_The Undudding of Roger Judd_ by Harriet Luger Roger Judd considers himself the greatest dud at his high school. He's flunking chemistry and can't feel motivated to do his assignments in English, either. He's supposed to be keeping a daily journal, but because he doesn't want other people to see how truly meaningless his life is, he is keeping two. The one his teacher sees is full of disaster warnings--the threat of polluted air and water; loss of ozone in the atmosphere; the likelihood someone with nuclear capabilities may end up with an itchy button-pushing finger and annihilate half the globe, and so on. But Roger doesn't want others to know how much he resents his stepmom and stepsister and how bad his relationship with his dad is. He hasn't seen his mom for years, not since Dad announced he was remarrying. But then, what does one expect when Mom is an alcoholic? Mom is living now in New York City, all the way across the country from the California town where Roger has lived all his life, and she claims she is doing pretty well for herself. Now and then he appears to be turning his life around, only to have everything go down the tube again the next moment. He wishes he and Dad could return to the days when he was a kid and all they had were one another. But life keeps changing, and even with Julie Bierre depending on him he is messing up more than he's accomplishing anything. And now, with his mother suddenly back in his life, will he be able to find a place he belongs and a means of truly connecting to anyone anywhere? A good look at the anxieties so many teens go through. Written primarily for adolescents, and pretty true to life as we see how each party ends up realizing he or she has been relying on stereotypes instead of actually relating to these significant others as they actually are. Got this in print at Goodwill. A decent and short read. Don't know if it's in accessible media, I'm afraid. Bonnie L. Sherrell Teacher at Large "Then do not be too eager to deal out death in judgment. For even the very wise cannot see all ends." LOTR "Don't go where I can't follow."