Josh continued to wander throughout the night and into the day as the base's lighting dictated it, passing the time as well as he could until Ketchum called him to his home, to the ship and engineering where he could escape the madness that seemed determined to close in and lose himself in his work. He snuck into the engineering areas to work - just another anonymous crewman. He tapped into the systems to find out the condition of the crew. He downloaded and memorized the specs on their new ship. He tinkered and toyed with this system and that, finding ways to keep hands and mind busy enough not to think of anything but the work he was doing. When at last there was nothing more he could do without getting caught, he found other things to occupy his mind. He worked out in the gym and the holosuites, and worked on upgrades in the holosuites as well. He explored the arboretum. He even managed to peek in at sickbay to find out how the stowaway and Mac's kids were. What he didn't do was return to his quarters. He stayed away from those who knew him, avoiding the confusing, convoluted mess that people represented. He stayed away from his life. It was messy. And anyone who knew Josh knew full well that Josh didn't do messes. I am wounded but I am not dead I will lay me down and bleed awhile then I will rise up and fight again --------------------------------- How low will we go? Check out Yahoo! Messenger?s low PC-to-Phone call rates.