn’t-give-a-toss attitude that cost Alan 
Herbert his life. Herbert knew it too, it was there in his eyes right at the 
end. That was what was going through his head, a second before most of it ended 
up plastered across the wallpaper.

Another ten minutes, he decides, and he’ll knock it on the head. Knees aged 
every bit as much as faces. Once more around the park should do it, then home 
for a bit of lunch and a kip… and he can still hear that blackbird, going 
like billy-o, as he turns right at the far end of the pond.

Thinking about the next one.





TWENTY-THREE





As it turned out, the dog was by far the most dangerous criminal that Thorne 
and his team encountered for the rest of the shift. Things got a little hairy 
at one point when the dog – actually called Geezer, though Thorne had not 
taken Treasure’s bet – threatened to chew Nina Woodley’s leg off and 
armed officers were summoned. In the end, the beast showed the good judgement 
to let go and was taken away to meet a rather more prosaic fate at the hands of 
a local vet.

Twenty-eight stitches for Woodley, and the needle for Geezer.

The presence of a firearms unit, together with the injury to an officer and a 
request to have the animal destroyed, resulted in more paperwork than would 
usually have been the case. It meant that Thorne got to spend the best part of 
the afternoon in his office, and he wasn’t complaining. He was certainly 
having a better day than his stitched-up constable or the soon-to-be-dead dog.

He was able to get the paperwork out of the way fairly sharpish and concentrate 
on other things, fired up by the text message from Yvonne Kitson that he 
received just after lunch.

Don’t know whether to call the dps or the funny farm. Because it’s you, 
I’ll wait a while. Maybe it’s ME that needs to go to the funny farm. Y x

He called Holland back and told him it was his guess that Alan Herbert had been 
one of the security guards on duty during Mercer’s trial. These days, the 
City of London police were responsible for running security at the Old Bailey 
– ferrying the accused to and from the holding cell, standing guard over them 
in the dock – but Thorne was almost certain that back then the job had been 
done by a private company.

Holland told him he would check.

Having explained that his was one of the teams charged with trying to locate 
Terence Mercer for breaching the terms of his licence, Thorne was not surprised 
to learn from his probation officer that the address provided by Mercer on his 
release had turned out to be entirely bogus. In a brief conversation, Alison 
Macken went on to explain how Mercer had failed to show up for a single one of 
his monthly meetings and that his mobile phone appeared to have been 
disconnected.

‘Say hello from me when you find him,’ she said. ‘Actually, make that 
hello and goodbye. Can’t say I’m too upset that he’ll be going back 
inside.’

Thorne was ticking off jobs.

He’d been thinking about the trickiest one of all since he’d spoken to 
Holland. They’d talked about their list, about those men and women without a 
D next to their name, and Holland had said, ‘Aren’t we going to warn 
them?’

It had been in Thorne’s mind since Holland had first put the list together, 
something he’d unconsciously been putting off for reasons he did not wish to 
examine too closely. This latest killing, though, had tipped the balance. It 
was just a question of how best to do it without revealing the details or 
letting anyone know what was going on who didn’t have to.

The chat with Alison Macken provided the obvious solution.

‘We’re looking for a recently released prisoner who’s breached the terms 
of his licence and it struck me that you might not even be aware he has been 
released. Terence Mercer? I understand you were involved in the case thirty 
years ago, so I thought I’d call just to give you a heads-up. Nothing to 
worry about, I’m sure, but it can’t hurt to be aware of these things, can 
it…⁠?’

Mercer’s QC was long dead and the junior barrister – now a senior judge – 
was away on holiday. Thorne left a message, asking him to call when he 
returned. There were four detectives on Holland’s list who had been part of 
the murder or armed robbery investigations and were still serving either in the 
Met or elsewhere. By the end of the afternoon, Thorne had managed to get hold 
of two.

Both officers had thanked him for getting in touch and for the heads-up. ‘Not 
everybody’s quite so bloody thoughtful,’ one of them had said.

Two was better than none at all and Thorne certainly felt a lot better about 
things, about himself, by the time he made the call to the one person on the 
list he was intending to warn face to face.

With fifteen minutes until the end of his shift at four o’clock, Thorne 
rattled through the sign-offs and the handover sheet. He asked a limping Nina 
Woodley how she was feeling, turned off his radio and tossed his uniform into 
his locker.

He was in his car by five past.



The owner of the eclectically stocked twenty-four-hour grocer in Finsbury Park 
was a young and garrulous Turkish man called Yilmaz. Within moments of Yvonne 
Kitson introducing herself, he had explained in heavily accented English that 
working all hours God sent, along with two shiftless brothers who did not pull 
their weight and getting crap from his wholesalers, meant that the last thing 
he needed was problems with the small flat he rented out above the shop.

‘The flat is cheap,’ he said. ‘It’s a bit of extra money, that’s all, 
but definitely not worth all this trouble.’

‘I won’t keep you long,’ Kitson said.

‘This man, Jeffers, he pays me a month’s rent and then he vanishes. No 
notice, nothing like that. So then I have to find another tenant, put an advert 
in the paper, all that. Three weeks to find someone else. Three weeks without 
any rent.’

Yilmaz was at the till, waiting for someone to come from the stockroom and take 
over so that he could show Kitson the flat. She stood off to one side as he 
talked and continued to serve customers, grabbing packets of cigarettes from 
behind him, ringing up baskets of groceries, taking the money and handing back 
change without a word.

‘When was the last time you saw him?’ Kitson asked.

Yilmaz thought about it, holding out his hand to a woman who had laid a 
magazine and a bottle of milk on the counter. ‘He took the flat around the 
end of June and he was here for about a month.’ The woman slapped a 
five-pound note into his palm. He put it into the till, dug out the change and 
held it towards her, still looking at Kitson. ‘So, nine, ten weeks, maybe.’

‘No, thank you,’ the woman snapped angrily.

Yilmaz nodded towards Kitson. ‘She’s from the police,’ he said, as though 
talking to a five-year-old; as though that explained what Kitson guessed was 
his usual attitude to customers.

The woman was already on her way out.

Yilmaz shrugged and slammed the till shut. ‘At last,’ he said, nodding 
towards a woman plodding up to the counter from the other end of the shop. 
‘Now, I can show you the flat.’ He muttered something to the young woman in 
Turkish, then came round the counter and showed Kitson out of the shop and 
along to a small door that separated it from a dry-cleaner’s.

He reached into his pocket and took out a bunch of keys.

‘I thought you said you had a new tenant,’ Kitson said.

‘A nice girl.’ Yilmaz nodded. ‘Turkish. Quiet…’

‘Won’t she mind you just waltzing in?’

Yilmaz slid the key into the lock. Said, ‘She’s at work.’

After giving Kitson the address, George Jeffers’ probation officer had 
explained that her client had shown up for their first meeting shortly after 
his release, but that there had been no contact since, so Kitson was not 
surprised at what Yilmaz had been telling her. It made sense. Jeffers would not 
have wanted to stay in one place any more than his friend Terry Mercer, not if 
he was working for him in some way. Still, Kitson had decided that it might be 
an idea to take a look at where he’d been holed up for that first month, 
especially once the landlord had told her on the phone that Jeffers had left 
some of his belongings behind.

‘It’s a small flat, but it’s nice,’ Yilmaz said, as he pushed the door 
open.

They stepped into a narrow hallway leading to a steep flight of stairs. Kitson 
could feel particles of grit and other things crunching beneath her feet as she 
walked across the thin carpet, wondering exactly how Yilmaz defined ‘nice’.

At the top of the stairs was a landing, with a small kitchen, bedroom and 
bathroom running off it. Yilmaz showed Kitson into each of the rooms, opening 
the doors one by one, as though revealing hidden treasure. The bedroom was very 
tidy, the bed nicely made and the cosmetics neatly lined up on a table in the 
corner. Yilmaz nodded, pleased. He seemed perfectly at home in the place and 
Kitson could not help wondering if he ever came into the flat on his own to 
poke around in his tenant’s underwear drawer.

Kitson could see quickly that there was nothing to be gained by spending any 
more time here. ‘Where are these things that Jeffers left?’ she asked.

Yilmaz pointed to a small cupboard built into the wall on the landing. ‘This 
is another thing,’ he said. ‘He leaves this for me to deal with.’ He 
reached inside and yanked out a dusty red sports bag, explaining that the girl 
in the flat did not mind it being here. The flat was cheap, after all, so she 
had not objected to the bag, or to the cardboard boxes of toilet tissue, tinned 
goods and shampoo Yilmaz was storing in the kitchen.

‘Nice of her,’ Kitson said.

Yilmaz dropped the bag on to the floor. ‘It is a good job I am a nice 
person,’ he said. ‘Most landlords would have thrown this into a skip.’ He 
watched as Kitson knelt down and unzipped the bag. ‘When he disappeared, I 
thought maybe he had just forgotten where he lived, something like that. He was 
an old man and sometimes they forget things, you know?’

Kitson pulled out a pair of shoes, some socks and underpants, brown trousers 
and a dark jacket. There were a couple of tatty paperback thrillers at the 
bottom, some empty crisp packets and beer cans, a small radio. She held up the 
empty cans. ‘I think you could have thrown these away.’

Yilmaz shrugged and she understood that he had not been generously holding on 
to Jeffers’ belongings in case he ever came back. It had simply been the 
quickest and easiest way to tidy the place up, to prepare the flat for the new 
tenant. He’d simply grabbed everything he could see that had not been there 
when Jeffers had moved in, stuffed it into the bag and shoved the bag into a 
cupboard.

‘How much longer?’ Yilmaz asked.

Had she not been pushed for time, Kitson would have found something to arrest 
him for, just for the hell of it.

‘Only, that girl on the till is an idiot.’

Kitson lifted up the jacket and began to look through the pockets.





TWENTY-FOUR





Retired Detective Chief Inspector Ian Tully had asked Thorne to meet him in a 
car park behind Bromley Museum, a mile or so from where he lived. When Thorne 
arrived, ten minutes after the allotted time, Tully was leaning against a car 
and holding on to a boisterous golden retriever, straining at the end of a 
leash.

‘Sorry,’ Thorne said. ‘Traffic.’

Tully nodded and said, ‘Stupid one-way system,’ though he looked far from 
happy at having been made to wait. ‘Right, come on then.’ He marched off 
across the car park towards some trees, heading for a gap between them that 
opened out on to Priory Gardens.

‘Thanks for making the time.’ Thorne quickened his pace a little to catch 
Tully up.

‘Sod all else to do.’ The dog strained even harder as they moved through 
the trees and Tully pulled him back. ‘Got to walk him anyway.’ He leaned 
down to unfasten the leash from the dog’s collar. ‘We can talk while I’m 
picking up dog-shit.’

‘Lovely,’ Thorne said.

Tully was somewhere in his mid-to-late fifties, round-faced with a full head of 
grey hair. He looked like someone who might once have been very fit – 
‘useful’ even, in the way that a lot of the Flying Squad boys were back 
then – but the muscle had turned to fat in the years since his retirement. A 
zip-up grey fleece was his only concession to a temperature which had dropped 
several degrees in the last hour or so, while Thorne shivered beneath his 
leather jacket.

They watched the dog tear off across the grass, slow down and circle for a 
minute or two, then squat. They walked towards it, Tully pulling a plastic bag 
from the pocket of his fleece. ‘Terry Mercer isn’t a name I’ve heard in a 
while,’ he said.

‘Not one I’d ever heard,’ Thorne said. ‘Now he’s on my to-do list 
every bloody day.’

‘Didn’t know he was out.’

‘Yep, out and about.’ Thorne watched Tully bend to bag the dog’s waste 
while the retriever ran off to mooch in the long grass at the edge of the 
treeline. ‘Not sure where, though, that’s the problem.’

Thorne spun him the same line he’d given Alison Macken and the two officers 
he’d spoken to earlier. Breach of licence, no contact, urgent need to trace, 
etc., etc.

Tully started walking again. ‘Weird thing is I can remember that 
investigation really clearly,’ he said. ‘I mean, it was a pretty big one, 
obviously. Fairly straightforward too. Hardest bit was the Flying Squad working 
with the Murder boys, you know? Flying egos, more like, cocks being measured.’

‘I don’t think much has changed,’ Thorne said.

‘Trial was a piece of piss, though. We had eyewitnesses, ballistics, the lot. 
Never in any doubt, really.’

‘Nice easy one, then.’

‘Easy as they come, but Mercer didn’t see it that way. He thought he was 
going to get off all along. Never believed it would go against him, always 
cocky. He was not at all happy when the verdict came in, but how many of them 
ever are? He did a prison guard later on, didn’t he?’

‘I gather he calmed down a bit after that,’ Thorne said.

They walked in silence for a while, past fenced-off ornamental gardens, a lake 
with ducks and geese; Tully calling the dog back every time it threatened to 
harass a passer-by or roll in something unmentionable.

‘Calm or not, you’re obviously very keen to find him. A bit keener than I 
might have expected, to be honest.’

‘Well, bearing in mind what he did,’ Thorne said.

‘Thirty years ago.’

‘We’ve still got to be sure he isn’t dangerous.’

Tully turned and studied him. It was clear that Thorne’s words had failed to 
convince him of something.

‘I think he’s dangerous,’ Thorne said.

A few yards further on, Tully said, ‘I think.’

‘Sorry?’

‘I think he’s dangerous. That’s what you said.’ Tully nodded and 
whistled for the dog. He smiled to himself, like he’d worked something out 
and had the evidence to prove it. ‘Usually we, isn’t it? We, the members of 
this team, we, the people running this investigation. Am I right?’

They had reached the treeline at the far end, but rather than turn and head 
back the way they had come, Tully waited. It was clear to Thorne that the man 
was still a pretty decent detective, one who had quickly seen through 
Thorne’s half-truths and, watching him calmly feeding his dog a couple of 
chews, he decided there was no harm in telling the truth. Tully was no longer a 
copper after all, no longer playing by the rules, presuming that he ever had. 
On top of which, something in his attitude told Thorne that this was not 
someone with any great love for the powers that be; someone who might have at 
least some sympathy for the way Thorne was doing things.

Tully tossed a chew in the air and the dog jumped for it.

‘I know that Terry Mercer’s dangerous,’ Thorne said. ‘Because he’s 
killed at least five people since he was released. All people involved in that 
nice easy trial you were telling me about.’

The dog ran off into the trees, and Tully let him go.



Walking back towards the car, Tully told Thorne all about his retirement six 
years earlier. Even then, it had no longer been compulsory for those with 
thirty years’ service. For some though, getting out still made sense. The 
pension would not get any bigger and those who had joined the force at eighteen 
or nineteen were still young enough to start new careers. The fact was, 
however, that the brass wanted them to go; the ones who went willingly and 
those who would have preferred to stay on. This, together with a policy of 
taking on fewer new recruits, got them some way towards reaching their targets 
as far as making the necessary cuts went.

Whether they were still ‘working together for a safer London’ was a 
different matter entirely.

‘So they encouraged you to leave?’ Thorne asked.

‘Pushed me out,’ Tully said. ‘Simple as that. All they had to do was take 
away anything resembling the job I was used to doing to the point where I 
wouldn’t have a lot of choice.’

Thorne said nothing. It sounded very familiar.

‘I was working on Serious and Organised by then and I ended up being the mug 
who did the organising. Writing up the operations they’d given to detectives 
twenty years younger than me. I might as well have been making the bloody tea, 
so I told them to stick it. I felt like a hero… for about five minutes, 
because I’d done exactly what they wanted.’

‘They’re good at that,’ Thorne said.

‘I was an idiot.’ Tully sounded bitter, and evidently believed he had 
reason to be. He was clearly a good copper, but Thorne could tell that he was 
also one of those unfortunate ones who were lost without a warrant card.

Job-pissed, job or not.

‘So what are you up to now?’ Thorne asked.

Tully looked as if he had something foul-tasting in his mouth. He swallowed. 
‘I walk, I try and read, watch far too much television. I listen to the sound 
of my brain cells dying off. It’s non-stop excitement.’

‘You married? Kids?’

‘Never got round to it.’ He looked at his feet as he trudged across the 
damp grass. ‘Come on, you know what the Job can be like.’

Thorne said that he did, but in his experience, those whose every relationship 
foundered on the rocks of police work were actually few and far between. Those 
who blamed an inability to settle on the pressures of the Job were common 
enough of course. Thorne’s own marriage had failed, but that was a long time 
ago and he’d had plenty of relationships since.

Some better than others, but still.

‘Yeah, it’s difficult,’ he said.

As they arrived back at the car park, Tully stopped. ‘Listen, if you need any 
help…’

‘Oh,’ Thorne said. The dog was jumping up at him, pawing mud across his 
jeans. ‘Right.’

‘I’m serious.’

‘I can see that.’

‘I might be out of the loop officially, but I’ve still got plenty of 
contacts, you know what I mean? Plenty of favours I can call in.’ Tully 
pressed a button on his remote and the boot of his car opened slowly. The dog 
ran across and jumped in without being told. ‘From what you’ve told me, it 
sounds like you could do with all the help you can get.’

‘It’s not the reason I wanted to meet up.’

‘All the same, it’s a genuine offer.’ Tully stared at his foot moving 
back and forth across the gravel. ‘Tell you the truth, you’d be the one 
doing me a favour.’

‘I actually came to warn you,’ Thorne said. ‘Bearing in mind what 
Mercer’s doing, you know, it might be a good idea to watch out for 
yourself.’

Tully laughed. ‘I’m not going to lose any sleep over Terry Mercer.’ He 
patted his chest. ‘Anyway, these days I’m grateful for anything that gets 
this beating a bit faster.’ He walked round his car towards the 
driver’s-side door, shouted over the roof. ‘Think about what I said.’

Thorne was already thinking about it.

Having an ex-cop with plenty of friends on board might not be a bad idea and at 
the very least it would take a bit of the pressure off Holland and Kitson. As 
far as needing all the help he could get went, Thorne wasn’t going to argue, 
and the offer of providing some was obviously sincere, desperate, even.

As things stood, bagging dog-shit was clearly the most useful thing ex-DCI Ian 
Tully did all day.





TWENTY-FIVE





As soon as Thorne walked through the door, he heard voices from the kitchen, 
and the first person he saw on entering was Helen’s sister Jenny, who looked 
up at him from her place at the kitchen table. She smiled and said hello 
without a great deal of enthusiasm.

‘I’m really sorry,’ Thorne said.

He had completely forgotten she was coming over and dinner was already well 
under way.

The man sitting opposite Jenny turned to look at him, at the same moment that 
Helen walked over from the fridge with more wine and beer. She introduced 
Jenny’s husband, Tim, then went back to the fridge and got a beer for Thorne. 
Tim stood up and walked across to shake hands as Thorne threw his jacket on to 
a chair.

‘All right, mate?’ he said.

Helen sat down and poured herself some wine. ‘I just got you some Singapore 
fried rice and that squid thing you like.’

‘That’s perfect.’

‘It’s in the oven.’

Thorne said, ‘Thanks,’ and went to get his dinner, stooping to kiss Helen 
as he passed, hoping that she could not taste the burger he’d stopped off for 
on his way home from Bromley.

‘Sorry,’ he said again. He scooped the food from its cartons on to a plate 
that had been warming alongside them in the oven. ‘It’s just been a pig 
today and I didn’t get a chance to call.’ He looked over towards Jenny and 
Tim. ‘An officer was seriously injured on duty and I had a ton of paperwork 
to do just for that, so…’

‘It’s fine,’ Helen said. ‘We’ve not long started, have we?’

Tim shook his head and Jenny neatly forked in a mouthful of whatever she was 
eating.

Thorne walked back over to the table and sat down. He caught Helen’s eye and 
she smiled, seemingly unconcerned that he was late. He wondered if she realised 
that he’d forgotten completely. If she did, she was hiding her annoyance very 
well. ‘This looks good,’ he said.

Tim washed down a handful of prawn crackers with a mouthful of beer and said, 
‘What kind of injury?’

Thorne looked at him.

‘This officer.’

‘Oh… an American pit bull terrier took a very decent chunk out of one of my 
constable’s legs.’ He looked at Helen. ‘Nina Woodley.’

‘She OK?’ Helen asked.

‘She’s not going to be playing table tennis for a while.’

‘I don’t know why anyone would want to keep a dangerous dog,’ Tim said. 
‘Is it like a status thing?’

‘No such thing as a dangerous dog,’ Jenny said. ‘Only dangerous owners.’

‘Fair point,’ Tim said.

Helen reached across for more food. ‘That’s what the gun lobby always come 
out with whenever some child gets shot accidentally.’

‘Oh, come on!’

‘Like it’s not the guns that are the problem.’

‘It’s not the same thing at all,’ Jenny said.

Thorne knew that the relationship between Helen and her sister could 
occasionally be fractious. She resented Jenny’s repeated interference, the 
unwanted advice, especially about childcare. He could sense an argument 
brewing. ‘Anyway, loads of forms to fill in,’ he said. ‘So that’s why I 
couldn’t get away.’

‘Goes with the job though, doesn’t it?’ Jenny said.

‘I suppose so.’

‘Stupid hours, not knowing what you’ll be doing from one day to the next. 
It was the same thing when Helen was with Paul.’ She looked at Helen. 
‘Wasn’t it?’

Helen grunted, glanced over at Thorne.

He said, ‘It’s certainly not nine to five.’

Jenny was still looking at Helen; somewhere between pity and condescension. 
‘Hardly saw each other a lot of the time.’

‘Who wants nine to five anyway?’ Helen said.

Thorne could see that Helen was irritated. She had told him on several 
occasions that her sister had not had a good word to say about her former 
partner while they were together, but that her attitude had miraculously 
changed since his death.

‘Well some people just aren’t cut out for it, are they?’ Jenny said.

‘No, they’re not.’

‘Paul certainly wasn’t.’

Another look from Helen, the smallest roll of the eyes. Now Thorne understood 
what she had been talking about. Jenny had actually bowed her head just a 
fraction and spoken the name with something like reverence; as though Paul’s 
death had sanctified him.

‘You a fishing man?’ Tim asked, from nowhere.

Thorne looked at him. ‘No,’ he said. ‘Can’t say that I am.’

‘You should give it a try. A couple of hours in the fresh air, nice and 
relaxing, just you and the water. Best thing in the world for dealing with 
stress.’

‘Maybe I’ll give it a go,’ Thorne said, hoping he’d faked a sufficient 
degree of interest.

‘Yeah, definitely. I mean there can’t be too many things more stressful 
than your job, can there? We know all about being a detective from Helen.’

‘Tom’s not a detective,’ Jenny said.

Thorne looked at her.

She widened her eyes, a picture of innocence. ‘Sorry, have I got that 
wrong?’

‘Well, even so,’ Tim said, spearing a pork ball. ‘Still a stressful 
business, isn’t it? I mean look at today, that business with the dog.’

When Thorne’s mobile rang, he almost shouted with relief. Right then, he 
would have happily excused himself for someone trying to sell him insurance, 
but seeing the name on the caller ID he had to control the urge to rush from 
the room.

‘Sorry, I need to take this,’ he said.

He answered his phone on the way to the bedroom and once the door was closed 
behind him, he quickly told Yvonne Kitson he was free to talk.

Kitson said, ‘Got the chief superintendent round for dinner then?’

‘Worse,’ Thorne said.

She told Thorne about her visit to the flat where George Jeffers had been 
staying and what she had found in the pockets of the jacket he had left behind. 
‘A few receipts… nothing to get excited about. His free bus pass and a 
business card I think you might be interested in.’

‘Tell me.’

Thorne was certainly interested, struggling to control his excitement as he 
walked back into the kitchen to rejoin the others. It did not look as though he 
had been missed.

Helen asked if everything was all right and he told her that it was.

‘He’s definitely a sparky little so-and-so,’ Tim said.

They were talking about kids; about Jenny’s two and about Alfie. Jenny said 
how well both her boys were doing at school, how bright each of them was in 
very different ways. Helen did not bother trying to compete in the parenting 
stakes. Instead, she took care to mention that Thorne had picked Alfie up from 
school the day before and that he was starting to get upset if Thorne was not 
there when he woke up in the morning.

‘Really?’ Jenny said, sounding less than thrilled.

Thorne smiled at Helen as he spoke. ‘Apparently.’

Fifteen minutes later, when Helen began clearing the plates away, Thorne still 
had half his food left. Helen asked if he wanted her to put the leftovers in 
the fridge. Thorne pushed his fork half-heartedly through what was left of his 
rice and said, ‘I’m not feeling too clever, actually.’

‘That squid looked a bit iffy to me,’ Tim said.

‘Don’t be ridiculous.’ Jenny was helping to clear the table. ‘It 
wouldn’t happen that quickly.’

‘No, I suppose not,’ Tim said.

‘Maybe it was the sandwich I had at lunch.’ Thorne stood up and rubbed his 
stomach. ‘But I definitely don’t feel too good.’

‘Do you want me to get you something?’ Helen asked. ‘I could nip to the 
late-night chemist.’

Jenny dumped the plates on to the worktop. ‘It’s probably just an overnight 
thing.’

‘I might just call it a night,’ Thorne said. ‘Sorry.’

‘Don’t be daft,’ Tim said, turning as Thorne moved past him. ‘Listen, 
we should go and get a beer some time and don’t forget about the fishing, 
yeah?’

Thorne said that he wouldn’t forget and, after apologising to Helen for 
leaving her with all the clearing away to do, he headed towards the bedroom.

He lay in the dark, listening to the muted conversation, the only laughter 
coming from Tim, almost certainly at one of his own jokes. Half an hour after 
he had got into bed, Thorne heard the goodnights being said and the front door 
finally closing. A few moments later, Helen put her head round the door.

‘How you feeling?’

‘Not too bad,’ Thorne said. ‘I mean I’d really rather not phone in sick 
tomorrow.’

‘See how you feel in the morning.’

‘Thanks for being so good about me being late, by the way.’

Helen moved into the room and sat on the edge of the bed. She turned on the 
bedside light. ‘The last thing I was going to do was have any sort of row in 
front of Jenny,’ she said. ‘She doesn’t need any more ammunition.’

‘Against me, you mean?’

‘Against the whole thing. She wasn’t very keen on me living with another 
copper the first time round, with Paul.’

‘So you think we would have had a row?’ Thorne asked. ‘If your sister 
hadn’t been here.’

Helen grinned. ‘You forgot she was coming, didn’t you?’

‘Completely,’ Thorne said.

They looked at one another for a few seconds until Alfie began to cry softly in 
the next room. It usually started this way, small and weak like a new-born’s 
whimper. They both knew he’d be ramping up the volume fairly quickly.

‘Great,’ Helen said, getting up. ‘Well, you’ll probably be spark out by 
the time I’m done with him, so I’ll try not to wake you in the morning.’

‘I’m sure I’ll be fine,’ Thorne said.

As Thorne reached for the light, Helen stopped at the door.

‘I think you should definitely take the day off,’ she said. ‘You do look 
seriously rough.’





TWENTY-SIX





Thorne had seen the business card Kitson had described once before. Thin and 
flimsy, with a basic font and simple layout; one of those you could get printed 
up in batches of fifty from machines at railway stations.

FA Investigations.

The year before, Thorne had become professionally involved with a young private 
investigator named Anna Carpenter. She had dropped out of university and gone 
to work for FA Investigations with high hopes of an exciting new career, only 
to find herself acting as bait in seedy honeytrap operations, when she wasn’t 
working as a glorified bookkeeper or fetching her boss’s booze.

Thorne, and the case they worked on together, had been her escape.

He had not wanted anything to do with her at first, had been forced into it for 
the sake of the investigation. By the end, they had become close; a new lease 
of life for Thorne every bit as much as it was for her. Though Anna’s boss 
was not directly at fault for the way things had turned out, Thorne had seen 
and heard enough of the man she had worked for to wish that he could have 
blamed Frank Anderson for what happened.

Blamed him and done something about it.

Now, at ten fifteen on a drizzly Thursday morning, while Helen and his chief 
inspector thought he was laid up in bed, Thorne stood on a pavement in 
Victoria, outside a narrow brown door with cracked glass, and dragged his 
thoughts back to the present. The five dead and the dog-eared card found in 
George Jeffers’ pocket.

He rang the bell.

Half a minute later, Frank Anderson answered the door. Perhaps he was having 
trouble finding a new ‘secretary’ on the pittance he was paying, or else he 
was not making enough money to afford anyone at all. Either way, it was good 
news.

‘What do you want?’ Anderson said. It had taken him a long few seconds to 
remember where he recognised Thorne from and he did not look very pleased when 
it finally came to him. Thorne enjoyed the man’s discomfort and confusion, 
the way he shrank back just a little in the doorway.

They had last seen one another at Anna Carpenter’s funeral.

‘Well, I certainly don’t want to stand about chatting on your fucking 
doorstep.’ Thorne had not meant to sound quite so aggressive. He was hoping 
for a degree of co-operation after all, but something about Anderson’s face 
– vulpine, florid – had triggered a momentary desire to knock the man on 
his bony arse rather than waste any time being polite.

He bit back the urge and glanced skywards, as if it was just the rain that was 
making him tetchy.

Anderson said, ‘Yeah, all right, calm down,’ and turned inside, inviting 
Thorne to follow him upstairs. The office was much as Thorne remembered it: a 
drab collection of chairs and filing cabinets in brown and gunmetal grey. A job 
lot acquired on the cheap when some fifties council building was upgraded.

‘You want some tea?’

Thorne said no, as politely as he could.

Anderson dropped into a swivel chair behind a scarred wooden desk. He was 
wearing a tired suit that near enough matched the decor, a striped tie hanging 
from an undone collar. He was probably early fifties, but drink had put ten 
years on him. He looked like the schoolteacher you might think twice about 
before letting him take a PE class.

‘I’m interested in one of your clients,’ Thorne said. ‘A man named 
George Jeffers.’ He waited. ‘He was one of your clients, right?’

Anderson’s hands were clasped together. He unclasped them then moved them 
back together. Admitting nothing, but making no denial. A tacit invitation for 
Thorne to carry on.

‘I believe that Jeffers asked you to trace a number of individuals for him, 
is that correct? A number of elderly individuals?’

Anderson thought for a few seconds. ‘Look, you know I can’t talk about my 
clients.’

‘I’m asking nicely.’

‘I’m saying no nicely.’

‘You really think I’d be here if it wasn’t important?’ Thorne said.

Anderson’s expression changed, softened. Perhaps as someone who spent his 
working life spying on unfaithful husbands or benefit cheats, he relished his 
input being important for a change. Or perhaps he decided that talking to 
Thorne about this was preferable to talking about the past. ‘OK, let’s say 
that George Jeffers was a client.’

‘Did you know that he’d just come out of prison?’

Anderson nodded. ‘He never said anything, but you can smell it on them, 
can’t you? He had that… pallor, whatever you call it. Like he was 
see-through.’

‘So you traced these people for him.’

‘Not unheard of, is it?’ Anderson shrugged. ‘You come out of prison after 
a long stretch, only natural you might want to get back together with a few 
people you’ve lost touch with.’

Thorne nodded. Thinking: It wasn’t Jeffers who had lost touch with anyone, 
and there was nothing natural about what the man who wanted these people found 
was planning to do. ‘How did he pay you?’

‘Now you’re pushing it.’

‘Come on, I’m not going to tell the taxman. Cash?’

Anderson said nothing.

‘Scotch?’

Anderson scowled at him. ‘My business.’

‘I need a list of the people he asked you to find.’

Anderson leaned back in his chair, swivelled back and forth. ‘No chance.’

‘You’ve already admitted Jeffers was a client, so what’s the big deal?’

‘That’s as much as you’re going to get,’ Anderson said. ‘Besides 
which, I’ve admitted nothing of the sort. I start handing on the details of 
particular cases, all the ins and outs, I’m betraying my clients’ 
confidence and completely compromising the integrity of my business.’

It was a struggle not to laugh. ‘Right. They might throw you out of the 
Association of British Investigators. Still using their logo, I see.’

Instinctively, Anderson reached for the stack of notepaper Thorne was eyeing 
up. He gathered up the pile and thrust it into a drawer, then began 
straightening up other objects on his desk: a calendar, a mug filled with pens, 
a telephone attached by a cable to a digital recorder.

‘That’s naughty,’ Thorne said. ‘I wonder what would happen to the 
integrity of the business if your clients discovered that you’d never been a 
member of the ABI? That you were using that logo illegally.’

‘So, I forgot to send in the membership fee,’ Anderson said. ‘I can sort 
that in five minutes, so don’t think that’s any sort of threat.’

‘What about the fact that you spend half your time calling up your 
competitors, posing as a prospective client and arranging non-existent 
meetings?’

‘Firstly, it’s what everyone does and secondly… you’re starting to 
sound a bit desperate.’ He stood up. ‘Right, I think we’re about 
finished, aren’t we?’

‘I really need that list.’

‘Well, come back with a warrant and we can talk about it.’ Anderson must 
have sensed Thorne’s hesitation, seen something in his face. ‘Oh, I see.’ 
He sat down casually on the edge of the desk. ‘This one’s off the clock, is 
it?’

‘That doesn’t matter.’

‘It bloody well does to me,’ Anderson said. ‘Even more reason for me to 
tell you to piss off. Like I needed another reason.’

Thorne looked at him. If he was struggling to control his desire to slam 
Anderson’s smug face hard on to his desk, then Anderson was fighting a 
similar – if rather more foolish – urge to do much the same to him. A year 
before, in this very office, Thorne had made Frank Anderson look like an idiot, 
and clearly that still rankled. Thorne looked, making no effort to hide what he 
was thinking, but saying nothing, because he had nothing else to say.

‘So?’ Anderson smiled. ‘Piss off.’



Ten minutes later, Frank Anderson was enjoying his second whisky of the day, 
thinking that although there weren’t too many things that could brighten his 
life up at the moment, sending that prick Thorne away with his tail between his 
legs was definitely one of them.

He raised his glass in a toast to his own brilliance; muttered, ‘One each, I 
reckon.’

Anderson’s interest in the whole George Jeffers thing had been sufficiently 
piqued by Thorne’s visit, by his obvious desperation for the details, that he 
spent the next few minutes trying to figure out what might be in it for him. 
Was there any way he could make some money out of it? Were there any angles he 
could exploit to his own advantage? Bar actually selling the information to 
Thorne he couldn’t think of any offhand, but he was still wrestling with the 
conundrum when the phone went.

A new client. The day was looking better and better.

The man suspected that his wife was having an affair with a work colleague. A 
stylist at the hairdressing salon where she worked, who had conned everyone 
into thinking he was gay, when that was obviously just a cover story. Anderson 
had heard similar stories a thousand times and he listened patiently, before 
making the man fully aware of his rates, including the charges for the 
conversation they were now having.

‘I just need proof,’ the man said. ‘Proof of what she’s doing to me and 
to our kids.’

‘I’ll get you proof one way or the other,’ Anderson said.

‘If we get divorced, she’ll try and turn me over. I mean, that’s what 
always happens, isn’t it? But if I can prove that she was the one playing 
away, it might not be so bad. I might even get a chance to keep my kids.’

‘Sounds like money well spent then,’ Anderson said.

He told the man that he would need to come into the office to make formal 
arrangements and they agreed a time the following week. The man thanked him, 
said he was a lot less worried about things now he’d spoken to a professional.

‘Glad I can help,’ Anderson said.

When the call had ended, Anderson sat back in his chair and raised his glass a 
second time. ‘Professional,’ he whispered, before draining it. He was still 
clutching the glass containing his third whisky of the day when he went down to 
answer the door a few minutes later.

Tom Thorne, looking rather more cocky than when he’d left.

‘It’s always the stupid laws that prove to be the handiest,’ Thorne said. 
‘The really boring ones.’

‘What?’

But Thorne was already pushing past him on his way up the stairs, talking as he 
went while Anderson trotted after him. ‘I mean they got Al Capone for tax 
evasion in the end, didn’t they? And they only caught the Yorkshire Ripper 
because there was an irregularity with his tax disc. This one, though… this 
one’s my absolute favourite from now on.’

Anderson shouted, ‘What the hell d’you think you’re doing?’ as Thorne 
marched into his office and around his desk. He could only stand and stare as 
Thorne reached for the digital voice recorder and pressed PLAY.

‘I just need proof,’ the tinny voice said. ‘Proof of what she’s doing 
to me and to our kids…’

Anderson’s shoulders slumped when he saw the expression on Thorne’s face 
and realised.

‘Not bad,’ Thorne said, ‘even if I say so myself. I just poshed my voice 
up a bit… reckon I sound like Hugh Grant. I think the stuff about the kids 
was a nice touch, don’t you? And you sounded ever so sympathetic.’

‘You’re an arsehole,’ Anderson said.

‘I might well be, but because you failed to inform me that our conversation 
was being recorded, you’re the arsehole who’s in breach of the 
Telecommunications Act of 2003.’ Thorne sat down in Anderson’s chair, 
opened a drawer and took out a sheet of the headed notepaper he had seen 
Anderson put away earlier. He waved it towards him. ‘So, do I arrest you now, 
or do you save us both a lot of trouble by writing those names down for me?’

‘Arsehole,’ Anderson said again.

‘I mean, I don’t think we’re talking about prison or anything, but it’s 
probably a hefty fine and it’s not going to look good on the CV, is it?’

Anderson stepped forward and snatched the paper, muttering curses as he leaned 
across to take a pen from the mug on his desk. He nodded towards the computer, 
the muscles flexing in his jaw. ‘I’ll need to…’

‘Oh, of course.’ Thorne vacated the chair and watched Anderson come around 
and call up the file he needed, stabbing furiously at the keys of the grimy PC. 
He picked up the half-empty bottle of Bell’s from the top of the filing 
cabinet. ‘Times must be hard,’ he said. ‘I had you down as a single malt 
man.’

‘Here.’

Thorne felt more pumped up than he had in a long time as he took the piece of 
paper Anderson was brandishing and looked down at the names.

‘So, we finished then?’

But Thorne wasn’t listening. However ingenious he had been, however big a 
fool he had made of Frank Anderson, he could feel the rush evaporate, the 
ticking in his blood slow to a dull, monotonous throb.

He was the arsehole, after all.

Four names he recognised, four names he already knew.

He had wasted his time.





TWENTY-SEVEN





‘I reckon I could get used to this,’ Hendricks said.

Holland looked at him. ‘What?’

‘Working from here.’ Hendricks looked around. ‘I mean, in terms of my own 
speciality, yes, it’s definitely a bit limited. There’s probably a freezer 
in the back somewhere and I could always improvise as far as a slab goes, but 
otherwise the facilities do leave something to be desired. That said though, 
you can’t argue with fancy Italian lager on tap and all the crisps and nuts 
you can eat.’ He turned, nodded across to where Thorne was waiting to be 
served at the bar. ‘Mind you, bearing in mind that we’re doing this out of 
the goodness of our hearts, I do think he should be buying all the drinks.’

‘That why you’re doing this then?’ Holland asked. ‘The “goodness of 
your heart”.’

‘Something like that. Someone needs to keep an eye on him.’

‘Not sure why I’m doing it.’ Holland loosened his tie. ‘Buggered if I 
can see the funny side, though.’

‘I spent all afternoon cutting up a thirteen-year-old boy,’ Hendricks said, 
quietly. ‘So pretty much everything else has got a funny side.’

When Thorne arrived back at the table and laid the drinks down, Hendricks said, 
‘Here we are again then,’ and began whistling a recognisable refrain.

‘Wrong movie,’ Thorne said. ‘That’s The Good, the Bad and the Ugly.’

Hendricks reached for his drink. Said, ‘I’m well aware of that.’

‘Yvonne told me to say sorry she couldn’t make it,’ Holland said.

‘It’s fine,’ Thorne said. ‘She texted me.’

‘She’s got a lot on with the kids, you know? But she’s still… on 
board.’

Thorne nodded, said, ‘Right then,’ and laid down the list he had extracted 
from Frank Anderson. He had already explained to the others that it contained 
only the names of the victims they had already identified. ‘Fiona Daniels, 
Brian Gibbs, John Cooper, Alan Herbert.’ He counted them off on his fingers. 
‘Margaret Cooper killed just because she was there and he couldn’t leave 
her alive. Four people Mercer had a grudge against, so he gets George Jeffers 
to find them. Jeffers uses Frank Anderson to do it for him and all the 
information Mercer needs is waiting for him when he gets out.’

‘Tidy,’ Hendricks said.

Thorne stabbed at the scrap of paper, now damp with beer from the bottom of 
glasses. ‘So, where the hell does this leave us?’

‘Maybe it’s finished,’ Hendricks said. He swirled the beer around in his 
glass. ‘Maybe this was Mercer’s list and he’s crossed them all off and 
now he’s done.’

Thorne shook his head.

‘Maybe he’s looking forward to a nice cosy retirement. Putting his feet up 
in Eastbourne or somewhere and watching Antiques Roadshow. Doing a spot of 
gardening or whatever.’

‘He’s not done,’ Thorne said.

‘You want there to be some more?’

‘Don’t be stupid,’ Thorne snapped.

Hendricks looked at Holland.

Thorne held a hand up. Sorry. ‘Just one more name on that list and we might 
have at least had a chance. We might have known who he was going after and got 
there before he did.’

‘But there’s no way of knowing what order he was doing it in, is there?’ 
Holland said. ‘I can’t see how it would really have helped.’ He sat back 
and folded his arms. ‘I mean, I hope Phil’s right, I hope there aren’t 
any more.’

‘So do I, obviously,’ Thorne said. ‘But look at Alan Herbert. If 
Mercer’s going to all this trouble to murder the poor sod who just happened 
to be standing next to him in the dock, you’ve got to believe there are going 
to be others. Jury members, officers of the court… somebody who looked at him 
the wrong way, whoever. This has been festering for thirty years, for God’s 
sake.’ He raised his glass, then stopped and stared down into it as if 
something that should not be there was floating in his beer. ‘Who knows who 
else he’s nursing grudges against?’

‘So why aren’t they on this list then?’ Hendricks asked.

They sat and drank for a minute or two. The place was busier than the last time 
they were here and they had been having to lean closer to one another to make 
themselves heard, while still keeping their conversation private. There were a 
couple of Grafton regulars at the next table with no such concerns, arguing 
loudly about the new striker West Ham had bought. For a few moments, Thorne 
wished that he could join them; arguing the toss and getting fiercely worked up 
about something that would not keep him awake at night. Then he glanced down at 
the damp scrap of paper on the table and remembered the famous Bill Shankly 
quote about football being more important than life and death.

Shankly was a great manager, but he was talking out of his arse.

‘There is another possibility,’ Holland said. ‘There could be others that 
Mercer didn’t need to trace, because he’d already done it from inside.’

‘He had no visitors, remember.’

‘Phone calls then, letters. Easy enough, I would have thought.’

‘I’ll check with Caroline Dunn,’ Thorne said.

‘He’ll have had access to a computer too,’ Hendricks said. He rubbed a 
palm across his closely shaved scalp. ‘And a bloody long time to figure out 
the best way to use it.’

Holland said, ‘That might explain why there’s no police officers on the 
list. No lawyers.’

Thorne nodded, getting it.

‘Almost anyone with any sort of professional profile has some kind of 
internet presence, if you look hard enough.’ Holland looked at Hendricks. 
‘Right? The world and his wife has a sodding blog.’

‘Thinking I might start one myself,’ Hendricks said. ‘Gab from the Slab. 
Sounds all right, doesn’t it?’

‘Maybe the names on Anderson’s list were the only people he hadn’t been 
able to trace.’

‘Christ.’ Thorne downed what was left of his pint. ‘So, what do we do?’

‘How’s he funding all this?’ Hendricks asked, after they had all taken a 
drink. ‘I’m not sure the old age pension covers it.’

‘I was thinking about that,’ Thorne said. ‘Did they recover everything 
that was taken in the original robbery?’

Holland said he didn’t know, that he’d try and find out.

‘Even if they did, you can bet he had something stashed away. Long-term 
villains like Mercer have always got a nest egg.’

‘So, we’re not going to find him through credit cards, anything like 
that.’

‘No chance.’

‘What about DVLA? How’s he getting around?’

‘Worth thinking about,’ Thorne said. ‘We could try and get a look at CCTV 
at all the locations where the victims were found. See if any vehicle comes up 
more than once.’

‘Not sure how the hell I’m supposed to get the authority for that,’ 
Holland said. ‘There’s a shedload of forms to fill in. Well, you know.’ 
He thought about it for a few seconds, the other two staring at him. ‘I’ll 
have a word with Yvonne,’ he said. ‘See if she’s got any bright ideas.’

‘Any ideas at all would be good,’ Thorne said. After the disappointment of 
his meeting with Frank Anderson, he had been hoping that getting together with 
Holland and Hendricks might at least help point the investigation in the right 
direction. So far, it felt as though the brick wall they were in danger of 
running into was just going up three times faster.

‘It might help if we talked about the big question,’ Holland said.

‘Which one?’ Hendricks leaned forward and stared, mock-serious. ‘Is life 
ultimately meaningless? Does God exist? Chocolate HobNobs or plain? They’re 
all equally tricky.’

‘Ignore him,’ Thorne said.

‘There’s never any sign of force,’ Holland said. ‘No defence wounds, 
nothing, so how’s he doing it?’ He looked at Hendricks, who was no longer 
seeing the funny side, and then at Thorne. ‘How the hell is he making these 
people kill themselves?’



Holland left before the other two and, after a quick half for the road and 
fifteen minutes spent arguing about whether Liam Brady had been a better 
midfielder than Paul Gascoigne, Thorne and Hendricks wandered out into the car 
park. Thorne grimaced into the drizzle as he rooted in his pockets for car keys.

‘You’re over the limit,’ Hendricks said.

‘Hardly.’

‘Why don’t you leave the car here and stay at your place?’

‘Can’t,’ Thorne said. ‘I need to get back to Helen’s. I’m in enough 
trouble as it is because she knows I’ve not been ill in bed all day.’ He 
held out his mobile phone. ‘Four missed calls.’

‘So, just tell her you were meeting me and Dave. She knows it’s important, 
so what’s the big deal?’

Thorne took half a step away and grunted something non-committal.

‘You have told her what you’re doing, haven’t you?’ Hendricks said. The 
look on Thorne’s face was answer enough. ‘Oh, bloody hell.’

‘What?’

Hendricks shook his head and raised his arms, exasperated, then began waving to 
flag down a black cab that was heading towards Chalk Farm Road. The cab slowed, 
did a U-turn and pulled over. Hendricks ushered Thorne towards it. ‘Here…’

Thorne yanked open the cab door. Said, ‘Tulse Hill.’

‘No, sorry, mate.’ the driver said, without turning round.

‘What?’

‘Not going south of the river this time of night.’ He began to ease away, 
the door still open.

‘You’ve got to.’ Holding on to the taxi’s door, Thorne stepped into the 
road. ‘It’s the law.’

‘Yeah, and it’s my cab.’

‘You’ve got to take me.’ Thorne’s voice was raised. ‘I’m a police 
officer.’ He thrust his hand inside his jacket, one pocket then another, 
scrabbling for his wallet.

Hendricks moved in front of him, said, ‘Leave it,’ and slammed the door. 
The cab pulled quickly away from the kerb.

‘Twat!’ Thorne shouted after it. He aimed a kick at a plastic bottle in the 
gutter. ‘Fucking south London.’ He dug for his car keys a second time and 
turned to look for his friend.

Hendricks had already begun walking towards the main road, but stopped after a 
few yards to turn and shout back. ‘You need to tell her, you stupid sod.’

Maybe it was the fact that he hadn’t really eaten properly that day, that 
he’d put away three and a half pints of Guinness on top of two bags of crisps 
and a dodgy-looking Scotch egg, but suddenly Thorne felt every bit as sick as 
he’d been pretending to be.





TWENTY-EIGHT





Holland had no intention of telling his girlfriend where he had been and 
certainly not with whom. Her animosity towards Tom Thorne was of long standing, 
dating back to when he and Thorne had first begun working together. What Thorne 
had brought upon himself three months earlier had only confirmed her belief 
that he was not the sort of copper anyone – least of all the father of her 
child – should be modelling himself upon, and while she had not exactly 
crowed about what had happened, she did say that nobody should have been 
particularly surprised.

That Thorne’s fall from grace was long overdue.

Holland did not agree, but had said nothing and he could certainly say nothing 
now.

‘Your dinner’s in the dog!’ Sophie had been half asleep in front of the 
TV and grinned as she reached up to him from the sofa. Holland leaned down to 
kiss her and she smelled the beer. ‘Don’t tell me, another leaving do.’ 
She sat up and the smile became a yawn.

‘One of the other teams had a result, that’s all. The DCI was getting them 
in, so…’

‘So, why not?’

Holland was angrier with himself than he was with Thorne for being in this 
position, for putting his career on the line, but he really resented having to 
lie. ‘How’s the Teeny Tyrant?’

Chloë, their five-year-old daughter; angel-faced and ruthless.

‘Oh, plenty of big decisions today,’ Sophie said. ‘She doesn’t like 
cheese, she thinks Iggle Piggle is stupid and that joke about the dog? She 
wants one.’

‘We haven’t got the space,’ Holland said.

‘I told her we’d think about a hamster.’

Holland crept into his daughter’s bedroom and watched her sleep for a minute 
or two, then crept into his own and called Yvonne Kitson.

‘I was just going to bed,’ she said.

‘Sorry.’ Going to bed with the new man in her life about whom she said very 
little. He was not a copper though, Holland knew that much. He told her what 
had been discussed in the Grafton.

‘The CCTV sounds like a good idea.’

‘I’m not sure I can do it,’ Holland said. ‘Any of it.’ He had perhaps 
been exaggerating a little to imagine that his entire career was in jeopardy, 
but he knew that if what he had been doing for Tom Thorne ever came out, he 
would not be making DI any time soon. ‘Think about what we’ve got to lose, 
compared to him.’

‘So, tell him,’ Kitson said. ‘He’s not going to hold it against you.’

‘It’s not just that, though, is it?’ Holland lay back on the bed, stared 
at the cracks that spider-webbed out from the central light fitting. ‘This is 
a major investigation, or at least it should be. Don’t you think it deserves 
to be done… properly?’

‘Meaning by other people.’

‘What if there are more killings and we didn’t do everything we could to 
try and stop it?’

‘You want to go behind his back?’

Holland closed his eyes. He heard the television being switched off in the 
other room. ‘I’m just saying.’

‘I’m tired, Dave,’ Kitson said. ‘And you’ve been in the pub.’





TWENTY-NINE





For Richard Jacobson, the evening every four weeks when his wife went out to 
attend the monthly meeting of her book club was the one he looked forward to 
the most. Not that she and her friends actually talked about books a great 
deal. From everything he had heard, there was a cursory five minutes spent 
saying, ‘Yes, I liked it,’ or ‘No, it was pretentious twaddle,’ and the 
rest of the conversation revolved around hairdressers, house prices and the 
daily agonies of dealing with teenage children.

He didn’t really care what they talked about – nominally, this evening’s 
‘title’ was something about Chinese girls with pushy mothers – as long as 
she was out of the house for a few hours. Once every few months of course there 
was the nightmare scenario of his wife being the hostess for the evening; when 
the gaggle of big-haired women would descend on his house and he would be 
desperate to get out, but when he had the place to himself, as he did tonight, 
he could really kick back and enjoy it.

He could pull on a scruffy old jumper, open a bottle of something decent and 
enjoy his collection.

It wasn’t the only time he spent pottering with his machines of course, but 
it was never the same when Susan was about. He could sense her disapproval 
seeping through the walls; from the pristine kitchen or the Sitting Room of a 
Thousand Cushions into the cold, dusty garage where, to a soothing soundtrack 
of fifties and sixties jazz, he would happily fill hours restoring rollers and 
oiling chains.

His Royal Blades, his Ambassadors, his cherished Eclipse Rocket.

Stepping into the garage and waiting for the strip lights to flicker into life, 
he breathed in the glorious smell of them all. The oil and the polished wood 
and still the heady whiff of grass from fifty, sixty, a hundred years ago. He 
moved eagerly towards his workbench, having already decided that tonight would 
be Sonny Rollins and some more restoration work on the 1965 Ransome Marquis 
he’d bought the week before.

He switched on the CD player and, once the music had begun, he moved, snapping 
his fingers to the beat, towards the metal shelving unit stacked with oil cans, 
paint tins and neatly labelled jars filled with antique screws, nuts and bolts. 
He jumped back and cried out in alarm when the old man stepped from behind it.

A noise more than a word.

Sonny Rollins’ sax kicked in at that moment, as if Jacobson’s yelp had been 
a cue, but he was unaware of it, and after those few seconds it took for his 
breathing to even out just enough for him to speak, he had to shout above the 
frantic drumming in his chest.

‘Who the hell are you?’

The old man stared casually around the garage, nodding his head gently in time 
to the music. ‘Yeah, well. Sixty-four-thousand-dollar question, that one.’

Jacobson took a step towards him, energised by a welcome surge of anger and 
adrenalin. Some tramp sleeping off the booze, it had to be; a shock of white 
hair and a plastic bag dangling from his fingers. The clothes looked too new 
though, and something about the smile, the enjoyment in it, was becoming 
familiar.

‘You can bugger off now, or I can call the police,’ he said. ‘Simple as 
that.’

The old man didn’t move, content to let his plastic bag swing a little.

‘The police know me,’ Jacobson said, his voice breaking slightly.

The old man nodded. ‘Well of course they bloody do. Important bloke like 
you.’

Jacobson felt his breath catch. If the intruder knew who he was, it had to be 
bad. It must mean he had been targeted for some reason. He felt a wave of 
relief as he remembered that he was alone in the house; that whatever was going 
to happen, his wife was safe.

‘Your problem is, they know me as well. I haven’t seen them for a while, 
that’s all.’ The old man smiled when he saw Jacobson’s eyes widen with 
recognition; when the penny dropped. ‘There you go,’ he said.

‘What do you want?’

The old man began to walk slowly towards him – no great urgency to the sway 
and swagger, moving to the music – and Jacobson was simply unable to step 
away. Rooted to the spot, too terrified to move a muscle. God, how many times 
had he heard that story at work?

‘There’s money in the house.’

‘I’m sure there is.’

‘Isn’t that what you want?’

‘Unfortunately not.’

‘Then what—?’

The old man was quick; faster and fitter than he had any right to be, than 
Jacobson had ever been, lifting up the plastic bag suddenly and rushing forward 
when Jacobson’s eyes moved with it.

Richard Jacobson sucked in a last gasp of grass and motor oil, half a second 
before the old man punched him in the face.





THIRTY





Alfie was wide awake, and crying, which certainly didn’t help.

Wailing, he threw himself around on the bed, as if his little world were coming 
to an end. Helen kept leaning across to grab him, pulling him towards her, but 
he writhed in her arms, unwilling to be cuddled, until she let him go again.

‘I feel like such a bloody idiot.’ Helen was sitting up in bed, Thorne 
standing at the door, a reversal of their positions the night before. The 
expression of concern Helen had been wearing then was nowhere to be seen.

‘I’m sorry,’ Thorne said. ‘I can only say it so many times.’

‘When I called you this morning I thought you might be asleep. So I waited a 
bit and when you still weren’t answering I kept trying your mobile, then 
eventually I gave up.’

‘I was asleep, and when I woke up I was feeling better, so—’

‘Bollocks, Tom.’ She held a hand out towards Alfie, but he swatted it away. 
‘That’s bollocks and I don’t want to hear it.’

Thorne let out a slow, beery breath and closed the door. He sat down near the 
bottom of the bed, just outside slapping distance. ‘I wanted the day off, 
OK?’

‘So, why not just say “I fancy throwing a sickie” or whatever? Why bother 
lying to me?’ Before Thorne could answer, she said, ‘It feels like 
there’s been a lot of lying lately and I’m fed up with it.’

Thorne said, ‘What’s that supposed to mean?’ because it felt as though he 
should, though he knew he was only prolonging the agony.

‘Oh, come on.’

‘No, tell me.’

‘All that crap about catching up on paperwork and going to non-existent 
record fairs. The other night, when you said you went to see Phil.’

‘I was with Phil,’ Thorne said. ‘I was with him again tonight.’

‘More “boyfriend trouble”, was it?’

Thorne shook his head, took a few seconds to think about the best way into it. 
Alfie crawled across, softly butted his head against Thorne’s arm a few 
times, then moved away again. ‘I made that up because it was easier,’ 
Thorne said. ‘And all that other stuff.’ A deep breath. ‘Phil’s been 
helping me out with this suicide thing, all right? Dave Holland as well.’

Helen sat up a little higher. ‘Suicide thing? You’re talking about that 
couple a week ago, right?’ She shook her head. ‘I thought you were told to 
leave that alone. I mean, Jesmond called.’

‘It wasn’t suicide and it’s not just them.’ He moved a little closer to 
Helen. ‘Five murders so far, all made to look like suicide. I found out 
exactly what links them together and I know who’s doing it.’ He saw the 
look on her face. ‘Helen, really. Listen…’

‘No.’

‘I’ll call Phil.’ He fumbled for his phone. ‘You can ask him!’

‘Bloody hell.’ She was still shaking her head, more in exasperation than 
shock at what was she was hearing.

He told her the rest of it.

When Thorne had finished, Helen drew her son to her again. She held him tightly 
to her chest and stroked his head, shushing him gently while she thought about 
everything Thorne had said. Alfie had calmed down a little, though he was still 
crying, still not ready to settle.

‘You said Phil’s helping you? And Holland?’

Thorne nodded, relieved that he had finally got through to her, that she could 
see the scale of the case he had stumbled across. ‘And Kitson as well. A bit 
of the legwork.’

She nodded, still shushing, still thinking. ‘But Phil’s a pathologist, and 
Kitson and Holland are north London MIT.’

Thorne did not need to ask what she was thinking. ‘Look, you know I went to 
MIT at Lewisham. I tried to tell Hackett what was going on and he wouldn’t 
have any of it.’

‘That was before,’ Helen said.

‘Before what?’

‘Listen to yourself! That was before you put all this together. Before you 
had five murders. Go to him with exactly what you’ve just told me and hand it 
over so it can be investigated properly. I think he might listen now.’

‘They had their chance.’

‘God, how old are you?’ She tried to hang on to Alfie, but he wriggled away 
on to the bed. ‘Do your bloody job.’

‘I have been doing my job,’ Thorne said. ‘How d’you think I put this 
thing together? Me, OK?’

‘Good, well done.’ She spat the sarcasm out. ‘Give yourself a pat on the 
back, Inspector. Then get your head out of your arse and do the right thing for 
everybody.’

The child crawled across to Thorne. He reached out a hand and Alfie used it to 
haul himself to his feet. Thorne held on to him. ‘Do you want me to move back 
to my place?’

Helen shrugged. ‘Do what you want.’

‘Obviously it’s handier for me to stay here, but if you’d rather I was 
out of your way…’

‘It’s done now, isn’t it?’ Helen sounded sad and sullen, her eyes on 
Alfie as he bounced on the bed, still whimpering as he clutched Thorne’s 
sleeve. ‘So I can’t really see what difference it makes. You’ve told me, 
so I can’t pretend I don’t know what you’re up to.’

‘I didn’t want to keep on lying.’

‘Oh yes, well done for being honest.’ The anger flashed back into her 
voice. ‘Now we just have to deal with the huge mess you’ve made.’

‘You don’t have to deal with anything,’ Thorne said.

‘Really?’ She pushed the duvet away, as if she were suddenly hot. ‘Have 
you any idea of the position you’ve put me in? Do you honestly believe that 
when this all comes out, and it is going to come out… they won’t think that 
I knew what you were doing? How many careers are you trying to ruin, exactly?’

Thorne had nothing to say, certainly nothing that would help things. He was 
grateful when Alfie came into the crook of his arm and instinctively he raised 
his free hand and laid it against the boy’s forehead. ‘He feels a bit 
hot,’ Thorne said. ‘Maybe he’s got an ear infection or something.’

‘Oh, really?’

‘Do you want me to go and fetch the Calpol?’

‘No.’ Helen was already half out of bed and she quickly snatched Alfie up 
from Thorne’s arms without a word. She looked less than happy when he began 
to cry even louder.

‘Listen, it wasn’t even my idea to tell you.’

‘Oh, great,’ Helen said.

‘Christ, I can’t win, can I?’

Helen stopped at the doorway, hoisting Alfie a little higher on to her 
shoulder. ‘No, Tom,’ she said. ‘I really don’t think you can.’





THIRTY-ONE





Mercer is a little startled when Jacobson comes round suddenly, coughing and 
spluttering. He’d been looking around the garage while he was waiting, 
killing time and struggling to take in all the old rubbish Jacobson has amassed.

Unbelievable…

He’s sitting a few feet away on a metal stool he’s dragged from behind the 
workbench. He has the plastic bag on his lap and now he’s wearing the thin, 
plastic gloves that had been stuffed in his pocket. He’s turned the music off.

‘Who the hell collects old lawnmowers?’ he asks.

Jacobson says nothing. He just moans, his hand moving to his shattered nose, 
and he shuffles back until he’s sitting against the wall. He spends a few 
seconds trying to work out why he’s wet, what’s dripping from his hair.

He says, ‘Oh, God,’ when he smells the petrol.

‘Handy for me though,’ Mercer says, ‘because I didn’t have to bring any 
with me in the end. All the petrol anyone could want sloshing about in this 
load of old junk, isn’t there?’ He sticks a foot out, nudges one of the 
mowers. ‘I mean, I know everyone needs a hobby and all that. Stamps or 
trainspotting maybe, but this is just stupid. What’s the point of it?’ He 
doesn’t wait for an answer. He knows he isn’t going to get one, that 
Jacobson has better things to think about. ‘As it happens a lot of lads take 
up hobbies inside, but, you know, at least they’ve got an excuse with all 
that time on their hands. Spending weeks making models, ships in bottles, all 
that carry-on. Endless boxes of Swan Vestas, just so they can make a scale 
model of some cathedral or what have you out of matchsticks. Months and months 
it takes them… years, sometimes. Lovely to look at, I’m not denying it… 
or at least they are until some nutcase smashes it to bits just because they 
got a smaller portion of steak and kidney pie in the canteen.’

He shrugs. ‘Waste of bloody time in the end.’

He reaches into his jacket. Says, ‘Talking of matches,’ and takes out a box 
from his pocket.

He shakes it.

Jacobson says, ‘Oh no… oh, Jesus.’

‘It was such a simple thing I asked you to do, Richard, and now look where we 
are.’ Mercer smiles. ‘You haven’t got the first idea what I’m on about, 
have you? You can’t even remember it.’

Jacobson tries to speak, but his words are lost in a fit of spluttering and he 
reaches up to wipe away the petrol that is running into his eyes.

‘I know you were only a pupil barrister back then, doing all the menial 
stuff, but that was supposed to include carrying messages backwards and 
forwards, wasn’t it?’ He opens the matchbox slowly, then quickly shuts it 
again. ‘Remember a woman called Fiona Daniels? No, course you don’t… 
well, she was the silly cow behind the counter at the bank in Croydon, the one 
standing on the other side of a very filthy bit of glass, I should add. Coming 
back now, is it?’

He waits, and Jacobson manages a small nod.

‘Right, well I should probably kick off by letting you know that Mrs Daniels 
got what was coming to her a couple of weeks ago. All got a bit much for her by 
all accounts, so out of the blue she just gets up and walks into a reservoir, 
poor old soul.’ He sits back, his hands together on top of the plastic bag 
that is still sitting on his lap. ‘Not a bad way to go, I suppose. Compared 
to some, at any rate.’

Jacobson cries out and throws his head back into the brick wall behind him.

‘Now, all you had to do was make sure they asked Fiona Daniels about that 
screen. The one she stood behind all day long doling out readies or whatever. 
Pointed out that it was dirty… cracked as well, let everyone know that she 
couldn’t possibly have been as certain as she said she was, that her positive 
identification was hardly positive at all. That was all. Just make sure your 
boss pulled her up on that, but you never passed it on.’

‘Couldn’t,’ Jacobson croaks.

‘Come again?’

‘It would have……incriminated you.’ The shouting makes Jacobson cough 
loudly and he turns his head to spit out the blood and the petrol that has 
leaked into his mouth. ‘Shown you’d been in the bank.’

‘Yeah well, that’s crap for a start. I could have gone in there any time to 
cash a cheque or something, same as anybody else.’

‘I couldn’t…’’

‘You didn’t,’ Mercer says. ‘So, thirty years later, here we are.’ He 
shakes the matchbox again and now Jacobson struggles to stand up. Mercer comes 
off the stool fast and moves towards him and Jacobson quickly drops to the 
floor and begins to cry.

Mercer sits down again and holds up the matchbox.

‘Now, let’s get one thing straight. This is going to happen one way or 
another. There’s no way out of it, so no point whatsoever begging or 
struggling or generally messing about. Fair enough? But… you do have a 
choice.’

He takes a battered green folder from the plastic bag, opens it, then leans 
down to lay the contents out on the floor. He spreads them out carefully in 
front of Jacobson. ‘You see where I’m going with this?’

Jacobson says, ‘No!’ Screams it.

‘So, you need to have a quick think and make a decision, old son.’ He 
watches Jacobson move on to his hands and knees, moaning as he reaches towards 
the things that Mercer has laid out on the floor. ‘That’s right, have a 
good look at that lot. It’s obvious what they mean, isn’t it? Then have a 
think about what’s going to happen if you don’t do the noble thing and let 
me know.’

‘Please,’ Jacobson says. ‘Please, please…’

Mercer leans forward and takes a match out of the box. ‘Are you going to 
strike this thing, or am I?’





PART THREE


THE STATE OF THE REMAINS





THIRTY-TWO





When Mercer steps out of the van in the rear courtyard, he sees that tosser 
Herbert in the doorway, jabbering to one of the other gorillas from the 
security firm. They’re sharing a cigarette and some joke that clearly they 
both think is hilarious. They keep nodding towards him and pissing themselves; 
him standing there like a prize plum in his polished shoes and his best blue 
suit, handcuffs locked that extra bit tightly so it takes the skin off his 
wrists.

Shivering his tits off and waiting for them to finish, keen to get inside.

‘Bit of a pickle this morning,’ Herbert says. ‘Seems like the world and 
his wife’s on trial for something or other today so all the holding cells are 
full.’

Suddenly the other security guard is next to him and he and Herbert take 
Mercer’s arms and lead him towards the doors. ‘Not a problem though,’ 
Herbert says and cheerfully tells him that they’re taking him to the old 
holding cells instead. The ones down in the basement, the ones the tourists go 
to look at.

Everywhere you look in the basement there are museum pieces: a door from 
Newgate, inches thick; some medieval stocks; an ancient set of shackles 
streaked brown with rust or old blood. The holding cell that has not been used 
for more than a century is the last one on a damp, musty-smelling corridor.

The special cell.

‘Won’t keep you long,’ Herbert says, as he slams the door.

So, he paces for a while, avoids leaning against the wall for fear of dirtying 
his suit, knowing that he needs to look his very best up there in the dock. 
When Herbert does not come back, he sits and wraps his arms around himself and 
tries to block out the whispers that come up from the floor, the voices 
repeating the messages gouged long ago into the crumbling, blackened brickwork.

Bastads.

No justiss for the lykes of us.

Only God can be my judge.

It might be hours later when the door eventually opens again and he screams at 
Herbert. He tells him that they’re going to be late, that the trial will have 
started already. Herbert tells him to calm down. ‘The trial’s already 
finished,’ he says. ‘Job done. Bish, bash, bosh.’

He tries to protest, to force his way past the guards, but they push him back, 
laughing, towards the small black door at the other end of the cell and out 
into the light.

Dead Man’s Walk.

He is shoved along the narrow passageway. It’s tiled with grubby cream bricks 
and water runs down the high walls on either side and he knows he is tramping 
across the dead, the ones who have taken this walk before him. He can hear them 
below him. They are laughing too, the rhythm of it rising up through the soles 
of his good shoes and, for the life of him, he can’t think what they’ve got 
to laugh at; stuck down there, godless and gaping, their mouths filled with 
black mud and quicklime.

He walks on, passing beneath a series of low arches that seem to get narrower 
the further he goes. It’s like Alice in Wonderland or something, like an 
Alfred Hitchcock film, and by the time he reaches the final arch he can barely 
squeeze through. It’s not an illusion, he realises, it’s deliberate; 
designed that way to prevent the condemned man turning and trying to run, and 
he has to hand it to the vicious so-and-so who built it, even as his legs start 
to give way and he’s shoved through and round the corner and he gets his 
first sight of the rope.

‘Might as well,’ Herbert says. ‘Seeing as we’re here.’

Guards step forward then with the thick leather belts for his wrists and 
ankles, and the hangman’s lips are moving as he makes his calculations, and 
for some reason they’re still hammering the crossbeam into place when Mercer 
opens his eyes…

There’s banging outside – workmen in the road below his window – and for 
a few seconds he cannot be certain where he is.

He knows he’s no longer dreaming, knows it’s a bed and not cold earth, but 
still it takes him a few moments to get his bearings. To remember that he’s 
not staying with the coke dealer and his family any more. That he’s woken in 
the umpteenth different room since he left Her Majesty’s facilities behind.

He stretches and farts; he needs to piss.

He knows he’ll be dreaming about prison for the rest of his life and even 
when he was inside he dreamed about the trial; those last few weeks when he was 
technically innocent, when he still had some hope. But he’s been dreaming 
about little else since he came out. He’s decided it’s because of what 
he’s doing. His subconscious or whatever it is, giving him a nudge; 
reassuring him that he’s doing the right thing. Taking away the twinges of 
doubt and reminding him of what they did.

What he’s lost.

When he can’t hold on any longer he gets up. He pulls on underpants and a 
T-shirt and pads out on to the landing then along to the bathroom. He can hear 
voices downstairs, hushed so as not to wake him or be overheard if he’s 
already awake.

The toilet’s been cleaned very recently and, as he’s pissing the bleach up 
into a froth, he thinks about those bits of his dream that remain vivid; yet to 
fragment and scatter. Maybe this one was rather more than a nudge and he’s 
always been able to take a hint when he’s given one. Gift horses and all that.

He flushes, and as the cistern slowly fills he can still see the water running 
down those grubby cream tiles on either side of him. He moves to the sink and 
washes his hands, enjoying the smell of the expensive soap as he thinks about 
the one he still blames the most. The one who’s already on Dead Man’s Walk, 
even if he doesn’t know it yet.

The one who’s been hiding.





THIRTY-THREE





The days following Thorne’s meeting with Frank Anderson and the confrontation 
with Helen seemed endless. Hectic and stressful, packed with major headaches 
and minor incidents. They were also hugely frustrating as Thorne made the 
decisions he was paid to make, filed reports and stared at clocks in overheated 
meeting rooms while he waited for something to break in the Mercer 
investigation, well aware that Holland and Kitson were busy on the jobs they 
were supposed to be doing. Waiting for Mercer himself to make his next move; 
terrified that if and when that happened, he would wonder if it was a death he 
could have prevented, if he’d only done what Helen was telling him to do.

What they were all telling him to do.

Two days on late turns – 2.00 p.m. until midnight – then the worst day of 
the rotation. The ‘day off’ between late turn and night shift, when you 
fell into bed at one in the morning – if you were lucky – got up around 
10.00 a.m. and started your night shift at 10.00 p.m. the same day. Twelve 
hours down time, then twenty-four without sleep. It was the day they all hated, 
but falling on a Sunday, when Helen was at home, had made it potentially more 
unpleasant than usual.

They had not seen much of each other since the argument, Thorne eager to please 
whenever they had been in the flat together and Helen seemingly happy enough to 
let him try. They slept in the same bed, but no more than that. Their exchanges 
had been pleasant enough, workmanlike. Sunday, though, would mean an effort to 
avoid one another and Thorne’s plans to do just that by sleeping as late as 
possible then offering to take Alfie out for a few hours had been scuppered 
when he’d woken at nine to find it pissing down outside.

‘I know,’ Helen had said. She had moved to join him at the window, the rain 
like tin-tacks thrown against the glass. She sounded every bit as unhappy about 
the day ahead as Thorne did, but her half-smile made him feel a little better. 
She said, ‘We are going to be watching a lot of Peppa Pig,’ then made them 
both bacon, egg and beans.

As it was, they only ended up having to watch a couple of hours of a programme 
that had clearly been thought up by someone who was as high as a kite. When 
Alfie went for his nap in the afternoon, Thorne was able to watch the football, 
while Helen sat at her computer and lobbed the occasional sarcastic comment 
across. Later, she cooked them all pasta and, by the time Thorne was thinking 
about heading in to work, he had decided that the day had gone a whole lot 
better than it might have done.

That things were pretty much back to normal, in fact.

Just before he had left, though, Helen had said something about hoping he had a 
good shift, said it in such a way that it was clear she had forgotten and 
forgiven nothing. That she was pleased to see him going to do the job he was 
getting paid for and that the shitty weather had at least kept him at home; 
kept him from getting himself and others into even more trouble than they were 
in already.

Now, three hours into his shift and one hour into a no less shitty Monday 
morning, trouble of a very different kind was brewing. The TTFN crew were 
gathering in numbers outside a fast food place in the shopping precinct and the 
units in attendance were calling for back-up.

‘Doesn’t look like they’re queuing for kebabs,’ Woodley had said, when 
she’d radioed in.

Thorne had been sitting in his office, staring at the photograph of Terry 
Mercer that Holland had dug out, copied and emailed to him. It was the photo 
taken on Mercer’s arrest more than thirty years ago and, though he would 
obviously look very different now, it was the only one they had. Thorne had 
seen countless such pictures over the years, but not too many of the men and 
women in them had been smiling. Cocky, that’s what Tully had said. Always 
thought he would walk away. Thorne had every reason to believe that Terry 
Mercer would be thinking the very same thing three decades down the line.

Another burst of radio chatter. The TTFN soldiers were now openly taunting the 
officers in attendance.

Thorne folded up the picture and slipped it inside his Met vest as he walked 
out to meet Christine Treasure. On their way towards the car, a message came 
through that a unit was on its way in with a young male arrested on suspicion 
of rape. Thorne and Treasure went through to the custody suite to wait, while 
the details filtered through.

A woman attacked walking home across Ladywell Fields. The description of a 
suspect quickly circulated. A young man arrested within twenty minutes, still 
carrying a kitchen knife and making no attempt to hide the scratches on his 
face.

When the suspect was brought in, Thorne recognised the boy from the cemetery; 
the harmless truant who had been ‘caught short’ four days earlier. The 
waste of time. The boy saw Thorne staring at him, nodded a casual greeting as 
the handcuffs were removed.

As the boy was being booked in, Treasure took Thorne to one side. ‘Come on, 
there’s no way we could have known, is there?’

Thorne was still looking across at the boy with the ragged wound beneath one 
eye and blood on his collar, watching as he turned out his pockets and handed 
their contents across to be logged by the custody sergeant. A few feet away, 
the arresting officer was on the radio to a colleague who had accompanied the 
victim to Lewisham Hospital. He said, ‘Run the rape kit as soon as she’s 
been patched up.’

‘It was a judgement call.’ Treasure hitched up her vest and straightened 
her hat. ‘Nobody’s fault.’

As much to himself as to anyone else, Thorne said, ‘I keep getting them wrong 
though, don’t I?’



It had always been in Thorne’s mind to avoid going straight back to the flat 
when his shift had ended and wait until Helen had left for work. Even though 
things on the domestic front seemed to be moving in the right direction, he 
decided that he would stick to his original plan and stop off somewhere for 
breakfast.

No point pushing his luck at home as well.

So, half an hour after signing off reports on the rape, what turned out to be a 
minor fracas in the shopping precinct and a dozen other incidents, Thorne 
stared down at his second fry-up in less than twenty-four hours. The tinned 
tomatoes spilling from the plate, what might have been an egg, sausages like 
fat, pale fingers. If the Job was messing with his head, it wasn’t doing the 
rest of him a lot of good either.

‘Yes? What you wanted?’

Thorne looked up at the teenage girl behind the counter – what was she, 
Russian? – and nodded. Said, ‘Great, thanks.’

He took out the photo of Terry Mercer and propped it up against the plastic, 
tomato-shaped ketchup dispenser. If the food itself didn’t do the job, he 
guessed it might curb his appetite a little.

He studied it as he ate.

Mercer had been a good-looking man thirty years ago. A Mediterranean face, 
fine-featured with thick black hair and dark eyes. A charmer, Thorne guessed, 
when he wasn’t wearing a balaclava and pointing a sawn-off shotgun at you.

What had Caroline Dunn said to him at Gartree?

People change. They get old…

He became aware of the teenage girl hovering at his shoulder, waiting for the 
chance to lean over and take his plate away. He turned and looked up at her.

‘Finished?’ she asked.

Thorne said that he was.

‘No good?’

‘I wasn’t as hungry as I thought,’ Thorne said.

The girl reached across to pick up the dirty plate and he saw her looking at 
the photograph. She stood still for a moment or two, one hand on the plate, her 
mouth creased in concentration as if she was trying to work something out.

‘OK?’ Thorne asked.

She shrugged and said, ‘It’s nothing,’ and was moving back towards the 
counter as Thorne’s phone began to ring.

‘This is Alastair Howard…’

It took Thorne a few seconds to place the name.

‘You left a message, asking me to call?’

‘Yes, of course,’ Thorne said. ‘Thanks for getting back to me.’ The 
junior barrister on Terry Mercer’s defence team, now a senior judge. Thorne 
was hugely relieved to be hearing from him, having been unable to make contact 
four days earlier when he’d rung around to put the word out that Mercer had 
been released from prison.

‘I’d have returned your call sooner,’ Howard said, ‘but I’ve been 
away and then I came home to discover that an old colleague of mine had died. 
So, all been a bit hectic.’

‘I’m sorry,’ Thorne said.

‘I’d known him over thirty years, so it was something of a shock.’

Thirty years. Thorne swallowed and looked at the picture of Terry Mercer. Those 
big dark eyes, a smile like it was a holiday snap. He said, ‘God.’

‘I know, and it was extremely unpleasant.’

‘Oh?’ Thorne looked across, saw that the teenage girl was watching him.

‘I hope you’re not eating,’ Howard said. ‘I really don’t want to put 
you off your breakfast.’



Helen had evidently left for work in a hurry, as the breakfast things had not 
been cleared away. There was a half-drunk mug of tea on the table near the 
front door and gobbets of Alfie’s porridge clung to every available surface 
in the kitchen. Thorne knew there were Brownie points available for cleaning 
up, but, much as he needed them, they would have to remain unearned.

He desperately needed to sleep – at least for a few hours – before he left 
the flat again. He trudged through to the bedroom and called Holland as he 
undressed. He told him about his conversation with Alastair Howard, about 
Richard Jacobson’s death.

‘I heard about that,’ Holland said. ‘I was going to call you.’

Thorne said, ‘Right,’ but could not shake the suspicion that Holland was 
lying. He dropped down on to the edge of the bed and, with a groan, reached 
down to take his socks off.

‘Good news is there’s a Murder Squad looking at this one.’

Thorne grunted. Howard had mentioned it.

‘Understandable, though.’

‘Should have looked at the Coopers,’ Thorne said. ‘Should have looked at 
all of them.’

‘Not too many suicides like this though, are there?’ Holland was talking 
quickly, he sounded nervous. ‘Immolation, or whatever you call it. Kind of 
thing people usually do when they want to make a point about something… you 
know, in public. Plus, I think the judge might have had a quiet word. Put some 
pressure on.’

‘Why is it good news, Dave?’

‘Sorry?’

Thorne said nothing. He lay down and pushed his feet beneath the duvet, reached 
for the edge of the cover and dragged it slowly back towards his throat.

‘Come on, it’s got to be a good thing, surely? Whichever way you look at 
it.’ Holland paused, waiting for Thorne to cut in, then pressed on a little 
more tentatively. ‘If they do put it down as suspicious… you know, if they 
can get some sort of decent lead and they follow it up, this can get done 
properly.’

‘And you’re off the hook.’

‘Well, yeah,’ Holland said. ‘With any luck. We all are.’

Thorne reached to turn the bedside lamp off. Holland was still talking, winding 
up, saying something about keeping an ear to the ground. A blade of grey light 
cut into the room through a gap in the curtains, but Thorne was too tired to 
get up and do anything about it.





THIRTY-FOUR





There were jokes, of course, there had to be. All part and parcel of the Job; 
the defence mechanism, the pressure valve, whatever you chose to call it. The 
Kidnap Unit had their fair share of comedians as did the Counter-Terrorist lot. 
The Homicide Command – naturally – and Serious and Organised, and there 
were probably even a few chuckles to be had every now and again in Wildlife 
Crime and Dog Support. On a Child Abuse Investigation Team though, for all the 
obvious reasons, there were more than most.

Laugh a bloody minute on a CAIT.

‘It’s the way we cope, isn’t it?’ One of Helen’s colleagues had been 
philosophising one night, after a few drinks too many. ‘You have a laugh and 
a bit of a giggle and it stops the really terrible stuff getting through, 
doesn’t it? Not all of it, I mean we’re only bloody human, right? But we 
try and see the funny side, so we only get the damage in small doses, so 
hopefully we don’t get damaged ourselves. It’s a bit like homeopathy, I 
reckon…’

It had sounded a bit like bollocks to Helen, though she’d said nothing.

Yes, you did whatever you could to keep certain things at arm’s length and 
that famous black humour helped some people deal with what they saw and heard 
every day. For others though, it was no more than a justification for filthy 
jokes; for remarks that would be wholly unacceptable in any other context.

Her own strategy was rather more straightforward.

Some days, she just went home and held on to Alfie that little bit tighter.

Still, she joined in, she laughed along when it was expected. Even more so 
since she’d come back to work. The last thing she wanted was to give those 
she worked with any more reason to believe that she had been affected by what 
had happened three months before.

It was a little harder than usual at the moment.

This morning, it was nothing she hadn’t heard before; just Gill Bellinger and 
a few of the others, sharing a joke at the drinks machine after the briefing. 
The one about the stingy paedophile asking kids to pay for the sweets. Last 
time Helen had heard it, the comedy paedophile had been Jewish, but Bellinger 
had clearly not wanted to offend DC Susan Cohen.

Helen watched Cohen laughing loudest of the lot and thought how strange it was, 
where people drew the line when it came to causing offence, or taking it. 
Clearly, her own laughter had not been quite convincing enough, because as soon 
as everyone had begun drifting back towards their desks, Bellinger wandered 
over and asked how she was.

‘Heard the joke before, that’s all,’ Helen said.

Bellinger grunted. ‘I need some new material.’

‘What about this two-year-old with half his bones broken?’ Helen nodded 
towards her computer screen. ‘Should be something in there.’

Bellinger blinked. Said, ‘Everything OK at home? Alfie all right?’

‘He’s fine.’

‘So, Tom then?’

‘I don’t want to talk about it, Gill.’

But Helen did. The problem was finding someone to whom she could talk. She had 
already arranged to go and see her father at the end of her shift, but she knew 
how that would turn out. She would bitch about Jenny for a while and he would 
be sympathetic and then they would end up talking about Paul. The two of them 
had always got on and her father had been something of an ally when everything 
had fallen apart and her younger sister had begun to stir things. With Paul 
gone though, Jenny had miraculously appeared to forget she had ever disliked 
him and cast her beady eyes around for another target, aside from Helen 
herself, obviously. Tom had been the natural choice. Helen guessed, even though 
her father had yet to meet Tom, that he would take her side, as he did on most 
things. Comforting as that would be, she would not be able to talk to him about 
the situation Tom had got himself into professionally.

Unprofessionally…

There was probably only one person who would understand, who knew Tom well 
enough to talk frankly about what was happening. Helen had been considering it 
ever since the argument with Tom, but guessed that it would not prove to be the 
easiest of conversations. She might well be opening a can of worms, but with 
nowhere else to turn she just kept telling herself that Tom had already opened 
a far larger and more dangerous one.

She did not have the number on her phone.

As soon as Bellinger had gone, Helen went into her database and looked up the 
contact details for Hornsey Mortuary.





THIRTY-FIVE





The Jacobson house was a detached Georgian property on one of the most 
exclusive roads in Blackheath; the ‘London village’ that had become an 
enclave of professionals and well-heeled media types and was one of the 
priciest areas in the south-east of the city. It was certainly a world away 
from Catford or Lewisham, just three miles up the road.

Eliot Place skirted the ‘black’ heath itself. It was thought by some to 
have been so-called in memory of the plague victims buried there, though the 
name was probably and somewhat more prosaically derived from the colour of the 
soil. There were bodies beneath it of course, as there were beneath most of 
London’s green spaces, but Thorne knew they were more likely those of the 
many killed in the battles and duels fought here or the highwaymen who had once 
roamed the heath and were sent to the gallows by the legal antecedents of 
Richard Jacobson QC.

Jacobson, who had once been a fresh-faced pupil barrister.

Thirty years before, when he was only twenty-two years old, when he’d been a 
lowly part of Terry Mercer’s defence team and done something for which he had 
never been forgiven.

Thorne parked around the corner. The early-morning rain had long since cleared 
and it was unseasonably warm enough for him to leave his jacket in the car. He 
walked half the length of Eliot Place and stood looking at the house from the 
other side of the road.

I really don’t want to put you off your breakfast…⁠

The door to the double garage was closed, giving no hint of what had gone on 
behind it. A silver Audi was parked on the drive but there was little sign of 
life behind the mullioned windows upstairs or down. As Thorne crossed the road, 
a black and white cat jumped up from a flower bed on to the low wall that ran 
around the front lawn. It stretched, front paws then back, and sat watching his 
approach.

Thorne stifled a yawn and wiped his fingers across eyes that were scratchy and 
raw. In the end, he had only managed three hours’ sleep and the buzz he might 
otherwise have expected at the scene of the latest murder was only dimly felt 
in heavy limbs and a head filled with cotton wool. He reached out to stroke the 
cat. It mewed and lifted its chin.

‘Can I help you?’

Thorne looked across to see a woman standing near the Audi. She was in her 
mid-fifties, possibly a little older; full-figured, with dark hair cut just 
short of her shoulders. She was wearing jeans and what looked like a man’s 
striped shirt. She had definitely not emerged through the front door, so Thorne 
guessed that she had come from the back of the house; from the passageway that 
ran alongside the garage and probably led to a garden at the rear.

Thorne raised a hand and walked towards her. He reached into his pocket for his 
warrant card as he got closer.

‘You’re a bit early,’ she said.

Thorne had no idea what she was talking about. He said, ‘Sorry, I don’t 
think I’m who you’re expecting.’

‘You’re not here about Richard?’

‘Well, yes, but I just stopped by.’ Thorne introduced himself, told her he 
was with Uniform. She wiped her hands on the back of her jeans before she shook 
hands and Thorne wondered if she’d been gardening.

‘Susan Jacobson,’ she said.

‘I was just wondering if you’d like us to arrange for a patrol car to come 
by once or twice every evening,’ Thorne said. ‘Keep an eye on things.’

‘Really?’

‘It wouldn’t be a problem.’

‘What things?’

He could well understand that she might be perplexed at his offer, even a 
little annoyed. Stable doors, horses that had already bolted, all that. ‘Just 
to check that you’re OK, that’s all.’

The irritation that had been apparent behind the woman’s fixed smile washed 
itself from her face as the compulsion towards simple politeness kicked in. She 
nodded and said, ‘Yes, why not. Thanks.’

Thorne told her that he would arrange it.

They looked at each other for a few seconds, the cat trotting over to rub 
itself against the woman’s legs. ‘Would you like something to drink?’ she 
asked. ‘Water or something, I mean.’ She smiled. ‘Don’t want you to 
think I’ve got a bottle of wine open before lunchtime.’

‘Water would be great,’ Thorne said.

Susan Jacobson led Thorne around the car and into the passageway that ran down 
the side of the garage. There was a large plastic water butt, black and green 
rubbish bins and recycling boxes; the utilitarian nature of the space balanced 
by the plants in a collection of old chimney pots and the hanging baskets 
attached to the wall every few feet.

There was a door into the garage halfway along. Susan Jacobson walked quickly 
past it, but Thorne stopped.

‘Would you mind if I had a look?’ he asked.

She hesitated, then shrugged. ‘I’ll be in the garden,’ she said. She 
nodded at the door. ‘It’s open…’

There was a light switch just inside the door. Thorne waited for the strip 
lights to splutter and fizz into life, then stepped inside and closed the door 
behind him.

Began breathing through his mouth.

The garage was huge. Cupboards lined one wall and freestanding metal shelving 
units were arranged almost ceiling high along another. The collection of mowers 
and old engines had been pushed back towards the edges and covered, but wooden 
handles protruded through the array of tarpaulins and slivers of rusty blade 
could be glimpsed through gashes in black bin-bags.

The smell was everywhere: fuel and cooked meat.

Beyond a light dusting of fingerprint powder on the metal shelves and around 
the door-frame, the Scenes of Crime team had left little evidence that they 
were ever there. No chalk lines, no fluttering remnants of crime-scene tape so 
beloved of TV shows. The only physical sign that anything had merited a police 
presence in the first place was the large scorch mark on the garage floor.

There was no clearly recognisable shape. It was ragged and uneven, some areas 
darker against the grey cement than others. Still, looking down as if he had 
been confronted with some oversized ink-blot test, Thorne could not help seeing 
the patterns of hopelessly flailing arms and of legs that kicked against the 
agony.

A black snow-angel.

Thorne took a deep breath – the taste of what lingered in the air no more 
pleasant than the smell – and looked around. The large boxes, the tarpaulins, 
those dark spaces between the rows of shelving. There were plenty of places to 
hide.

Ever since that first night in the Coopers’ bedroom, Thorne had been asking 
himself how Mercer got so close to his victims. How he got inside their houses 
and flats. The open door to the garage had confirmed his suspicion that these 
killings had been carefully planned, with plenty of time built in to watch and 
wait. To look for the times when his targets were at their most careless, to 
study the patterns of behaviour that made them vulnerable.

Fiona Daniels (70), Brian Gibbs (71) and the others.

Mercer had known that the elderly were that little bit more likely to be 
careless when it came to matters of security; that an opportunity would 
eventually present itself. Thorne guessed that one or two had simply opened 
their front door to him.

The side door to the Jacobsons’ garage was almost certainly locked at night, 
but Thorne was betting that Mercer had been well aware it was often left open 
during the day. That he had crept in many hours before the murder would be 
carried out, then settled down to wait. Such a possibility would not have been 
lost on the Murder Investigation Team of course, but they would need more than 
that. Knowing that someone else could have been in that garage when Richard 
Jacobson had set fire to himself was never going to be enough.

Thorne doubted that Terry Mercer had left them anything.



Susan Jacobson was sitting on a raised terrace with the promised glass of 
water. When Thorne joined her at the table she passed the glass to him and 
said, ‘I’ll redecorate in there, obviously. Haven’t had much time to 
think about it the last few days. Well, you know.’

‘All that stuff can wait,’ Thorne said.

‘God knows what I’m going to do with all those bloody machines of his. I 
don’t know which ones are valuable.’

‘What about a museum?’

She took a sip of water, thought about it. ‘Yes, I think he would have liked 
that.’ She stared out at the garden for a few seconds. ‘I think his brother 
should have all his old jazz records. I mean I certainly don’t want them and 
it’ll be nice to have a bit more room.’

Thorne nodded, drank. He’d seen this many times before; the need to plan, to 
think ahead, to stay busy. It was understandable, but he was not convinced it 
was altogether healthy in the long term. It was only putting off something that 
needed facing up to and getting through. He had done much the same thing when 
his father had died… when his father had been killed… and he had come to 
regret it. He had thrown himself back into work far too quickly, taken on more 
than he could manage, when he should have allowed himself the time to take it 
in. He’d heard a counsellor talk once about ‘owning’ your grief. Thorne 
had certainly never owned his.

‘Sod all wrong with wallowing,’ Hendricks had said, and as usual he had 
been right.

‘I can’t stand all that parping and noodling,’ Susan Jacobson said.

‘Sorry?’

She looked at Thorne. ‘Jazz…’

‘Oh, me neither,’ Thorne said.

He could not recall having seen a bigger garden in London. It sloped away from 
them, probably more than a hundred feet long and almost as wide, with tall 
trees – oaks, sycamores, a huge copper beech – shielding it on two sides 
and an old stone wall running along the third. The beds were wide and filled 
with flowers and the terrace was dotted with bay trees and box balls. ‘This 
is lovely,’ Thorne said. The lawn was neatly mown into stripes and he 
wondered how recently Richard Jacobson had used one of his precious machines on 
it. How long it would take for the stripes to fade.

‘Should probably get rid of that thing too.’ Susan Jacobson nodded towards 
the large trampoline, standing next to a rickety-looking shed in one of the 
corners. ‘While I’m sorting things out. I mean, the kids are too old to 
want to use it again and I spend my life clearing away the leaves and fox poo. 
The fox certainly enjoys bouncing on it.’ She smiled. ‘I had a go myself 
last year after we had a party out here and put my back out for a month. Silly 
old mare…’

Her face crumpled suddenly and she looked down into her glass.

Thorne looked back towards the trampoline. Two squirrels were chattering and 
chasing each other through the tangle of branches above and there was music 
coming from a couple of gardens away.

‘Have you heard anything?’ she asked. ‘I know you’re not CID or 
whatever it is, but…’

‘Sorry,’ Thorne said. ‘I don’t know any more than you.’

‘They took loads of stuff away.’

‘All routine.’

‘They were in there for ages, scraping and putting things in bags. They must 
know something.’

‘What is it you’re hoping to hear?’ Thorne asked.

She looked at him.

‘Which would you rather it was?’ He inched his chair a little closer to 
her. ‘Would knowing one way or the other really make all this any less 
painful?’

Jacqui Gibbs had told him that knowing her father had not taken his own life 
had made her feel a little better. The difference was, he had felt able to tell 
her the truth. With a Murder Investigation Team already looking into her 
husband’s death, he could not tell Susan Jacobson what he believed. She would 
immediately pass it on, and then it would just be a question of whether he 
jumped before he was pushed. If Caroline Dunn would need to sort out that nice, 
comfy pillow for him at Gartree.

For reasons he knew were wholly selfish, Thorne wanted, needed to hear that 
knowing whether her husband had been murdered or had committed suicide was not 
going to make this woman feel any better.

That it would not make any difference.

‘I don’t know,’ she said, eventually. ‘How could anyone possibly answer 
that?’ She shook her head, turned to look out at the garden. ‘If Richard… 
did that to himself, at least I’ll know that’s what he wanted. That it was 
his choice. I’ll always wonder why though… and why on earth he chose to do 
it like that.’ She took a few seconds, swallowed. ‘If someone did that to 
him… all I can think about is how frightened he must have been and how long 
it… lasted.’ She turned back to look at Thorne. The colour had gone from 
her face and her eyes were wide and glassy. ‘I can’t answer that 
question,’ she said. ‘I don’t even know why you would ask me that 
question.’

‘I’m sorry,’ Thorne said. He finished his drink. He let the silence 
lengthen, hoping that it might become less awkward, but it didn’t. He stood 
up and said, ‘I’ll leave you to it.’

He told her he would see himself out and, as he walked down past the garage 
towards the front of the house, he thought: Leave you to what, exactly?

To what?

As he emerged on to the sunlit drive, Thorne saw a car on the other side of the 
road. A BMW, its engine still running. Leaning against it, he recognised the 
unmistakable figure of DCI Neil Hackett.

Thorne stopped and stared across the road.

‘Come over and get in,’ Hackett shouted cheerily and beckoned Thorne 
towards him, squinting up at the sun and fanning his hand theatrically in front 
of his face. ‘The air-con’s running.’





THIRTY-SIX





‘Been to see the widow, then?’ Hackett asked. ‘Interesting.’

Thorne settled back into the soft cream leather of the BMW’s passenger seat. 
So, Hackett was the officer Susan Jacobson had been expecting. The man who was 
leading the team looking into the circumstances of her husband’s death. 
Thorne was not sure if this was good news for her, but he could not see any way 
in which it would work out well for him.

Like Hackett said.

Interesting.

‘Just popped by to see if she wanted a patrol car to look in for the next few 
evenings,’ Thorne said. The same think-on-his-feet bullshit that had seemed 
to work half an hour earlier with Susan Jacobson. ‘Keep an eye on her.’

‘That’s extremely thoughtful.’

‘Community policing,’ Thorne said.

Hackett shifted his considerable bulk and leaned forward to adjust the 
temperature. It was certainly nice and cool in the car, but clearly not cool 
enough for him. Thorne had no idea how long Hackett had been leaning against 
his car, but there was a trickle of sweat running from his ear down to the 
collar of his expensive-looking shirt. He turned the dial a notch further into 
the blue zone. ‘OK for you?’

‘Fine,’ Thorne said.

‘Some music?’ Hackett said. Without waiting for an answer he leaned forward 
again and turned on the sound system.

Thorne braced himself for the inevitable onslaught of soft rock; a nice Bryan 
Adams power ballad would be the perfect way to make him feel even more 
uncomfortable than he was already. He was pleasantly surprised to hear the 
opening chords of a familiar Johnny Cash track. His cover version of a Tom 
Petty number, ‘I Won’t Back Down’.

Thorne smiled, unable to shake the suspicion that there was a less than subtle 
message in Hackett’s choice of song. If so, were the words meant to be a dig 
at Thorne or a description of Hackett himself? An accusation or a warning?

Hackett nodded his head in time with the music. ‘This your kind of stuff, 
isn’t it? Country.’

‘Is there anything you don’t know about me?’ Thorne asked. ‘My inside 
leg measurement in some file?’

Hackett smiled, drummed his palm against his thigh.

‘You brought this along deliberately, did you?’ Thorne nodded towards the 
sound system control panel.

Hackett shook his head, laid it back against the headrest, both palms now 
tapping out the rhythm. ‘I didn’t even know I was going to be seeing 
you,’ he said. ‘Someone’s getting paranoid.’

‘So, just a coincidence.’

‘Well, I know why I’m here,’ Hackett said. ‘I had an appointment. So I 
think the coincidence is that you’re here. That’s right, isn’t it? I 
mean, it is a coincidence?’

‘Like I said.’

‘Right. The caring face of Uniform.’ He left a beat. ‘Oh, and it’s 
thirty inches.’

‘What?’

‘Your inside leg measurement.’ Another smile. ‘Just a guess…’

They said nothing for ten, fifteen seconds. ‘So, what are you going to tell 
her?’ Thorne asked. ‘Suspicious death or not?’

Hackett turned to look at him. Thorne could not be sure if the DCI was deciding 
whether or not to answer or simply picking his words. Choosing a lie, perhaps. 
Looking back at Hackett, Thorne suddenly found himself hoping – despite 
everything – that the man would simply say, ‘Yes, it was murder and we know 
who did it.’

Nice and simple. The choice made for him, the truth out in the open and his own 
future in the lap of the gods, or at least the Top Brass. Would that not be 
better for all concerned?

‘Waste of bloody time,’ Hackett said. It sounded like he meant it.

‘How come?’

‘Haven’t we already had this conversation?’ Hackett said. ‘What’s 
that little thing we were talking about before? Oh yeah, evidence.’ He shook 
his head. ‘Bugger all of that as far as this one’s concerned.’

It was more or less what Thorne had been expecting. Mercer had been jailed a 
year or two before DNA profiling came in, so he would have no worries on that 
score. His fingerprints would be on record, but Thorne was sure that a man who 
had planned his killing spree so carefully would not have jeopardised it for 
want of a pair of rubber gloves. While watching his victims he would have taken 
careful note of where any CCTV cameras were, along with the movements of any 
potentially nosy neighbours.

Not that being noticed once or twice would have worried him a great deal.

It was something else Terry Mercer had going for him.

People would always remember the menacing-looking gang of youngsters or the kid 
in the hoodie, but an old man was as good as invisible.

‘Still, I suppose we had to go through the motions,’ Hackett said. ‘I 
mean it was an unusual one. Plus he was a QC, so there’s always the chance 
someone he put away had a score to settle.’

Not someone he put away, Thorne thought.

‘And he had some powerful friends, did our Mr Jacobson. Some judge ringing up 
to give us grief every day.’

Thorne took a quick decision. ‘Alastair Howard?’

Hackett turned and looked at him.

‘I still have friends on the MIT,’ Thorne said. ‘I hear things.’

If Hackett was bothered by what Thorne was telling him, he didn’t show it. It 
just seemed like a good idea to Thorne that if and when the you-know-what hit 
the fan, it would appear that he had been fed certain information rather than 
gone digging for it. He dried a sweaty palm in front of the air vent, wondering 
suddenly if he might just have inadvertently implicated Dave Holland and Yvonne 
Kitson.

Too late now.

‘Anyway, nothing’s panning out,’ Hackett said, leaning back again and 
mouthing a few of Cash’s words. ‘So His Honour can carry on calling all he 
bloody well likes. Forensics have got sod all, nothing on CCTV, neighbours 
didn’t see or hear anything. Looks like the poor bastard finally found some 
use for that collection of useless old crap in his garage.’

‘That what you’ve come to tell her?’

Hackett nodded. ‘Make all the right noises, you know. Assure her that we’ve 
done everything we can. At least she can have the body back now, get on and 
sort the funeral out.’ He glanced at Thorne. ‘Mind you, he’s already done 
the cremation bit.’ He waited for the laugh that didn’t come, then sat 
forward. ‘So, what the hell is it with you and suicides anyway?’

‘No idea,’ Thorne said.

‘Whenever some nutcase tops himself, up you pop. Not thinking of going that 
way yourself, are you?’

‘Coincidence, like you said.’

‘Maybe you should look for a vacancy at the Samaritans.’ Hackett did not 
bother waiting this time and just went ahead and laughed himself. He hauled 
himself forward and checked his hair in the mirror. ‘Listen, maybe we could 
have a pint later on. Have a natter.’

‘You serious?’

‘Why not? Now we know we’ve got the same taste in music.’

‘I’ve got to go to work.’

Hackett was still smoothing down a strand of hair that stubbornly refused to 
lie flat. ‘Right,’ he said, nice and slowly. ‘So you have.’

It was plain enough that his audience with the DCI was at an end, so Thorne 
climbed out of the car. Walking away, the afternoon seemed even hotter and he 
was aware of the driver’s door opening slowly behind him. He turned and 
watched Hackett lock the BMW, then amble across the road towards Susan 
Jacobson’s house, hoisting up his trousers and straightening his tie.

Pasting on his best give-a-shit expression.

Halfway back to his own car, Thorne felt the vibration of an alert from his 
phone. He pulled it from his back pocket, turned off the silent mode and read a 
message from Ian Tully.

how’s it going?

fancy another walk?

i think my dog liked you!





THIRTY-SEVEN





It’s the last one he’s most nervous about.

Mostly because it is the last one – though he knows there’s going to be a 
spot of clearing up needed as well – and he’s not really sure how he’s 
going to feel afterwards. Bound to be an anti-climax, he knows that. How could 
it be anything else after thirty years, but it’s more a question of what 
he’s going to do with himself when it’s finished. Find himself a suitable 
hobby? Evenings at the bingo hall? A spot of fishing or a friendly game of 
dominoes with the other coffin-dodgers?

Fat fucking chance.

It’s also because it’s been the trickiest of them all to arrange, because 
finding the individual in question has not been easy. He never thought it would 
be, of course. The man has spent the best part of that same thirty years trying 
very hard not to be found.

Thirty years, though? You get careless eventually, don’t you?

Mercer is on his way to meet the man who’s going to help him. He’s counting 
on being able to stop worrying and start making plans. He’s hoping for good 
news.

Driving south on the A21, he tries to stay calm and keep his temper, but it 
isn’t easy. When the hell did London traffic get so ridiculous? When did 
people start driving like idiots? It was like trying to get anywhere in one of 
those stupid cities you saw on the news like Shanghai or Calcutta. He’s half 
expecting someone to pull up next to him at the traffic lights on a donkey.

When he does have to stop at a pedestrian crossing, he watches, hands clamped 
tight around the steering wheel, as an old dear with candy-floss hair steps out 
into the road in front of him. One pavement to the other, twenty feet or 
whatever it is, and it might as well be a marathon. Shuffling and hunched, 
slower than a pallbearer, as though the weight of the world is pushing down on 
her narrow shoulders.

He’s tempted to jam his fist down on the horn, give the old girl a fright. 
Anything to put some bloody life into her. She’s probably younger than he is, 
for heaven’s sake, and she looks like she’s doing nothing but waiting for 
death.

What happened to people?

Why did they reach a certain age and promptly give up?

You had to find something to make it worth struggling out of bed in the 
morning. Surely to God. He’d spent almost half his life shitting in a metal 
bucket – or as good as – and he still managed to stay alert and keep on 
fighting.

He knew people who’d thrown the towel in, course he did, but some people just 
weren’t cut out for a life inside. Even when he was out he’d known a few 
who’d hit sixty or sixty-five and turned into the walking dead. He can’t 
understand it, never could.

She’s still only halfway across. Slippers on, for crying out loud and a coat 
when it’s shirtsleeves weather. Head down, like she’d be happy enough for 
some lorry to come ploughing into her.

Yes, the bloody government didn’t make life easy. Went without saying. Tough 
for some of them to survive on what passes for a pension and the whole world 
seems designed for kids these days. You had to adapt, though, you needed to 
find things to keep the blood pumping if you didn’t want to shrivel up. You 
were just taking up space otherwise and there was no excuse for that.

Finally the old woman reaches the pavement on the other side. She takes a few 
seconds to catch her breath when she gets there, then totters slowly away.

Mercer puts his foot down.

Maybe staying angry is what keeps him feeling young. Maybe it was losing so 
much so early on. Either way, he didn’t have a lot of choice in the matter 
and yes, it’s done him a few favours. He knows he’s luckier than most in 
having enough stashed away so he doesn’t have to dress like a scarecrow or 
live on dog food and Cup-a-Soup.

Nothing you can do about illness, he knows that. Nobody’s fault if bits and 
pieces start to pack up, let you down or whatever. But as long as you were fit 
enough and still had all your marbles, you owed it to yourself to stay useful. 
Who the hell needs a corpse on legs?

Come the day he’s got sweet FA to live for, he won’t think twice. Ironic, 
all things considered, but he’ll have the Scotch and the sleeping pills open 
smartish.

Talking of which.

He looks at his watch. He’s going to be a few minutes late for his meeting, 
which needles him. Can’t be doing with that, not when you’ve spent most of 
your life doing what bells tell you.

Now he’s really hoping it’s going to be a worthwhile trip, that the man 
he’s meeting will tell him what he wants to hear.

Then he can crack on.

He’ll enjoy getting rid of someone who’s been taking up space for far too 
long.





THIRTY-EIGHT





The weather was on the turn yet again by the time Thorne pulled off the small 
road that ran behind Bromley Museum. Tully was standing with his dog beneath 
one of the trees at the edge of the car park, peering up at a sky which had 
been all but cloudless half an hour before and was now darkening by the minute.

He had a suggestion and two observations to make.

‘Sod this for a game of soldiers,’ he said. ‘It’s going to piss down 
and she’s already had a walk this morning, so why don’t we just go back to 
the house?’ Then he squinted at Thorne and said, ‘You look rough as 
arseholes, mate.’

Thorne followed Tully’s car to a house on a quiet street behind the leisure 
centre. Tully lived in the flat on the ground floor: a kitchen diner, one 
bedroom and a small bathroom. Tully walked through and opened the back door, 
let the dog out on to a patio half the size of the Jacobsons’ terrace, then 
came back and put the kettle on.

‘Used to have somewhere a lot bigger,’ he said. ‘Then my mother got taken 
ill. Police pension’s all right, long as something like that doesn’t come 
along. Had to sell the house just to keep her looked after.’ He told Thorne 
to sit down and reached up for mugs, a jar of coffee. ‘Fifty grand plus every 
year for a care home! They’re having a laugh if you ask me, and God knows how 
they’re actually treating her. Far as I know they could be feeding her on 
boiled rice and keeping her locked in her room all day… cleaning her up and 
slapping on a bit of lipstick when they know I’m coming to visit.’

‘You’ll go mad, thinking like that,’ Thorne said.

Tully took milk from the fridge. ‘Don’t get old, mate.’

Once he’d delivered Thorne’s coffee, Tully opened the back door for the dog 
who was scrabbling to be let back in. The promised rain had now arrived, though 
it was not particularly heavy. The dog trotted across and lay down at 
Thorne’s feet.

‘Fancy a sandwich?’ Tully asked. ‘I’ve got a decent bit of cheese.’

‘No, thanks.’

‘There’s a can of tuna somewhere.’

‘I’m fine.’ If he’d had any appetite to begin with, the smell coming 
off the dog at his feet would have been enough to kill it stone dead, but even 
though Thorne had not managed to eat very much of his fry-up six hours earlier, 
he was too tired to think about eating anything. In truth, he was already 
dreading the moment when he would have to get out of the chair he had dropped 
into.

He was hoping the coffee would wake him up a little.

Tully made himself a sandwich anyway. He talked about his dog while he put it 
together; cheaper than a wife or girlfriend, probably a damn sight more loyal, 
etc., etc. Thorne chuckled along, wondering when Tully was going to get to the 
reason he’d called. He was on the point of asking when Tully brought his 
lunch across and saved him the trouble.

‘So, come on then, what’s the state of play? I’m guessing you haven’t 
caught our friend Terence yet.’ Tully sat down and took a bite and when 
Thorne did not respond immediately, he swallowed quickly. ‘Look, my offer 
still stands, you know, but when you didn’t get back to me wanting any… 
practical help, I just thought you might be grateful for the chance to knock 
some ideas around. Talk it through, bounce stuff off me, whatever.’

‘He’s killed another one,’ Thorne said. ‘The pupil barrister on his 
defence team. Set fire to himself.’

‘Jesus.’

‘I just came from there.’

‘That can’t have been easy.’

‘His wife’s in bits. I mean, she’s trying her best not to be.’

Tully licked his fingers. ‘I meant for you.’

Thorne said nothing. The dog got up, padded over to the other chair and dropped 
back down at her master’s feet.

‘You know,’ Tully said, ‘what with you worrying about whether it might 
have happened at all if you’d said something. Gone back to the Murder 
Investigation boys with everything you’ve found out. I mean, feeling guilty, 
that’s only natural.’

‘Is it?’

‘I understand, all right?’ Tully held out his arms. ‘Listen, I’m on 
your side, mate. I know what they’re like.’ He took another bite and chewed 
noisily for a few seconds. ‘And I know why you’re doing this.’

‘I’m all ears,’ Thorne said.

‘You got knocked back. That hurts.’

‘That’s not what it’s about.’

‘Trust me,’ Tully said. ‘I know how it feels. The number of times I’ve 
gone to them, told them I’m available. They’ve got all these cold case 
units now, right? I’d be perfect for one of those, but I’ve never had so 
much as a sniff. They haven’t got the funding or I’m not sufficiently up to 
speed with the new technology, some crap like that. Like I’ve never worked a 
computer or something! I’m not even sixty, for God’s sake.’ He held tight 
to what was left of his sandwich, a sliver of cheese sliding from between the 
slices of white bread. ‘So, I do know what it feels like to get ignored.’

‘It’s not the same thing,’ Thorne said.

‘Course it is. You were offering them expertise… your professional opinion. 
They chose to turn their backs.’

‘Like I said. That’s not what this is about.’

Tully shrugged and carried his empty plate across to the sink. He tore off a 
strip of kitchen towel and wiped his hands.

‘So, where do you suggest I go from here?’ Thorne asked. ‘With Terry 
Mercer.’

‘Tricky.’ Tully walked back and sat down again. ‘You’ve got no idea who 
he’s targeting next and none of the obvious ways of tracking him. All you 
could do last time was hope for a bit of luck or wait for him to do 
something.’

Thorne nodded. It felt good to hear it.

‘He’s not exactly giving you a lot to work with, is he? Then again, he was 
always careful, even when he was just turning over banks and building 
societies. He always thought about the details.’

‘How did you catch him?’

‘We received intelligence,’ Tully said. ‘We knew when and where the job 
was going to be. It just went wrong when we tried to grab him, that’s all.’

‘You knew the officer that was killed?’

Tully gave a small nod and reached down to rub the dog’s head for a few 
seconds. ‘Listen, all I’m saying is that even if you had gone back and said 
something, the MIT wouldn’t have been able to do a lot more than you did 
yourself. There’d just have been a few more of them sat about waiting, 
that’s all.’

‘They’re looking into this new one,’ Thorne said. ‘For all the good 
it’s going to do them.’ He told Tully about the investigation into 
Jacobson’s death that looked like drawing a blank and about his encounter 
with Neil Hackett. ‘You know him?’

‘Big fat bastard?’

‘Big fat, scary bastard.’

‘I know of him,’ Tully said. ‘Never had the pleasure though.’ He 
thought for half a minute. ‘Well maybe they’ll get lucky and you can back 
away. As long as they never find out you had any information to begin with, 
you’ll be all right.’

‘Maybe.’

Tully smiled. ‘Unless I’m reading this all wrong, of course, and you’re 
secretly hoping that you won’t be all right.’

‘What’s that mean?’

‘You never thought about getting out, doing something else?’

‘Sometimes,’ Thorne said. ‘Everyone does.’

‘Not me.’ Tully shook his head firmly. ‘Never had anyone telling me I 
should either. A wife or a girlfriend or whatever. The last thing I wanted to 
do was stop being a copper, but it wasn’t up to me in the end, was it?’

‘I still don’t see—’

‘Maybe, deep down, you’ve had enough.’ He nodded to himself. ‘Yeah, 
this would be a good way of doing it without actually quitting, and you don’t 
strike me as the type to do that.’

‘You’re being stupid now,’ Thorne said.

Tully raised his eyebrows and smiled again, warming to his theme. ‘I remember 
having this girlfriend once… ages ago, back when I was a teenager. I wanted 
to finish with her… think there was some other girl I had my eye on at the 
time… but I didn’t have the bottle to chuck her. So, I just behaved really 
badly. Treated her rotten, ignored her, until she turned round and dumped me, 
which was what I wanted all along, of course.’ He sat back, enjoying the 
memory. ‘I’m not even sure I knew I was doing it, you know?’

He looked at Thorne. ‘Thinking back though, I can see exactly what I was up 
to.’

‘I should make a move.’ Thorne leaned forward and finished what was left of 
his coffee. ‘I think we’ve probably bounced enough ideas around for now.’

‘No rush,’ Tully said. ‘Listen, if you fancy it we could go out and get 
something to eat a bit later. Grab a curry or something and talk a bit more.’

Thorne thanked him for the offer, told him he needed to be in for the night 
shift. Said, ‘Another time, maybe.’

‘OK, well never mind… but listen, there’s no need to shoot off. You look 
like you could use some rest, to be honest. Put your feet up for a bit. I’ve 
got stuff to do, anyway.’ Tully stood up and the dog followed suit. ‘I 
might shampoo the dog, something important like that.’

Thorne did not really want to stay very much longer, but forcing himself to his 
feet was proving as difficult as he had thought it would be. It felt as though 
his jacket was lead-lined, as though the cotton wool in his head had turned to 
cement.

He closed his eyes. Just for a few seconds…

Remembering Hackett’s invitation, the first of two inside a couple of hours. 
Thinking that, despite his best efforts to alienate as many people as possible, 
he could not remember the last time he’d been this popular.





THIRTY-NINE





‘Thorne’s taking the piss,’ Holland said.

Kitson looked at him. ‘He’s a friend.’

‘Which is exactly why he’s taking advantage.’

They were sitting at a corner table in the Royal Oak, a watering hole midway 
between Becke House and Colindale station and hence a pub where lock-ins tended 
to get ignored, while any civilian unfamiliar with the venue’s clientele and 
foolish enough to cut up rough was likely to be confronted with several dozen 
unhappy coppers, each trying to avoid having to make the arrest.

It was a table they had shared many times with Tom Thorne, a spot where 
victories had been celebrated and sorrows drowned. They had bitched about the 
Brass here and gossiped into the early hours about the arse-lickers and the 
dead weight. Those on the fast track to promotion and the 
Woodentops-in-waiting; the ones who couldn’t cut it and would be lucky to end 
up waggling hand-held speed cameras on the A1.

The irony was not lost on either of them.

They had arranged to meet after work during a snatched and whispered 
conversation at lunchtime. Now they were here though, neither seemed to be 
finding it particularly easy to talk. There was a good deal that was going 
unsaid; a tension at the small table that was not lost on DS Samir Karim when 
he blithely wandered over – slurping at a pint – and attempted to join 
them. He got no further than ‘Mind if I…⁠?’ before clocking the looks 
on their faces and backing awkwardly away.

‘Have you done anything else?’ Kitson asked. ‘Since the last time you saw 
him.’

Four days before, in the Grafton. When Thorne, Hendricks and Holland had looked 
at the list Thorne had extracted from Frank Anderson. Holland had said he’d 
try and find out if any money from Mercer’s bank robberies was still 
unaccounted for and that he’d see about getting a look at CCTV footage from 
the areas in which the earlier victims had been killed.

He hadn’t tried particularly hard.

‘That was the same night Jacobson was killed,’ Holland said. He picked up 
his beer bottle, stared at it. ‘Remember? Looked like we might not need to do 
anything else.’

Kitson nodded. The two of them had found out about the ‘suicide’ in 
Blackheath the day after it had happened. Without saying as much to one 
another, it was clear they had both been counting on the Murder Squad team that 
was looking into it coming up with something that would save them both a lot of 
trouble.

What had Thorne said to Holland on the phone? They would all be ‘off the 
hook’.

That morning, though, word had filtered through that Richard Jacobson’s death 
was now being treated as a suicide; that the investigation was being wound down 
with immediate effect.

‘So now it’s just him again,’ Holland said. ‘Him and us. Soon as Thorne 
finds out, he’ll be back on the phone.’

‘So, say no,’ Kitson said. ‘We’ve been through this.’

‘What will you say?’

Kitson shook her head and reached for the small glass of wine in front of her 
that had so far gone untouched.

‘Why do I get the feeling this is all about me?’ Holland asked. ‘That 
I’m the one that’s being disloyal or ambitious or whatever. It’s like 
you’re trying to make out I’m the only one with any doubts about this.’

‘I’ve never said that.’

‘I saw your face when we heard about Jacobson.’

Kitson put her glass down, now virtually empty. ‘Do you know what you should 
be asking yourself? What would Thorne be doing if he was in your shoes and you 
were the one wanting the favour?’

‘It’s a bit more than a favour now, Yvonne.’

‘Would he do it for you?’

Holland shook his head, not needing to think very hard about it. ‘Yeah, but 
we’re not as stupid as he is, are we?’

They said nothing for a minute or so after that, their eyes anywhere but on 
each other. Studying their drinks or their mobile phones, looking round when a 
burst of laughter erupted from another table.

‘What are you thinking, Dave?’ Kitson asked, eventually.

Holland emptied his bottle and felt for his wallet, checking it was there 
before standing up to leave or else getting ready to buy another; to settle in 
and make a decent night of it.

‘Nothing you aren’t thinking,’ he said.





FORTY





Helen was not stupid. She knew that in insisting what had happened three months 
before had left her undamaged, there was at least an element of denial. It was 
far easier, though, to see how it had affected those closest to her. In the 
three days she had spent being held hostage by a grief-stricken father, her own 
seemed to have aged ten years.

‘Could you…⁠?’ Robert Weeks held his grandson at arm’s length. 
‘Could you take him, love?’

Helen stood and collected a wriggling Alfie from her father. Wrapped her arms 
around him. ‘Come here, you,’ she said.

‘He’s full of beans today.’

‘He’s excited to see you.’

And her father was equally excited, Helen had no doubt about that. He just 
seemed rather less able to cope with a boisterous eighteen-month-old tearing 
about his house than he had been before; when the noise and the mess had only 
broadened his smile and Helen would have had to insist on taking Alfie from her 
father’s arms. He had always been tidy – even more so since he’d been 
living on his own – but where he had once embraced the happy chaos Alfie 
wrought, he now seemed far too anxious to relax.

He never said as much, of course. Wouldn’t have dreamed. Even when Helen had 
gone back to work so soon after it had happened and, as per usual, Jenny had 
not fought shy of making her opinion known.

‘You’re being ridiculous. I don’t know what you’re trying to prove. If 
you had any sense at all you’d find yourself another job…’

Her father had not added to the concerns being voiced, but Helen knew that, for 
once, he had agreed with her sister.

‘We’ll get out of your way in a minute,’ Helen said.

‘Don’t be daft. I’m just a bit tired today, that’s all.’

He’d been living alone a long time; more than ten years since Helen’s 
mother had died and five since his second wife had walked out. Neither Helen 
nor Jenny quite understood what had happened there, and it was never talked 
about. He had taken up an assortment of hobbies and activities afterwards – 
baking, book clubs, neighbourhood watch – and there had even been a brief 
dalliance with a woman who lived nearby, but those things no longer seemed to 
interest him. Now, they were simply there to be grabbed at with an ever-waning 
enthusiasm. Clinging on to life instead of actually living it. Helen glanced 
down at the paperback books arranged neatly on her father’s coffee table. She 
was pretty sure they were the same ones that had been there last time she had 
been round.

He was only sixty-four. Helen thought about that stupid, jaunty song and it 
made her angry. Angrier. Old suddenly, and well before his time and it was her 
fault for making him worry.

I don’t know what you’re trying to prove…

‘You should bring him round,’ her father said. ‘Might be nice to actually 
meet him.’

It took Helen a second or two. Tom. They had been talking about Tom when Alfie 
had started making a pest of himself.

‘You know what it’s like,’ Helen said.

‘Busy. Yes, I know.’

‘I will though, I promise.’

‘I’m not Marjorie Proops,’ he said. ‘But that might be one of the 
reasons things aren’t exactly hunky-dory.’

Helen had not said as much, but she had not needed to. Her father knew her well 
enough. He had seen her this way umpteen times since she was fourteen and her 
first boyfriend had got off with one of her friends at the school disco. This 
was the first time since Paul though.

She did not bother asking who Marjorie Proops was.

‘Then there’s the whole age difference thing.’

‘Oh, come on,’ Helen said.

‘What is he, ten years older than you?’

‘Yeah, near enough, but that’s nothing.’ She laughed, bounced Alfie on 
her knees. ‘Honestly, that’s ridiculous, Dad.’

He shrugged. ‘OK…’

‘Has Jenny said something?’ Her father shook his head. ‘She doesn’t 
seem to like him very much. Banging on about Paul all the time.’

‘How is he with Alfie?’ He gurned at his grandson; head bobbing as Alfie 
continued to bounce. ‘How is he with my best boy?’

‘He’s great,’ Helen said. ‘He’s really great with him.’

‘Well, that’s the main thing.’

Alfie whined to be let down and Helen did so. He tottered across to the 
collection of soft toys that Helen had brought with her and were now scattered 
on the rug in front of the fireplace. He picked up a rubber frog and threw it. 
Helen sucked in a fast breath and reached out to protect the two mugs on the 
coffee table.

‘No!’ she said.

Her father said, ‘It’s fine,’ and leaned down with a groan to retrieve 
the toy. He waved the frog and said, ‘Ribbit! Ribbit!’ but Alfie had 
already forgotten all about it.

‘Tom’s done something stupid at work,’ Helen said. ‘He’s still doing 
something stupid and he knows I don’t approve. So, things have been a bit 
tense, that’s all.’ She saw the concern on her father’s face. ‘What?’

‘Well, if it’s something you don’t approve of, it must be seriously 
stupid.’

Helen smiled, but it was not returned.

‘I mean you’ve done your fair share of stupid things.’

‘He’s not thinking straight,’ she said. ‘It’s not a great time for 
him.’

‘Are we talking stupid enough to get him into trouble?’ He looked at her; 
the same look he’d given her when she’d screwed up at school or when 
she’d come home later than promised and not been entirely truthful about 
where she’d been. ‘Or stupid enough to get you both into trouble?’

Helen said nothing and so they watched Alfie play for a while, then Helen’s 
father offered to make more tea and defrost a couple of muffins. Helen tried to 
argue, but she was never going to win.

A minute after leaving the room, her father reappeared in the doorway.

‘Look, I’ve never met the man,’ he said. ‘So what do I know? I’m a 
silly old sod, so you know, pinch of salt and all that. I’m just saying that 
my first loyalty is to you and to Alfie.’ He pointed at Alfie, still happily 
moving his toys around. ‘End of the day, that’s all I’m concerned 
about.’ He put his hands into his pockets, then took them out again and 
folded his arms. ‘And it’s what you should be concerned about too.’





FORTY-ONE





Twelve thirty a.m. and Thorne was on the phone, arguing with Chief 
Superintendent Trevor Jesmond. He paced around his office, fighting the urge to 
interrupt, then struggling to keep his tone suitably respectful when he did. 
There had been the not-so-friendly warning about overstepping his boundaries in 
the wake of Thorne’s visit to the MIT almost a fortnight before but as far as 
operational matters on his side of the bridge went, this was the first ‘frank 
exchange of views’ with a superior that had taken place since Thorne’s 
career had gone south in more ways than one.

He’d missed this.

‘I think they’re playing us for mugs,’ Thorne said.

‘You may well be right, but can we really afford to take the risk?’

‘We can hedge our bets, surely.’

‘We need enough manpower down there so that if it does kick off, we won’t 
be caught with our pants down.’

‘With respect, sir—’

‘Don’t start that, Tom. I know you haven’t got any.’

There was no point pretending otherwise.

‘I’ll ship reinforcements in as and when,’ Jesmond said, ‘but for now, 
just get as many units down there as you can. We clear?’

What was abundantly clear was that Jesmond had been relishing the argument 
every bit as much as Thorne had. More so, as it was one he was always going to 
win.

Thorne dispatched three more patrol cars to Lewisham shopping centre, then 
called Christine Treasure. She was on a tea break at Deptford station having 
been in attendance at a burglary around the corner and sounded excited at the 
prospect of ‘dishing out some slaps’. He told her to calm down, then to 
come back and pick him up.

Waiting in the car park, Thorne exchanged a few words with one of the civilian 
staff smoking nearby. The woman said, ‘Looks like you lot might be in for a 
busy night.’ Thorne gratefully breathed in her smoke, said, ‘Maybe,’ then 
realised it had been an hour or so since he had last thought about the 
desperate message scrawled into a crossword puzzle. Slippers in the mud by a 
darkened reservoir or the taste on his tongue in that garage.

As far as the rest of his shift went, Thorne remained convinced that he and his 
team were wasting their time, but he was grateful that circumstances might – 
for a while at least – force Terry Mercer into the shadows at the back of his 
mind.

He walked towards Treasure’s car as she turned into the car park, then waited 
while the officer she was with transferred to another vehicle. When Thorne got 
in, Treasure was feeling for the can of pepper spray on her stab vest, her 
cuffs and baton. ‘Right,’ he said.

‘I’m calm, I swear,’ she said, grinning. ‘I’m calm…’



Though the source of the information remained worryingly vague, officers on the 
late shift had once again received word that the situation was hotting up 
between the TTFN crew and their Tamil rivals. As per the predictions, known 
gang members had begun gathering in the shopping centre since midnight. Thorne 
though was dubious and was not expecting any more serious trouble than there 
had been the night before.

‘It’s clever,’ he said. ‘No getting away from that.’

Treasure accelerated and took the car through a red light. ‘Not much else we 
can do though, is there?’

‘We could leave them to it,’ Thorne said. ‘They’ll get bored eventually 
and go home to their mums.’

Thorne was convinced that the rival gangs had actually started working together 
in the common interest. The word would go out that trouble was imminent and 
then a sufficient number of likely lads from either side would gather and look 
menacing. This was something they had become very good at, but it was no more 
than a smokescreen. While an arrest or two might end up being made for minor 
offences, the manpower required to maintain order would leave other members of 
both gangs free to go about rather more important business; moving their 
product around unmolested, while the police officers who should have been 
trying to stop them were otherwise occupied.

Simple enough, and brilliant. Because even if the plan was rumbled, the Met 
would still need to show up in numbers to reassure the local community that 
they would not tolerate public disturbance.

To be fair to Jesmond – galling as that was – there was not a lot else he 
could do.

‘You want to stop at a garage?’ Treasure asked.

Thorne turned to look at her.

‘Pick up a can of Red Bull?’

‘Sorry?’

‘You look like you might be asleep by the time we get there.’ Treasure 
spent the next few minutes describing her prodigious sexual adventures of the 
previous day. She clearly enjoyed doing so – including sufficient detail to 
keep any gynaecology enthusiast happy – but it also allowed her to turn round 
at the end of it and say, ‘And by the look of it, I still managed to get more 
shut-eye than you.’

Thorne smiled, said, ‘I had stuff to do.’ He was aware of Treasure glancing 
at him more than once; waiting for him to elaborate, before giving up and 
turning her eyes back to the road.

‘Yeah, I know exactly what you were doing,’ she said. ‘Eyes like 
piss-holes in the snow, that haunted expression. Too much wanking, mate, 
that’s what that is.’

All things considered, Thorne was pretty pleased that three months earlier he 
had decided to pair up with Christine Treasure. In spite of the occasional 
olfactory assault, there were laughs, which were important, but it was more 
than that. The choice to go with a more experienced, less impressionable 
officer had been carefully made. Initially, he had thought about teaming up 
with one of the newer lot, but he’d been down that road with Dave Holland.

A young officer who had once looked up to him, then lost respect.

It was better all round, he had decided, to work with someone who had no 
illusions to shatter; about the Job or about Thorne himself.

Holland…

He had definitely not been himself when Thorne had called him the previous 
morning.

‘Here we go,’ Treasure said. ‘Slapping time.’

They pulled up at the edge of the pedestrianised precinct, alongside four other 
patrol vehicles, the Area Car and a pair of Met Police vans. Blue lights had 
been left flashing. As soon as they were on foot, Treasure radioed their 
arrival to the other units, then she and Thorne took out their batons and 
walked towards the noise.

The TTFN boys had gathered once again outside the kebab and burger place. A few 
were inside but the majority had no interest in eating. There were twenty or 
twenty-five of them; young black males with a smattering of white and Asian 
kids. A similar number of young Tamils was crowded around the entrance to a 
club called Flash, fifty or so feet away.

There was a good deal of abuse flying around, plenty of hard looks.

Half a dozen officers stood within a few yards of each group with twice that 
many forming an impromptu cordon midway between them; over half Thorne’s team 
in one place. Manned police vehicles were barring entry at either end, but 
people were still spilling out of the nightclub and a few of the other bars in 
the precinct, which made controlling the situation even more difficult.

Thorne and Treasure walked past the entrance to the nightclub and were quickly 
briefed by one of the sergeants.

Three arrests so far, all for threatening behaviour. None of those arrested had 
been carrying a weapon.

Smokescreen or not, Thorne felt certain that a few of those currently 
eyeballing him would be carrying knives, or worse. He made sure everyone knew 
that the object was to disperse each group with a minimum of fuss, well aware 
that he was asking the impossible. He looked from one end of the precinct to 
the other, then across at the two officers – one standing nice and close to 
each of the groups – who were wielding the most effective weapon the police 
had in situations such as these. Thorne understood that these young men were 
not afraid of the police, but he knew that a snarling German shepherd could put 
the fear of God into the hardest of Top Boys.

‘Anything starts,’ Thorne said, ‘send the dogs in.’

Then, Thorne glimpsed the distinctive caps and blue and white waterproof 
jackets of the local Street Pastors; a pair of them talking to members of the 
TTFN crowd outside the kebab shop. These were inter-denominational volunteers, 
organised by local churches to patrol the streets in the early hours. To help, 
wherever they could. They made sure that people got into licensed taxis or 
found their way to the night bus and, with seemingly endless patience, they did 
their best to diffuse any threat of violence before the police needed to get 
involved.

Thorne had no idea why they would want to do what they did, but he was grateful 
for it.

He wandered across and gently drew one of the pastors aside; a man called 
Roger, whom he had spoken to several times before. He could not recall seeing 
Roger without a smile on his face. It tended to disarm most of those he was 
dealing with, though the fact that he was built like a brick shithouse didn’t 
hurt.

‘Anything you can do, Roger,’ Thorne said, ‘very much appreciated, as 
always.’

‘We’re doing our best,’ Roger said. As usual, he was carrying a small 
rucksack, which Thorne knew was stuffed with flip-flops. These would be handed 
out to young women stumbling out of places like Flash in the early hours. Those 
who had lost their shoes or were so drunk that tottering around in high heels 
would almost certainly result in them being picked up from the gutter with a 
broken ankle. ‘I doubt there will be any real violence. It’s just a show.’

‘I know, but we still need them to disperse.’ Then, over Roger’s 
shoulder, Thorne saw another face he recognised.

Next to him, Treasure said, ‘Isn’t that the kid who gave you a dig a couple 
of weeks back? When we were clearing that party?’

Thorne nodded. ‘Anthony Dennison.’ Nineteen years old, street name 2-Tone. 
Following his arrest for the assault on Thorne, he had been bailed to return to 
the station, pending further enquiries; checking witness statements and 
reviewing available CCTV footage.

‘Cheeky little bastard,’ Treasure said.

Dennison was standing on the edge of a group of four or five of the TTFN crew. 
When he saw Thorne looking, he returned the stare with interest, pushing his 
chest out and turning up his palms as if to ask what the hell Thorne was 
looking at. Thorne was about to turn back to the pastor, when he watched 
Dennison take a step or two away from the group and look back at him. The boy 
nodded, glancing towards an alleyway two doors along from the kebab shop. Then 
– after checking that none of his friends could see – he turned and hurried 
into it.

‘What’s all that about?’ Treasure asked.

Thorne was already on his way back to the car. ‘One way to find out.’

They drove out on to the main road and then cut right into the maze of side 
streets that snaked around the main shopping area. After three or four turnings 
they saw him, sitting on a low wall; headphones on, like he wasn’t really 
expecting to be found.

Treasure wound the window down and Thorne leaned across. ‘You got something 
to say to me, Anthony?’

Dennison stepped to the window and removed his headphones. He peered into the 
car as if he might be looking to buy it. Said, ‘Just you though, yeah?’

Treasure looked at Thorne and shook her head, but he told her it was fine. She 
sighed, then waited for Dennison to step back before getting slowly out of the 
car.

‘Pat him down, will you, Chris?’ Thorne said, leaning across again. ‘No 
point being silly about it.’

‘Don’t worry, I was going to.’

Dennison assumed a position he was well used to without being asked.

‘Anything I should know about?’ Treasure asked, as she began to run her 
hands across the boy’s body.

The boy grinned, hands behind his head. ‘One or two things you might like.’

‘You’re not my type, darling,’ Treasure said.

Two minutes later, having found nothing but two mobile phones, wallet and 
cigarettes, Treasure turned back to the car and gave Thorne the thumbs-up. He 
nodded, and after Treasure had held the look between them for a little longer 
than was necessary, she turned and walked away towards the end of the road.

Dennison climbed into the passenger seat.

‘Not sure this is the best idea you’ve ever had,’ Thorne said. ‘What 
with me being the reason you were nicked in the first place.’

‘Yeah, well that’s the thing. Maybe there’s things you could do to help 
me with that. Like for a kick-off, maybe you could say that you was looking to 
get punched.’ Dennison turned in his seat. ‘You was looking for it, 
right?’

Thorne said nothing, but the boy had made it very clear that he didn’t miss 
much.

‘And maybe there’s things I could tell you, so that you would say that.’

‘What kind of things?’

‘Information.’

‘We get all sorts of information about what you lot are up to,’ Thorne 
said. ‘And I’m not sure I trust any of it. Like what’s going on between 
you and the Tamils.’

Dennison nodded, impressed, then leaned back and made himself comfortable. 
‘I’m not talking about any of that nonsense. I’m talking about guns.’ 
He looked to see if the word had had any effect. ‘People buying guns.’

‘Again, Anthony, I’m not exactly getting a stiffy here. It’s not like 
you’re telling me anything I don’t know.’

‘Yeah, but you don’t know what it is yet, yeah?’

‘Go on then.’

The boy sniffed, took a few seconds. This was the chance to make his pitch. 
‘It’s a seriously odd one, which is why I can remember it, you get me? 
I’m not talking about no black kid or Asian kid or Turkish kid or anything 
like that. This is a white man… a really old white man, buying guns. Two 
guns.’

Thorne sat up very straight. He knew that he should probably try and hide his 
excitement, but he didn’t bother. He said, ‘When?’

‘A few weeks back. A month, maybe.’

‘You sold him these guns? This old man?’

‘No way,’ Dennison said, quickly. ‘I don’t get into any of that 
stupidness… but I was there.’

‘What did he look like?’

Dennison raised his arms, like it was a stupid question. ‘I don’t know, 
man… like I told you, he was old. White hair and wrinkles and all that.’ He 
turned and looked at Thorne. ‘So, you going to help me out, or what?’

‘Maybe,’ Thorne said. ‘I’ll need more than that though.’

The boy thought for a few seconds, then said, ‘I can tell you about his 
car.’





FORTY-TWO





In the end, more than a dozen arrests were made in Lewisham shopping precinct, 
and though several were for possession of an offensive weapon, thankfully no 
such weapons were actually used on anybody else. There were major offences 
committed elsewhere on Thorne’s patch overnight and though he could not help 
but wonder if some might have been prevented had his officers not been tied up 
on crowd control, it was not something he was going to feel too guilty about. 
That was a question he hoped would keep Trevor Jesmond awake for a while.

A night that was far from Q–-, but still Thorne managed to get through the 
write-ups and handover protocols relatively quickly and make it back to Tulse 
Hill in time to have breakfast with Helen and Alfie.

‘Sounds like you had fun,’ Helen said.

‘You forget how much they hate us.’ Thorne was eating cereal – the sugary 
stuff that actually tasted good – while Helen worked her way through 
something that was supposed to be good for cholesterol, but looked like it was 
scooped from the bottom of a budgie cage. ‘When you’re in plain clothes, 
you forget that. It’s not like anyone’s ever pleased to see you, I mean 
you’re always there because something bad’s happened… but being on the 
streets in uniform…’

‘Yeah, but it’s the uniform they hate,’ Helen said. ‘It’s not you.’ 
She reached across to push a plastic beaker of orange juice towards Alfie who 
was happily gnawing a piece of toast.

‘I could understand it if it was me.’ There was milk left in the bottom of 
his bowl, so Thorne poured more cereal in. ‘A lot of people hate me.’

‘It feels like I haven’t seen you for days,’ Helen said.

‘I know.’

‘Haven’t spoken to you, I mean.’

‘We’ve both had a lot on.’

It had only been thirty-six hours, in fact, since Thorne had left for work 
after their rain-drenched Sunday stuck indoors. He knew what she meant though. 
Night shifts could do that, throw your grasp of time off kilter.

‘We can catch up tonight,’ he said.

‘Actually I’ll be late tonight—’

‘Tom!’ Alfie said. Though it might also have been ‘dog’ or ‘toast’ 
or whichever sound he was currently making to announce that his nappy needed 
changing. ‘Tom!’

‘I said I’d go for a quick drink with Gill after work,’ Helen said. ‘Is 
that OK?’

‘Why wouldn’t it be?’

‘Any chance you could pick Alfie up?’

Thorne told her it was fine, that with four days off lying ahead, he could 
probably pick Alfie up every day if she wanted him to. He didn’t mean it of 
course, he was hoping that he would have other things to occupy him, but 
whether Helen knew that or not, she thanked him for the offer.

‘Well, I’m around,’ he said.

‘Let’s take Alfie to my dad’s one of the nights. Go for a meal or 
something.’

‘Sounds good.’

‘Actually, he was saying how much he wanted to meet you.’

Thorne nodded, his mouth full, trying to decide if the moment was right.

‘OK, I’d better get a shift on,’ Helen said, pushing her chair back.

Thorne reached across and laid a hand on her arm. ‘Listen, I know how pissed 
off you were about me lying… before. So, I thought I’d better tell you 
there’s been another suicide. Another murder that was made to look like a 
suicide.’

Helen’s mouth tightened. Thorne withdrew his hand.

‘But… you’ll be happy to know that the MIT’s looking at this one, so… 
nothing to do with me.’ He managed a weak smile. ‘Looking at me too, as it 
happens.’

‘What d’you mean, “looking”?’

He told her about running into Hackett and how suspiciously friendly the DCI 
had been during their chat outside the Jacobson house. ‘I don’t know what 
to make of it, to be honest.’ He told her what Hackett had said. ‘Maybe 
three hours in that precinct with forty-odd kids looking like they’d happily 
cut my balls off is making me even more paranoid.’

‘Tom!’ Alfie shouted, brandishing his toast for extra emphasis.

‘Why would it make me happy?’ Helen asked.

‘Sorry, I didn’t mean happy. More like… relieved, or whatever.’

‘OK.’

‘Anyway, I wanted you to know, so you wouldn’t think I was doing anything 
behind your back.’

Helen looked at him for a few seconds, then shrugged as though she really 
didn’t care what he was doing, behind her back or otherwise.

She lifted Alfie out of his chair. Said, ‘I’m going to be late.’

While Helen was busy with coats and bags, Thorne talked rather more than anyone 
who was comfortable had a right to. He asked her to give his best to Gill 
Bellinger, though he’d only met her once for five minutes. He told her to 
have a good time and not to worry about Alfie or getting back late. He said 
that he’d knock something together for dinner and leave some in case she was 
hungry when she got back. Helen made the appropriate noises; not angry as she 
had been a few days before, just lacking in enthusiasm, as though she’d 
flicked a switch off. Thorne found it rather more disconcerting than the anger 
had been.

He was asking her if she wanted him to get any shopping in when he heard the 
door slam.

He walked aimlessly into the bedroom, stood there in the semi-dark for a while, 
then trudged back into the kitchen. He felt irritated, aggrieved, but that 
didn’t last long. He knew very well that he had no right to one single inch 
of the moral high ground, and not just because he’d told Helen about the MIT 
investigation but chosen not to tell her it had failed.

For all sorts of other reasons.

He was still hungry, so he made himself toast. He ate it quickly in front of 
the Breakfast News, then dug out his Met Emergency Contacts list and called the 
three other inspectors who were his opposite numbers for the various shifts on 
his days off. He asked each of them if they would mind letting him know – 
didn’t matter what time of the day or night – if any sudden deaths were 
reported. He gave them all the same story, couched it in language they would 
understand. Jesmond was on his back and he was making an effort to look like he 
gave a toss.

The third one he called – a genuinely lazy piece of work called Simon Carlowe 
– had much the same reaction as the others, but voiced it rather more 
succinctly.

‘Never had you down as an arse-licker, Tom.’

‘New leaf and all that,’ Thorne said. ‘Never too late, is it?’

Then he called Yvonne Kitson.

She sounded vaguely surprised that Thorne had called her and not Dave Holland, 
but the choice had been carefully made. Thorne still had a nagging sense that 
Holland was backing away from it all; choosing to take his time doing anything, 
if not actually coming right out and speaking his mind.

‘I know how tricky it would have been getting access to multiple CCTV 
recordings,’ Thorne said.

‘Bloody tricky, if you don’t want people asking questions.’

‘But now we only need to look at one. I’ve got Mercer’s car.’ He gave 
Kitson the make and colour. ‘If Dave… or you can check out the nearest CCTV 
to the Jacobson house, get a single shot of that car going in or out—’

‘Right,’ Kitson said. ‘I get it.’ She sounded as though talking openly 
was difficult. ‘I’ll see.’

‘Look, I know it’s still asking a lot.’

‘I’ll talk to Dave.’

‘Is he getting cold feet?’

There was a pause. Kitson said she had to go, that she would try and call back 
later. Then the line went dead.

Thorne sat down in front of the television and began flicking quickly between 
the channels. Judge Judy, Animal Rescue, Homes Under The Hammer. He managed 
five minutes of Jeremy Kyle before the rage threatened to become murderous, 
then he turned the TV off and took out the radio he would normally have left in 
his locker at the end of the shift. Carlowe and the others had promised to 
call, but Thorne couldn’t be certain that they would and this way, if he was 
lucky, he would find out about any sudden deaths at the same time they did.

He switched on the unit, careful as always to avoid pressing the orange EMER 
button on the top.

The ‘Oh Shit’ button.

Use of the button cut across any transmission being made anywhere else and gave 
twenty seconds’ uninterrupted airtime to the user. It was the button you only 
ever used if you were in real trouble. It usually meant ‘officer down’. 
Thorne cradled the handset in his lap and listened. The Airwave received 
broadcasts from every officer in every borough in the city, but bearing in mind 
where Mercer seemed to have been most active, Thorne decided to focus on those 
in the south-east. He flicked between them every few minutes: Lewisham, 
Greenwich, Bromley, Southwark.

Papa-Lima, Papa-Delta, Papa…

The chatter was almost ceaseless. Hundreds of voices, thousands of incidents. 
Babble and banter.

A few hours earlier, Thorne had been dead on his feet, but five minutes in the 
car with a savvy seventeen-year-old had changed everything. Thorne knew it 
wouldn’t last long. The tiredness would catch up with him eventually, but he 
was determined to stay one step ahead of it for as long as he could.

Right now, the last thing he wanted to do was sleep.





FORTY-THREE





He had almost laughed out loud when he’d finally been given the address.

Now, sitting outside the house, waiting for a glimpse of the man he will soon 
have the great pleasure to watch suffer and die, he thinks how funny it is, the 
way that people always come home. They come home to reconnect with their past, 
he supposes. They come home because it’s where they feel safe or because 
they’re desperately trying to hold on to something half remembered that seems 
precious.

They come home because it’s the end.

He’s been watching for a while now. The car is parked streets away and he’s 
checked, so he knows that no cameras can see him. He’s just standing about, 
reading the paper; a harmless old codger with nothing better to do. A woman 
walking her dog on the other side of the road smiles at him.

He smiles back and returns to his paper.

England football team in the doldrums, unemployment through the roof and the 
economy up the Swanee. Different faces, but still, could have been the same 
paper he was reading thirty years ago when he went inside.

He glances across at the house again, sees movement behind the net curtains in 
the downstairs window.

He’s trying to read, but he finds himself thinking about the woman who walked 
into the water, because she was the only one whose face he couldn’t see at 
the end. The nosy cow from the bank. He’d followed her out of the house after 
they’d talked things over, gone a slightly different route so as to avoid the 
cameras, but kept her in sight all the way. He’d stopped under some trees and 
watched her walk up to the edge in the dark; seen her take off her slippers and 
her nice, toasty dressing gown and pile them up tidy as you like a few feet 
back from the water itself. Careful that they wouldn’t get wet, I mean, how 
mad was that?

He couldn’t see her face, just the side of her lit by a sliver of moon, so 
God only knows if she looked scared, but he remembered how easily she’d gone 
into the water. There was a moment, course there was, when she took that first 
step – the shock of the freezing water against her bony white leg – but 
after that tiny hesitation she just strolled in, good as gold, like she was 
walking into the pub or something.

I mean, obviously she had to, that was the whole point, but at the end it was 
like she was happy to. OK, he decides, maybe that’s putting it a bit 
strongly, but she was… all right about doing it, because in the end, the 
alternative simply wasn’t worth thinking about. Sounds arse-about-face, 
he’s well aware of that, but the truth is she was willing to die because she 
had so much to live for.

He looks towards the house again, and thinks, that’s the irony, isn’t it?

Her and the rest of them, the whole sorry shower, have paid the price because 
they took all that away from him. He made sure they knew it too, while he was 
opening up his plastic bag and laying everything out. He made sure they knew 
exactly what he’d lost.

He can still remember the last time he saw her.

What she was wearing, how she smelled, all of it.

His hands tighten around the edges of the newspaper and, for a few seconds, he 
just wants to march straight up to the front door, force his way in and batter 
the fucker there and then.

A white blouse and tight jeans. That perfume she got duty free the last time 
they’d all been on holiday together and big earrings that swung around when 
she started to shake her head.

‘It’s not fair on the kids,’ she’d said.

It wasn’t her he was angry with, never had been. Well, maybe for a while at 
the time, but in the end she did what she thought was best for her and the 
kids. He was never one of those nutcases who thought his other half had a 
sacred duty to stick by him, any of that nonsense. She was still young, they 
all were, and that kind of sentence was a lifetime.

‘What sort of life would it be for them?’ Those big silver hoops, swinging. 
‘Doesn’t mean they’ll stop loving you though. Doesn’t mean I will.’

He hasn’t seen her or the kids in thirty years and he has no intention of 
doing so. He’s kept feelers out, just enough to know they’ve all made 
decent lives for themselves, and he isn’t going to throw a spanner in by 
turning up now like a ghost. A bitter old man, pale and pathetic, trying to 
claw back all the time he’s lost with them.

It was them that put her in that position though. The nosy bastards and the 
incompetents… and him, the last one on the list. The ones who got him put 
away and cost him everything he might have had.

Plenty of anger where they’re concerned.

He casually moves a few feet away when he sees the front door open, steps into 
the cover of a large tree on the corner of the street.

Gets his first look at him.

The years haven’t been kind, but fear will do that. Fear and guilt. Whittle 
away at you, grind you down to skin and bone.

He looks across at the man whose name is as new to him as the face and stance 
are familiar. He watches him peering out from behind a half-open door and 
thinks of animals emerging from traps and soft fruit gone rotten.

He thinks: Do you know I’m here? That I’m coming for you?

He remembers his dream; tiles the colour of cold flesh and the sound of those 
echoing steps towards the gallows. He’d read once that in the old days, the 
ones that took the job seriously could calculate the condemned man’s weight 
and work out the necessary drop just by shaking hands with him. No point 
leaving anyone dangling there and choking to death, but no desire to pull their 
head off either.

Mercer certainly does not foresee a handshake and besides, he’s got no 
intention of being quite that careful.

Still, looking across at what’s left of the man who’s now pulling the door 
shut again – who’s almost certainly drawing bolts and dragging chains 
across – he can’t help thinking that a shoebox and a strand of cotton would 
do the trick.





FORTY-FOUR





Thorne was walking Alfie back from the childminder’s when Holland called, 
having done whatever had been required to get access to the CCTV footage 
nearest the Jacobson house. Thorne thought it was best not to ask how he had 
done it, but he was pleased that it was Holland calling. That those cold feet 
appeared to have warmed up a little.

‘OK, we’ve got a red Vauxhall Astra caught on the main road near Blackheath 
station,’ Holland said. ‘Heading north towards Eliot Place just before four 
thirty last Thursday afternoon. We’ve got the same car on the same cameras, 
driving south again at quarter to ten that night. Single occupant. Elderly 
white male.’

Alfie burbled happily as Thorne picked up his pace, urging the pushchair on 
that little bit faster. The timings fitted with Thorne’s theory about how 
Mercer had been able to get close enough to Jacobson and how he had known 
enough about the couple’s movements to do what was necessary and be out of 
there before Susan Jacobson returned from her book group. He had taken time and 
taken care.

Even accounting for however long the killing itself would have taken, Mercer 
had to have been hiding in that garage for over four hours.

Thorne stopped at the pedestrian crossing and punched the button. ‘Have we 
got a registration?’ he asked.

Holland told him that they had, and that he had already run the Astra’s 
licence plate through the system. ‘Car was last registered to a dealer in 
Mile End,’ he said. ‘Bloke’s dodgy as you like, been done half a dozen 
times already. He’ll have sold it to Mercer for cash. No documentation, no 
questions asked, you know how it works.’

‘You spoken to him?’

‘Not had a chance.’

‘What about Kitson?’

‘Same.’

Thorne looked at his watch, tried to work out how long it would take him to get 
to Mile End. Then Alfie said, ‘Tom,’ or an approximation of it, and Thorne 
remembered that he was more than a little tied up for the rest of the day. The 
lights changed, and Thorne started to cross, quickly weighing his options up. 
He wanted to get there as soon as he could and put some pressure on whoever had 
sold that car. If the dealer had decent security cameras installed, they might 
at the very least get a better picture of Terry Mercer than a CCTV still could 
provide. Helen had already said she’d be back late, and Thorne wondered how 
she would react if he tried palming Alfie off on her sister for a couple of 
hours. He would be back in time to collect him before Helen got home. He 
wondered if he should just take Alfie with him to Mile End and not tell her.

Halfway across, Alfie dropped his toy frog on to the road and Thorne had to 
stop and bend to pick it up. He stared at the woman behind the wheel of a 
Chelsea tractor who was mouthing at him impatiently and said, ‘I’ll try and 
get down there tomorrow.’

‘Right,’ Holland said.

Thorne pushed that little bit harder as they got close to their block, the last 
hundred yards or so all uphill. ‘You know what I’m going to ask you now, 
don’t you?’

‘ANPR…’

The Automatic Number Plate Recognition system could be used to identify and 
locate any vehicle of interest to the police. With the national ANPR Centre in 
Hendon able to store more than 100 million ‘reads’ per day, of which 
twenty-five thousand were ‘hits’ of one kind or another, it was now a 
hugely important weapon in apprehending criminals ranging from the highly 
dangerous to the simply uninsured. Thorne knew that if they were able to put 
Mercer’s car into the ANPR database and get lucky, they could locate and 
track it in more or less real time. He also knew that doing so would leave 
behind the electronic fingerprints of whoever was inputting the data.

‘It’s the best chance we’ve got, Dave.’

‘I know.’

Thorne could hear the doubt in Holland’s voice, but he had already asked for 
help in every way he knew how and he was out of ideas. ‘Listen, if you and 
Yvonne are in the shit, that’s my fault and I’m sorry… but if you’re 
already in it, I really don’t see how this is going to make it any worse.’

Holland made a noise that might almost have been a laugh, and said, ‘I 
suppose.’

‘So?’ Thorne eased the pushchair away from the edge of the pavement as a 
bus roared past them down the hill.

‘I’ve got a mate in the ANPR office,’ Holland said. ‘I’ll see what I 
can do.’

‘Thanks, Dave.’

‘Don’t keep saying that.’

Thorne understood. Holland did not want reminding that what he was doing 
warranted gratitude, that it was so far outside the norm as to be worthy of it. 
He said, ‘Talk to you later, then,’ but he was grateful nevertheless; for 
the help and for the fact that Holland had failed to work out that being up to 
your neck in shit was actually a damn sight better than being in it over your 
head.

Half a minute later, he and Alfie arrived at the entrance to their block.

Thorne said, ‘Here we go, mate.’

Alfie said, ‘Tom,’ and jettisoned his frog again.



Thorne made pasta for them both with tomato sauce from a jar in the fridge. 
Apple juice in a beaker and a can of supermarket lager. Once he had cleaned up, 
they sat through an hour of In the Night Garden on DVD, then Thorne gave Alfie 
a bath.

He could not say which of them was the wettest at the end.

It was after eight o’clock and fully dark outside by the time Thorne gave the 
child his final bottle of milk and got him into his cot. Safely wrapped inside 
his soft, stripy Grobag, Alfie settled quickly. Thorne used a couple of dirty 
towels to mop up the water on the bathroom floor, then zombie-walked next door 
and – still wearing shirt, socks and pants – all but fell into bed. Despite 
that morning’s determination to fight the exhaustion, he felt as though 
he’d been hit by a truck.

He hoped Alfie would sleep through until Helen came home.

There was music leaking from one of the flats a few doors away – a low, 
urgent pulse of bass – but it could not keep Thorne awake any more than the 
image of blackened cement or spooning corpses, or the whiff of milky sick on 
his shoulder.





FORTY-FIVE





‘I’ll try and pop back up next weekend, love.’

‘Yeah, well I wish you would,’ she said. ‘The kids miss you, you know?’

Edward Mallen breathed into the phone, trying to think of something to say to 
his daughter, deciding eventually that there was nothing he could say.

She clearly did not have the same problem. ‘I still don’t understand why 
you moved back down there in the first place,’ she said, her Geordie accent 
so different from his own. ‘Your friends are all up here. Your family…’

‘Well, you know.’ He shifted in his chair, let a long breath out. ‘After 
your mum and everything.’

‘All the more reason to stay put,’ she said. ‘Times like that you want 
your family close, I would have thought.’

‘Course I did,’ he said. ‘I do.’

‘Still, what do I know?’

Once again Mallen struggled to find words that would do the trick, but was 
finding it no easier now than he had a minute or two before. Than he had six 
months before that, when he’d sat everyone down in the local pub, got a round 
in and calmly announced that he was moving back down south.

‘It’s… hard to explain,’ he said.

‘Listen, it’s entirely up to you.’

‘Don’t get stroppy, love.’

‘Who’s getting stroppy?’

‘There’s things to sort out, OK? It’s complicated.’

‘Yeah, you said that.’ His daughter sounded tired suddenly. A child was 
shouting in the background. ‘Listen, I need to get your grandchildren to 
bed.’

‘Give them both a big kiss from me, will you? Tell them to behave themselves. 
And tell them Grandad’s got their picture on top of the TV.’ He promised to 
pop a fiver for each of them in the post, assured her he would do his best to 
get a train up the following weekend.

‘You can give them the money yourself, can’t you?’ she said. ‘If 
you’re coming up anyway.’

‘Yeah, course. Good idea.’

‘Right then,’ she said.

‘Got your picture on the telly too, love,’ he said. ‘Obviously.’

She said good and that she hoped it was a decent one. She told him to look 
after himself. She told him that she loved him, then put the phone down before 
he had the chance to reply.

Mallen put the phone back in its cradle on the hall table, then climbed the 
stairs to his bedroom. His dinner was repeating on him, acid rising up. There 
was some milk of magnesia on his bedside table. He sat on his bed and had a 
healthy swig, sat for a minute or two more then walked through to the bathroom 
and took some of his other tablets; the ones organised in a plastic container 
with separate compartments for each day of the week.

Two blues, a pink and a yellow.

Like making them nice and colourful might help you feel a little brighter.

He started to walk back downstairs, feeling as though he was rattling with 
bloody pills.

It’s complicated…

Truth was, he couldn’t really explain it all convincingly to himself. Once 
his wife had gone, he couldn’t see the sense in putting it off any longer, 
that was all. The timing was near-perfect too, though she couldn’t have known 
that, poor thing, lying there and wasting away; like she hadn’t known so many 
things.

Time to go home, simple as that.

Time to try and sort things out, clear the rubbish away. A chance to face up to 
things and be honest, and – probably a long shot – a chance to build 
bridges, even. Couldn’t hurt to try, that was for sure, and however hard it 
had been for his family to understand, that shot at forgiveness was worth the 
sacrifice. His faith had taught him that.

Something else he’d found up there by the Tyne.

Along with the sweet, brown beer and a half-decent football team. The woman 
he’d loved and lied to.

He froze at the sound of the knock, one foot on the bottom stair, one on the 
hall carpet. Slowly, he raised his front foot back up, sank down on to the step 
and stared at the door.

The vague shape beyond the frosted glass.

He told himself that it was probably that nosy care-worker checking up on him. 
A little later than she would normally call, yes, but maybe she was worried 
about him. She usually let herself in with the key he’d given her, but there 
was always a chance she’d forgotten it.

The second knock was louder.

Using the banister, he pulled himself up from the stair and stepped gingerly 
down. He felt silly, stupid for telling himself lies; contriving scenarios that 
would give no reason for the dry mouth or the twitching fingers. The blood 
roaring in his one good ear.

Nothing wrong with being afraid, after all.

Mallen knew very well who was at the door.





FORTY-SIX





They had arranged to meet in the Opera Rooms, upstairs at the Chandos pub on St 
Martin’s Lane. The place was fairly busy for a Tuesday night, the pre-theatre 
crowd colliding with those in need of a few drinks after work, but Hendricks, 
who had got there first, had managed to snag a corner table in the smaller and 
quieter of the two rooms. Helen queued at the bar for ten minutes, then carried 
a large glass of wine across and joined him.

She said, ‘Sorry I’m a bit late.’

‘I was early,’ he said.

Conversation did not progress much beyond the prosaic for the first half a 
glass. Both had endured working days they were not particularly keen to talk 
about and there was understandable reticence on both sides about plunging 
straight into the subject – the person – they were actually there to 
discuss. Instead, Hendricks chose to engage in a sardonic, whispered commentary 
as they sat and observed the interactions of their fellow drinkers. The 
‘slappers on the sniff’ and the ‘wankers in cheap suits’. He decreed 
who was likely to get lucky and which of them was barking up the wrong tree and 
he was more than happy to give Helen a demonstration of what he told her was a 
foolproof Gaydar. Sizing up a noisy trio of lads standing at the bar and eyeing 
up the talent, he nodded from one to another and simply said, ‘Gay… dabbles 
a bit… straight, but eminently turnable.’

On cue, the best-looking of the three turned and smiled nervously at him.

‘Bingo,’ Hendricks said.

Helen thought Hendricks’ observations were hilarious, but could not help 
wondering what those around them made of him. He was wearing a black, 
skin-tight Metallica T-shirt; shaven-headed with enough facial adornments to 
make it look as though he’d had a nasty encounter with a fishing-tackle box. 
She did not think that too many people would guess what he did for a living.

Then again, she never had any idea what the casual observer would make of her. 
Did she look like a copper? She’d come straight from work, so made sure 
she’d left home that morning in a smart skirt and matching jacket; her 
favourite white blouse. She wasn’t sure quite why she’d made such an effort 
and was now firmly convinced that Hendricks could see that she had. That she 
was nervous.

‘I think we got off on the wrong foot,’ she said.

‘Did we?’

‘The first time we met.’

Hendricks took an insouciant sip of Guinness. ‘News to me.’

‘Probably just me being stupid,’ Helen said. ‘But I thought perhaps you 
weren’t predisposed to like me, because I’m not Louise, and I know you two 
were close. Because I’ve got a kid.’

‘And Louise hasn’t?’

Helen remembered what Thorne had told her about the miscarriage. She felt 
herself redden. ‘That’s not what I meant, but yes, maybe that as well. I 
just meant… listen, I’m not looking for Alfie’s new dad, all right? I’m 
not trying to turn Tom into that, if that’s what you were thinking.’

‘It wasn’t, but thanks for clearing it up.’

‘Not that he isn’t great with him, because he is.’

Hendricks nodded and when he spoke again, the sharpness was gone from his tone. 
‘Yeah, he talks about him a lot.’

‘Does he?’

‘He really wanted to be a dad, you know? He made out like he wasn’t that 
keen at the time… just terrified, probably… but really he was. He’s not 
the only one as it happens.’ Hendricks took another drink, as good as emptied 
the glass. ‘But that’s a very long story.’

Helen finished her wine and nodded towards what was left of Hendricks’ 
Guinness. ‘We’re not in any hurry, are we?’

So Helen got more drinks in and Hendricks told her about his own desire to 
father a child. The moment in a specially designed children’s ‘suite’ at 
a mortuary in Seattle when he had finally admitted it to himself. He leaned 
close as he described the thus-far doomed efforts to find a partner who was 
equally keen; his desperate offers to donate sperm to any woman who so much as 
mentioned the words ‘biological clock’.

‘I swear,’ he told her, ‘I’m just about ready to toss off into a turkey 
baster and hand it out to strangers at the bus stop.’

There was a longing and sadness in Hendricks’ face that the wisecracks 
couldn’t mask completely. Still, by the end they were both laughing and any 
hint of awkwardness between them had been forgotten. She caught him staring at 
the lad by the bar and leaned across to poke his arm.

Helen went to the toilet while Hendricks was getting more drinks. At the mirror 
afterwards, she automatically reached for her bag to freshen her make-up, then 
decided against it. When she returned to the table, she plonked herself down 
and reached for her wine.

Said, ‘So, what the hell’s he up to?’

Hendricks’ shoulders sagged and he shook his head. ‘Yeah, well…’

‘I’m guessing it was you that told him to tell me.’

‘I couldn’t believe he hadn’t.’

‘Makes two of us.’

‘You’re not the only one who thinks he’s being stupid,’ Hendricks said. 
‘Trust me, there’s plenty of us.’

‘So, tell him.’

‘That why you wanted to meet up? You want me to persuade him to knock all 
this on the head?’

Helen nodded. ‘I think you’ve probably got a better chance than me.’

‘I’ve tried,’ Hendricks said. ‘It didn’t go down well.’

‘If you think he’s being stupid, why are you still… involved with it?’

‘I don’t know. Damage limitation, I suppose.’ Hendricks picked up his 
glass, put it down again. ‘Making sure he doesn’t shaft himself quite as 
badly as he might.’

‘How can you make sure that doesn’t happen?’

‘Not sure I can,’ he said. ‘Somebody’s got to try though, and I’m the 
mug that got the short straw. Far as Tom’s concerned, I always get the short 
straw.’

‘Because you care about him,’ Helen said.

Now it was Hendricks’ turn to redden a little. He brought his glass close to 
his face. Said, ‘Yeah, well obviously we both do.’

‘So, we’re both buggered.’

Hendricks looked at her. ‘You worried this is going to come back on you? 
Job-wise, I mean.’

‘Maybe,’ Helen said. ‘A bit. Does that make me a terrible girlfriend?’

‘Makes him a terrible boyfriend,’ Hendricks said. ‘Like that’s 
something we didn’t both know already.’

A group crowded round a table in the adjoining room began singing ‘Happy 
Birthday’. Most of the pub joined in and afterwards the birthday girl stood 
on the table and took a drunken bow.

‘I reckon it’s too late, anyway,’ Hendricks said, once the hubbub had 
died down a little. ‘I mean at the kick-off, it was a pride thing, wasn’t 
it? He went to those twats in the Murder Squad and they knocked him back. Made 
him look stupid. He’s not awfully good with that.’

Helen rolled her eyes. She didn’t need to be told.

‘Now though, it’s all gone much too far to pull out, because the summit 
fever’s kicked in.’

Helen asked him what he meant.

‘It’s the reason so many people die on mountains,’ Hendricks explained. 
‘They know they’ve only got a certain amount of oxygen or whatever and they 
know that at a certain point, when they don’t have enough and the weather’s 
turned to shit, they need to give up and turn back. That’s the logical thing 
to do, right? But a lot of them don’t do the logical thing, because the 
summit’s in sight and something gets switched off in their brains and they 
kid themselves they can make it.’ He puffed out his cheeks, reached for his 
pint. ‘Only they don’t make it, do they? The stupid sods just curl up and 
die in the snow.’

‘Jesus,’ Helen said.

Hendricks shrugged. ‘Tom’s way past that point already. He’s got the 
summit in sight. He’s put a name to it.’

They waited as a police car or an ambulance went past outside, the siren almost 
deafening for a few seconds, then slowly fading away.

‘So what do we do?’

‘We’ve just got to wait and see what happens. Hope he doesn’t freeze to 
death.’ Hendricks smiled, the warmth of it belying the armoury of tiny studs 
and rings he had pressed into his flesh. ‘At the very least we can try and 
make sure the silly bastard’s wrapped up nice and warm.’

Helen nodded slowly. Said, ‘OK.’ She might have hoped, but she hadn’t 
really believed that Tom’s best friend would know what they should do about 
the mess that Tom was in; that he had dragged them all into. But at least now 
she understood why he had done it. Understood better.

‘As for what we do tonight…’ Hendricks sighed heavily.

Helen turned and followed his gaze, saw the three boys who had been standing at 
the bar on their way out; the best-looking of them throwing a small but 
resigned nod at Hendricks just before he left.

‘Sex is obviously out of the question for either of us,’ Hendricks said. He 
downed the rest of his drink. ‘So, I suggest we make the best of it and just 
get thoroughly hammered.’





FORTY-SEVEN





She says, ‘It’s not fair on the kids.’

‘What isn’t fair?’

She swallows and says, ‘Coming here, every week. Dragging them up here, or to 
God knows where else, so they don’t forget what you look like. I mean 
they’re bound to keep moving you about.’

‘It’s been all right so far, hasn’t it?’

‘Every week though.’

‘What are you saying?’

‘I can’t do it…’

He stares at her through the square of scratched, greasy Perspex between them. 
He sees those big hoop earrings sway as she shakes her head and it’s like 
there’s someone standing on his chest. Her voice has barely risen above a 
whisper, but still he can feel the eyes of the cons and visitors at other 
tables on them. The knowing smiles of the screws watching from each corner.

He leans in close until his lips are almost touching the screen. He says, 
‘You were happy enough before, when the money was coming in.’

‘I was never happy—’

‘Happy with what it could pay for.’

Those earrings start to move again.

‘You always knew this might happen, but that didn’t matter long as you had 
decent holidays and a nice car. Long as you had other women kow towing to you 
because of who you were married to. Then as soon as the worst happens, soon as 
it’s time for you to do your bit, you want to bolt… like a fucking child.’

There are tears in her eyes when she raises her head, but she doesn’t bother 
to wipe them away. ‘I did my bit,’ she says. ‘I did it for years, but 
this is something else. I don’t have to worry about you any more, do I? About 
feeding you and washing your clothes, about what you might be up to. I can’t 
worry about you. I’ve got to think about the kids now, can’t you see that? 
Our kids.’

He says, ‘Right, our kids, and I want to see them.’

She can’t look at him. ‘They don’t want to see you.’

Those boots on his chest gain a little weight. He swallows and swallows but 
there’s no spit in his mouth and he presses the flat of his hand against the 
screen for a few seconds until one of the screws tells him to remove it.

‘They told me,’ she says. ‘They can’t handle this any more. I’ve got 
piss-covered sheets to deal with every morning and they’re both getting into 
trouble at school and they’re bright enough to know why that’s happening.’

‘They’ll get used to it.’

‘They shouldn’t have to.’

‘It’s normal.’

‘It’s not normal.’ She raises her voice for the first and only time and 
that’s when he knows he’s lost her, that he’s lost all of them. That 
there’s no point clinging on like someone who’s forgotten how a man should 
behave. No point asking his mates on the outside to keep her in line for him. 
That’s when he feels something break. ‘It’s normal we want,’ she says. 
‘Can’t you understand that? And if you love us even half as much as you say 
you do in those letters, you’ll give us a chance to try and have it.’

He tells her he loves her twice as much, and he leans forward again so he can 
smell her through the holes at the top of the screen.

The screw in the corner shouts, ‘Two minutes.’

And Mercer blinks, back in the present, when the man standing on the chair 
says, ‘Please, Terry…’

Mercer takes a step closer to him. The man on the chair instinctively tries to 
shy away, but there’s nowhere he can go. Not with the staircase at his back 
and the washing line tight around his neck. ‘That’s what you did,’ Mercer 
says. ‘What you’re responsible for. That’s why you’re going to make me 
happy and step off that chair.’

Mallen shakes his head, desperate. He tries to speak and manages no more than a 
mangled croak. He tries again. ‘There’s no need for this, Terry.’

‘What, you just thought we were going to have a quick chat and sort it all 
out? Thought I’d popped round so we could bury the hatchet?’

‘I’m sorry.’

‘Thirty years too late, old son.’

‘That’s what I’m trying to say.’ Mallen’s eyes are wide and wet. 
‘Thirty years, for God’s sake.’

‘Oh, right,’ Mercer says. ‘Water under the bridge, forgive and forget, 
all that carry-on.’ He nods, like he’s thinking about it. ‘Only problem 
is, Mr Mallen, I think those thirty years have been a bit kinder to you than 
they were to me.’ He cranes his head forward. ‘Now stop whining like an old 
woman and do it.’

Mallen shakes his head again and his Adam’s apple squeezes up and down 
against the washing line as he swallows. He splutters and coughs a spray of 
froth, which settles on his collar. ‘I can’t…’ There’s a tremor in 
one of his legs, which he is fighting to control. The chair begins to wobble 
just a little and he lets out a racking gasp. ‘Christ… oh, Christ.’

Mercer groans, disgusted. When he had arrived, there had been cosy cooking 
smells lingering in the small hallway between the front door and the kitchen. 
The sausages the man had eaten for his tea. Now there is only the sharp tang of 
sweat and urine.

‘All the others were only incidental really,’ he says. ‘None of this 
would be happening if it wasn’t for you.’ He gathers up the contents of his 
plastic bag, which had been laid out in a line at Mallen’s feet. ‘To be 
honest, I’m surprised you didn’t do this yourself, a long time ago. You had 
any sort of decency, I could have just pissed on your grave and been done with 
it.’

He moves even closer. There are three items in his hand. Plenty of leverage 
with this one.

He holds the first one up, nodding admiringly as he makes a show of looking at 
it. ‘Just imagine,’ he says. ‘Well, now you know exactly what it feels 
like.’ Then the second. ‘I mean, if I have to knock you off there myself, 
you won’t be any less dead, will you?’ The final one, pushed hard into his 
face, sliding against the sweat and the slobber. ‘Only if I do it, the last 
thing you’ll be thinking, dangling there like a soap-on-a-rope for those 
final few seconds, is what I’m trotting off to do as soon as I walk out of 
that door.’ He moves his head until he meets his victim’s eyes. ‘How much 
I’m going to enjoy it.’

The man on the chair screams in his face; a bellow of rage and of determination.

Mercer steps back to avoid the spittle, but he knows the job’s as good as 
done. He stares, eyes wide as the man sucks in fast, frantic breaths and then 
begins to mumble.

‘You’re not serious?’ Mercer says. ‘Are you praying?’ He claps a hand 
to his chest. ‘Oh, that’s beautiful.’

He is still laughing when Mallen steps off the chair.





FORTY-EIGHT





There were a dozen or so cars on the lot: low-end models for the most part with 
high mileage, but polished up to look halfway presentable. The brightly 
coloured signs inside the windscreens pronounced them all as ‘Bargains’, 
‘Star Deals’ or ‘Good Runners’, but Thorne knew enough about the man 
who was selling them to doubt that many would make it to the top of the Mile 
End Road. Trading Standards would have had a field day, he decided, weeding out 
the insurance write-offs and insisting on signs with more truthful descriptions.

‘Cut-and-Shut’. ‘Clock Turned Back’. ‘Riddled with Rust’.

The owner appeared within a few minutes of Thorne’s arrival. He materialised 
like the shopkeeper in Mr Benn and sauntered towards the car Thorne was 
inspecting. He straightened his tie as he passed beneath strips of Union Jack 
bunting, which were probably bought cheaply a week or two after the Diamond 
Jubilee.

Keith Fryer wore a light blue suit over a striped business shirt and shoes 
shaped like Cornish pasties. There was a good deal of jewellery. A strong 
breeze played havoc with hair that was suspiciously dark for a man who was 
clearly in his early sixties.

‘Best car I’ve got,’ he said. He nodded at the Mini Cooper, which Thorne 
was slowly circling. ‘Done a lot of miles, I’m not going to pretend it 
hasn’t, but there’s a full service history.’

Thorne said, ‘One lady owner, right?’ and bent to peer in through the 
car’s front window.

Fryer laughed, wheezy. ‘Are you looking to trade in?’ He turned and nodded 
towards Thorne’s BMW, parked on the main road. He had obviously watched it 
pull up. ‘I can give you a decent price for that, if it’s in good nick.’

Thorne stood up, stared at Fryer across the car. The man clearly believed in 
the ‘no bullshit’ approach to dealing with his customers. The irony would 
almost certainly have been lost on a second-hand car salesman who made the 
character of Frank Butcher in EastEnders look positively nuanced.

He had more front than Jordan.

‘I was actually looking for an Astra,’ Thorne said.

Fryer raised a meaty palm to flatten his flyaway hair and looked around, as if 
there might have been one he’d forgotten about. ‘Nah… sorry, mate. I can 
keep an eye out if that’s really what you’re after, but if you ask me the 
Golf’s a much better bet. Got a nice silver one in yesterday as a matter of 
fact.’

‘No, it needs to be an Astra,’ Thorne said. ‘A red one, preferably.’

There was no obvious reaction. ‘I mean, yeah, we do get them,’ he said. 
‘They’re nice motors, so they tend to get snapped up. Reliable, you know?’

‘Really?’

‘Oh yeah.’

‘How reliable was the one you sold Terry Mercer?’

Fryer blinked, sniffed. The wind picked his hair up again, but he was suddenly 
a little less bothered about it. ‘Sorry, who?’ he said. ‘What was the 
name again?’

Thorne reached into his jacket for his warrant card.

Fryer was already turning away. ‘Yeah, yeah. Obviously…’

Thorne watched the man walking towards a rickety, single-storey building that 
was only a step up from a Portakabin. Hands in pockets and boot-black hair 
flying, well aware that Thorne was going to follow him.

By the time Thorne stepped into the tiny office, Fryer was wedged in behind a 
desk in the corner, doing his best to appear busy with a stack of paperwork. 
Thorne glanced around as he moved to pick up a folded plastic chair from 
against the wall: a plywood case with rows of car keys on hooks; a tattered 
Formula One calendar; a signed picture of a dog-faced Millwall player Thorne 
didn’t recognise.

Thorne sat down and Fryer continued to ignore him.

‘A lot of red tape, I should imagine,’ Thorne said. ‘Business like 
yours.’ He waited, got no response. ‘Clocking, falsifying service 
histories… lot of shredding as well, I’m guessing. You should get yourself 
a secretary.’

‘You’re wasting your breath.’ Fryer did not even look up. ‘And your 
time.’

‘Don’t worry, I’ve got plenty of time,’ Thorne said. ‘It’s my day 
off. I might go to the zoo later on.’ He dragged his chair closer to the 
desk, the legs scraping against the cheap industrial carpet. ‘Anyway, it’s 
nice to hear the Astra’s reliable, because I’m sure Terry Mercer wouldn’t 
want some bag of hammers that’s going to keep breaking down on him. He’s 
got places to go, people to see.’

Fryer pushed the stack of papers away and sat back. ‘Look, I met Terry Mercer 
a few times, all right? Thirty-odd years ago, longer than that. I don’t know 
what you’re on about, ’cos he’s inside anyway.’

Thorne smiled at the attempt and politely told Fryer that now he was the one 
wasting his breath. ‘Listen, we know that the red Vauxhall Astra I’m 
talking about was registered to you. Now, considering you’ve not clapped eyes 
on Mercer for so long, it’s a hell of a coincidence that it’s the same one 
he’s currently getting about in.’ He sat back and shook his head at the 
mystery of it all. ‘So, why don’t you stop pissing about and tell me about 
selling him the car?’

‘I never sold him any car.’

‘So who did you sell the car to? I mean we know you sold it to someone 
because you haven’t got it any more. So why don’t you have a look through 
your sales receipts and remind yourself?’

‘I don’t remember any red Astra, all right?’

‘I’ve got the registration number if that’ll help.’

Fryer shrugged, but for the first time he began to look frightened. Thorne knew 
that the car dealer had good reason to be afraid and that it was not the police 
or what they might do that was draining the colour from his face or causing his 
fingers to flutter against the desktop.

On another day he might almost have felt sorry for him.

‘He paid you in cash, right?’

‘Who did?’

‘Didn’t want any records kept.’

‘I don’t do business like that.’

‘Did you owe him a favour? Or did he just put the frighteners on?’

Fryer shook his head, then snatched gratefully at the mobile on his desk when 
it began to ring. ‘Cars’ by Gary Numan.

‘Nice,’ Thorne said.

Fryer listened, grunted once or twice then hung up. ‘I’ve got a business to 
run, all right? So we’d best call it a day.’ He stood and moved towards the 
door.

Thorne got up and barred his way, a hand on his chest. ‘Have you any idea how 
much shit I can bring down on your head with just one call to Trading 
Standards? They’ll close you down without blinking. I mean clearly you 
don’t want Mercer finding out you said anything, but trust me, I’m going to 
catch him long before he finds out.’

Fryer stared at him, his face even paler than it was before. He said, ‘Do 
what you have to.’

Thorne stepped aside and invited Fryer to leave. ‘Oh… I noticed you’ve 
got some nice flashy security cameras out there. I’ll need to see the tapes 
from a couple of months ago if that’s OK.’

Fryer stopped in the doorway and suddenly he looked a little happier. ‘Fill 
your boots, mate. You’re right though, it is pretty flashy. Trouble with 
these digital things though is the disks get full up so quickly.’ There was 
even a hint of a smile now. ‘So every week we just have to wipe them and 
start again.’ He adjusted his tie and his hair, then marched out towards the 
lot.

Thorne stayed where he was for a few minutes. Waiting until he was more or less 
certain that he could walk back across the car lot without putting a rock, or a 
fire extinguisher, or Keith Fryer’s head through one of the windscreens. When 
he did go – a hundred small Union Jacks snapping in the wind above him – he 
was aware of Fryer clocking his exit; ignoring the customer he was with and 
watching him every step of the way.

Do what you have to…

He pulled the BMW away fast from the kerb and was almost clipped by a van he 
should really have seen coming. The driver leaned on his horn and, screaming in 
shock and frustration, Thorne did the same. He accelerated away, but not before 
he had glimpsed another BMW parked on the opposite side of the road.

One that Keith Fryer would have paid an even better price for.

An uncomfortably familiar figure at the wheel.





FORTY-NINE





Back at the flat, Thorne turned on his radio again to monitor the broadcasts. 
He ate what was left of the previous night’s pasta for lunch, then, faced 
with the prospect of bouncing off the walls for the rest of the afternoon, he 
opened up his laptop and set about looking for anything he didn’t already 
know about Terry Mercer.

A Google search produced more than sixty-five thousand hits.

Thinking that a shot in the dark could do no harm, Thorne quickly searched 
through ‘images’. He was rewarded with nothing but the familiar mugshot, a 
few black and white photos of Mercer as a teenager, a press picture of the 
garden where the shooting had taken place and, somewhat confusingly, several 
photos of Ray Winstone and Vinnie Jones.

Mercer even merited his own entry on Wikipedia.



Terence James Mercer (born 1940) is a career criminal responsible for a series 
of high-profile armed robberies but most notorious for the murder of a police 
officer, for which he was jailed for a minimum of twenty-five years. He remains 
imprisoned…



Thorne stopped reading and scrolled down, thinking that somebody needed to 
update the information, then deciding that if things worked out the way he 
hoped, they should probably not bother.

He glanced at the contents.



1.



Early life.



2.

Crystal Palace shooting.



3.

Trial and imprisonment.



4.

Screen adaptation and legacy.





The fourth entry pulled him up short. He was amazed and appalled to read that 
in the late nineties, at the height of the craze for Lock, Stock-style gangster 
chic, repeated efforts had been made to bring Mercer’s story to the screen. 
The failure to raise the finance was clearly no great loss to cinema, but it 
explained the pictures Thorne had seen before. The go-to screen hard men of the 
time.

Thorne felt slightly sick, even thinking about it.

However things panned out in the end, and whatever his own part in it turned 
out to be, it was likely there would be even more film interest in the final 
chapters of Terry Mercer’s story. There were a lot more bodies this time 
round, after all. Blood usually meant box office.

For Christ’s sake, though… legacy?

Thorne had seen that with his own eyes, had smelled it. The varying state of 
the remains. Heard it in the voices of John and Margaret Cooper’s son and 
Brian Gibbs’ daughter, the dreadful Keep-Calm-And-Carry-On civility of 
Richard Jacobson’s wife.

He closed the laptop and walked quickly to the fridge, needing something to 
wash the taste of overcooked meat from his mouth.



The bottle of beer became two as Thorne sat and waited for Helen to get home. 
With the Airwave close enough so that he could still hear the radio chatter, he 
put on a CD; the same Johnny Cash album Hackett had been playing in his car a 
couple of days before, one of his favourites. He skipped the song they had 
listened to together and went straight to the second track. Another cover 
version.

‘Solitary Man’.

Now, Thorne wondered if subconsciously he was sending himself a message.

Hackett…

Thorne had been willing to believe that it had been a coincidence, the MIT man 
turning up like that at the Jacobson house only a few minutes after he had 
arrived. Hackett had been the one with every right to be there, after all. 
There was no earthly reason for him to be parked up opposite Keith Fryer’s 
car dealership though.

Thorne was less concerned about what Hackett wanted than with how he had known 
where to find him. He must have known what Thorne was doing there and why, and 
if that was true, there was every reason to believe that he knew everything.

So, why wasn’t he doing anything about it?

Why weren’t the Rubberheelers banging on Thorne’s front door at that very 
moment?

More importantly, if Hackett did know, then who the hell had told him?

Cash was singing about life alone for the third or perhaps the fourth time, 
and, lying stretched out on the sofa, Thorne was no nearer coming up with an 
answer to the Hackett question that was not unthinkable, when he heard 
Helen’s key in the door. He quickly turned off his radio and stuffed it into 
his pocket.

Alfie was first into the living room, burbling and pulling off his hat, a 
determined look on his face as he toddled towards the television.

Thorne had not seen Helen that morning and had woken only briefly when she had 
come to bed the night before after her evening out. Just long enough to smell 
the drink and mumble something about hoping she’d had a good time; to get the 
distinct impression that she was feeling horny and to realise that he was still 
too tired to even think about it. Within moments of Alfie waking up and taking 
so much as a cuddle off the agenda anyway, Thorne had been asleep again.

Now, Thorne sat up and turned the music off, and they spent a few minutes 
catching up while tea was made and Alfie settled down in front of CBeebies.

‘How did you get on with him last night?’ Helen asked.

‘Fine,’ Thorne said. ‘Piece of cake.’

‘Really?’

Thorne noticed the half-smile as she turned back to the tea things. He had been 
hoping she was so smashed the night before that she might have forgotten the 
carnage in the kitchen or the sopping towels on the bathroom floor. ‘Yeah. We 
had a great time.’ He looked across at Alfie, hypnotised in front of the TV. 
‘Didn’t we, mate?’

‘I’ll have to go out more often,’ Helen said, her back to him.

‘How was Gill?’

‘Oh… she was fine,’ Helen said. ‘Had a bit of a hangover this morning 
though.’

‘Worse than yours?’

‘I drank loads of water when I got in.’

‘See, I know that’s the sensible thing to do,’ Thorne said. ‘But it 
becomes a very tough choice when you get to my age.’ He mimed the tipping of 
scales, up and down. ‘Lessening the chance of a hangover or pissing the 
bed.’

Helen turned round. ‘So, what have you been up to today?’

There was a moment of tension between them then, a crackle, but no more than 
that. A hesitation and a glance away.

Thorne bent to pick up one of the empty beer bottles from the floor by the side 
of the sofa. ‘Well, it was a relaxing afternoon, I can’t pretend it 
wasn’t, but there were several hours of meditation first thing this morning. 
A trip to the gym after that, obviously.’

They carried on laughing as they made Alfie’s tea together; Helen boiling the 
eggs and sorting the juice while Thorne cut toast into soldiers and insisted 
that it was all a little primitive in comparison to the feast he had prepared 
the night before. Alfie wolfed down the lot and it was certainly less messy 
than pasta and tomato sauce.

Half an hour later, Thorne was in the bathroom, his radio sitting on the toilet 
cistern, when he heard the two words he had been listening out for amid the 
chatter and hiss. That he had been praying for, and dreading.

Sudden death.

He grabbed the unit and listened for the response. Inspector Simon Carlowe’s 
six-digit ID number came up on the Airwave’s screen when he announced that he 
was on his way to attend. Thorne entered the number and was straight through to 
him.

‘Bloody hell,’ Carlowe said. ‘I’m not even in the car yet.’



‘I need to go out…’

Thorne was walking back and forth between kitchen and living room, growing 
increasingly irritated, unable to remember where he’d left his jacket. He 
asked Helen if she’d seen it, but she shook her head.

He found the jacket by the side of the sofa and pulled it on.

Helen looked at him, asking the question.

Thorne sighed. Said, ‘I don’t want an argument.’





FIFTY





The body never quite stopped moving.

That was always the trouble with a hanging. Dead for it didn’t matter how 
long, there was still that hint of a sway, the smallest swing of the feet. A 
train thundering past somewhere close by might do it, or a lorry on the street 
outside or, in this case, a hairy-arsed constable coming that bit too quickly 
down the stairs.

Thorne stood and watched them: the dead man’s shoes – black and highly 
polished – no more than eighteen inches or so from the carpet. Toes down and 
heels kissing. The constable came charging down the stairs from which the body 
was hanging and Thorne saw those shoes shift a little.

It was better than looking at the face, though.

The terraced house was on a quiet street off the Woolwich Road, midway between 
the Dockyard and Charlton Athletic football stadium. The south-east London 
heartland. The place had been nicely kept, inside and out; magazines piled 
neatly in the sitting room and washing-up done in the kitchen. Several pairs of 
shoes were lined up inside the front door, only a few feet away from that nice 
shiny pair still swaying just a fraction.

The constable turned at the bottom of the stairs, glanced at the body then saw 
the look on Thorne’s face. Thorne was wearing jeans and a leather jacket, so 
either the officer knew who he was or had him pegged as a casually dressed CID 
man.

‘Sorry,’ he said.

‘Just go easier,’ Thorne said.

As the constable squeezed past the body and tiptoed down the narrow hallway 
towards the kitchen, Simon Carlowe emerged from the sitting room. The inspector 
leaned back against the wall, wrinkling his nose at the smell. He took a 
notebook from his pocket and opened it, then leaned forward to hang his hat on 
the newel post.

‘So… Edward Mallen, mid-sixties, but we can’t be any more precise just 
yet.’ Chatter erupted suddenly from his radio and he turned the volume down. 
‘Retired factory manager, machine parts, something like that. Right now 
we’re just going on what the woman who found him can tell us.’ He nodded 
towards the sitting room.

‘And who’s she?’

‘Some kind of care-worker who’s been keeping an eye on him. She had her own 
key, pops in every couple of days.’

‘When did she find him?’

‘She got here about five thirty, she says.’ Carlowe sniffed. ‘He probably 
did it last night or early this morning. Three o’clock, four o’clock, a 
fiver says it’s somewhere around there.’

‘Why?’

‘That’s the most popular time for people to kill themselves.’

‘No, it isn’t,’ Thorne said.

‘I’m telling you, I saw it on some website.’

Thorne shook his head.

‘So, you’re an expert, are you?’ Carlowe asked.

It was all stuff he’d got from Hendricks. The statistics and the surprises, 
like the absence of a note in the majority of cases and the fact that Christmas 
was actually a period when the suicide rate was lower than normal.

‘I swear I’m right.’ Carlowe stabbed at his notebook. ‘Between three 
and four in the morning. Those are the peak hours.’

‘We’re not talking about buses,’ Thorne said.

‘Just saying.’

‘You want to die badly enough, one hour’s going to be much the same as any 
other, don’t you reckon? Just pick any one of the twenty-four.’

‘Come on then, a fiver,’ Carlowe said.

Thorne stared past him, said nothing. Most people had no choice as to the hour 
of their death and Thorne guessed that it was largely arbitrary even for those 
who chose that death for themselves. He did know that there were twice as many 
suicides as murder victims and he knew that right now he was looking at the 
less common of the two.

You want to die badly enough, or kill someone…

Carlowe shrugged. ‘Yeah, well, the doctor should be here in a minute, so 
he’ll give us a rough idea.’

‘So, that it?’

Carlowe hesitated, clearly a little riled at being spoken to like a 
subordinate, but went back to his notes. ‘She reckons Mallen had been living 
up in the north-east for about thirty years, but was from here originally. 
Still had the accent, by all accounts. He moved back six months ago when his 
wife died. His kids still live up there.’

Thorne nodded.

For about thirty years…

‘Obviously, we’re trying to get hold of next of kin. The lads are looking 
around, trying to find contact numbers, whatever.’

‘Why did he need a care-worker?’ Thorne asked. ‘Looks like he was taking 
care of himself.’

‘Well, she’s being a bit cagey… client confidentiality and all that, but 
apparently Mr Mallen had been having a few “emotional” problems.’ Carlowe 
looked up at the body, puffed out his cheeks. ‘Yeah, right.’

The dead man’s lips and the inch of tongue that hung through them were black. 
His eyes were open, bulging like table-tennis balls cracked with red and a thin 
streak of blood ran from one nostril down his white shirt. A small swell of 
hairy belly sagged over the waistband of his trousers.

‘Not a nice way to go,’ Carlowe said.

Thorne said, ‘The worst.’

Over the years, Thorne had been witness to all manner of damage inflicted on 
the human body. He had seen how it looked after every kind of assault 
imaginable; what a machine could do to it, or gravity, or water. The variety of 
cruel and unusual methods other human beings had confected to make something so 
familiar practically unrecognisable.

Hanging, though, was unique, in the way that damage was displayed.

Thorne had dealt with perhaps half a dozen in his time and could still remember 
the first one; standing on a rickety stepladder in Victoria Park as he and a 
colleague tried to lift down the body of a teenage girl, suspended from the 
branch of an oak tree.

Rope, wire, dressing-gown cord or washing line, there was always something so 
unnatural about the way in which the body was still free to move through the 
air. The dreadful slump and shape of it. That first time had been suicide, as 
had all but one of the others, but every one had spoken more powerfully of loss 
and desperation than any other body Thorne had encountered. Of brutality.

Though yet to figure out precisely why, Thorne had a good idea who had put this 
latest body on display.

‘Anyway,’ Carlowe said, ‘it certainly seems kosher enough. Can’t find a 
note, but there’s no sign of anything iffy and we’ve got a first-hand 
report that he was… I don’t know… depressed or what have you. Bathroom 
cabinet’s chock-a-block with happy pills.’ He leaned across to retrieve his 
hat from the newel post. ‘So, I don’t think we’ll be needing to trouble 
our friends in suits.’ He looked at Thorne. ‘What do you reckon?’

Thorne suddenly realised that Carlowe had brought him in, not because he was 
doing him a favour, but because he was the type that valued back-up when it 
came to the big decisions. The sort that liked to keep his arse covered.

‘It’s your call,’ Thorne said.

Just then, a female PC put her head round the open front door. ‘We’ve got 
an old geezer out here who’s a bit upset, sir.’ She stepped in and 
straightened her vest, kept her eyes anywhere but on the body. ‘Says he’s a 
friend of the deceased. Poor old bugger’s been waiting in the pub for him 
since six o’clock.’

‘Get a name and address,’ Carlowe said. ‘Offer him a cup of tea or 
something.’

‘But what am I supposed to tell him?’ She looked nervous. Her face was 
ruddy, having clearly been on duty outside for the best part of an hour, with 
the temperature dropping. ‘I mean he’s seen all the cars and stuff, so he 
knows something’s happened.’

‘So, tell him the truth.’

The young woman glanced, horrified, at the body. ‘What? You mean about…⁠
?’

‘No need to be specific,’ Carlowe said. ‘Just tell him his friend’s 
passed away.’ He saw the woman shift from one foot to the other. ‘Not done 
a death message before?’

The woman shook her head.

‘Well, this shouldn’t be too tricky.’ Carlowe glanced at Thorne 
conspiratorially and half smiled, old hand to old hand. ‘I mean he’s only a 
friend, isn’t he? It’s a damn sight tougher when it’s family, trust me.’

The PC said, ‘Sir,’ then turned away, adjusting her hat in the mirror by 
the front door before heading outside.

‘One she’ll remember,’ Carlowe said.

Thorne ignored him and walked to the door. He opened it a few inches further, 
in time to see the young officer stepping through the front gate and 
approaching an old man who was waiting on the pavement.

He wore an old-fashioned flat cap and a heavy coat. He had gloves on but he was 
wringing his hands all the same. Nervous rather than cold. Perhaps he was hard 
of hearing, because he leaned closer to the PC as she began to speak, his lips 
moving as though he were mouthing her words.

Thorne closed the door, having no wish to see the old man’s reaction when he 
was given the news about his friend; the mess it made of his face. It was a 
night he would remember as well.

He turned back into the hall and saw Carlowe leaning close to talk into the 
radio that was clipped to the top of his vest. The inspector narrowed his eyes 
and said, ‘Say again,’ then walked into the kitchen while he listened. 
Thorne heard one of the other officers already in there say, ‘You’re 
kidding.’

A few seconds later, Carlowe came out, shaking his head. Thorne could not read 
his expression, but it did not look as if there was anything good coming.

‘We’ve got another one.’

‘Another what?’ Thorne asked.

Carlowe pointed at the hanging man. ‘Another one of these.’ He moved the 
finger towards Thorne. ‘Is there something I should know about?’





FIFTY-ONE





Thorne took his own car, staying close behind Carlowe and the young female PC 
as they pushed through traffic on the Western Way, following the arc of the 
river until it widened out at Thamesmead. It was a ten-minute drive and they 
could have made it in even less time, but there was no call for blues and twos; 
no point risking life and limb when there was only a dead man waiting for them 
at the other end.

‘Not like he’s going anywhere,’ Carlowe said, when the PC suggested it.

With the grim silhouette of the pumping station up ahead, they came off the 
main road and half a mile further on, after missing the unmarked turning once, 
they finally pulled into a narrow, unlit alleyway. It was rutted and pot-holed; 
the tyres churning up mud and stones as the cars moved slowly past high walls 
that were crumbling and overgrown. Fifty yards on, the track swung round to the 
right and broadened out, just as the river had done, into a patch of 
near-wasteland with a row of four shabby-looking garages at its far end.

Other units had arrived ahead of them. Two officers were leaning against their 
Fiesta, cradling cups of takeaway coffee, while a third spoke to a civilian a 
few feet away. The first vehicle on the scene had now been moved and reparked 
more strategically, its headlights beaming directly into the open garage at one 
end and lighting up the rear end of the car inside.

Thorne clocked it, and understood everything.

While Carlowe disappeared into the open garage, Thorne took out his warrant 
card and wandered across to the officers enjoying their coffee. With a number 
of units still in attendance at the Mallen scene, the two women had clearly 
been pulled off their break. The elder of them, a sergeant, nodded towards the 
civilian and explained that he was the one who had made the 999 call.

‘Says that nobody really uses these garages at all, just kids smoking weed 
every now and again. He could hear the engine running inside.’

Thorne looked across at the man. Black, in his late thirties; nodding and 
gesturing towards the garage while the officer he was talking to scribbled in 
his notebook. After one final draw, the witness flicked away the remains of a 
cigarette and immediately reached for another.

‘See, it’s a damn sight harder with modern cars.’ The younger of the two 
officers took a quick slug of coffee. ‘Electrically controlled combustion and 
catalytic converters, whatever. These days they produce so little carbon 
monoxide it’s almost impossible to do it.’

‘So how old you reckon that one is then?’ The sergeant nodded towards the 
garage.

The PC turned to look. ‘Fifteen years old, something like that?’

‘What is it, a P-reg?’ The sergeant began counting back.

‘Surprised the engine ran at all, to be honest.’

‘You seen the body?’ Thorne asked.

The younger woman nodded. ‘It was me that went in with a wet hankie over my 
gob and turned the ignition off.’ She sipped her drink. ‘You know, in case 
he hadn’t been in there too long.’ Her eyes widened above the large plastic 
cup. ‘Very dead, unfortunately.’

The sergeant said, ‘P-reg is more like seventeen years old.’

Thorne stepped away when he saw Carlowe emerge from the garage, pulling off 
plastic gloves with a practised flick of each wrist, sucking in deep breaths 
and squinting against the glare of the headlights.

He walked to meet him.

‘We’ll have a proper rummage around when the fumes have cleared a bit 
more,’ Carlowe said. He took another long, slow breath. ‘Nothing you 
wouldn’t expect though. There’s a note, too… sort of. Scrap of paper on 
the front seat.’ Before Thorne could say anything, the inspector leaned down 
to his radio and casually thumbed the button. ‘Listen, anybody at the hanging 
in Woolwich… can you just tell the doctor to get straight over to this one 
when he’s finished?’ A voice said, ‘Understood,’ and Carlowe looked 
back to Thorne. ‘He’ll be earning his money tonight.’

‘What’s the note say?’

‘Not a lot.’

‘What?’

‘A man of few words, obviously,’ Carlowe said. ‘Or maybe his pen ran 
out.’

Thorne waited and Carlowe let him. There was the hint of a smile on the man’s 
face, but something decidedly unamused in the narrowing of his eyes, beady 
slits in the half-light. Suspicious that he was being played for a mug and not 
happy about it.

‘It says, Job done.’ Carlowe paused. ‘The note.’ He reached inside his 
Met vest and scratched. ‘Good job too, no question about that. Whoever he is, 
he was a dab hand with a plastic hose and a roll of gaffer tape.’

‘No ID yet then?’

‘Nothing in his wallet except cash,’ Carlowe said. ‘An old photo of a 
woman and a couple of kids. They’re running the car through the system right 
now, so we’ll have the name in a minute.’

Thorne nodded. ‘Do you mind if I go and have a look?’

Carlowe thought about it for a second or two, any suspicions seemingly 
tempered, for the time being at least, by his satisfaction at being deferred to 
as the senior officer on duty. He said, ‘Help yourself,’ then turned to 
greet the female PC who had driven him there and who was now approaching them, 
open notebook in hand.

‘Here we go,’ he said. ‘We should have that ID now.’

Knowing that they would have no such thing, Thorne walked towards the garage, 
pausing on the way to tug a pair of plastic gloves from an open box on the 
bonnet of one of the patrol cars. His hands were clammy as he pulled them on. 
Moving into the tunnel of yellow light cast by the patrol car’s headlamps, he 
was passed by an officer coming from inside the garage, gulping the fresh air 
hungrily. Thorne held up his warrant card, but the officer did not bother 
looking at it. Instead, he pulled a face as though he were stepping from a rank 
toilet stall and said, ‘I should give that a couple of minutes if I were 
you.’

Against the dark dirt floor, a few fragments of broken glass caught the light. 
Cobwebs around the door glistened, moving in the breeze, and lingering fumes 
from the exhaust scratched at the back of Thorne’s throat as he approached 
the Astra. The car was every bit as old and tired as the officers outside had 
said it was. The patches of rust were far more vivid than the faded red of the 
paintwork or the dirty streaks of grey filler on both rear wings.

Thorne remembered exactly what the officers had been talking about and wondered 
if this was precisely the reason Mercer had bought such an old car. If Thorne 
had been right about him having plenty of money to play with, he could 
certainly have afforded something a lot better.

Had this been the plan all along?

Job done…

He used his phone to take a couple of quick photos, then moved round to the 
side of the car. His eye followed the line of the white plastic tubing that had 
been taped to the end of the exhaust and fed in through the top of the rear 
driver’s-side window. That door, like all the others, had been opened to help 
dispel the fumes, but Thorne could see the remnants of the grey gaffer tape on 
the glass that had been torn into thick strips and used to seal the opening 
from the inside.

He moved forward – the fumes even stronger suddenly – and stared through 
the open driver’s door into the darkened interior.

Got his first look at Terry Mercer.

The body was slumped to the left, though not quite touching the passenger seat. 
Thorne could not be sure if this was how he had been found, or how the sergeant 
had left him after searching for signs of life. Mercer was wearing a dark 
jacket and a light blue shirt, training shoes that looked almost brand new in 
the gloom of the footwell. His white hair looked to have been oiled and swept 
back, but now a few thick strands hung loose and untidy from the drooping head, 
as though he’d just woken up. His left hand was a fist in his lap while the 
other stretched out towards the open door.

Thorne leaned in and touched fingers to Mercer’s face. It still felt warm, 
but, glancing down, he could see that the car’s heater had been turned up and 
guessed it had been running while the engine was on.

No point sitting there freezing for those last few minutes.

Glancing across, he saw the scrap of paper that Carlowe had mentioned and 
reached for it. Mercer’s final statement – simple, triumphant – had been 
scrawled in slanting capital letters. There was a cheap yellow biro on the 
floor in front of the passenger seat. Thorne held on to the note for a few 
seconds longer; it was slippery between his plastic-coated fingers. Then he set 
it back where he’d found it.

He felt light-headed, uncertain of how to feel.

It was over, his ridiculous phantom investigation, though he and those he had 
dragged into his doomed orbit might already have spent too much time off the 
grid to avoid the inevitable fallout. He was happy, or at least relieved, that 
the killing was at an end. But at the same time he could not help feeling that 
he had been robbed of something.

That he had been cheated.

He needed air, and not just because of the exhaust fumes.

He stood up and took a step away from the car, but then a glance inside caught 
the mess of litter on the back seat. An overcoat bundled up on the floor. He 
wondered if anyone had bothered searching the rest of the vehicle yet or opened 
the boot.

Had that ‘proper rummage’ Carlowe had mentioned.

There was only one other officer lurking at the entrance, but she was looking 
the other way, so Thorne ducked quickly down into the back of the car. He 
turned over the jumble of discarded cans and fast-food wrappers. He looked 
through the pockets of the jacket and came up empty. As he was backing out 
again, he glimpsed the edge of a white plastic bag wedged beneath the 
driver’s chair and reached down to pull it out.

The weight told him it was not empty.

Sitting on the back seat and taking care to keep his head down, Thorne drew a 
tattered green-cardboard folder from the bag. He opened it and as soon as he 
had taken out its contents and begun to examine them, he knew exactly how to 
feel. He barely registered the discomfort as he gasped in a lungful of exhaust 
fumes…

A minute later Thorne was walking out of the garage at a nice steady pace; 
gratefully sucking in the cold air as he moved out of the light, through the 
low-lying flood of the patrol car’s headlights and back into the chill of the 
semi-dark.

Carlowe turned from a conversation with his sergeant. Said, ‘You must be good 
at holding your breath.’

Thorne managed a sickly smile then pulled an appropriate face and turned away 
to spit copiously into the dirt. ‘I’ll get out of your hair then,’ he 
said, wiping his mouth. ‘Thanks for letting me tag along.’ He began walking 
towards his car, aware a moment or two later that Carlowe was following a few 
steps behind and not turning round when he was spoken to.

‘No way Jesmond can think you’re slacking now, eh, Tom?’

‘Sorry?’

‘All this, on your night off.’

‘Right,’ Thorne said.

A car came round the corner – the doctor’s possibly – bumping slowly 
across the ruts towards them. ‘Why do I get the feeling you know something 
the rest of us don’t?’ Carlowe asked.

Thorne said nothing and reached into his pocket for car keys.

Doing so was a little awkward, with his right arm held rigid at his side; 
keeping the necessary pressure on the folder tucked away inside his jacket, 
holding it tight against his ribs.

What he knew, was exactly how Terry Mercer had persuaded seven people to kill 
themselves.





FIFTY-TWO





Helen had a bottle of wine open and was doing her best to stay awake in front 
of the television, when Hendricks called.

‘I thought you should know,’ he said, ‘Terry Mercer’s dead.’

‘How?’ It took a few seconds for her to get the word out; to shake the 
conviction that Thorne had managed to track down the man he was after and do 
something from which there would be no coming back.

Hendricks told her as much as he knew, explained that Thorne had called from 
his car to ask if he could pull whatever strings were necessary to ensure he 
did Mercer’s post-mortem.

‘Can you?’

‘This isn’t a job where people volunteer too often,’ he said. ‘I’ll 
make some calls though.’

Helen turned at the sound of a whimper from Alfie’s room. She stepped into 
the hall and listened, but she knew every noise her son made and it didn’t 
sound like he was awake. ‘Sorry, Phil…’

‘Anyway, there you are,’ he said. ‘It’s over.’

‘Let’s hope so.’

‘Come on, I think even Tom might have to let this one go now.’

‘Did he sound pleased? When you spoke to him.’

‘Yeah, kind of. He sounded… enthusiastic.’

Helen grunted, non-committal. In the last few weeks enthusiasm had become 
something to be afraid of.

‘Like I said though, he was in the car and it was only a couple of minutes.’

‘Where was he going?’

‘Well, I presumed he was on his way home.’

Neither of them spoke for a few seconds, then Helen told him how much she’d 
enjoyed their night out. Hendricks said that he’d had a good time too, 
despite having paid for it the following morning.

‘Bit of a shaky scalpel hand,’ he said.

‘Bloody hell.’

‘It was fine. I mean, it’s not like I’m a brain surgeon, is it?’

Helen laughed, but she was thinking about Thorne searching for his jacket a few 
hours earlier. The urgency as he prowled between rooms, the adrenalin fizzing 
in him. It was a drug he had struggled to say goodbye to once and she wondered 
how easy it would be for him to do it again.

Hendricks said, ‘The other night, when I was talking about why he did it.’

‘The summit fever stuff?’

‘It’s like he has this compulsion to do things properly, you know? Like 
there’s only ever one way to come at anything and I know it’s a pain in the 
arse for the rest of us, but it’s usually for the right reasons.’

‘Yeah, he’s a sodding perfectionist when it suits him.’

‘Basically, love, you’ve hooked up with a control freak.’

Helen’s voice softened. She wanted Thorne home; wanted to take the piss 
because secretly he liked it and see his face when Alfie came to him, and trace 
a finger across the small, straight scar on his chin. ‘There are worse things 
to be,’ she said.

‘I suppose.’

‘It means you give a shit, at least.’

‘Did you know more control freaks kill themselves every year than 
manic-depressives?’

Alfie whimpered again, and this time it sounded as though he wanted attention. 
‘I didn’t, but it’s good to know.’

‘Sorry,’ Hendricks said. ‘Bit of a suicide nerd.’

‘That must have come in handy the last few weeks…’

When Helen had hung up, she called Thorne’s mobile, but it went straight to 
answerphone. There seemed no point in leaving a message, not if he was on his 
way home anyway. She heated Alfie’s bottle, then collected her own on the way 
to his room, the two of them wide awake suddenly.





FIFTY-THREE





Thorne had not expected Frank Anderson to still be in his office at quarter to 
ten at night, but he’d enjoyed calling on him nonetheless; hammering on the 
door hard enough to put another small crack in the glass.

Resigned to no more than scant and momentary satisfaction, he suddenly 
remembered the bar on the other side of the road. The one from which he’d 
called Anderson on his previous visit and the one – so Anna Carpenter had 
once told him – in which Anderson drank most days, alone or with prospective 
clients to whom he did not wish to show the sordid reality of his less than 
impressive business premises.

Thorne jogged across the road, dodging between cars.

Anderson was at a table just inside the door, sitting close to a woman in her 
mid-forties. His back was to the door, but the woman saw Thorne approach and 
immediately stopped laughing.

‘New client, Frank?’ Thorne waited for Anderson to turn round then pointed 
at his companion. ‘Or is this a lady friend?’

‘Oh, for God’s sake,’ Anderson said.

Thorne stepped closer and looked at the woman. ‘Seriously, love, if you’re 
thinking of sleeping with him, you’re going to want a really hot shower 
afterwards.’

The woman opened her mouth but said nothing.

‘What do you want?’ Anderson asked.

Thorne tossed the folder down on to the table, opened it up and removed the 
photographs. He held them for a second before dropping them and spreading them 
out quickly, scattering beermats as Anderson and the woman scrabbled to remove 
their drinks.

Anderson took a cursory glance. Said, ‘And?’

There were more than twenty photographs and though Thorne only recognised two 
of the subjects – Jacqui Gibbs and Andrew Cooper – he had known straight 
away who they were. What he was looking at. All of them photographed without 
their knowledge: coming out of houses, climbing into cars, kicking a football 
in the park. The families of those Terry Mercer had been targeting.

Men, women and children.

Grandchildren…

Mercer had offered his victims a simple choice. Take their own lives or forfeit 
those of the people they loved. No choice at all.

‘You lying piece of shit,’ Thorne said.

‘Now, hang on—’

Now, people at nearby tables were staring, but Thorne could not have cared 
less. ‘You took these, didn’t you?’ He stabbed a finger at the picture of 
Jacqui Gibbs walking away from a supermarket. ‘This was all part of the job 
you did for George Jeffers.’

‘You asked me about the old people,’ Anderson said. ‘Remember? You wanted 
the names of the old people Jeffers had told me to find and I gave you their 
names. That was our deal.’

‘You found these people too though, didn’t you?’

Anderson looked. ‘I didn’t take all of these.’

‘The ones he asked you to find. You took their pictures and handed them over 
for Jeffers to pass on to his mate.’

‘I don’t know anything about that.’

‘His mate, Terry Mercer.’

‘Never heard of him—’

‘Have you got any fucking idea what you’ve done?’

The woman – a blowsy brunette wearing too much make-up – got to her feet a 
little unsteadily, but Thorne looked at her and she quickly sat back down 
again. Seeing that one of the staff had moved from behind the bar she leaned 
across to Anderson and said, ‘Shall I call the police?’

Anderson shook his head.

‘Already here,’ Thorne said.

The woman looked confused. She reached across for Anderson’s hand.

‘I asked you a question.’ Thorne picked up a photo, pushed it into 
Anderson’s face. ‘Any idea how many of these people’s parents and 
grandparents are dead now because of these?’ He held up the photo of Andrew 
Cooper. ‘This man’s mother and father.’

‘What’s going on, Frank?’ the woman asked.

Seeing the fear in his companion’s eyes, Anderson seemed compelled suddenly 
to react as though he had a spine of some sort. ‘OK, you’ve come in here 
and you’ve shouted the odds and I’m sure you feel a lot better. Now, we 
both know full well that I’ve not done anything illegal, so why don’t you 
take your collection of snaps and leave us to it.’ He held out his arms as 
though all the others in the bar were his friends. ‘We’re just trying to 
have a quiet drink, OK?’

Thorne looked at him.

Anderson stood up. ‘Right, good. Now, I’m going for a piss.’

He walked around the table, slid past Thorne and disappeared towards the Gents. 
Thorne stood breathing heavily for half a minute, staring down at the 
photographs while the woman went back to her drink and those around them 
returned to their conversations. Then he gathered up the pictures, turned from 
the table and began pushing through the crowd.

He walked in just as Anderson was turning from the urinal, zipping himself up.

‘Oh, this is getting silly,’ Anderson said. He moved towards the door, but 
Thorne barred his way. ‘Look, I don’t know what your problem is, but unless 
you’ve got anything else, I’m on a promise, so…’

‘You need to wash your hands,’ Thorne said.

‘So I took some bloody pictures, all right? I was doing my job.’ He stared 
at Thorne, waiting for him to move. ‘Come on, that’s enough now, I’m 
trying to be nice about this.’

‘Nice?’ Thorne could not remember the last time he had wanted to hit anyone 
quite this much. He also knew that whatever else he had done, whether he would 
get away with it or not, a straightforward physical assault after a 
confrontation witnessed by a bar full of people would be the end of him. The 
Job would be gone in a second and there would be plenty of people queuing up to 
get him put away.

Anderson saw Thorne’s hesitation and sensed the weakness. He smiled and said, 
‘Yeah, I know. You’d love to.’

Thorne punched him hard in the face.



He moved quickly back through the crowded bar, keeping his head down and 
avoiding the stare of Anderson’s girlfriend as he passed the table. He 
barrelled out through the door, the folder under his arm, his injured hand 
hanging loosely at his side.

He ran straight into Neil Hackett.





FIFTY-FOUR





Thorne stepped back and they stared at each other for a few seconds while 
traffic rumbled by. A couple passed between them, walking towards the bar. The 
wash of passing headlights showed only mild amusement on Hackett’s face, 
while Thorne knew he looked every bit as horrified as he felt.

‘Someone’s in a hurry,’ Hackett said.

‘Need to get home,’ Thorne said, dredging up a smile. The rain that had 
begun to fall was not heavy, but he was aware of each drop landing with an 
audible smack on the folder he was carrying.

‘Under the thumb?’ Hackett said. ‘You need to do something about that.’

‘This isn’t your neck of the woods, is it?’ Thorne still did not know 
where Hackett lived, but the idea that this bar could possibly be his local 
would be stretching the notion of coincidence to a ludicrous degree.

‘No, it isn’t,’ Hackett said.

‘So why this place?’ Thorne nodded towards the bar. As he did so, the door 
opened and two lads peered out, excited at the sniff of trouble that had 
drifted from the toilets and keen to follow it outside. Thorne turned away, saw 
that Hackett was calmly staring them out. He heard the noise from the bar fade 
quickly as the door closed again.

‘I’ve heard good things,’ Hackett said. ‘Decent beer, nice crowd. Never 
any trouble.’ He glanced at Thorne’s hand. ‘Hurt yourself?’

Thorne flexed his fingers, winced. He hoped it wasn’t broken. ‘Trapped it 
in a door.’

‘Ouch.’

‘I’ll live.’

‘I quite like trying out places I’ve never been before,’ Hackett said. He 
took a step towards the bar, towards Thorne. ‘I’m usually pretty good at 
making myself at home. Finding interesting people to talk to.’ He thrust huge 
hands into the pockets of his long, dark coat and looked towards the door. 
‘Any in there?’

‘No idea,’ Thorne said. ‘I just nipped in for a quick one.’

‘Right.’

‘I’m driving.’

‘Because it’s not really yours either, is it?’

‘What?’

‘Neck of the woods.’

‘I was visiting a mate.’

‘Anything interesting?’

‘Not really.’

‘In there, I mean.’ Hackett nodded at the folder in Thorne’s left hand.

Thorne lifted the folder up as though he had forgotten it was there and looked 
at it. It was clear that Hackett knew something, but as yet there was no way of 
knowing how much. For a second or two, Thorne wondered if he should just 
casually open the folder up and show Hackett its contents. There was no 
compulsion to explain them and it would be helpful to see whether or not 
Hackett recognised the people in the photographs. Thorne thought it might give 
him some idea of what he was up against. He said, ‘No, not particularly.’

Hackett nodded, but there was tension in his face suddenly, a tightening around 
the mouth, eyes unblinking. ‘We should go back in,’ he said. ‘We could 
have that drink I was talking about.’

‘Better not,’ Thorne said, fastening his jacket. ‘Driving, remember?’

‘Course, and you need to get home.’

‘I want to get home.’

‘Be ironic though, wouldn’t it?’ Hackett said. ‘Getting nicked for 
drink driving, after everything else.’

Thorne looked at the DCI, not sure what he meant. After everything that had 
happened to get him bumped off the Murder Squad? Or everything that was 
happening now? He certainly wasn’t going to ask. He started to walk away. 
‘Enjoy your drink,’ he said.

‘She’s Child Abuse, isn’t she?’

Thorne stopped and turned. The message being delivered was simple enough: the 
futility of trying to keep secrets, the non-existence of privacy. It was not 
something Thorne needed telling, but Hackett clearly relished doing so anyway.

‘Your other half?’ Hackett shook his head sadly. ‘See, I’ve always 
thought it was a dangerous business, shacking up with someone else who was in 
the Job. A nightmare waiting to happen.’ He shrugged. ‘What do I know, 
though?’ He turned and walked towards the bar. Said, ‘You definitely want 
to get that hand looked at.’





FIFTY-FIVE





Holland and Kitson were unable to get away from the office for too long, so 
Thorne drove over to Colindale. He texted to let them know he’d arrived, and 
at lunchtime the three of them convened in Thorne’s car, five minutes’ walk 
and a few streets away from the Peel Centre.

Kitson asked Thorne what had happened to his hand, but he waved her question 
away. He wanted to talk about what had happened before he’d paid Frank 
Anderson a visit the night before.

What he’d found in Terry Mercer’s car.

‘He might have needed a gun to get them where he wanted them,’ Thorne said. 
He remembered what Anthony Dennison had told him about Mercer buying two guns. 
‘To get through the door and get everything set up… the bath, the pills, 
whatever. But persuading them to take that final step was easy enough in the 
end.’ Thorne passed the photographs to Yvonne Kitson in the passenger seat. 
She looked through them and then handed them back to Holland. ‘These were all 
the weapons he needed.’

‘Jesus,’ Kitson said. ‘That’s…’

‘They knew he’d do it, too. Kill them without a second thought if they 
didn’t do it themselves and then go after their families.’

Nobody spoke for a while. Thorne lowered his window an inch or two to let some 
air in.

‘In the end, you do whatever it takes to protect your kids,’ Kitson said.

Thorne nodded.

‘Simple as that. Doesn’t matter how old you are, or they are.’ She turned 
to look at Holland. ‘Right, Dave?’

Thorne felt a sting of irritation seeing the two of them confer; the 
implication that, as the only one in the car without children of his own, he 
could not possibly understand.

‘I do get it, Yvonne,’ he said.

Holland picked out a photograph of someone he recognised. ‘That’s Graham 
Daniels,’ he said. He showed them another, pointed. ‘And that’s his 
daughter.’ The girl who was helping out in the printer’s, earning money to 
go to college.

There were plenty of other pictures, other faces. Without talking to the 
relatives of the dead, they could not identify all the people in the 
photographs. Members of the extended Cooper family, the Gibbs, the Jacobsons…

‘It’s fair to assume that Anderson took most of these,’ Thorne said. 
‘Jeffers probably took the rest, or maybe Mercer himself.’

Holland handed the photographs back to Thorne. ‘Well one of them took a trip 
up to Newcastle,’ he said. ‘To take the pictures of Edward Mallen’s 
kids.’

Thorne looked at him.

‘We did a bit of digging this morning,’ Kitson said. ‘That’s where he 
was living until recently.’

‘We any the wiser about what connects Mallen to the Mercer trial?’

‘Yeah, well that’s the thing.’ Holland looked at Kitson. They had come 
with news of their own. ‘Edward Mallen wasn’t his real name. His real name 
was Barry Mercer.’

Thorne looked at Kitson. ‘Brother?’

Kitson nodded. ‘Younger brother,’ she said. ‘He was given a new identity 
thirty years ago. After he helped the police catch Mercer. They moved him and 
his family to the north-east under a witness protection scheme. Set them all up 
with new identities, new lives.’

Thorne nodded, putting it together. It had been Mercer’s own brother who had 
provided the ‘intelligence’ Ian Tully had mentioned. The information about 
the armed robbery.

‘It’s why Mercer left that one until last,’ Holland said.

‘But why the hell would his brother come back to London, if he knew Mercer 
had been released from prison?’

‘God knows,’ Kitson said. ‘Guilt, or something? A death wish?’

‘Well he got what he wished for,’ Holland said.

‘More to the point, if he was part of a WP scheme, why did anyone let him?’ 
It was a question to which inside experience provided an answer even before 
Thorne had finished asking it. He knew very well that few programmes of witness 
protection could be maintained at the highest level of security for thirty 
years. There simply wasn’t the money, or the will. It was perfectly possible 
that nobody had even bothered to inform ‘Edward Mallen’ that his brother 
had been released. Equally, they could have approved Mallen’s move back to 
London and set him up in a WP scheme here, but that begged the question of how 
Mercer had found the address.

‘It does mean we need to draw a line under all this very quickly,’ Holland 
said.

‘Well, I think Terry Mercer’s already drawn a line under it.’

Kitson said, ‘Seriously, Tom.’

‘Seriously, what?’

‘We’re out,’ Holland said. ‘Me and Yvonne. We can’t do anything else, 
nothing at all.’ He looked at Kitson and Thorne could see that they’d spent 
time talking about this, working out what to say between them.

‘That’s fine,’ Thorne said, holding up his hands. ‘Look, you know how 
grateful I am for what you’ve done already and I don’t see why I’d be 
asking you to do any more anyway. Now Mercer’s dead, I can’t see there’s 
a lot more needs doing.’

‘I’m sure you would have thought of something,’ Holland said. ‘So, as 
long as you understand that I’m done.’ He flashed another look to Kitson. 
‘That we both are.’

Thorne looked at Kitson, but she was facing front. He sat back. ‘You’ve 
made your point, Dave, but I don’t think there’s any need to panic. I mean, 
they haven’t put it together so far.’

‘I kind of think they might put it together now though.’ It was clear that 
Holland was worried and was unhappy about it. ‘Even supposing we’ve got 
away with it so far, you’d have to be as thick as mince not to work it out 
now, wouldn’t you? Soon as they find out who Edward Mallen really was and who 
he grassed up. Soon as some genius points out that his brother was released 
from prison a few months back, I’ve got a feeling they might have a sneaking 
suspicion who strung him up.’ He slammed a palm against the headrest. ‘The 
whole lot’s going to unravel.’

‘Dave—’

‘I know, you said. “How much more shit can we be in?”’

Seeing the look on Holland’s face, Thorne once again found himself wondering 
how Neil Hackett seemed to know so much more than he had any right to. Where he 
was getting his ‘intelligence’ from. There was certainly enough anger, 
enough resentment at what Thorne had asked of him to give Holland cause to go 
running to the brass.

And if not Holland…⁠?

Even considering the alternatives was enough to send bile rising into 
Thorne’s throat, but at the same time he had to be realistic. He knew that 
the number of suspects was limited.

‘Look, it’s over,’ he said. ‘One way or another. We should at least be 
grateful for that.’

‘I’m sorry we didn’t catch him, Tom,’ Kitson said.

‘So am I. But that’s not always the most important thing, is it?’ Thorne 
looked at Kitson and could see that she didn’t believe it any more than he 
did.

The short silence that followed was broken by the ringing of Thorne’s mobile. 
He saw that it was Hendricks calling, so answered and said, ‘Hang on, Phil, 
I’ve got Yvonne and Dave here, so I’m going to put you on speaker.’

He pressed the button on the phone then laid it down between the seats.

‘Phil…⁠?’

‘The gang’s all here then, is it?’ Hendricks’ voice was tinny through 
the handset’s small speaker. ‘Everyone all right?’

Holland and Kitson muttered their hellos.

‘Bloody hell, you lot sound cheery.’

The atmosphere in the car was tense, subdued; a far cry from the raising of 
glasses privately in the Oak, as they might have been doing had an official 
investigation ended in the same way.

‘We’re listening, Phil,’ Thorne said.

‘OK, so I’ve just finished the PM on the body in the Astra. Nothing you 
wouldn’t expect. Male of approximately seventy years of age, hypoxia due to 
the inhalation of carbon monoxide, blah blah. Now, I have got one question.’

‘What?’

‘You’re positive that Mercer was responsible for the hanging in Woolwich, 
yeah?’

‘It was his brother,’ Thorne said. ‘Grassed him up thirty years ago.’

‘Ah… in which case we do have a bit of a problem. Unless Mercer did it from 
beyond the grave.’

‘Sorry?’

‘I checked with the pathologist who did the PM on the Woolwich body and 
we’ve got a slight issue with time of death. There’s not much in it, maybe 
no more than an hour or two, but the fact is, our man in the car died before 
the man who hung himself.’ Hendricks paused. It sounded as though he was 
eating crisps. ‘You see where I’m going with this, boys and girls?’

Holland and Kitson looked at Thorne.

‘I’ll take that as a yes,’ Hendricks said.

Thorne closed his eyes and remembered putting fingers to the dead man’s face. 
Remembered something else that kid Dennison had said: ‘I told you, he was 
old. White hair and wrinkles and all that.’ There could only be two 
explanations for what Hendricks was telling them and Thorne was in little doubt 
as to which of them to believe.

Holland leaned forward between the front seats. ‘So assuming Mercer did kill 
his brother, it can’t have been his body in the car.’

Kitson lowered her head, swore quietly.

‘It wasn’t Mercer in the car,’ Thorne said. ‘It was George Jeffers.’





PART FOUR


NOT SO VERY FAR TO FALL





FIFTY-SIX





Mercer walks by the river; taking his time and staying as close as he can to 
the water, from Rotherhithe on the south side towards Greenwich. He thought 
about doing this a lot when he was inside. Not that he’s ever been one for 
‘views’, as such. The countryside, sunsets, all that picture postcard 
nonsense. You look at something, you think: Yeah that’s nice, whatever, and 
you move on. He’s never seen the point in hanging around. It’s the same as 
looking at paintings. Is it good or is it rubbish? Who wants to stare at 
anything for ten minutes?

He’s always loved the river though, loved the movement of it. Not so much the 
flow, but the whole tidal thing. The way it rises and falls like it’s 
breathing. The dangerous bits, the way you never quite know where you are with 
it. Funny that they call it Father Thames, because to him it’s always seemed 
moody, like a woman.

Moody, like she was.

He turns off Creek Road then cuts down along the edge of Dreadnought Wharf to 
the riverbank and thinks, that’s not strictly fair. He didn’t have to like 
what his wife had done, but once he’d understood why she’d done it, he’d 
been able to live with it for the most part. There’d been a moment with Barry 
too, right at the end. When the begging had started and he’d almost been able 
to see why. He’d always thought there had to have been a good reason for his 
brother to have done what he did, because he must have known what it would 
mean. Years spent hiding away like an insect in some shithole, lying every 
minute of the day and pretending to be somebody you’re not, so that even your 
own kids don’t know.

I did it for you, Barry had said; crying like a girl and clawing at the washing 
line round his neck. Something like that, anyway. What the hell was that 
supposed to mean? Taking you out of harm’s way? Protecting you from yourself?

He’s known for a long time that people need to take care of themselves and 
now that’s exactly what he’s going to do. That’s his new project. As soon 
as the job was done and that last name was crossed off the list, he knew 
straight away that would be the way to go.

There had to be something, after all.

It was like these idiots who make a bundle and retire too early with sod all to 
do. Rattling around in big houses. Pots of cash and wives with tit-jobs, but 
going mental, with nothing to get out of bed for.

He can’t just walk away. Fade away…

So, now it’s all about doing whatever it takes to stay safe, for however long 
he’s got left. Might be twenty years, might be hit by a bus tomorrow, but 
there’s no way on God’s green earth he’s going back inside. He knows that 
much.

He comes to the glazed dome which is the entrance to the Greenwich foot tunnel 
and walks through. Five minutes across to the Isle of Dogs. It’s cool inside; 
exciting too, knowing that all the weight of that moody old river is right 
above your head. He watches a woman and two kids coming towards him, the 
children whooping and shouting, enjoying the echoes. He supposes that some 
people would find it spooky down here; the dim, amber light and the way the 
sound bounces off the tiles. Mercer can’t understand it. He has dreamed the 
Dead Man’s Walk and has spent far too long hearing the echoes of heavy doors 
slamming shut and keys turning in locks. Still, he smiles at the woman and her 
wide-eyed children as they pass.

On the other side of the river he turns east, walks past Island Gardens then 
stops when he sees the tower of Christ Church. His knees are hurting, so he 
sits on a bench to take a breather and thinks about going inside. He wonders if 
there’s a vicar or someone in there he can have a chat with. They can’t say 
anything anyway, can they? Can’t pass on anything they hear. Not that he’s 
planning to walk in there and confess, nothing like that, but it would be nice 
to just sit and have a natter.

It was always useful to talk to someone who was actually in the game. Ask them 
what they thought came after. He’s heard that these days there are priests 
who don’t even believe in God, but surely they must all have some idea of 
what’s going on.

He’d talked to the chaplains at Gartree a fair bit. There was always a cup of 
tea in there and a hand on your shoulder, and it was certainly nicer talking to 
them than the psychologists, because all they ever wanted to hear was how sorry 
you were. He told them he was of course, told them loads of times, because he 
isn’t stupid. He knew they were the ones the parole board listened to. It 
wasn’t hard, because he was sorry, even if it wasn’t necessarily about the 
right things.

Sorry I got caught.

Sorry I’ve spent thirty years locked up.

Sorry I don’t know what my kids look like.

He sits and rubs his aching knees. There’s a pub opposite and the church is 
behind him and he tries to make his mind up.

What he would like to do is talk to someone about the Bible and ask why the God 
in the new bit is so different to the original one. Later on, it’s all 
forgiveness and cheek-turning, but the first one’s always coming down on 
people like a ton of bricks and getting his afters on anyone he thinks isn’t 
toeing the line.

Mercer knows which one he prefers.

That first God – the angry God – has no problem at all getting rid of his 
enemies.





FIFTY-SEVEN





‘It’s not broken,’ Hendricks said.

‘Something, I suppose.’

‘Obviously must have been a bit of a pussy-arsed punch.’ Hendricks squeezed 
Thorne’s hand once more before releasing it and laughed at the yelp of pain 
from across the table. ‘How’s things with Helen?’

‘What’s that got to do with anything?’

‘Just saying, because if you’re not getting any action from her, you 
won’t be able to rely on that hand for a while.’

Thorne smiled, rubbing his knuckles. ‘A man’s best friend.’

‘Mrs Fist and her five lovely daughters.’

‘Daughters? You?’

‘OK, sons in my case. Actually, I’ve always thought of them as the five 
members of Take That.’

‘Which one’s Robbie?’

Hendricks stuck his middle finger up. ‘That one…’

The staff at the Bengal Lancer on Kentish Town Road knew Thorne and Hendricks 
well and, as usual, had brought them over a plate of complimentary poppadums to 
go with the pints of Kingfisher while they were waiting for their food to be 
cooked. Hendricks applied a delicate karate chop to the pile and they got stuck 
in.

‘I presume your day got better,’ Hendricks said, ‘after I pissed on 
everyone’s strawberries.’

Thorne grunted. ‘Yeah, well finding out our killer wasn’t quite as dead as 
we’d thought didn’t exactly go down a storm.’ He smeared lime pickle 
across a fragment of poppadum. ‘Dave and Yvonne were out of the car and on 
their way back to work pretty sharpish, before I could think of anything I 
might want them to do.’

‘Can you?’

‘Like Dave said, MIT would have to be pretty stupid not to work it out for 
themselves now. How long it takes, that’s another matter.’

‘Mercer didn’t really think he was going to get away with it,’ Hendricks 
said. ‘Did he? I mean even if the time of death thing hadn’t been obvious 
they’d have run tests, whatever. Jeffers’ family would have reported him 
missing at some point.’

Jeffers’ family. Their pictures somewhere among the stack of photographs in 
that battered green folder. The last faces Jeffers would have seen; the faces 
he would have focused on as he sealed himself up inside that car and started 
the engine.

‘God knows,’ Thorne said. ‘He wanted Jeffers out of the way anyway and 
maybe he thought it might buy him a bit more time.’

‘If he’s tying up loose ends, you thought about giving Frank Anderson a 
heads-up?’

‘Yeah, thought about it,’ Thorne said. He washed the poppadum down with a 
mouthful of lager. ‘Now, seeing as you ask, no… the rest of my day wasn’t 
particularly great, as a matter of fact. An hour on the phone buttering up a 
custody sergeant for a kick-off.’

Thorne explained his decision to have Anthony Dennison’s 
‘bailed-to-return’ status cancelled. He had told the custody sergeant that 
he was cultivating the boy as a source and asked very nicely if the necessary 
‘amendments’ could therefore be made to the files. A couple of mouse-clicks 
and a courtesy call to the officer who had questioned Dennison on the night and 
the job was done. Dennison was off the hook.

‘I don’t get it.’ Hendricks reached for the pickles. ‘Kid smacked you 
in the face, for God’s sake.’ He pointed; the worst of the bruising below 
Thorne’s eye had gone, but there was still a mark. ‘A damn sight harder 
than you punched that private detective as well, not that that’s saying very 
much.’

‘I made a deal with him,’ Thorne said. ‘He gave me good information and 
the simple truth is I provoked the kid.’

‘You provoke a lot of people.’

‘I went looking for it.’

‘Up to you, mate, but you know the kid’s going to end up inside anyway, 
presuming he lasts that long. Better off in prison, you ask me.’

Thorne knew that Hendricks was probably right. He hoped that Anthony Dennison 
was smart enough to stay out of the sort of trouble that could cost him his 
life. Still, he could not be certain that he’d done the boy any real favours. 
‘So, other than that, just sitting around on my arse all day waiting for the 
axe to fall.’

He told Hendricks about running into Neil Hackett outside the bar where he’d 
confronted Frank Anderson. How he was more certain than ever that Hackett was 
on to him, despite the fact that the MIT man seemed to be taking his time doing 
anything about it.

‘I wish he’d just get on with it,’ Thorne said.

‘Put you out of your misery.’

‘Something like that.’

‘Maybe you’re wrong and he knows bugger all. Maybe he’s just digging 
around.’

‘He knows more than enough,’ Thorne said. ‘Has to.’

‘So, he’s trying to make you sweat.’

‘Well, he’s doing a bloody good job of it.’ Thorne wiped the sheen of 
sweat from his forehead, pointed at the bowl of lime pickle. ‘Almost as good 
as this stuff.’ He held up his glass, signalled to the waiter for another 
beer and Hendricks did the same. ‘It’s not just about him though,’ he 
said. ‘It’s where he’s getting his information from.’

‘Yeah… that’s a worry,’ Hendricks said.

‘Who he’s getting it from. Somebody’s telling him what we’ve found out, 
what the connections are. He seems to know where I’m going to be every minute 
of the day.’

‘He might just be following you.’

‘Yeah, but if he’s doing that, it’s because somebody’s telling him 
I’m worth following. He knows who I’m talking to and when, and I’m damn 
sure he knows why.’ Despite himself, Thorne’s eyes were on Hendricks as he 
laid out his suspicions.

Looking for a reaction. Not seeing one.

‘Something to bear in mind though,’ Hendricks said. He spoke slowly, 
choosing his words, like a doctor delivering unwelcome news. ‘Before you get 
too… worked up about all this. If someone is telling the powers that be 
what’s happening, they might be doing it for good reasons. For the right 
reasons, you know?’

Thorne looked at him, but Hendricks had lowered his eyes before he’d finished 
talking. ‘What, to protect me from myself, you mean?’

‘Just saying.’

‘You got any ideas who that might be?’

‘Not the foggiest, mate.’

‘Sure?’ Hendricks glanced up for just a second and now Thorne saw a 
reaction. He could tell when his friend was lying.

The beers arrived and they drank for a while without saying much. The place was 
busy as usual and there was plenty to look at and listen to. A couple who 
seemed determined not to speak to one another at all, a group of businessmen in 
shirts and ties complaining about a ‘bonding initiative’, a loud trio of 
lads who’d been three parts pissed when they’d arrived.

‘So, how are things with Helen?’ Hendricks asked. ‘Really.’

‘Yeah, not bad,’ Thorne said. ‘She was obviously happy to hear about what 
had happened, that it was all over.’

Hendricks nodded at Thorne’s hand. ‘What about that?’

‘Actually she was pretty relaxed about it.’ Thorne lifted his glass up with 
his good hand. ‘She really doesn’t like me trying to bullshit her, but she 
knows where she is when I’m punching someone.’

‘I presume she doesn’t know about Mercer not being dead.’

‘No, and I don’t see any point in telling her,’ Thorne said. ‘Or anyone 
else telling her.’ The night before, he had sensed that Helen was not 
altogether surprised to hear about Mercer’s ‘suicide’ and guessed that 
someone had told her already.

Once again, there were not too many candidates.

The waiter appeared at their table with a trolley and picked up the first of 
half a dozen serving dishes. ‘Chicken bhuna?’

‘Just put them anywhere you like,’ Thorne said. ‘We’re sharing.’

Hendricks reached for the dish. Said, ‘News to me.’



They walked south towards Camden Town, in the direction of Hendricks’ new 
flat and Thorne’s old one, where Thorne had left his car. It was after 
eleven, but there were still plenty of people about, in cars and on foot. 
Drinking up outside pubs trying to close, coming out of restaurants or hurrying 
into the chippies and kebab shops that were just starting to enjoy their 
busiest few hours of the day.

When the beer-goggles lowered all manner of standards.

‘So, what’s the plan for tomorrow?’ Hendricks asked.

‘Haven’t got one,’ Thorne said. ‘Last day off, then I’m back on 
earlies Saturday.’

‘Make the most of it, then.’

‘I’m open to suggestions.’

‘I don’t know, go to a sodding museum or something.’

Thorne nodded, like he was considering it. ‘Well I was thinking more along 
the lines of cheese on toast and internet porn, but it’s a thought.’

‘I’m just saying. Don’t…’

‘Don’t what, Phil?’

They walked on, falling into step without meaning to, and stopped a minute or 
so later on the corner of Prince of Wales Road, where they would part company.

‘You really think Mercer’s gone to ground?’

‘If he’s sensible,’ Thorne said. ‘He could be out of the country by 
now.’

‘Yeah?’

‘I don’t know, do I?’ Thorne could see that Hendricks was unwilling to 
leave without an assurance of some sort. ‘Listen, Phil, I’m out of it, all 
right? It’s done and dusted, one way or another.’

‘Good. Because it’s time you were sensible too.’

Thorne watched his friend walk away, then set off towards his car. As soon as 
he and Hendricks could no longer see one another, Thorne reached for his phone 
and made a call. When it was answered, he told the man at the other end of the 
phone that he was sorry for calling so late. He was assured that it wasn’t a 
problem.

‘Just out of interest,’ Thorne said. ‘You got anything on tomorrow?’





FIFTY-EIGHT





Helen was still up when Thorne got back to Tulse Hill, though as the TV was 
tuned to a documentary about ice-trucking, he suspected that she’d been 
asleep on the sofa for some time before he’d come in. He made tea for them 
both. When she asked, he told her that his hand was feeling a lot better and 
that Hendricks had been on good form.

‘You two should go out,’ he said. ‘Get to know each other a bit better. 
See what I’ve been putting up with all these years.’

He asked her how her day had been. It struck him that, except when he was 
trying to avoid talking about what he had been doing, it was not something 
he’d done often enough recently.

She told him she’d had lunch with a social worker, one of those she worked 
with regularly. ‘Not exactly a bundle of laughs,’ she said. ‘She’d been 
to see a family she was concerned about in Streatham. Three kids under six, one 
of them an infant. Found a pit bull terrier chained to the baby’s cot.’

‘Bloody hell. Was the kid OK?’

‘That’s the problem,’ Helen said. ‘Legally they can’t touch any of 
the children they visit, so it’s hard to tell. If a child’s fully dressed, 
any injuries from the neck down stay hidden.’ She sipped her tea. 
‘They’re all so bloody… disheartened, you know? People have them pegged 
as over-officious lesbians who are trying to take their kids away, but 
they’re the first people that get it in the neck when it all falls apart and 
a child dies. They’re understaffed and under-resourced and the good work they 
do is completely unrecognised. They’ve got so much shit to deal with, and 
they’re the ones getting their hands dirty and they’re doing their best.’ 
She reached down to pick up one of Alfie’s toys and casually tossed it into 
the plastic box next to the sofa. ‘Same as we are.’

‘I know,’ Thorne said.

‘The entire system’s outdated.’

Thorne sat down next to her. ‘I know.’

‘Children should not be dying because of neglect in a city like fucking 
London.’

The ice-truckers had suddenly become a little too noisy, so Thorne reached for 
the remote and turned the TV off.

‘I mean it, Tom.’

Thorne had heard other officers refer to Child Abuse Investigation as the 
‘Cardigan Squad’, the perception among some being that those working on a 
CAIT were no more than glorified social workers. That career-wise it was a dead 
end and that anyone with an ounce of ambition should be looking at the more 
glamorous departments with real excitement and decent budgets such as Drug 
Enforcement or Firearms. He made a promise to himself that the next time he 
heard the phrase being used, he would do some damage to his other hand.

He said, ‘You do an amazing job.’

He looked at her, desperately hoping that his words, which to him now seemed 
trite and pathetic, had not sounded patronising. God knows, it was the last 
thing he intended, but he knew there had been a good deal of misunderstanding 
– all of it his fault – between them in recent weeks.

Helen stood up. She carried her empty mug across to the sink then came back and 
pulled Thorne to his feet. Together they went to check on Alfie, then carried 
on through to the bedroom and got undressed.

Helen turned the light out, leaving only the spill from the lamp she always 
left outside her son’s room. Thorne tried to say, ‘Sorry,’ but she kissed 
the word off his mouth. The tenderness between them quickly became something 
more fierce and continued that way until, forgetting his injury, Thorne 
foolishly tried to take his own weight on his hands and all but collapsed on 
top of her.

Thorne rolled away, swearing, but Helen gently moved and eased herself on top 
of him.

‘Looks like I’ll have to help myself,’ she said.





FIFTY-NINE





Mercer sits in a branch of a well-known coffee shop, drinking tea and wondering 
when the hell coffee became so popular. He stares out at the pinched faces of 
the pedestrians and the necklace of rush-hour traffic crawling past, catching 
glimpses of the palm trees and sunsets in the window of the travel agent’s on 
the other side of the road.

He remembers a holiday…

Margate. Back when he was still working his way up, before the Jags and the 
conservatories and the family trips to Disneyland or the south of France. A 
week in Margate: long before the place had galleries filled with modern art 
that wasn’t really art at all and everything was neon and kebab shops. These 
are the holidays he thinks about most often. When the kids were small and she 
still bought clothes for them all in Deptford market.

When he wasn’t looking over his shoulder quite so much.

He remembers his eldest boy, can’t have been much more than seven or eight at 
the time, in floods of tears on the pavement outside this arcade. He’d been 
transfixed by the machine with the toy crane inside, had stood there for half 
an hour and fed it every ten-pence piece Mercer had given him in an effort to 
grab one of those plastic trolls with the long green hair. He had wanted one of 
those stupid trolls more than anything in the world and now all his money was 
gone and he hadn’t been able to grab one.

‘It’s not fair, Daddy,’ the boy had wailed. ‘It’s not fair.’

Mercer had agreed and promptly marched back inside the arcade to have a quiet 
word with the manager. When he’d emerged a few minutes later bearing aloft 
one of those trolls as if it were the FA cup, it had been the look on his 
wife’s face he’d clocked first. The suspicion.

‘It’s all right,’ he’d told her. ‘I just had a quiet word with him.’

‘Yeah, I know what that means,’ she had said.

‘No, nothing like that.’ Obviously the arcade manager hadn’t been 
thrilled to see Mercer bearing down on him. Mercer knew he could look a 
little… intimidating, even when he wasn’t trying very hard. He leaned close 
to his wife and whispered, ‘I just bunged him a fiver, that’s all. Piece of 
piss.’

He’d turned to his son then and handed the prize across and the boy’s smile 
had made his stomach turn over. A poxy fiver, for that smile. He watched his 
son clutch the doll to his chest and knew that he would happily have handed 
over every penny he had, everything, just to feel the way he felt at that 
moment.

‘Thanks, Daddy…’

‘You deserved it,’ Mercer had said. ‘Must have been something wrong with 
the machine, that’s all.’

His wife was already on her way towards the nearest café, steering the 
pushchair through the crowd, their youngest already tired and starting to 
whine. His son took his hand as they followed and held it tight. Mercer 
squeezed and the boy squeezed back and Mercer knew that his son was thinking 
the same thing at that moment that he’d felt about his own old man once upon 
a time.

My dad can do anything…

Mercer’s hands are wrapped tight around his mug.

And I could, he thinks.

He’s not daft; he knows that every child grows out of that eventually, stops 
believing that their father is a superhero. The strongest, the fastest, the one 
who can produce trolls from thin air. The lucky ones though, they get to grow 
up thinking like that for a while at least and the fathers of those kids are 
luckier still. Instead, he was left with two kids that pissed the bed and got 
into fights and forgot that he’d ever done a single thing that made them feel 
good, or happy, or safe.

He brings the mug to his lips, his gaze still fixed on those posters of palm 
trees. Happy families on beaches, splashing in pools. The tea’s gone cold, so 
he pushes the mug away.

He starts suddenly when a young woman appears at his shoulder. Well, younger 
than him, anyway. Late forties, maybe.

She lays a hand gently on his shoulder. Says, ‘Are you feeling all right, 
love?’

Mercer realises that he is crying. He reaches for a serviette and wipes it 
across his eyes and mouth, then balls it into his fist. He thinks about 
Herbert, Jacobson, Mallen; their faces at the end.

He thinks about all of them, then turns to the woman and smiles.

‘Feeling a lot better than I was,’ he says.





SIXTY





Keith Fryer was patting the bonnet of a tired-looking Renault Clio as if it 
were the head of a much-loved dog when he saw Thorne wandering on to his car 
lot. The young woman on the receiving end of the dealer’s practised patter 
could not have mistaken the look of distaste on his face, or the way in which 
it became something rather more circumspect when he realised that Thorne had 
brought someone with him.

‘Shit,’ Fryer hissed.

His potential customer seemed to lose interest in the car fairly quickly after 
that and, satisfied that their arrival had had the desired effect, Thorne and 
his companion watched as Fryer marched away towards his office like a man in 
sudden need of the toilet, or strong drink.

They gave him a few minutes to compose himself.

‘Busy?’ Thorne asked, when he stepped into the doorway.

Head down at his desk, Fryer said nothing, opting for the same paper-shuffling 
routine as last time, so Thorne and the man with him wandered in without being 
invited. Thorne took the folding chair while the other man stayed standing. He 
moved slowly around the small space, hands in his pockets; looking at files on 
shelves, examining sheets pinned on to the noticeboard.

Fryer finally looked up. ‘Who’s your friend?’

‘We’ll get to that,’ Thorne said. ‘I wanted to pick up where we left 
off the other day, when you were a little unwilling to talk to me about one of 
your customers. When your memory was playing up a bit. Remember?’

Fryer sat back and folded his arms. ‘Vaguely. Like you say, I’ve got a bad 
memory.’

‘Things have moved on since then, so I’m hoping today might go a little 
better.’

‘How do you mean, moved on?’ Fryer kept his eyes on the man he didn’t 
recognise.

‘Terry Mercer’s dead,’ Thorne said.

Fryer sat up. Said, ‘Is he fuck!’

‘Afraid so. Sorry to spring sad news on you like that.’

‘You’re full of it.’

‘Topped himself.’

‘Right. Now I know you’re full of it.’

Thorne reached into his pocket for his phone, called up the photographs he had 
taken with it two nights earlier and pushed it across the desk. ‘You can use 
your fingers to blow that up a bit if you want.’

Fryer didn’t need to. He picked up the phone and stared at the photo. The 
back of the car, the pipe taped to its exhaust and running round to the rear 
window.

‘Recognise it?’ Thorne asked. ‘Honestly, that thing was rustier than 
Christ’s nails, so I hope Terry managed to knock the price down a bit.’ He 
took a few seconds, enjoying the shock on Fryer’s face. ‘Yeah, I know. Bit 
of a game-changer, isn’t it?’

Fryer put the phone back down on the desk and shrugged. ‘Well, there you 
go.’

‘So, now the only person you need to be afraid of is me.’

‘Why the hell should I be afraid of you?’

‘Well, if not me, then my mate here.’ Thorne turned his chair round, drew 
the man with him into the conversation. ‘This is John Williams, from Trading 
Standards.’

The man took a step forward and waved ID. Said, ‘I’m actually based in 
Barnet, but I’ve got plenty of mates in Tower Hamlets. I think they’d be 
the ones looking at you.’ He glanced at Thorne. ‘I can check that.’

‘John got himself into a spot of bother a year or so ago.’ Thorne closed 
one nostril with a finger, then sniffed theatrically. ‘Stupid really, but I 
helped him out, so every so often he does me a bit of a favour in return. You 
see where this is leading, Keith?’

Fryer undid his top shirt button and loosened his tie. ‘What’s to stop me 
going to the authorities?’ He pointed to the man behind Thorne, then at 
Thorne himself. ‘Telling them he’s bent. That you’re both bent.’

‘Nothing at all,’ Thorne said. ‘Other than the fact that you’re way 
more bent than either of us.’ He leaned forward, the mock-friendliness gone 
from his voice, keen now to get into it. ‘One phone call and John’s mates 
will be round here in a heartbeat to shut you down. You get that, Keith? Shut 
you down and bang you up.’

‘What do you want?’ Fryer asked.

‘Where was Mercer staying?’

‘I’ve no idea.’

Thorne turned to look at the man behind him. ‘What kind of fine are we 
looking at to start with, John?’

‘Five grand for clocking one car,’ the man said, quickly. ‘Same for 
falsifying service histories with the likelihood of imprisonment if that’s 
widespread or if the vehicles are unsafe.’ He looked at Fryer. ‘Pretty 
likely, I’m guessing.’

Fryer looked as though he was toying with smashing his head down on to the 
desk. ‘I heard… Deptford, but he was moving around, so I don’t know how 
long for.’

‘Heard where?’

‘Some bloke in the pub.’

It rang true on several counts. However careful Mercer thought he was being, 
however seriously those he had been staying with had been warned to keep his 
whereabouts to themselves, somebody always said something. A few years before, 
a major gang of organised criminals had come up with an ingenious way to 
dispose of a body, burying it in a grave that had already been dug and which 
was filled in – complete with the body it was intended for – the following 
day. It was fool-proof and they would certainly have got away with it, had 
several members of the gang been able to resist telling anyone they went for a 
drink with just how clever they’d been.

Deptford.

In Thorne’s own borough.

It made sense. This was the part of the world Mercer knew best. Where he’d 
worked, where he’d grown up. Though he’d obviously had to travel outside 
the area to call on some of his victims, Thorne could well understand why a man 
released after thirty years into a world he didn’t recognise would want to 
base himself close to home. Or the place that felt most like it.

‘Anywhere else?’ Thorne asked.

‘Deptford was the only thing I heard, I swear.’

‘Who was he staying with?’

‘How should I know?’

‘Thought you might have “heard”.’

Fryer’s head fell back, then a few moments later he raised it again. ‘Look, 
I heard him on the phone… out there.’ He nodded towards the lot. ‘He 
mentioned a name, I don’t know if it was the bloke he was speaking to, or 
what.’

‘What name?’

‘Dean,’ Fryer said. ‘That’s the only name I heard. Dean…’

‘So, somebody called Dean in Deptford.’ Thorne nodded. ‘I’m going to 
need a bit more than that, Keith.’

‘I don’t know any more.’

Thorne turned as though to confer with the man from Trading Standards again.

‘Oh for God’s sake… look, he might have been a drug dealer.’

‘Might have been?’

‘He mentioned it,’ Fryer said. ‘When he bought the car. Saying he 
didn’t want anything flashy, like a drug dealer’s car, all that. He kept 
going on about it. He never liked blokes who did all that.’

‘But he wouldn’t mind one of them putting him up?’

‘No, I don’t suppose so.’ Fryer was starting to look pale and flustered. 
He loosened his tie a little more. ‘Look, this is just me putting two and two 
together.’

Thorne turned to the man behind him, who was no more a Trading Standards 
officer than he was. The man gave a small nod.

It might be nothing. It might be enough.

Seeing there was a chance that he’d finally given his visitors what they 
wanted, Fryer sat back and sighed. ‘Now will you please piss off and leave me 
alone.’ He clamped two hands to his chest. ‘I’m on tablets, you know.’

Thorne stood up. ‘Just out of interest, what did Mercer pay you for that 
piece-of-shit Astra?’

‘Fifteen hundred,’ Fryer said.

Thorne shook his head. ‘Scared to death of him, but you were still happy to 
rip him off.’ He stepped towards the door. ‘You know what, if he wasn’t 
already dead, I’d be suggesting you might want to take a nice, long 
holiday.’

Walking back across the lot, Thorne’s partner stopped to tuck the fake ID 
he’d knocked up on his computer that morning beneath the Clio’s windscreen 
wiper. ‘Think you’ve got something to work with there,’ he said. 
‘Decent lead.’

Thorne was already thinking hard about it, trying to decide which way to go 
next. ‘There’s a lot of drug dealers in Deptford,’ he said.

‘Can’t be too many called Dean, can there?’

‘We’ll see.’

‘Talking of names… why “John Williams”?’

‘It was that or “Hank Cash”,’ Thorne said.

The man grinned, and didn’t stop talking about what a good team he and Thorne 
had made until they had reached the car. Thorne looked up and down the road, 
checking to make sure that Neil Hackett’s BMW wasn’t parked somewhere close 
by. Now he was watching out for it everywhere he went, waiting for Hackett to 
pop up again. He half expected the DCI to be waiting for him whenever he got 
home.

Thorne opened the doors and thanked the man with him for helping out.

Ian Tully said, ‘Any time you want, mate. I haven’t enjoyed myself that 
much in ages.’





SIXTY-ONE





Hendricks changed out of his scrubs and walked back to the office he shared 
with three other pathologists at Hornsey mortuary. He made a quick call and 
spent a few minutes responding to emails. He put the kettle on for coffee. He 
looked up at the Arsenal Legends calendar above his desk, then checked his 
phone to see if there were any messages from the man he’d swapped numbers 
with in a bar the previous weekend.

He hadn’t fancied him that much anyway.

He tried to forget the face of the girl whose body he had just finished so 
carefully taking apart and crudely stitching up again. The blackened tattoo of 
track marks on arms, legs, belly, tongue. The small, shrivelled heart that had 
eventually become too diseased to beat.

Half an hour until the next one and a couple more before the end of the day.

‘You got a minute, Phil?’

Hendricks had been grateful for the knock on the door and surprised to find 
Dave Holland on the other side of it. He offered him coffee and Holland said he 
was fine, that he hadn’t got long. He dragged one of his colleagues’ chairs 
across and told Holland to make himself at home.

‘Everything OK?’

‘Well, I’m a bit all over the place to tell you the truth.’

‘What?’

‘Thorne.’

Hendricks laughed, but Holland seemed in no mood to see the funny side of 
anything.

‘I thought it was all over,’ he said. ‘The Mercer thing.’

‘Yeah, I know,’ Hendricks said. ‘He’s alive… no, he’s dead… no, 
he’s alive again.’

Holland picked at a loose thread on his tie. ‘I mean once they find out who 
Mallen really is and they ID the body in the car, hopefully they’ll be able 
to get it sorted, but in the meantime… he’s still going to be chasing about 
like a one-man Murder Squad. Well, not one man, that’s the bloody point, 
isn’t it? One man and his stupid mates.’

‘Relax, Dave,’ Hendricks said. ‘I’ve been through all this with him and 
he’s done with it.’

Holland looked up. ‘You reckon?’

A trolley clattered past outside; two mortuary assistants chatting as they 
passed the door.

‘Why are you talking to me about this?’

Now, there was the thinnest of smiles. ‘If I tell Sophie any of it she’ll 
tear me a new one.’

‘Kitson?’

‘Yeah, well… she’s sort of in the same place I am.’

‘Which is where, exactly?’

‘I’ve still got twenty-five years ahead of me in this job,’ Holland said. 
‘More, maybe. I’ve got a kid and I want to have another one and… I mean, 
it’s all right for him, isn’t it? What’s he got to lose?’ He glanced up 
at Hendricks’ calendar. ‘He’s like some star player who everybody thinks 
is washed up, and now he’s dreaming about coming off the bench and scoring 
the winner in the last minute.’

‘Spurs player though,’ Hendricks said. ‘Never Arsenal.’

‘I’m serious, Phil. There’s cases I’ve neglected because of this, the 
cases I’m being paid to work on. The ones I’m not going to get chucked off 
the force for working on.’

Hendricks sighed. ‘I don’t know what to tell you, mate. It’s really him 
you should be—’

‘I spoke to that bloke whose mother drowned herself, didn’t I?’ Holland 
waited for a nod of acknowledgement, began counting off on his fingers. ‘I 
found out who Terry Mercer was, went through the files, like he asked me. I 
looked through all the trial records, gave him his list of potential victims. I 
told him when there were new ones, names and addresses, I did all that. I 
traced Mercer’s car and checked the CCTV footage when he asked me to, but 
then he asked me to go into the ANPR system… into another system, and that 
just seemed like a step too far. Like we’d finally reached the point where he 
really didn’t give a monkey’s how much trouble anyone got themselves into 
for him.’ He shook his head. ‘I had to draw a line somewhere, you know? I 
mean… don’t you reckon?’

Hendricks stared at Holland, watched him sit back and close his eyes and swear 
under his breath. The jaw muscles were tensing beneath his skin. He looked 
wretched.

‘What have you done, Dave?’





SIXTY-TWO





Thorne’s first morning back on early shift was relatively uneventful.

The previous night’s drunk and disorderlies were released and the burglaries 
followed up. A supermarket trolley was removed from the front window of a shoe 
shop. The manager of Boots opened up to discover that every drug on the 
premises had been stolen in the early hours and a car that had escaped pursuit 
across half the borough was found burned out behind the leisure centre. A 
missing girl was located and both her parents arrested. A woman attacked after 
refusing to make her husband something to eat at midnight was off the critical 
list, while an RTA that had resulted in serious injury due to the actions of 
the coked-up teenage girl behind the wheel was now being treated as a 
manslaughter enquiry as the victim had died overnight.

Not remotely uneventful, Thorne thought, for any of those involved.

He spent an hour writing reports, then he and Christine Treasure took a car out.

As was usually the case on a routine patrol, if there were no incidents that 
required their attendance they called in at several of the other stations in 
the borough. Tea at one place or a sandwich mid-shift; five minutes for a fag 
and a catch-up with colleagues at another.

Catford, Sydenham, Brockley, Deptford.

At each station, Thorne contrived to find a few minutes alone with someone he 
could chat to about the local drug dealers. He took care to slip it casually 
into conversation; just wanting to know, while he remembered, which of them 
they might have had dealings with. He mentioned a name he’d heard in passing, 
just to see if it rang any bells.

Nobody at any of the stations knew anything about a drug dealer called Dean. 
Not one of the four different officers he talked to during a longer than normal 
stop-off at Deptford. A couple offered to ask around for him, but Thorne 
assured them it wasn’t important.

‘Might be something, probably bugger all,’ he said.

Driving back to Lewisham for lunch, Christine Treasure said, ‘How come 
you’ve got such a spring in your step today?’

‘News to me,’ Thorne said.

She grinned. ‘Saturday night leg-over was it?’

‘A gentleman never tells.’

As it happened, he and Helen had done nothing more energetic the previous 
evening than answer the door to the pizza delivery man and point the TV remote, 
and later on Alfie had been the one sweating and wriggling in bed. Thorne still 
had very fond and vivid memories of the night before that, though, despite the 
slapstick with his injured hand.

Treasure reached to poke him in the arm. ‘Come on then.’

‘Just enjoying my job,’ Thorne said.

Treasure grinned even more.

Walking out of the rain into the station a few minutes later, Thorne was 
approached by PC Nina Woodley. She handed Thorne a tatty-looking coloured 
envelope with his name scribbled on the front.

‘I ran into that kid, 2-Tone,’ she said. ‘The one that took a pop at you 
a couple of weeks back. He said to give you that.’

Thorne glanced at Treasure and saw that she was clearly every bit as desperate 
as Woodley to know what the envelope contained. He hadn’t said anything about 
making the bail order disappear and would tell her the same thing he’d told 
the custody sergeant if she ever asked. He wandered away towards his office, 
leaving Treasure and Woodley nattering, then opened the envelope and pulled out 
a scrap of paper torn from a spiral-bound notepad.

Dennison had clearly heard the good news from his solicitor.



this don’t make me your bitch



The station canteen had long since ceased to be somewhere officers went to 
queue up for reheated shepherd’s pie and jam roly-poly. These days the 
shutters at the serving hatch were down more often than not and officers and 
civilian staff only went in to buy snacks or drinks from the vending machines. 
At mealtimes, they went in to watch the TV in the corner and eat the food 
they’d brought in from home or from one of the shops outside.

Thorne bought himself a burger in the shopping precinct, walked back to the 
station with it and found himself a table in the corner.

It was twenty minutes before the woman he was hoping to see walked in.

He watched her sit down and take a can of Diet Coke and a Tupperware container 
from a plastic bag. He waited until she’d peeled the lid off and dug a fork 
in once or twice before he wandered across and asked if he could join her.

She looked up, reddened. Said, ‘Yeah, course.’

Jenny Quinlan was a young trainee detective constable with CID. Thorne had 
spoken to her once or twice, before running into her at a crime scene in Forest 
Hill a few months earlier. What had appeared to be a domestic murder had become 
something rather more headline-worthy, when it emerged that the victim had been 
responsible for abducting and killing two teenage girls.

Something had bothered Thorne about that case at the time. Things that had 
refused to add up. He had kept his concerns to himself though; still only a 
week or two back in uniform and wary of rocking the boat.

He thought about what he’d spent the last few weeks doing. That early 
reticence had vanished quickly enough.

He asked Quinlan what she was eating. She showed him what was in her lunchbox 
and moaned about having to eat salad to keep her weight down. He told her 
she’d have no need to eat rabbit food if she came back to uniform, that nine 
hours a day lugging a stone of Met vest and belt kit around was the best diet 
he could think of. She laughed and said the problem was the 20 per cent 
discount police officers got from Nando’s and Domino’s Pizza.

‘Can’t resist cake or a bargain,’ she said. ‘That’s my trouble.’

They chatted for a few more minutes about nothing in particular. It was enough 
for Thorne to establish that she was still a trainee. Still eager to please.

‘So how are you finding it?’ he asked.

‘It’s good,’ she said. She tucked a strand of dark hair behind her ear. 
In a grey skirt and a white blouse that was perhaps a little small for her, she 
was doing her best to look confident and on top of her game, but something 
suggested that she did a fair amount of bluffing.

Thorne puffed out his cheeks. ‘Not all the time.’

‘No. Not all the time.’ She took another forkful of salad. ‘Some of the 
people, the politics.’

‘You get past that,’ Thorne said. ‘It’s the other stuff. The stuff that 
makes you want to do the job in the first place. It’s having to give up 
thinking you can make a difference.’

‘Yeah.’ She put her fork down, reddening again. ‘Stupid, right?’

‘Not stupid, but you need to accept that you probably won’t.’ He 
shrugged. ‘The best you can do is help. Clean up. There’s nothing wrong 
with that, by the way. It’s a good enough reason to get up every day.’

‘So, how do you deal with it?’ Quinlan asked. ‘You just become immune?’

‘You… get used to it, which isn’t the same thing. Not completely, though, 
and you shouldn’t.’ Thorne looked across at some of the men and women at 
other tables. Talking, laughing; others that needed time alone for one reason 
or another. ‘The day you stop feeling disgusted or angry or afraid, the day 
when you stop feeling like you want to hurt somebody, or hold them. That’s 
the day you need to be honest with yourself and admit that you’re probably in 
the wrong job.’ He smiled. ‘Probably…’

Quinlan nodded, thinking about it. She ate another mouthful, pulled a face and 
took a sip from her can. ‘So, how are you finding it?’ She looked at him. 
‘You were a DI with the Murder Squad, weren’t you?’

Of course, she knew, and Thorne was counting on the fact; counting on the kudos 
it might give him in the eyes of an ambitious trainee.

‘Yes, I was…’ He could see that she was waiting for him to explain why he 
was sitting there in uniform. Instead he lowered his voice and leaned closer. 
Said, ‘I was wondering if you might be able to help me with something.’

She looked pleased, though not particularly surprised. He had finished his 
lunch by the time he’d come over after all, and he’d made it clear enough 
that he wasn’t flirting with her. Not obviously, at any rate.

She said, ‘Sure, if I can.’

Thorne told her that he was keen to talk to a particular drug dealer, but that 
he didn’t have enough information. He suggested that she might know someone 
who could let him have the details he needed. He said that he wanted it done 
quietly, that he needed to be sure about a few things before he took it higher 
up and that he’d heard she might be the right person to help.

‘Word gets about,’ he said.

She tried not to look too thrilled and thought about it while she pushed the 
contents of her Tupperware container around. Then she nodded. ‘I can think of 
a couple of people I might be able to talk to. There’s a lad on Drug 
Enforcement I’m pretty matey with.’

He thanked her, said, ‘No problem if you can’t.’

Thorne scribbled down his mobile number on a piece of paper Quinlan dug from 
her bag and the twinge of guilt at using her so blatantly was shunted aside by 
the sobering realisation that he was doing much the same as the man he was 
after. Mercer had called in favours or demanded them; for somewhere to stay, 
for help tracing his victims, for a car. Thorne wondered why so many people 
were doing favours for him. He couldn’t believe that any of them were afraid 
of him and he was damned sure it wasn’t respect. Was he just a… bully?

Thorne surreptitiously checked his watch. He wanted to go, but thought he 
should probably wait until Quinlan had finished eating. After a few more 
mouthfuls she pushed the container away.

‘I can’t eat any more of that,’ she said. She looked at the empty 
Styrofoam box in front of Thorne. ‘Might have to dash across to your burger 
place.’

Thorne patted his Met vest. ‘You can borrow this if you like.’

She pulled a face. ‘Not with this skirt.’

‘I don’t think it suits me either,’ Thorne said.





SIXTY-THREE





Mercer doesn’t mind the rain.

If he was to tell anyone that, they’d presume it was because it’s been so 
long since he was out in it. Felt the raindrops on his face, whatever. Same 
with snow, same with bloody sunshine come to that, but the fact is it’s just 
because it’s never really bothered him. Obviously there were things he missed 
when he was inside, but you can’t just come out and start devouring those 
experiences like a madman. The food, the booze, the women. Some do, of course, 
a few go well over the top, but they’re usually the ones who find themselves 
back behind bars before they’ve had a chance to sober up.

You need to ease back into it.

It is nice to be out and about though. It would hardly be natural if wide open 
spaces weren’t a bit more attractive to him than poky rooms, or if time on 
his own wasn’t more precious than being jammed up close to other people. No 
point being stupid, time inside does change a person.

For now, he’s happy enough walking and getting wet. He’s had things to do 
of course, which is probably another reason he hasn’t gone bonkers as far as 
all that other stuff goes. Arrangements to make, and there’s still a few bits 
and bobs that need attending to if he’s going to be around long enough to 
enjoy a bit of wine, women and song. Maybe even meet someone one day, who knows.

It had been worth a try, that business with the car and Jeffers. The thief 
takers are clearly a bit brighter than they were in his day, plus there’s all 
that new technology, CSI stuff, which is why he’s been so cautious about 
fingerprints and what have you up to now. Probably no need to be quite as 
careful any more though. He knows that if they’ve worked out who was dangling 
from that banister they’ll be looking for him by now.

Course, he knows there’s been at least one person on to him for a while.

A Woodentop, too, of all things. One with as much of a point to prove as he 
does, by the sounds of it. A man with a mission.

In the end, he’d decided against going into that church. Worked out that when 
it comes to the ‘big’ questions, worrying about it too much is only going 
to do your head in, and anyway, there were probably just as many answers in the 
bottom of a pint pot. He’ll find out what comes afterwards when it’s time.

For now, he’s still got a life to live.

Mercer walks down the hill and stops opposite a nice terraced house near the 
park. Even from here, he can hear the odd squeal of excitement coming from 
inside.

He puts his hood up and waits.

He doesn’t mind the rain, but it’s a pain in the arse trying to keep the 
camera dry.





SIXTY-FOUR





Thorne was away from the station just after five thirty and his radio stayed on 
the passenger seat next to him, spitting its staccato bursts of chatter and 
hiss as he negotiated rain and rush-hour traffic on his way to Deptford. He 
switched between the different Borough frequencies every few minutes, listened 
to voices he had begun to recognise. He had become used to the near-constant 
burble of these broadcasts from across the city. It had started to feel like a 
lifeline.

He was listening carefully for those same two words as usual.

Chances were, of course, that if and when they came, they would have nothing to 
do with what Terry Mercer was doing. There were plenty of ways to die in London 
and, like Thorne had told Hendricks, Mercer might be long gone by now. Still 
the possibility remained that as far as the process of tying up loose ends 
went, getting rid of George Jeffers had only been the beginning.

That morning, Thorne had left a phone message for Frank Anderson.

He told him that Jeffers was dead. Told him that though he had singularly 
failed to keep his head down in the toilets a few nights earlier, it might be a 
very good idea to do so now.

‘Why don’t you get gone and stay that way?’ Thorne had said. ‘Do 
everyone a favour.’

If Mercer had begun to work his way through a new list, it might well include 
those who had provided somewhere to stay while he was crossing out the names on 
the last one. If Frank Anderson was in danger, then the man Thorne was on his 
way to see was probably not safe either. A good many ifs, but it was certainly 
what Thorne was planning to tell him.

He glanced at the note stuck to the dashboard; a postcode scribbled down from 
the text Quinlan had sent just before the end of his shift.

A name and an address.

Hope this is what you’re looking for. Let me know if you need anything else. 
JQx

The house was on a quiet road two turnings off Deptford High Street. It was a 
mid-sized semi; unassuming enough, but ideally situated within easy reach of 
station, park and primary school, as well as being close to half a dozen 
top-notch locations for the buying and selling of cocaine and heroin.

Thorne doubted that Dean Leonard had specified those requirements when he’d 
first spoken to the estate agent.

He parked a few houses along and walked back. There were no cars parked on the 
large drive and no sign of life inside, but he rang the bell anyway. He looked 
up and noticed the security camera above the door, the red light winking.

He jogged back to the BMW to wait.

He turned the radio down a little and listened to the six o’clock news, 
followed by a comedy programme that was only marginally funnier. He listened to 
the rain on the roof and to a bluegrass compilation which lifted his mood a 
little. Then, as it began to get dark, he drove back to the High Street and 
bought himself chicken and chips, which he ate in the car.

Some time later, he called Helen and told her that he could not say exactly 
what time he would be getting back. Not for a while, anyway. When she asked 
why, he told her that he was waiting for a drug dealer to get home and she 
didn’t ask any more.

He hadn’t lied, which he told himself was the important thing.

It was nearly five hours since Thorne had arrived when a white Range Rover 
Evoque with a personalised number plate passed him, slowed and indicated to 
pull into the drive. There was a woman driving and a child was in the passenger 
seat. The rear windows were tinted.

He waited ten minutes more, then walked quickly back through the rain to the 
house. A security light came on as he approached the front door and he had to 
ring twice before it was answered.

‘Is Dean in?’ Thorne had his warrant card at the ready.

The woman was in her early thirties and glamorous; the sort Thorne guessed 
would change and put on full make-up to visit the supermarket. Her eyes dropped 
for a second to the warrant card. ‘No,’ she said. ‘He isn’t.’

‘You’d be Mrs Leonard, would you?’

She nodded. She had only opened the door six inches or so and seemed content to 
glare at him from around it.

Thorne said, ‘Well, hopefully you’ll be able to help me. Shouldn’t take 
too long.’ He smiled, thinking that actually he might have better luck with 
the wife anyway. ‘I was wondering if you’d had any houseguests lately?’

‘Any what?’

‘People to stay. In your house.’

She shrugged. ‘Had my in-laws here a couple of weeks ago.’

Thorne became aware of the child who might have been the one he had seen in the 
front seat of the car pushing at his mother, desperate to see who she was 
talking to. ‘Nobody else, then? Nobody Dean might have known?’

‘I said, didn’t I?’

‘Might only have been for a night or two.’

‘It’s my house, so I think I’d know.’

The child’s head suddenly appeared, waist high to his mother as he shoved 
himself into the gap. She tried to push him back.

‘Does he mean the old man?’ the boy said.

Thorne looked straight at the woman. ‘Yes, I mean the old man.’

The woman peered over Thorne’s shoulder, as though desperate to see her 
husband turning into the drive or perhaps afraid of exactly that. She said, 
‘I don’t have to talk to you,’ and tried to close the door.

Thorne’s foot stopped it.

‘What’s your game?’

‘Sorry,’ Thorne said. ‘Big feet.’

‘Really?’ She narrowed her eyes as she opened the door further and stood 
square on to him. She was clearly happy enough to scrap, well used to dealing 
with the likes of Thorne. ‘Well that doesn’t mean what a lot of people 
think it means.’

The boy moved close to her, sensing the conflict.

‘If this old man’s who I think he is,’ Thorne said, ‘he’s killed 
seven people since he came out of prison and now he’s started getting rid of 
the people who helped him out while he was doing it. People who did him 
favours. We found the first one the other night.’

Thorne stood on the doorstep getting wet and watched the woman’s face tighten 
and pale a little beneath the pancake.

‘He gave me some sweets,’ the boy said.

‘Did he?’ Thorne said. ‘That’s nice.’

‘I need to call Dean.’ The woman looked towards the road again. Her voice 
was a lot quieter once she’d caught her breath. ‘Warn him.’

‘Makes sense,’ Thorne said. ‘Now, have you got any idea where he went 
after he left you?’

‘No.’

‘He never said anything?’

‘I hardly saw him.’

‘You never heard him on the phone, anything like that?’

‘He stayed in his room.’

‘In my room,’ the boy said.

The woman said, ‘All right, darling,’ and tried to push her son back into 
the house. He took a step back and then came forward again.

‘I saw him using our phone.’

‘What?’

‘Did you?’ Thorne said.

‘He used our phone?’ The woman was glaring at her son. ‘When?’

‘Dad was out and you were in the garden,’ the boy said. ‘I saw him from 
the top of the stairs.’

Thorne leaned down towards the boy. ‘Did you hear what he said?’

The boy shook his head. Said, ‘He’s got a very quiet voice.’ His own 
voice dropped to a whisper. ‘Very quiet…’

Thorne stood up again and stared at the boy’s mother. She was running a hand 
through her hair, the other curled tight around the edge of the door, 
fingernails whitening. ‘You know it’s easy enough to get your phone 
records, don’t you?’ He smiled. ‘Yeah, of course you do. Thing is though, 
it’s stupidly time-consuming, filling in all the forms, getting them signed 
off… even getting the money agreed, because the phone companies make us pay 
for all that stuff now. Takes bloody ages and the simple fact is, the sooner we 
find this man, the quicker Dean will be really safe.’

The woman thought for ten, fifteen seconds, looked towards the road again. She 
said, ‘I think I’ve got a phone bill.’





SIXTY-FIVE





The car still smelled of chips, so Thorne opened the window as soon as he got 
back in. Soaking, he took out his phone and stared at it, waiting for his heart 
rate to settle just a little before he made the calls. He knew that Dean 
Leonard’s wife would have been on the phone to her old man before the 
security light on her drive had gone out and, sitting there, he half expected 
to hear the squeal of tyres and see the flashy car that Mercer had mentioned to 
Keith Fryer come tearing around the corner.

A big Lexus maybe, or a Porsche Cayenne. A Hummer if the bloke was a complete 
knob.

DEAN0 100

He pushed the water out of his hair and looked at the two numbers he had copied 
from the phone bill the Leonards had received only a week before. The two 
mobile numbers that the wife had not recognised.

He wound the window back up.

Were these the numbers of people Mercer had stayed with later on, or gone to 
for help in some other way? Were they now taking up space on a new list of 
potential victims?

He called the first number, his own withheld, listened to it ring.

‘Hello…’

‘I was given this number by Terry Mercer,’ Thorne said.

‘Terry who?’

There was genuine confusion in the voice. Pub sounds in the background. Thorne 
just said, ‘Wrong number,’ and hung up.

He dialled the second number.

‘Yeah?’

‘I was given this number by Terry Mercer.’

A pause, just a small one. ‘Never heard of him.’

‘Really?’

The line went dead.

Thorne imagined the man who had just hung up on him staring at his handset, 
alarmed and unsure what to do. Or perhaps he knew exactly what to do and was 
already stabbing at the keys as he tried to call Terry Mercer himself. Thorne 
sat with the BMW’s windows steaming up, struggling with what his own next 
move would be. Obvious enough, were this in any way legitimate, but as things 
stood…

The story he had told Dean Leonard’s wife about phone records was true up to 
a point, but when it came to circumnavigating the system, there were always 
ways and means. If it was important enough, a trace or even a tap on any number 
could be authorised, but ‘sneaky-beaky’ stuff meant going higher up. 
Ordinarily, his first port of call would be Chief Superintendent Trevor Jesmond 
and that was clearly out of the question. He thought about his old DCI, Russell 
Brigstocke, which might be possible, but having seen the strain it had put on 
Dave Holland, he was wary of bringing anyone else into the loop.

There were enough people he didn’t trust already.

He told himself he was being stupid even thinking about it, getting 
over-excited and ahead of himself. Now, it was down to him alone. He went into 
his phone’s settings to ensure that his own number would be displayed when 
the text was received.

Terry Mercer’s tying up a few loose ends. Think you might be one of them.

He pressed SEND.

He did not really expect that the man he had just spoken to would call back, 
not immediately anyway. But it felt good to have done something. He would keep 
on thinking and he would find some way to track down the owner of that phone. 
But whatever happened, he knew that as far as Terry Mercer went, he was closer 
than he had ever been.

Maybe only one call away.

Thorne started the car, switched his radio on again and began driving back 
towards Tulse Hill.



He held his breath for a few seconds when he turned into the road and saw Dave 
Holland’s car parked outside the block. Copper or not, it was rarely good 
news to come home and find a police officer waiting at your front door. The 
frozen moment of dread was not helped by the somewhat forced smile when Holland 
climbed out of his car and began running through the rain towards Thorne’s. 
The wave that was just a little too cheery when their eyes met.

Holland yanked open the passenger door and got in, shook away the rain and 
released a noise somewhere between a moan and a sigh.

‘What’s up, Dave?’

‘Listen.’ Holland took a deep breath and stared forward. ‘I need to come 
clean about something.’ He took another one. ‘I messed up, OK?’

Thorne knew what was coming. Those nagging suspicions had been spot on. He 
nodded. He had no right to be angry, no right to judge. He had no right to 
shout or smash Holland’s face down into the dashboard.

He said, ‘Let’s hear it then.’

‘When you asked me to put Mercer’s car into the ANPR?’ Holland turned to 
look at Thorne and shrugged. ‘I didn’t do it.’

‘I thought not,’ Thorne said. He was relieved that Holland’s confession 
had not been the one he was expecting. The relief quickly gave way to guilt 
that he had expected it at all. ‘So many of those cameras around, we’d 
surely have got a few hits.’

‘Yeah, we would, and we might have caught him by now, and I feel shit about 
it. I fucked up.’ Holland smacked a fist against his leg. ‘I chickened 
out.’

‘Dave—’

‘So, I’ve been working on it today.’ Holland turned further round in his 
seat. ‘I thought I might be able to get some hits another way. You know, see 
if we might at least be able to find out where he’d been. I ran the 
registration number through every system we’ve got. Borough databases, MIT, 
Traffic, everything… CRIMINT, HOLMES, the lot.’

‘Dave, it’s OK.’

‘I got something,’ Holland said.

Thorne saw the excitement on Holland’s face and the spark passed between 
them. He lifted his hand to what he thought was a raindrop crawling down past 
the nape of his neck. He waited.

‘PC on a night shift out of your place, a couple of weeks ago. A routine 
sweep of dogging sites.’

Thorne nodded. He knew what that meant, having done it himself with Christine 
Treasure when they were bored. Something to do when there was nothing important 
happening. Half an hour spent putting the wind up a pervert or two.

‘There’s a car park behind the industrial estate in Addington,’ Holland 
said. ‘Well known for it apparently.’

‘I know it.’

‘So, this PC approaches two men in a red Vauxhall Astra… our Vauxhall 
Astra. Nothing to get excited about, so he has a word, sends the pair of them 
on their way. Does the sensible thing and makes a note of the registration 
numbers, the Astra and the other bloke’s car on the other side of the car 
park.’

‘What kind of car?’

Holland told Thorne the colour, make and model.

‘My first thought was it must have been Jeffers, right? Meeting up so Mercer 
could get addresses off him, photos or whatever. Then I remembered that Yvonne 
had found a Travelcard, when she was looking through the clothes Jeffers left 
at that flat, so maybe he didn’t even have a car.’ He looked at Thorne. 
‘Long story short, I traced it and it’s… interesting.’

Thorne tried to swallow but it was tricky. ‘Interesting’ was not the word 
he would have chosen himself.

‘Guess who that car belongs to,’ Holland said. ‘Who was meeting up with 
Terry Mercer.’

But Thorne did not need telling. He had recognised the car as soon as Holland 
had described it.

It was one he had seen several times before.

Now, Thorne knew exactly where Neil Hackett had been getting his information.





SIXTY-SIX





Thorne put his shoulder against the door the moment it was opened and the man 
behind it staggered back, shouting and swearing, into his hallway. Thorne 
stepped in and slammed the door behind him. He watched Ian Tully clamp his hand 
to the side of his head where the edge of the door had made contact, then 
remove it and stare down at the blood on his fingers.

‘Fucker,’ Thorne said.

Tully’s dog appeared behind him and began to bark.

The ex-DCI’s hands became fists and his shoulders went back as if he were 
about to take Thorne on. Then he saw the look on Thorne’s face and turned 
towards the kitchen instead. Thorne stayed close behind him as he lurched away 
into the kitchen, shouting at the dog to be quiet, then snatching up a tea 
towel from the worktop before dropping down into a chair.

Thorne stepped to within a few feet of him and Tully moved as far back in the 
seat as was possible. He kept his head down, the tea towel pressed to the wound 
on the side of it. Even the dog, who had happily come to Thorne the last time 
he was in this room, now stayed close to the man in the chair, muzzle against 
his leg.

Thorne took a breath and jammed his fists into the pockets of his jacket.

‘So, here’s what I think you did,’ he said. ‘From the first time I told 
you what I was doing, you saw me as your way back in. God knows when, but you 
went to the MIT at Lewisham, because you knew that was the place I’d taken 
this in the first place. You told them you were on to a nice big murder case, 
but you didn’t tell them everything, because you wanted something to bargain 
with. Something you could use to wheedle your way back into the Job. You told 
them just enough, told them that I was putting it together, that I’d 
connected the murders, but you didn’t tell them about Mercer.’ He paused, 
moved a little closer. ‘Are you listening?’

Tully raised his head.

‘Problem was, you weren’t quite as indispensable as you thought, because 
you’d given Hackett plenty. He knew he could get the rest himself just by 
sticking close enough so that I’d lead him to the killer. He didn’t need 
you, did he? Didn’t need to offer you anything. Told you to piss off, I’m 
guessing, same way he told me.’

Tully muttered something.

‘What?’

‘Arrogant arsehole.’

‘Oh for sure, but he’d got your number, hadn’t he?’

‘Same as he had yours.’

‘This isn’t about me.’

‘I just wanted to be useful again,’ Tully said. ‘Don’t tell me that 
doesn’t ring a bell.’

‘Don’t try and make me feel sorry for you.’ Thorne spat the words out and 
moved closer still. ‘Don’t even think about it.’

Tully sat up a little straighter. He took the tea towel away from his head and 
tossed it aside. ‘You’re younger than me and probably a bit fitter, so if 
it’s going to make you feel better to give me a pasting then you might as 
well get on with it.’ He held out his arms in invitation. ‘See, I 
couldn’t care less how upset you are because I was only doing what I had to. 
Trust me, the last thing I want is sympathy from the likes of you, but look at 
this place! I’m skint and I’m bored stupid and yeah, I’m pissed off at 
being ignored and stepped over and looked down on by kiddie coppers with poncy 
degrees. I saw a way out, so I took it. I tried to take it.’ Tully dropped a 
hand down to his dog’s head. He was starting to sound a little more relaxed. 
‘I went to the proper authorities and told them that a rogue officer was 
making illicit enquiries. I offered to help. I don’t think I’m the one 
that’s done anything wrong. I’m certainly not the one who’s done anything 
he might get arrested for.’

The dog lay down with a contented sigh. The boiler in the corner of the room 
was grumbling quietly.

‘You think that’s why I’m here?’ Thorne asked. ‘You think that’s 
the reason I’m this close to redecorating this shithole with your face?’

Tully looked at him.

‘Hackett wasn’t the only one you talked to, was he?’

Thorne stepped away and began to walk slowly around the room, into the kitchen 
area and then back. It was the sort of thing he’d done in interview rooms, 
that Tully had almost certainly done in his time. It was something coppers did, 
a tactic designed to intimidate, but Thorne’s reasons were purely practical. 
Standing as close to Tully as he had been, the desire to punch him into the 
middle of next week had become overwhelming. Thorne certainly had every 
intention of doing so, but not before he’d said what he’d come to say.

Not before Tully understood why.

‘Once Hackett had knocked you back, you found yourself another way to make 
some money. A lot more money, I’m guessing. Playing both sides against the 
middle, that’s probably the nicest way I can think of putting it.’

‘Hang on a minute—’

‘The only thing I’m not quite sure of is what Terry Mercer was thinking,’ 
Thorne said. ‘Maybe he just thought you were more useful to him alive, though 
I’ve got to tell you it’s looking like he might well have changed his mind 
about that.’

‘What’s that mean?’

‘Or maybe it was because you were the one person he couldn’t threaten. Not 
the same way he threatened all the others anyway, because the fact is there 
isn’t a single soul that gives a toss about you, is there? Nobody you care 
about, either. I mean, yeah, you’ve got your poor old mum tucked up in some 
care home, but getting rid of her would have been doing you a favour, far as I 
can tell. So Terry Mercer came to you knowing you could help him or you offered 
to help in exchange for your life. Either way, he paid you for information.’

‘With what?’ Tully raised his arms again and stared wildly around the room. 
‘Where’s the money?’

‘You found out where his brother was, didn’t you? You gave him the 
address.’

‘What brother?’

‘The one who helped you put him away in the first place. The one you put into 
Witness Protection. What was it you said to me, first time we met? “I’ve 
still got plenty of contacts. Plenty of favours I can call in.” You called 
one in and gave the information to Mercer.’

Tully could do no more than shake his head.

‘OK, forget putting it nicely,’ Thorne said. ‘Accessory to murder, 
that’s what we’re talking about.’

‘I can’t see you having an easy time proving it.’ Tully was trying 
desperately to muster some last-gasp confidence. ‘Hackett told me you 
weren’t a great believer in evidence.’

Thorne walked slowly past him into the kitchen, stopped and stared out of the 
back door. ‘Well, he’s right. Aside from the report of the copper who took 
your registration number down when you met up with Mercer in that car park, 
I’ve got sod all.’ He began to walk back. ‘But who says I want to prove 
anything? Be a damn sight easier to let nature take its course. Lay off Mercer 
for a while and give him time to catch up with you. You know Jeffers is dead, 
right?’

‘Jesus…’

‘So I don’t think you’ll have very long to spend that money.’

As he passed Tully again, Thorne could see that he was about to cry. Or was 
doing his very best to make himself cry.

‘It just got out of hand,’ Tully said. ‘I swear.’

‘What?’

‘I thought he was just blowing off steam, you know?’

‘You knew him,’ Thorne said. ‘You knew what he was capable of.’

‘Yeah, but… I didn’t know there’d be that many.’

Thorne stopped, took a second, then turned fast and kicked Tully’s legs from 
beneath him as hard as he could, the tip of his DM flattening the meat of one 
calf and smashing into the back of the shinbone. Tully screamed as the dog 
jumped to its feet and began barking again.

Thorne heard his mobile chime in his pocket.

He stepped away and watched Tully slip, moaning, to the floor, pulling his legs 
up to his chest and pushing away the dog that continued to bark while it was 
scrambling to lick his face. Thorne pointed at the animal and yelled above the 
noise. ‘That is the only fucking friend you’ve got…’

He reached for his phone.

Thorne opened the message and felt his own legs begin to weaken when he looked 
at the single image it contained.

A photograph of Helen and Alfie.

There were other children in the background, standing on the path with parents 
or waiting in the doorway of the childminder’s house. Helen was waving to 
someone, her other hand holding tight to Alfie’s as they walked away, heading 
home.

The photo had been taken from the other side of the road.

Thorne leaned forward, readying himself for one more kick at Tully’s face.

Tully groaned and wrapped his arms around his head.

Thorne turned and ran for the door.





SIXTY-SEVEN





The seat he is lying on is sticky, smells of vomit, wet beneath his face.

Face down, back of a car.

A series of bumps and a swerve to the right, then a seemingly endless corner 
and his head is pressed into the door, the handle sharp against his skull. He 
struggles to inch away and is sick again.

He turns his face into the rank, sweating cushion, fighting to breathe.

Can’t move his hands…

He hears voices, distorted… two men. Two men in the front of the car, 
arguing. A voice he knows. One man says he doesn’t want to do this, says 
it’s stupid, keeps saying it until the other man tells him to shut up. The 
backs of their heads are washed orange every few seconds, light sliding across 
the cabin as the car passes beneath streetlamps, then light and weight shift as 
someone turns to look at him.

‘He’s coming round.’

He feels the moan vibrate in his throat, something tight inside his skull and 
burning where his arms are pulled back and held.

Tongue too thick to spit.

‘Hit him again.’

A shape looms, rises up from the front seat. An arm comes down and the pain 
explodes in a cascade which blazes for just a moment behind his eyes before it 
fades.

A grunt and a warm trickle running into his eye, and a phone starts to ring 
somewhere as he sinks back into the blackness, the sound warping as he falls 
fast away from it…

Helen’s face, and Alfie’s. A picture he thinks he should recognise, but he 
can’t quite place it and he doesn’t know why Helen is waving.

Hiss and babble, like voices from his radio.

do your bloody job

playing detective

listen to yourself

I know what you’re doing by the way

the whole lot’s going to unravel…

Drifting now through a dream or a memory; a bleached-out film of his mother and 
father at the beach. Jim Thorne’s looking at the paper while Maureen holds 
the towel in front so the boy can wriggle out of his trunks and back into his 
underpants and trousers. Sand sticking to his arms and legs and belly. Then his 
mother moves the towel just for a second, a quick flash of the boy’s pale 
backside which makes his father laugh and the boy shouts at him to be quiet and 
tells his mother not to be so bloody stupid.

Screaming at them both and there’s sand in his mouth.

Her favourite summer dress, white with small blue flowers.

The one she’s had since she was in her twenties, that she wears while she 
dances to Hank and Merle and Willie. That still fits her perfectly, but not for 
long. Nothing left of her by the end, so the funeral directors have to gather 
the material up, fasten it behind her back like she’s a shop dummy.

His father’s huge, smooth hands around the pages of the Daily Mirror.

Moving like a conductor’s, long fingers delicate through the air as he curses 
in the bar or at the bingo. Clawed with rage while he stamps around his 
kitchen, because no, he didn’t leave the stove on, Tom, because he isn’t a 
child and he knows how to work a fucking stove.

Faces floating in and out of shadow. His own name on lips that are twisted in 
fury, tight with despair, slack in confusion.

Hendricks, Holland, Helen, Alfie, Helen…

… and the face of a child he doesn’t recognise, as he tumbles mercifully 
further down into sludge and silence.



Moments or minutes or hours later, there are flickers of light again and 
suddenly there’s rain on Thorne’s face as he’s pulled from the car. Hands 
slide beneath his arms and haul him roughly to his feet. The two men drag him 
along in the dark, through long, wet grass and across concrete walkways.

His arms are still tied behind his back.

‘Stupid,’ says the man whose voice is familiar.

‘Five minutes, then you’re done,’ says the other one.

Thorne tries to struggle but there is nothing, not an ounce of strength in him.

There is traffic moving close by, lights somewhere above him, and suddenly it 
gets a lot brighter as he’s bundled through an entrance of some kind. A dirty 
white space with metal doors. They stop, waiting for something, holding him up 
as his feet paddle against the floor before urging him forward again into a 
space that’s even smaller.

Piss smells and spray paint.

The man in charge says, ‘Press it.’

Thorne’s guts lurch and heave suddenly and they let him drop to his knees, 
stepping back while he spits and coughs up what little is left in his stomach. 
He stays there for perhaps half a minute then is hauled back to his feet and 
out when the metal doors slide open.

‘Over there.’

One man steps forward to open a door in the corner, then comes back and helps 
the other one to bundle Thorne along a corridor that smells of damp and 
disinfectant. They crash through a second door, then moments later they’re 
moving up and Thorne’s shins smash against metal treads as he’s dragged up 
a short flight of stairs.

Now they’re in the open air, it’s blowing a gale and, save for the noise of 
the wind and the rain, it’s suddenly very quiet.

‘There.’

Thorne has a little more strength in his legs suddenly, but not quite enough to 
raise his head as he’s marched across a slippery cement floor and dropped on 
to his knees in front of a low wall. He takes a deep breath, then another. His 
eyes slowly begin to focus on the rough patterns of the brick, the shallow 
puddles of rainwater gathered around him.

‘Now you can piss off,’ says the man who was driving the car.

Thorne hears footsteps hurrying away, the clatter of them descending the metal 
staircase. Slowly, he shifts his shoulders, which have begun to cramp and 
spasm. He breathes through the pain in his arms and skull.

He starts to raise his head, then stops when something is jammed hard into the 
back of it.

A voice close to him says, ‘Know where you are?’





SIXTY-EIGHT





Hendricks sounded as though he had been asleep, but when Helen apologised for 
calling so late, he said that it was fine. He told her he would probably be up 
for hours yet, making notes for a lecture he was giving to students first thing 
the following morning.

‘Cellular adaptation to injury, regeneration and healing, and it’s not as 
interesting as it sounds. Trust me, it’s taking a lot of coffee to keep me 
awake.’

Helen grunted something like a laugh as she walked across to the window again, 
looked down at the street and watched for headlights. ‘I was just wondering 
if you’d heard from Tom,’ she said.

‘Since when?’

‘Tonight, I mean.’

‘I haven’t talked to him since Friday night.’

‘Right.’

‘Everything OK?’

‘I’m probably just being an idiot,’ she said. She walked across to the 
kitchen table, poured herself another half-glass of wine. She explained that 
she had last spoken to Thorne some time around eight, when he had told her that 
he would not be home for a while.

‘OK, so that was what…⁠?’

‘Four hours ago.’ It was now nearly midnight. Helen had been checking her 
watch every few minutes. She heard Hendricks hum, non-committal, clearly 
unconvinced that there was any problem at all. ‘I know, like I said, I’m 
being stupid… I mean he told me he was going to be late, right? Thing is, he 
tried to call me about half an hour ago and when I picked up there was nobody 
there. It just went dead. I’ve been calling him back, but now he’s not 
answering.’

‘He’s probably not got any signal.’

‘No, he’s definitely got a signal, because it’s ringing. It just rings 
out until it goes to his answerphone.’

‘You left a message?’

‘Yeah, I told him to call.’ Back to the window. She caught her breath as 
lights appeared, then released it when the car accelerated past. ‘Listen, 
sorry, Phil.’ She walked back to the table. ‘I’ll let you get back to 
your… what was it again?’

‘Did he sound all right when he called?’ Hendricks asked.

‘He told me he was waiting for some drug dealer.’

‘Well there you go then,’ Hendricks said. ‘They don’t tend to keep 
regular hours.’

‘He did sound a bit odd, though.’

‘Odd like… he was lying?’

‘No.’ Helen picked up her glass. ‘No, I don’t think so.’ She used the 
edge of the old T-shirt she was wearing to mop up the ring of moisture where 
the glass had been. ‘You don’t know what that’s about, do you?’

‘What?’

‘This drug dealer business.’

‘Not a clue,’ Hendricks said. ‘Must be something that came up today.’

‘But I mean, nothing to do with the suicides thing?’

‘Not as far as I know.’ The doubt was evident enough in Helen’s silence. 
‘Listen, I’d tell you if it was.’

‘Yeah, I know. Sorry.’

‘You ask me, he’s got his phone on silent and he’s stopped off for a 
kebab. That, or it was his own drug dealer he was waiting for. Maybe he’s 
just off his tits somewhere.’

‘I’ll call him again,’ Helen said.

‘Listen, call back if you’re still worried.’

Helen was swallowing a mouthful of wine, so did not have a chance to say that 
she wasn’t worried.

‘Or if you just want a natter, whatever,’ Hendricks said. ‘If you’re 
gagging to find out about cellular regeneration…’





SIXTY-NINE





‘Any idea?’ Mercer asked. ‘Go on, stand up, have a look around.’

With his hands still tied behind his back, Thorne had to lean his shoulder into 
the wall in front of him, use it to heave himself to his feet. It took half a 
minute, the pain in his arms, the pain everywhere causing him to cry out with 
the effort.

Then, looking out and down, he understood that it was not a wall.

The edge of a roof…

Through the rain he could see the cars a hundred feet or so below, uneven 
strings of light moving in a dozen different directions. The Shard rose up, 
shining in the distance. A little nearer, the beacon on Canary Wharf flashed 
away to the east and closer still he could see the spidery legs of the O2, 
squatting in the crook of the river ahead of him. Directly below, he saw the 
dark sprawl of smaller buildings and T-blocks, the walkways and rat-runs 
between them. To either side of him, a ten-storey block identical to the one he 
stood on top of. He could just make out figures in one or two lighted windows, 
the glow of TV sets and a necklace of coloured lanterns strung from a balcony.

He knew exactly where he was.

‘The Kidbourne,’ he said.

‘Spot on,’ Mercer said. ‘Don’t suppose you’ve ever seen it from this 
angle though.’

‘No…’

‘Can’t hear you.’

Thorne raised his voice above the noise of the wind and the rain. Said it again.

‘Turn round,’ Mercer said.

Thorne did as he was told and took half a step away from the edge.

‘I grew up here.’ Mercer used the gun he was holding to gesture with, 
waving it around, pointing with it. ‘Three floors below where we’re 
standing right now, as a matter of fact.’

He wore jeans and training shoes, a dark windbreaker buttoned up just below his 
chin. He had cut his white hair back to the scalp, but despite this, Thorne was 
surprised to see a face that seemed far from hard. The smile, wistful if 
anything, further softened a face that was fuller and less lined than he had 
expected and which looked almost pinkish in the bleed from the emergency lights 
dotted around the rooftop. An old man who would probably not merit a first 
look, let alone a second.

Then Thorne realised that he’d seen the face before. The old man the female 
PC had spoken to outside the house in Woolwich. The ‘friend’ of the man 
who’d been found hanged.

Mercer saw the recognition on Thorne’s face and smiled. ‘Well, me and him 
were pretty close at one time,’ he said.

Thorne narrowed his eyes against the stinging rain.

‘Mid-fifties when this place went up, it was paradise,’ Mercer said, 
looking around. ‘We thought we’d died and gone to heaven. Central heating, 
no damp, playgrounds for the kids, what have you. State of the art this place 
was back then. Social housing, that’s what they called it.’ He shook his 
head and the smile began to slip a little. ‘Social housing. Great big con, 
that’s what it was, and I’ll tell you something, it wasn’t very long 
before the cracks started showing and we knew we’d been cheated… before 
everything started rotting or breaking down, but it was all a bit late by 
then.’ He looked left then right, to the towers on either side. ‘Slums in 
the sky, that’s what they really were, but that was the whole point, wasn’t 
it? Basically, they were designed for the likes of us, for the “problem 
families”. Makes life that much nicer for everyone else if you round all the 
scum up and stick them in one place. Makes it easier to keep an eye on them. 
Who gives a shit if nothing works? Who cares if there’s no decent bus service 
and rats the size of dogs?’ He wiped the rain from his scalp with the flat of 
his free hand. ‘Brutalist, that’s what they call this style, isn’t it? 
Just chuck a shitload of steel and concrete at everything, no need to tart it 
up too much. Brutal buildings for brutal people to live in, right?’

Thorne said nothing. He tried to loosen whatever had been used to tie his 
hands, but there was no give in it.

‘Even more of a shithole now, isn’t it?’ He looked at Thorne. ‘No-go 
area for you lot, am I right? Gangs, whatever.’

‘Yeah, there are gangs,’ Thorne said.

‘Well, what do you expect? Vicious circle, isn’t it? You treat people like 
dirt they’re only going to behave one way.’

‘It’s not an excuse,’ Thorne said.

‘Come again?’

‘Any of that. Where you grew up. It’s not an excuse for what you’ve 
done.’

‘Never said it was.’ Mercer rolled his shoulders and adjusted the grip of 
the gun in his hand. ‘Just telling you the way things were.’

Thorne’s phone began to ring in his pocket. He and Mercer studied one another 
as it rang out and suddenly the minutes Thorne had lost started to come back to 
him. The blanks filled themselves in. He remembered running out of Tully’s 
flat and sprinting across the street to his car, reaching for his keys with one 
hand and trying to dial with the other. Helen’s phone had just begun to ring 
out when he’d become aware of the figure behind him and turned…

On the roof, his phone stopped ringing and there were a few seconds’ silence 
afterwards. Then the sound of the alert to signal that a message had been 
received.

‘Someone who’s worried about you?’ Mercer asked. ‘Someone you care 
about?’

The rainwater was running from Thorne’s hair into his eyes and, unable to use 
his hands, he did his best to shake it away. He said, ‘That’s not an excuse 
either.’

‘I don’t need excuses,’ Mercer said. ‘I have reasons.’

‘I know what those years in prison cost you. I know you didn’t have any 
visitors. Wife, kids…’

‘You know?’ The gun moved slightly in Mercer’s hand. ‘It’s easy to 
say that, but why don’t you let me know how you feel when you lose all the 
people you love?’ He smiled. ‘I mean obviously you won’t be able to, but 
you get the point.’

‘Blaming people changes nothing,’ Thorne said. The wind was blowing harder, 
whipping the rain into Thorne’s face, forcing him to raise his voice still 
further to make himself heard across the six or eight feet that separated him 
from the man with the gun. ‘Won’t bring your wife and kids back, will it?’

If Mercer was listening, he chose not to react. ‘The interesting thing is, 
I’m giving you a choice. Kind of choice I never had, but like you say, no 
point dwelling on ancient history. Now, you obviously saw that picture I sent 
you, the speed you came tearing out of Mr Tully’s.’

‘I saw it.’

‘Good, so you understand.’

‘If you go near them, I’ll kill you,’ Thorne said.

Mercer smiled. ‘I think you’ve got things arse-about-face, old son. I 
won’t be paying a visit to your nearest and dearest until after I’ve killed 
you. And only if you make me do that by refusing to kill yourself. Simple 
enough to grasp, I would have thought.’

‘Why should I believe you?’

Mercer’s chuckle was high and wheezy; nails on a blackboard. ‘Yeah, a 
couple of the others said something like that. Suggested I might be making 
empty threats, that I wouldn’t go through with it.’ He shrugged. ‘I just 
gave them a few more details, let them see I’d done my homework. You want to 
know what I’ve got in mind for your two?’

‘No…’

Ignoring him, Mercer calmly recited the address of Helen’s flat, the name and 
address of Alfie’s childminder. ‘I think I’ll do the boy first,’ he 
said. ‘Watch his mother’s face while she listens to him scream—’

‘OK,’ Thorne shouted, his voice breaking. ‘I believe you.’

‘Yeah.’ Mercer looked pleased. ‘That’s more or less what the others 
said.’

‘Please don’t hurt them.’

‘Quite a cutie, the little lad.’

‘Please…’

A small nod, as though a simple accommodation had been reached between them. 
‘Well, like I said, it’s entirely up to you. You can die having saved the 
people you love. The people who love you. Or, you can die knowing that you were 
responsible for their deaths.’ He scratched briefly at his neck with the 
barrel of the gun. ‘Funny really, because suicide used to be a sin, didn’t 
it? Eternal damnation, all that. But this way, you’re choosing to save lives 
while you take your own, so if there is anything waiting for you on the other 
side… well it’ll be a nice warm welcome, I expect.’ He waited, cocked his 
head. ‘Come on, it’s no choice at all really.’

The roar of a jet on its way into City Airport drowned out Mercer’s voice 
right at the end. Simple enough to make out what he’d said though.

‘Is it?’

Thorne lowered his head, then was bent over violently by a sudden attack of dry 
heaves and retching. He coughed and spat. When he lifted his head again, he was 
shaking it.

‘Good,’ Mercer said, waving the gun. ‘So, up you get.’

Thorne turned and moved slowly forward, until his feet were pressed against the 
brick. He had to wait for the gap between involuntary gulps of cold, wet air 
before he could get the word out.

‘Can’t…’

‘Yeah, sorry,’ Mercer said. ‘Stupid.’

Thorne heard Mercer moving towards him. He felt the barrel of the gun against 
his head again, then the rough tug on his shoulders as whatever was binding his 
hands behind his back was cut away. He heard Mercer step back. He massaged the 
cramp in his shoulders and rubbed at the welts on his wrists.

‘On you go…’

The first step up was hard, but the second – the one that actually lifted him 
on to the ledge and to within inches of what lay beyond it – was more 
terrifying than anything Thorne had ever experienced. He badly wanted to close 
his eyes but knew that balance would be impossible if he did. He fought to 
control the urge to void his bowels and bladder, at the same time knowing such 
a worry was foolish, pointless.

‘Almost there,’ Mercer said.

The ledge was no more than a foot wide, smooth and slippery. The toes of his 
shoes hung over it as he squatted, clinging to the edges of the bricks with his 
fingers.

‘This is the trickiest bit, you ask me. Once you actually step out, it’s a 
piece of cake.’

Thorne let go of the edge and grabbed it again, let go and grabbed… then 
slowly, an inch or so at a time, he began to get to his feet. The wind pushed 
harder at him the higher he rose. He used his arms, windmilling to steady 
himself against the force of it, the weight of the rain, heavier against one 
side of him, and the convulsions that shook his body from head to toe every few 
seconds. Head swimming as he forced it up a little further into the blackness, 
further from his feet, further from anything solid. Pausing for long, desperate 
seconds and struggling for control of his limbs, while the rain stung and the 
breath sang like a tea-kettle out of him, until finally he was standing.

Then he took a few moments and looked down, and suddenly everything was nice 
and still and simple.

His face was slick with rain, snot and tears. The ground a little blurry down 
there, soft even.

It was not that far to fall, not really.

Not when he thought about how far he’d fallen already.

He had lied without thinking. He had believed those closest to him, all of 
them, capable of betrayal. He had become mistrustful and devious and worst of 
all, he had put lives at risk. He had been willing to take a chance on the 
safety of others for his own ends. He had become the worst type of copper there 
was.

A fucking glory-hunter.

He lifted his toes, then stretched them, and the tips of his shoes moved a 
little further out across the ledge.

Yes, he had been lost and unhappy, exiled from a life he had loved, the job 
that had got his blood pumping every morning. They were not excuses, though, he 
didn’t have them any more than Terry Mercer.

There could be no excuses.

He rose up on to tiptoes, lifted his arms a foot or so away from his sides.

Most importantly of all, who the hell would miss him?

Now he closed his eyes, and behind them was the picture of Helen and Alfie. She 
might as well have been waving goodbye.

This would be the last decent thing he could do for them…

‘Put the gun down, Terry.’

‘Fuck are you?’

‘Put it down…’

Raised above the rush of the wind and the rain and the babble inside his own 
head, it took Thorne a few seconds to realise that the voices were real.

‘Listen to me, Tom. Just turn round and get off the ledge, nice and easy.’

‘No!’

‘Do it, Tom…’

Thorne moved each foot a few inches at a time, tried to keep his upper body as 
still as possible, his weight evenly distributed. He turned slowly around until 
finally he was staring back across the roof, towards the door through which he 
had been dragged a few minutes, a lifetime before.

The figure was in shadow, but the size of him was unmistakable.

‘Down you come, Tom,’ Hackett shouted.

Mercer had turned the gun towards the newcomer, but now he wheeled and levelled 
it at Thorne again. He shook his head. Said, ‘Only one way down for you, 
son.’

Hackett stepped smartly forward into the light. ‘There are firearms officers 
in position on top of both the other towers.’ He nodded once towards each 
block, the wind whipping the bottom of his long coat around his legs. ‘You 
understand? The inspector goes over the edge, they fire. They get so much as a 
hint that you’re going to use that gun on either of us, they fire. A 
pre-arranged signal from me… see how this works, Terry? Now drop the gun, 
kneel down and put your hands behind your head.’

Mercer shifted his position, stepping carefully back and to his left until he 
was side on to Thorne and Hackett, with a good view of each. ‘Now, let’s 
just think about this for a minute,’ he said. ‘Shall we?’ He slowly moved 
the gun back and forth between the two of them.

‘Come on, Tom. Get down.’

Eyes on the gun as it moved, Thorne took a breath and jumped down on to the 
roof. Mercer snapped his arm round and trained the gun on him.

‘Terry!’ Hackett raised his hands when the gun swung quickly back round to 
him. ‘Listen to what I’m saying now. The men on those buildings don’t 
need an excuse, all right?’

Slowly, Thorne eased his hand into the pocket of his jacket and felt for the 
switches on his radio. He turned it on, then moved his finger to the top of the 
unit and pushed the ‘Oh Shit’ button.

‘What do you think scares me more?’ Mercer shouted. ‘Going back inside 
for the rest of my life, or a bullet between the eyes?’

‘I know which one scares me,’ Hackett said. ‘So let’s get rid of the 
gun.’ He was coming gradually closer, every bit as focused on the gun as 
Thorne was. His eyes left Mercer’s for just a moment, flashed to Thorne’s.

A nod.

‘Seriously,’ Mercer said. He lowered the gun a few inches. ‘That’s no 
more of a choice than I gave your mate.’

‘Everyone wants to live,’ Hackett said.

‘You think?’

‘Every one of the people you killed.’

‘What about them?’

‘Didn’t they beg for their lives at the end?’

‘Not the same thing.’ Mercer thought for a few seconds, slowly shifting his 
weight from one foot to the other. ‘Besides which, it doesn’t really matter 
anyway, because I’m not sure I believe you.’

‘Believe what you—’

Mercer raised the gun again, took half a step across the roof and straightened 
his arm as if preparing to shoot. He paused, lowered the gun, then turned to 
look left and right, mock-confused. ‘Looks like your firearms officers have 
fallen asleep on the job,’ he said. He shook his head and slowly raised his 
arm again. ‘Nice try, though.’

Now, Hackett looked afraid, eyes wide as Thorne inched across the rooftop, 
trying to close the gap between himself and Mercer without being seen. He 
watched the DCI’s mouth fall open when he realised what was about to happen. 
Mercer smiled, and an instant before he snapped his arm straight again, as the 
necessary muscles began to move beneath his windbreaker, Thorne threw himself 
across the few feet that remained between them and made a grab for the gun.

The impact carried them both several feet as they grappled for control of it. 
They flailed and grunted, wet hands slipping against flesh and metal, faces 
pressed together. Hackett rushed to help, but was still seconds away from 
reaching them when Thorne’s shoes lost purchase on the rain-soaked surface 
and he tumbled backwards, pulling Mercer down on top of him.

The gunshot was deadened by the bodies on either side of it.

Thorne lay on his back and fought for breath. His legs kicked slowly against 
the sodden asphalt as he watched Mercer get to his feet and saw Hackett begin 
to run. The old man’s arms hung at his sides. His eyes were down, searching 
the floor for the gun, and when he finally looked up, there was barely a moment 
for his face to register the surprise before Hackett’s head had smashed into 
it.

A noise like stepping on a snail in the dark.

A grunt of pain and realisation.

Mercer tumbled back against the ledge, and over.

It began to get darker as the blood leaked from somewhere in Thorne’s side 
and the rain poured into his eyes. He was aware of Hackett bending over him, 
saying something. Before he went under, he thought he could hear Mercer scream 
as he fell, then realised that he was being stupid, that the old man was dead 
already.

It was sirens.





SEVENTY





Helen leaned against the arms of Thorne’s wheelchair and bent down to kiss 
him. ‘I’ll be back tonight,’ she said. ‘Anything else you need?’

‘I don’t think so.’ Parked at the end of his bed, Thorne turned in the 
chair and looked around his room. He had music on his phone, decent biscuits in 
the cupboard, a pile of books and magazines on the side-table that he would 
probably never read. ‘Why don’t you bring Alfie in?’

‘I’ll see,’ she said. ‘Probably easier just to leave him with Jenny.’

‘Be nice to see him.’

Helen nodded. ‘Well, let’s see what kind of mood he’s in, shall we? If 
he’s tired he’ll just be grizzly and if he’s too lively he’ll end up 
pulling one of your tubes out or switching some machine off.’

‘That won’t be a problem,’ Thorne said. ‘They’ve got some great 
sedatives in here.’

Helen kissed him again and walked to the door. She told him to call if he 
thought of anything else.

He picked up the TV remote and began flicking through the channels on the small 
flat-screen mounted high in the corner of the room. Music videos, cartoons and 
couples looking at holiday homes. Jeremy Kyle was berating some toothless 
philanderer but Thorne skipped quickly ahead, having more reason than usual to 
worry about his blood pressure.

Blood that was no longer wholly his own.

Thorne had already lost a good deal of it by the time he had arrived at 
hospital two nights earlier. He had needed multiple transfusions. The bullet 
had missed all his vital organs, but the surgery to remove it had not been 
straightforward and though he was and never had been in any real danger, he 
would be in hospital for at least another day or two.

Several weeks’ recuperation at home after that. Helen was already trying to 
organise compassionate leave.

‘That doesn’t mean you can mope around the flat listening to cowboy music 
all day,’ she had said the day before. ‘I’m not that compassionate.’

He settled for an episode of Family Guy, though it hurt like hell when he 
laughed and he was happy enough to turn it off when DCI Russell Brigstocke 
walked in a few minutes later.

‘All right for some,’ Brigstocke said, looking around.

Thorne was pleased to see him, and scared to death.

They were old friends, but months before it had been Brigstocke who had broken 
the news of his transfer back to uniform. It had not been a pleasant encounter 
for either of them, but still, Thorne could not help but suspect that 
Brigstocke was here now to deliver a rather more devastating blow.

‘Nice en-suite too.’ Thorne scraped a smile together and nodded towards the 
door in the corner. ‘If I’d known the Met were going to stump up for a 
private room, I’d’ve got myself shot ages ago.’

The DCI perched on the edge of the bed and they made appropriate small talk. 
Bed baths and nurses’ uniforms, catheters and morphine highs. The growing 
impatience on Thorne’s face must have been obvious enough though and, after a 
few minutes, Brigstocke got down to business as if it were something that had 
merely slipped his mind.

‘They arrested Ian Tully,’ he said.

‘Good,’ Thorne said.

‘Conspiracy to commit, perverting the course of justice. Kidnap thrown in for 
good measure, obviously.’

Thorne nodded. Unwillingly or not, it had been Tully who had helped Mercer 
bundle Thorne into the back of the car that night. Helped drag him up to the 
rooftop.

‘I don’t know what he has or hasn’t told them,’ Brigstocke said. ‘But 
the DPS have been asking a few questions about you and the information you may 
or may not have withheld about Terry Mercer.’

‘Only a few?’

‘How much you knew, when you knew it. Why you chose not to share that 
knowledge with the appropriate people.’ He shrugged. ‘I don’t think any 
of this is coming out of the blue, is it?’

‘What about Holland and Kitson?’

‘I haven’t heard anything,’ Brigstocke said. ‘They’ll be interviewed, 
almost certainly. I mean, I know they were doing stuff for you on the side… 
and when I say I know, obviously I mean I don’t know.’

Thorne nodded his understanding and his thanks.

Brigstocke asked if there was anything to eat and Thorne pointed him towards 
the cupboard by the bed. Brigstocke rummaged inside for a few moments and came 
away with a couple of Thorne’s biscuits.

‘Missed breakfast,’ he said.

‘So where are they going with this?’ Thorne asked. ‘The DPS.’

‘Yeah, well.’ Brigstocke swallowed. ‘I talked to your mate Neil Hackett 
first thing this morning.’

‘That doesn’t sound good.’

Hackett, who had stayed talking to him on that rooftop while the sirens had 
grown louder, who had been there alongside the paramedics as he was wheeled 
through the doors of the hospital. Had he still been there hours later when 
Thorne had come round from the surgery? Looming on the far side of the recovery 
room? Perhaps Thorne had imagined that. He certainly remembered seeing Helen 
and Phil…

‘Actually, he’s doing his best to dig you out of a hole.’

‘What?’

‘Not all the way out, but it’s certainly not doing you any harm. He’s 
told them that you did go to him with your suspicions and that he chose to 
ignore them. He’s also told them that you saved his life up on that roof.’

‘He said that?’

‘I don’t think he’s recommending you for a medal, anything like that.’

‘I think it’s fairer to say he saved mine.’

‘You made a pretty decent job of that yourself,’ Brigstocke said. 
‘Pressing your EMER button. If that ambulance had taken very much longer…’

Surprised as Thorne was to hear it, what Hackett was now doing on his behalf 
made sense. At the time, Thorne had had more important things to worry about, 
but Hackett’s appearance on that rooftop had confirmed what he had suspected 
for a while and explained why the MIT man had not gone to the authorities.

He was every bit the glory-hunter that Thorne was.

From the moment Ian Tully had come to him, drip-feeding information and trying 
to strike a bargain, Hackett had wanted whatever it was Thorne had stumbled 
upon for himself. He had been happy to let Thorne do the donkey work. Content 
to step in at the death to discredit Thorne and claim the credit for Mercer’s 
apprehension.

The death.

It had been unfortunate for Hackett that choosing to follow Thorne and the men 
who had abducted him on to that roof had almost cost him his own life as well 
as Thorne’s. His actions now were tantamount to an unspoken offer; a 
suggestion that the pair of them should keep their actions and their motives 
for them to themselves. An understanding that neither would say anything about 
what the other had done. That all debts between them were settled.

Most importantly of all, it was an agreement that nothing more would be said 
about what everyone presumed to have been Terry Mercer’s suicide.

‘So come on, Russell,’ Thorne said. ‘Let’s have it.’

‘Let’s have what?’

‘Jesus, your bedside manner’s bloody awful, you know that?’

‘You’re not even in bed,’ Brigstocke said. The tone was flippant, but he 
suddenly looked very serious.

Thorne tried not to lose his temper. ‘Are we talking about a few pips getting 
knocked off or worse than that?’ He waited, but Brigstocke would not look at 
him. ‘Seriously, if they think I’m going back to wearing a tall hat, they 
can shove it, and if they want me out altogether I’m happy to chuck it in 
anyway.’

Brigstocke brushed crumbs off the bed, turned to him. Sighed.

‘You want the good news or the bad news?’





ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS





This book would not have been written were it not for the enthusiasm and 
friendship of NW and KT; two amazing police officers who not only suggested I 
take Thorne out of a suit and back to the ‘sharp end’ but took the trouble 
to show me just how sharp it is. Tough, tender and hilarious; they appear in 
The Dying Hours pretty much as themselves.

Bins, Terror… I hope you both approve.

I owe an enormous debt of gratitude to Caroline Haughey for her legal expertise 
and for brilliance above and beyond in suggesting a great way to nail Frank 
Anderson! Thank you to Wendy Lee and Tony Fuller, who were as sharp-eyed and 
helpful as ever, as was NH. Thanks too, to all the officers whose brains I 
picked during my graveyard shifts in south-east London. I gather that they 
could have been a lot worse, but believe me, those nights felt anything but 
Q–-.

When it comes to agent and editor, I remain as lucky as any writer could be. 
Sarah Lutyens’ taste in furniture is never less than immaculate and David 
Shelley at Little, Brown is quite simply the best in the business.

Most importantly, a long overdue ‘thank you’ to all the readers who have 
followed Thorne’s ups and downs over eleven novels and who will, I hope, be 
glad to see him back. There are writers for whom the reaction of readers is not 
important. I am not one of them. Until a book is read, it is no more than pages 
and print. It is the readers who bring a book to life and I am hugely grateful 
to those who continue to breathe life into mine. Oh… I should point out to 
those readers who are also animal lovers, that the tale of ‘Two-Cats’ 
Pearson is true and was told to me by a police officer who wishes to remain 
anonymous!

Finally, thanks and a whole lot more to Claire, as always.





Turn the page for an exclusive interview with Mark Billingham

by James Kidd





‘I am like a magpie in reverse. Instead of being attracted to shiny things, 
I’m attracted to dark things. I don’t subscribe to the idea that crime 
writers are unique in being sick or twisted in any way. We all have a dark 
side. I get my ideas from exactly the same place that you do.’



So says Mark Billingham, bestselling crime novelist and the author of the book 
you have just finished reading, The Dying Hours. Billingham’s story is more 
complex than this self-assessment makes out: his CV also includes actor, 
stand-up comedian, script-writer and children’s author. But more of those 
later.

For the time being, it is enough to say that for the past twelve years, and 
thirteen novels, ‘dark things’ have been Billingham’s stock-in-trade. His 
central character, Detective Inspector Tom Thorne, has pursued serial killers 
(working alone and in pairs), foiled rapists, child killers, and even a 
shopkeeper whose desperation for justice drives him to kidnap and violence. He 
has even appeared on television, thanks to David Morrissey’s impressive 
performance. It is saying something, then, to suggest that The Dying Hours may 
be Billingham’s bleakest story to date: a tale of coercion and fear, revenge 
and suicide, injustice and its opposite, whatever that might be.

As with all the best and most successful crime series – from Holmes to Rebus, 
Maigret to Warshawski, Poirot to Bosch, Marlowe to our own Tom Thorne – the 
arrival of a new instalment promises a complex kind of pleasure. A fresh 
episode tantalises with revelations in an ever-expanding fictional universe.

In The Dying Hours, Thorne copes not only with a new relationship, but with 
co-habitation (in south London no less) and the prospect of a young 
stepchild-in-waiting. His professional life is in a similar state of flux. 
Demoted and back in uniform for the first time in a quarter of a century, he 
has a new partner, new chips on his shoulder and new criminals on the street. 
There are familiar faces: regular sidekicks Hendricks, Holland and Kitson. But 
even this trio is in perpetual motion. Arguably the only stable points are 
Thorne’s beloved Johnny Cash and Tottenham Hotspur. And murder, of course. 
There is always murder.

At the same time, the more intricate a detective’s story runs – the further 
we travel from their often rudimentary beginnings – the closer readers get to 
the possibility of their end. ‘Every writer goes on too long,’ Billingham 
acknowledges. ‘You know what no one ever says? “The best book in that 
series is number seventeen.” If my readers were polled on the best 
Billingham, the vast majority would say my first novel, Sleepyhead.’

Fans needn’t worry – even when Billingham names his own favourite novel as 
In the Dark, a standalone that hardly features Thorne at all. This is not a 
sign that Billingham’s contrary and contradictory leading man is on the verge 
of retirement, or worse; his next investigation is already underway.

But as its title implies, The Dying Hours is full of endings. This is a 
thriller revolving around multiple murders after all, and Mark Billingham has 
proved himself as one of the genre’s most capable executioners. Even so, his 
latest novel is elegiac in other ways than this. Billingham’s brand of 
criminal entertainment has inevitably been concerned with matters of life and 
death. But running beneath the artfully constructed plot are graver meditations 
on time and change, death and the corrosive affects of violence on the human 
psyche.

There is the scene in which Thorne meets retired DCI Ian Tully, a dead-ringer 
for himself only a few years down the line. Aimless, single and lonely, he was 
one of those ‘unfortunate ones who were lost without a warrant card.’ This 
foretaste of a possible future-after is bleak indeed. Having taken his dog for 
a walk, Tully offers to help Thorne with the case. The ‘sincere, desperate’ 
offer triggers the pathos of the chapter’s final sentence: ‘As things 
stood, bagging dog shit was clearly the most useful thing ex-DCI Ian Tully did 
all day.’

No one is exempt from this melancholy, reflective mood. Our villain may seem on 
first sight like a characteristically sinister Billingham sadist, but even he 
finds time to ponder the meaning of existence as his victims face their final 
curtain: ‘What comes afterwards?’, our killer wonders. ‘Nothing, 
probably. That was what he’d always thought, just darkness, like when 
you’re asleep and not dreaming about anything. No bad thing,’ he reckons, 
‘not considering the shit most people wade through their whole lives…’

A decade spent investigating death and grievous bodily harm has taken a 
different toll on series regulars. Billingham reveals that an early working 
title was ‘This Bloody Job’, now reworked as a headline for part two of the 
novel. Take Dave Holland, first seen in Sleepyhead with ‘tidy blond hair and 
ruddy complexion’ as an enthusiastic and idealist young detective: ‘He 
doesn’t look like a policeman, Thorne thought, he looks like a prefect.’ 
Fast forward eleven years: ‘Thorne had watched as the shine was taken off him 
day by day; seen him graduate from floppy-haired, wide-eyed new boy to an 
officer whose approach to the realities of the job was now every bit as 
practical as his haircut.’

This evolution is Thorne’s worst nightmare. The very first line of 
Billingham’s very first book runs: ‘Thorne hated the idea of coppers being 
hardened. A hardened copper was useless. Like hardened paint. He was just… 
resigned.’ And what of Thorne? In The Dying Hours he isn’t hardened or 
resigned so much as tarnished. Billingham offers a rare physical description of 
an older, sadder, if not wiser man: ‘He stared at the face looking back at 
him. Duller, deader than it was the last time he looked. Grey hair that was 
still more pronounced on one side than the other, but was now more pronounced 
everywhere. The small, straight scar on what had once been the only chin he 
had.’

This shift – from scary whodunit to exciting but contemplative whydunit – 
places The Dying Hours as a turning point in a series that has already been 
filled with them. These are not just the devilish plot twists that Billingham 
is justly praised for planting, but the different stages of the series as a 
whole: the early trilogy of shockers, through an increasingly naturalistic 
middle to this new, mature ‘blue period’.

So what better time to catch up with Mark Billingham to discuss cases past and 
present, where Thorne has been and where he might be going, and trace how a 
wannabe actor from Birmingham ends up an award-winning crime writer with a 
penchant for country and western.

When we met at Billingham’s north London home, it seemed that the melancholy 
mood of The Dying Hours was deceptive. Anyone who has seen him perform stand-up 
or read at literary events knows that his conversation is lively, opinionated 
(Billingham prefers ‘gobby’) and littered with jokes. He can sound equally 
light-hearted when faced with heavyweight questions. For example: how does he 
balance the pressures of marrying classic crime plots with his own literary 
vision? ‘You listen for the voice in your head telling you to do something 
different. Having said that, I’m not likely to turn in a slim volume of 
poetry or a recipe book. I love crime fiction first and foremost. I find it 
hard to read anything else. I need a body every two or three chapters or at the 
very least a car chase.’ You can take the crime writer out of The Comedy 
Store, it seems, but you can’t always do the opposite.

And yet, it is hard to miss the tone and themes of The Dying Hours running 
throughout Billingham’s conversation. ‘I wanted to write a book about old 
age,’ he tells me at one point. ‘There’s a moment when Thorne is 
wondering why there aren’t more witnesses and he talks about how people would 
always remember the kid in the hoodie, but barely notice an old man. I was 
interested in that notion of the elderly becoming invisible.’

Thorne’s own time-ravaged state came as a mild shock to his creator. Having 
begun the series by ageing his central protagonist at roughly a year per book, 
Billingham dispensed with this itinerary in recent episodes. The Dying Hours 
offered an opportunity to catch up with Thorne after a temporary hiatus.

‘I wasn’t specifically saying how old he is, but making it clear he’s 
somewhere in his late forties – that he has a few years and maybe even a few 
stone on the policemen around him. At the same time, he is in a place job-wise 
that he hasn’t been for a long time. He can’t run quite as fast as before. 
He’s losing a bit of hearing. There are aches and pains, and a lot more grey 
hair. Thorne is starting to be aware of his own mortality.’ Billingham 
laughs, a little uneasily.

Thorne is not alone. Billingham admits that he has been reviewing his own life 
and preoccupations in recent years. Turning fifty a couple of years ago had 
something to do with it. This notable birthday coincided with another 
significant anniversary: 2011 marked Billingham’s first decade in crime 
fiction. He realised he wasn’t the same novelist who published Sleepyhead 
back in 2001. Or not entirely.

‘Being in my early fifties and having written over a dozen books, I’m 
suddenly less interested in the crash, bang, wallop… less preoccupied with 
the motor of the narrative. There is still blood and badness but what really 
haunts Thorne now is whether he should have had a kid, not whether he should 
have caught a particular killer. Alongside a decreasing interest in graphic 
violence, this shift in emphasis means I am probably going to be writing 
different books.’

In The Dying Hours, we are given more insight than ever before into Thorne’s 
inner life, thought processes and (although our taciturn Detective Inspector 
would squirm at the notion) his feelings. ‘These were the parts of the book I 
used to be least interested in. Now they are the parts I’m most interested 
in. It’s what John Harvey calls the “looking out the window” moments. 
These are my equivalent to the “back porch” moments in the Harry Bosch 
novels, where Michael Connelly puts Harry out on the back porch, so he can 
listen to some jazz, look out across the Valley and think about stuff. These 
days, Tom’s got a lot more to think about.’

Viewed in a broader context, Billingham’s desire to innovate while remaining 
true to his personal raison d’etre – to entertain – has defined his 
career as a whole. Whether he was working as an actor, a comedian or a writer, 
he has weighed artistic endeavour against commercial success, the need to 
express himself and connect with an audience. It was a realisation that came to 
him as a stand-up:

‘Once you become aware that you’re a crowd-pleaser – and I’ve never 
understood people who use this as a pejorative term – you realise that it’s 
your job to stand in front of six hundred people and make sure that you 
entertain them. I was always happy to be a crowd-pleaser. Don’t people who 
have paid good money for a ticket deserved to be pleased? I remember arguing 
with a comedian once after watching him scream and shout at a shocked and 
unamused audience for twenty minutes in what was basically a self-indulgent 
therapy session. Afterwards I asked him if he genuinely didn’t care about his 
audience. He basically said, “Sod them, that was for me.” To this day, I 
have no common ground with writers who don’t give a stuff what their readers 
think, who claim to write only for themselves. When I write, the invisible 
reader is looking over my shoulder at the computer screen. Even when I’m 
finished, it’s still just paper and ink. A book is not actually a book until 
it is read.’

Born in 1961, Mark Billingham grew up in Birmingham. Those looking for the 
roots of his anti-magpie attraction to ‘dark things’ frequently cite his 
parents’ divorce and his father’s absence during his formative years. 
Billingham himself admits he was intrigued when his wife pointed out the 
recurrence of father– son relationships in his early novels. But, he 
maintains, his was a happy enough childhood. ‘I wasn’t traumatised by 
something that was and still is extremely common. It was just a divorce. It 
wasn’t a horrible thing.’

What darkness there was in Billingham’s infancy and adolescence can be seen 
in the books he began to devour. A maths teacher introduced him to the works of 
Arthur Conan Doyle, while a summer reading Jaws and The Godfather turned him 
onto the raw power of popular fiction. ‘No book had ever affected me like 
those. The descriptions of sex and violence knocked me for six. At school, we 
read novels like Animal Farm and To Kill a Mockingbird. Great books of course, 
but because we read them at school it always felt like homework. They didn’t 
have that visceral force of a huge popular blockbuster.’

For the moment, murder was restricted to Billingham’s fledgling love of pop 
music. The first record he remembers buying was Tony Christie’s ‘I Did What 
I Did For Maria’. The prime draws – or so he remembers – were 
Christie’s voice, a catchy melody and the mariachi trumpet. It wasn’t until 
decades later that Billingham suspected a possible attraction to the menacing 
tale of the lyrics. ‘It’s an incredibly dark story about a man about to be 
executed for taking revenge on the villain who raped and murdered his wife. 
Part of me wonders whether, even at the age of eleven, I was somehow drawn to 
that really dark stuff.’ Billingham pauses, shakes his head in mock sorrow. 
‘Apparently it was also Jeremy Clarkson’s first single.’

What was evident from Billingham’s early years was a predilection for 
performance. ‘I’m just a huge show-off. Maybe I wanted attention, but it 
was also what I was good at. It was my nature. I never the quiet, studious 
type. I’m proud to admit that I have shown off shamelessly in various ways 
throughout my life.’

For Billingham, performance is the single seam that unites the various stages 
of his career. From the start, this combined comedy, acting and writing. ‘I 
would try to write funny stories at school. If the teacher asked me to come 
forward and read my story out to the class, the buzz of that would get me 
through the week. It was an incredible high.’

This rush inspired Billingham’s first creative ambition. ‘Thirty years ago, 
I wanted to be an actor more than anything in the world. At school, unless you 
were a sporting superstar or an academic genius, you could easily get lost. The 
only other outlet was the school play. The first time I acted, I realised I was 
good at it. That reaction from an audience was like crack cocaine.’ It was 
also, Billingham adds, the only way a pupil at an all boys’ Birmingham 
grammar school could meet girls.

Having studied drama at Birmingham University (‘It was a doss of a degree. 
Three years pretending to be a tree. Great fun.’), he helped found a 
‘socialist theatre company’. Influenced by writers such as Edward Bond and 
Trevor Griffiths, Billingham toured art centres and shopping malls performing 
self-devised plays about the arms race or discrimination in the workplace. 
‘It was 1983. The Miner’s Strike, CND and sexual politics. We didn’t make 
any money, but it was great.’

After three years, Billingham moved to London to try and make it as a 
professional actor. By his own admission, he spent much of the time unemployed, 
winning occasional walk-on parts in television series like The Bill, Juliet 
Bravo and Dempsey and Makepeace. ‘I played a lot of coppers and villains. In 
my first TV job, I was blown over a car with a sawn-off shotgun. It is kind of 
weird. I did a lot of crime even then.’

Frustration with life as an actor inspired a change of direction. An avid fan 
of stand-up comedy long before it became the new rock and roll, Billingham 
decided to try his hand after witnessing a ‘frankly terrible act’ at a club 
in Brixton. He formed a double-act called The Tracy Brothers with Mike Mole, a 
fellow alumnus of the socialist theatre group.

‘We started off writing comedy songs: original words, original music, very 
good harmonies. Within six months, we were headlining The Comedy Store and then 
our act just got worse and worse. Once we’d got to a point where we were 
doing really well, we stupidly went down the easy route of doing parodies. It 
is so much easier than actually writing songs, but for some reason audiences 
think it is the cleverest thing in the world. And it just isn’t.’ 
Billingham cites a performance at the Comedy Store on the day that George 
Michael was arrested in a Los Angeles public lavatory. The Tracy Brothers 
received a standing ovation merely for walking on and playing the opening 
chords to ‘Faith’. The hastily improvised lyrics were entirely beside the 
point.

If Billingham’s next transformation – from comedian to author – began 
with writing the lyrics to these comedy songs, it progressed when he went solo 
as a stand-up. The culmination came courtesy of ‘the one genuinely brilliant 
acting job’ he ever had: as Gary, the Sheriff of Nottingham’s 
less-than-cerebral henchman in Tony Robinson’s BAFTA-winning Maid Marian and 
her Merry Men. Billingham wrote a script, ‘Tunnel Vision’, for the final 
series, and a career in television beckoned.

While collaboration had previously proved fruitful, its allure was rapidly 
beginning to diminish. ‘From day one as a TV writer, I thought, this is not 
for me. I don’t play well with others! At its best, television is 
collaborative, but sadly, a lot of the time I found myself working with idiots. 
I was trying to write children’s comedy and having to deal with TV executives 
saying things like, “Put a rubber chicken in it – kids love rubber 
chickens.” This was at a time when what kids actually loved was Vic and Bob 
or Blackadder.’

If Billingham’s enthusiasm for his new day job was waning, then his passion 
for stand-up was also wearing thin. Today, he can talk almost nostalgically 
about ‘sitting in horrible dressing-rooms at 3 a.m. thinking, What the hell 
am I doing here?’ But it didn’t take long before the extended absences from 
his wife and two young children, combined with the comedy circuit’s intensely 
competitive atmosphere, began to take their toll.

‘I sometimes miss the company of comics,’ Billingham says now. ‘I play 
poker once a week with friends from stand-up. I still get that banter which is 
nice, but trust me, it can be far more twisted than anything you’ll ever hear 
from a crime writer. If you want sick, you should hang out with comedians. They 
are competitive by nature because they have to be. Back when I was still doing 
it and standing in the dressing room waiting to go on, it might have been my 
best friend on stage before me, but part of me wanted him to die on his arse 
because it would make my life easier.’

The autonomy provided by writing novels was a way out of this impasse. 
Billingham’s childhood love of crime fiction had deepened over the years. He 
had become a collector, amassing a vast library: forced to choose, he nominates 
Dashiell Hammett’s The Maltese Falcon as his favourite crime novel of all 
time. Having reviewed a number of thrillers for the Hampstead and Highgate 
Express and Time Out, he began interviewing his heroes in the genre, like 
Michael Connelly. It was only a matter of time before Billingham shifted his 
focus from writing screenplays to narrative fiction.

Back in 1999, Billingham faced two central dilemmas. Should his books be dark 
or light-hearted? Set in London or Birmingham? To begin with, he chose both. 
‘When I tried to write my first crime novel, I was actually working on two 
books at the same time. I wrote twenty thousand words of a story called The 
Mechanic. Imagine a sub-Carl Hiaasen everglades caper set on the canals of 
Birmingham. The other novel was Sleepyhead, which was much darker and set in 
London.’

Unable to choose between the two halves of his own character, Billingham sent 
both manuscripts to the only person he knew in publishing. He was advised to 
drop the funny one. ‘That’s probably because it wasn’t funny. But I think 
the other reason it wasn’t working was because of the setting. I hadn’t 
lived in Birmingham for well over a decade by then. Even though I didn’t 
quite feel like a Londoner at the time, I instinctively knew I had to write 
about the streets I was walking down.’

Published in 2001, Sleepyhead provided a gothic twist on the classic serial 
killer investigation. Billingham’s villain was a mass murderer by accident: 
his gruesome M.O. was sending his female victims into a form of living coma, 
also known as locked-in syndrome. Billingham looks back on his debut with a 
mixture of pride and calm self-criticism.

‘I think it takes any writer two or three books before you find your own 
voice. Before you sound like yourself. I think I was trying very 
self-consciously to write muscular prose. I had probably been reading too much 
American hard-boiled crime fiction. It’s what I liked; it’s what I still 
like. But it’s not necessarily the kind of writer I am.’

The novel also introduced Tom Thorne. Looking back, Billingham has reservations 
even here. ‘I made Thorne have conversations with the dead, which now just 
make my skin crawl, it’s so clichéd. I also had him like techno music!’ 
Billingham rolls his eyes. ‘I realised quite quickly these were the wrong 
things to do. But the early books are where you make your mistakes.’

In fact, if any one character is the star of Sleepyhead, it is the defiant 
Alison Willetts, the only person to ‘survive’ the killer, albeit in 
comatose state. This intimate and intense portrait was central to 
Billingham’s purposes. ‘I wanted to write about victims. I had read so much 
crime fiction about a killer and a cop as the central collision. The victim is 
literally no more than a plot device, which is why Alison is the most important 
person to me in that book. I know about being scared. Not like you’re scared 
on a rollercoaster or watching a horror movie, but scared enough to wonder 
whether you’re ever going to see your wife and kids again.’

Billingham is referring to the terrifying night in 1997 when he and his 
then-writing partner, Peter Cocks, were held hostage in a Manchester hotel 
room. Having spent the evening working on a script, they were interrupted by a 
sudden knock. Expecting room service, Billingham opened the door to find three 
men in black balaclavas. ‘It was just the most surreal moment. I can remember 
my thought process. This is a joke. Who the hell’s that? Getting punched in 
the face. Realising it’s not a joke when they run in shouting, “Down on the 
floor or you’re dead”.’

Viewed from the safety of 2013 and his own living room, Billingham can define 
the ordeal as a lesson in the power of fear and humiliation. ‘We didn’t see 
a gun or a knife, but the fact is they didn’t need a weapon. They just 
created a sense of intense panic. They grabbed a bottle of beer and sprayed it 
all round the room. They turned the TV up loud and shouted.’

Billingham and his friend had their hands bound behind their backs, and bags 
shoved over their heads. For the next three hours they lay in fear of their 
lives. Any movement or noise provoked a kick from one of their captors. ‘That 
was the worst thing: they didn’t go. They wanted to use our cards in 
cashpoint machines either side of midnight, so that they could get two days’ 
worth of money. We didn’t know that then. We didn’t know if they were going 
to kill us. You begin to cramp up pretty quickly. After about half an hour it 
was complete agony. I just wanted them to kick my head in and go. I just wanted 
it to be over.’

It is a testament to Billingham’s resilient sense of humour that he finds a 
grain of black comedy in the aftermath. ‘The adrenalin was pumping. I picked 
up a chair, Peter picked up a fire extinguisher and we legged it down into the 
foyer of this hotel. They didn’t have any idea that this had gone on. 
You’ve got “The Girl From Ipanema” or whatever being piped into this 
serene reception area and suddenly these lunatics come screaming down the 
stairs, shouting about being kidnapped.’ The perpetrators were never caught, 
and continued to haunt Billingham’s imagination for years afterwards. An 
inveterate hotel guest thanks to stand-up tours, he admits that he never 
answered a knock at a hotel room door ever again.

This persistent fear found an outlet in his writing: he began Sleepyhead just 
over a year later. One could argue that the coercive power of terror is the 
defining theme of the entire Thorne series. It is unmistakably present in his 
breakthrough sophomore effort Scaredy Cat: from its title through the sub-plot 
of hotel room break-ins to the central murder story, in which Stuart Nicklin 
manipulates his accomplice, Martin Palmer, through sheer terror. It unites the 
kidnap of Luke Mullen in Buried and that of Helen Weeks in Good as Dead. Fear 
pulsates through the finale of Lifeless, set amongst the homeless community who 
inhabit the subways under Marble Arch. And it is on every page of The Dying 
Hours, in which our villain exorcises a long-held grudge by making offers his 
victims are too petrified to refuse.

What has changed over the years, Billingham argues, is how these killers are 
portrayed. ‘I think I began almost as a horror writer. My first three novels 
were certainly marketed according to how scared you were going to be. 
“Don’t read this when you’re alone!” That kind of thing.’ These 
almost generically gothic bogeymen have gradually retreated to be replaced by 
killers driven by circumstance and more naturalistic concerns.

‘There are no such things as monsters. I genuinely don’t believe in evil. 
It has religious connotations that I’m uncomfortable with. You can 
characterise something as an evil act, but I don’t believe that evil exists 
as a force. These days, I’m a lot less interested than I was in writing about 
serial killers. The kind of people who kill because the moon is full or their 
mum made them wear a dress. I’m far more fascinated by the idea of good 
people who snap, because that’s something that can happen to anyone. We’re 
all capable of killing.’

Billingham tells me about the extraordinary murder of Peter Nielsen by Vitaly 
Kaloyev in 2004. Nielsen was a Swiss air traffic controller held responsible 
for the crash of Flight 2937, in which Kaloyev’s wife and two children died. 
Kaloyev took part in the search for bodies, and actually discovered his 
daughter’s corpse. After a year in which he practically lived beside his 
family’s graves, Kaloyev finally tracked Nielsen down and thrust a photograph 
of his family in his face. After Nielsen refused to talk and struck the 
photograph from his hands, Kaloyev stabbed him to death. He later claimed to 
have no memory of the murder. Released from prison after serving two years of 
an eight-year sentence, Kaloyev returned to his home region, Ossetia, as a 
hero. ‘He was a good person who had never done anything wrong, and was 
probably never going to do anything wrong again. There was just that one moment 
when an otherwise good person did something horrific.’

This emphasis on credible, everyday motivations for his characters has pushed 
the Thorne series in new directions. This hasn’t always been to everyone’s 
taste. Billingham cites the first review of The Burning Girl, which ended his 
literary apprenticeship (the criminally enjoyable first three novels – 
Sleepyhead, Scaredy Cat and Lazybones) and signalled his growing confidence as 
a writer. ‘That review said, “What a shame Billingham has changed a winning 
formula.” I remember thinking at the time – This is a lesson. If it was a 
formula then I was absolutely right to change it. The stories were clearly in 
danger of becoming formulaic. I don’t want that.’

This is only one way of many ways Billingham’s work has evolved over the past 
twelve years. Technology too has had a different, but no less profound impact 
on plotting and police procedure, not to mention human relationships in 
general. This has advanced so quickly during Billingham’s writing career that 
parts of Sleepyhead seem almost quaint. Forget 4G, his early characters 
weren’t guaranteed to have a mobile phone or an email address. And the scene 
in which Tom Thorne recalls buying a Massive Attack tape from a ‘smug little 
git’ in Our Price makes you feel almost tearfully wistful.

Hercule Poirot may have been able to solve crimes by deducing that the narrator 
committed them, but modern detectives have little recourse to such literary 
ingenuity: Billingham estimates that ‘Ninety-five per cent of 21st century 
crimes’ are solved by recourse to mobile phone technology and CCTV footage. 
‘Technology has completely changed my writing. There are only so many times 
that you can say, “The battery on his phone died.” Or, “The CCTV was 
broken, Guv.” It has definitely made the job harder. You want those gleeful 
moments of revelation that would make Agatha Christie or Conan Doyle readers 
gasp because the explanation is so clever. I almost envy writers of historical 
crime fiction, even though they really have to do research.’

Technology has impacted Billingham’s writing process in other ways than this. 
Twitter and email are named as his most profound sources of procrastination. 
‘Those things are such a time-suck,’ he notes, almost fondly. Nevertheless, 
his writing schedule hasn’t changed much over the years. Not a superstitious 
person in most areas of his life, he admits to certain rituals when embarking 
upon a new project.

‘I have to buy the same kind of Ryman’s notebook every time I’m starting 
a new book. I did it for Sleepyhead and it worked, so I did it again. It’s 
for snippets of dialogue, plot ideas, or for questions if I talk to a copper. I 
buy one every year and dutifully put a little sticker with “Thorne Book X” 
on the front. Not once have I thought to buy more than one so I’ve got a 
stock of them. If they ever stop making them I’m going to be really upset.’

Talking to coppers continues to be the basis for Billingham’s research. The 
Dying Hours was actually written in response to a challenge laid down by two 
fans in uniform, acknowledged in the book as NW and KT. They dared him to 
return Thorne to the street. Billingham took up the challenge and accompanied 
the officers on a night shift that began by examining the death of an elderly 
woman: she died of natural causes, but the police needed to establish whether 
or not there was anything suspicious. Eight hours later, the shift ended on a 
housing estate at the scene of a horrific traffic accident.

‘I was just there to watch. The poor old lady was the first time I had 
actually seen a body other than at a family funeral. It was a very different 
feeling eight hours later at that housing estate. There were bodies lying in 
the road with just a sheet thrown across them. Officers were just stepping over 
them like they were not there. I had no spit in my mouth. I am clearly not a 
cop. I was glad I was shocked by it. If I hadn’t been, then I would worry.’

For the most part, however, Billingham has learned to relax about research. 
‘I used to be a nutcase about it. I would go to a set of traffic lights to 
check whether you could turn left. I had to know that everything was correct. I 
later realised that was just work displacement activity. It wasn’t writing. I 
know what I have to get right now.’ In The Dying Hours, this necessitated 
learning about the grim subject of suicide, and exploding some of the myths 
that surround it. ‘For example, the misplaced idea that most people kill 
themselves at Christmas or at a particular time in the morning. What is true is 
that twice as many men kill themselves than women. But more women try. Men are 
just better at it.’

Experience has clearly lent Billingham a fundamental confidence in his writing 
process. Despite a punishing schedule of writing and promotion across the 
globe, he always delivers a manuscript on time thanks to what he calls a 
built-in calendar. ‘I know when I’m pushed, and I know when I’m not. If I 
haven’t written a single word for a couple of days, I will definitely get a 
little edgy. But I also know it’s not the end of the world. It doesn’t mean 
the book will be late.’

Indeed, he argues that in reality the writing process happens anywhere other 
than at his computer. ‘Typing is just getting it down. The book is being 
written when I’m driving the kids to school or when I’m walking the dog. I 
can be driving along and my wife will suddenly say, “Oh, you’re not 
listening to me”.’

It is at moments like these that Billingham and Thorne sound eerily similar, 
intent on the case running through their imagination to the exclusion of all 
else. Whereas Billingham devises dastardly plots, Thorne attempts to unravel 
them. Both love the city they inhabit and hate it at the same time. Their lives 
combine an attraction to darkness with the need to escape it through joy, 
laughter and family. As The Dying Hours puts it: ‘There were jokes, of 
course, there had to be. All part and parcel of the Job; the defence mechanism, 
the pressure valve, whatever you chose to call it.’

I suspect there is rather more joy, laughter and family life in Mark 
Billingham’s everyday existence than that of Tom Thorne. There is certainly 
more conversation and less talk about Tottenham Hotspur. Whatever the 
differences, the pair are inextricably linked, and not simply by a shared love 
of Johnny Cash. ‘There’s no question that Thorne is me. He’s not as gobby 
as I am, but when you hear Thorne moaning about the state of public transport 
or the NHS, that’s me getting stuff off my chest. I don’t know who the hell 
else it is! But Holland is also me and Hendricks is me too. If I want a funny 
line I will give it to Hendricks. It’s acting again – it’s a performance. 
Whether I am trying to get inside the head of Thorne, or a bumptious chief 
inspector or a serial killer, I ask: “What’s on his desk? What’s on the 
walls around him?” It’s like Laurence Olivier said: You start with the 
shoes.’

Despite Thorne’s rough edges (and possibly because of them), there is plenty 
of life in the old dog yet. The years have changed them both, for sure. ‘How 
could any character be the same as they were ten years ago?’ Billingham asks. 
‘But that is one reason readers love series. It’s the reason I love them. I 
want to see this cast of characters change and grow.’

As if to prove his point, Billingham has already begun a new Ryman’s notepad 
with ‘Thorne Book 12’ on the front. All he will reveal is that his alter 
ego will travel far from London and in the company of an old adversary. Even 
Billingham doesn’t know how it will all end just yet. For now, he is simply 
grateful to have got this far. ‘I can’t think of anything I would rather be 
doing. Sometimes I wonder why I waited so long to do it. But actually, I am 
glad I spent twenty years doing stand-up. I am glad I was an actor. I am glad I 
did all those things. I wouldn’t be the writer I am without them.’



James Kidd

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