perhaps it is time i got of my rear and started to participate more..... ----- Original Message ----- From: "Jamie Lawson" <ayeshalan@xxxxxxxxx> To: avalon@xxxxxxxxxxxxx Sent: Tuesday, April 10, 2012 12:20:39 AM Subject: <USS Avalon> "Oh Sure, Why Not?" (Moreya, Fielding) Oh Sure, Why Not? Moreya, Fielding 2012:04:08 [Also contains an excerpt from “Why Worry,” Skyler and Moreya.] Moreya had retreated to Georgia Lewis’ office just off the Sickbay main floor, and found herself dropping into one of the side chairs a moment before she would have fallen into it. Retreated , she thought. Yes, that’s what I did. But from what? The disaster of an expedition to the Andromeda station? She shook her head roughly, annoyed at the unwelcome thought -- unwelcome, and inaccurate besides. No one was killed, Lt. Xavier was recovering and quite clearly herself again, and they had rescued a survivor. With any luck she would recover her senses as quickly as the Security officer had. Am I running from Skyler? No! Why would Moreya want to step away from her friend and commanding officer? She knows you better than anyone on this ship. Better than anyone alive ... She smacked that thought down, hard. Not going there. Not. Going. There. She put her hands over her face and pressed, willing herself to calm. The pain behind her eyes was spreading, filling the front of her skull and now and then radiating tendrils over the crown and past her temples. She embraced the pain as a welcome alternative to chaos, feeling it in all its colors, flavors, textures. Pain is but another sensation, she reminded herself. A sensation is to be experienced, in all its forms. Experience first. Questions later. She sat up a little straighter in the chair, taking several deep breaths. The pain was under control -- at least a little. She could ignore it if she needed to. She felt through herself, realizing that she was sweating -- and in so doing, shedding massive amounts of distress pheremones. Heaven help the other Deltans on this ship if I don’t take care of that right now. With several more deep breaths, she had reasserted her control, and felt herself relaxing. Perhaps now she could afford a half hour or so of quiet meditation -- it would have to serve in place of sleep. But it was not long after she closed her eyes that she did fall asleep, and found herself dreaming, of a memory ... Skyler was sitting there feeling the sensations that Moreya was transmitting through her hands and began to tremble. She wasn't sure why, since it had never happened at any other occasion. She turned around and took Moreya's hands in hers and looked at them. "You have exquisite hands my friend." The Deltan looked down at their hands locked together, and then up again, into Skyler's eyes. "Thank you," she said. "How much do you know of Deltans, Skyler? Do you want to try and communicate fully, completely, with me? It is not without its own risks, and I would not see you come to harm for anything." Skyler looked into Moreya's eyes riveted. "Moreya, we have known each other for a long time and I know that you would never do anything to hurt me or anyone else. I may not know much about Deltans but I do know how much I trust you. So in answer to your question....yes, I would like to try and communicate with you, completely and fully." "Then I will show you how Deltans communicate -- and make love, for to us they are all part of the same thing." She paused a moment, and then offered Skyler a mischievous smile. "And when we are done, if you still feel compelled to have a Klingon warrior beat you half to death in order to feel anything, I will turn in my medical license and retire." The dream shifted without warning, as dreams do, to a short time later, as Moreya and Skyler were standing on the stone verandah of Moreya’s home -- the holosuite version, anyway -- letting the drenching rain of a Deltan storm wash over them, cooling overheated flesh but not quenching their inner fires. Wordless they stood there, locked together, until a sudden gust of eldritch wind swirled around Moreya, tearing her away from Skyler, sending the Deltan spinning, screaming, off the verandah and plunging forty meters toward the raging sea. She had barely enough time to think -- this is not how it happened -- before she plunged into the icy sea, and continued falling, through the water as if it was air, an impossible distance until she landed ... softly, on her feet. All around her was a city. It was impossibly ancient, and even to Moreya’s well traveled eyes, alien. So alien that she couldn’t tell where the buildings ended and their inhabitants began. Welcome to the city of the Igraynul, little insect. Set me free. Set Nehoteph free -- “Lieutenant? Lieutenant Moreya?” A blink, a deep, shuddering breath, and Moreya was back in her chair, one of the newest members of her staff -- Fielding, wasn’t it? -- standing in front of her. “What is it, Ensign?” she asked, trying to shake off the disorientation. I was asleep? Dreaming? But -- the vision of the city would not be put off so easily ... and the pain from her head had moved, down into her belly. Her stomach twisted and she struggled to calm sudden nausea. “... so we need your permission as Chief of Science to take it out of containment for further examination,” Fielding finished. Take what out of containment? Moreya thought. Before she could ask, a desperate need to be left alone came over her. I can’t let anyone see me like this! “Yes, Ensign. You have my permission to proceed.” T’Leara will know what she’s doing. I don’t have to worry about it for now. “Very good. Thank you, ma’am.” Fielding nodded and left. As the door closed behind him, Moreya wrapped her arms tightly around herself, fighting a losing battle to bring the spasm under control. -- The nightmare continues! http://www.afterhell.com Starlight Teahouse message board! http://www.starlightteahouse.com