AnnaLisa, am soo sorry to hear the news about sundance. Sounds like you did the right thing for her. ----- Original Message ----- From: "AnnaLisa Anderson" <annalisa@xxxxxxxxxxxx> To: <vi-clicker-trainers@xxxxxxxxxxxxx> Sent: Friday, January 21, 2011 12:15 AM Subject: (VICT) Sad news about Sundance > Hi All, > > First before I share my news, I just wanted to say thanks Karyn for the > update, I'm glad you and Thane are doing so well together. Also great job > to Race for behaving so well. And happy 10th birthday Panda! > > Speaking of dogs' lives being too short... The list has been so quiet > lately, and I realized I hadn't told you about my Sunny. It started in > early December, maybe even late November, when I started noticing things > were just not right with her. Her appetite was falling off, she was > drinking more than she used to, she would get cold very easily even if it > wasn't all that cold outside. So on Dec. 17, I took her in to do some > blood work, and the vet gave me the shock of my life. I thought maybe she > was becoming diabetic or something... No. She was in the later stages of > kidney failure and her red blood cell count was low, her body wasn't > producing red cells anymore so she was anemic, and he told me she had > maybe another two or three weeks to live if things continued to progress > as they were. He gave me some powder called Canine Renal Support to put > on her food, which he said might help her. It did, for a while. She > rallied and became her normal happy self again over Chris > tmas, and I thought things were looking up. It seemed to be confirmed > when we went to the vet again on Dec. 28 for follow up blood work, and the > numbers were going in the right direction, things were looking pretty > good, so we were extremely hopeful that she would pull out of this... But > it wasn't meant to be. Literally a day or two after that happy moment, > she started sliding down hill again, not wanting to eat and such, though > her work was still stellar. I was in denial, thinking that she was just > being picky. She would still eat treats, after all, and when I tried new > foods with her, she would eat them just fine. Also she decided she didn't > like that powder on her food any more, so I had to come up with creative > ways to give her that too. Well, then she vomited a couple of times on > Tuesday night, Jan. 4, which I thought was because something I gave her > didn't agree with her. But the vet had told me that vomiting could be a > sign of bad things to come. I had to cove > r her with a blanket that night because she just couldn't stop shivering. > And the next morning she was no better, didn't want to eat much at all. > So back to the vet we went, and he did blood work again, and it wasn't > looking good at all. From there over the next two days, she just > continued to get weaker until she couldn't stand any more on her own. I > had to help her up. Once standing she could walk, but she was very weak. > I decided to take her to the university vet hospital on Thursday, Jan. 6, > and they ran all sorts of tests and did more blood work, only to come up > with the same conclusion my vet had. She wasn't any better either on > Friday morning after having been given supportive care at the hospital > overnight. The university vet, a very kind lady, called me and told me we > could try a feeding tube and dry a couple more drugs, but she said she may > rebound, she may not. I decided that I couldn't put her through that, or > put myself through that, because bottom line > , her kidney disease had progressed far enough that there was no reversing > it, so she may get better for a while, but then she would only end up > right back where she was. So I made the very painful decision that she > had suffered enough, it was time to let her go. She went peacefully to > the Rainbow Bridge on Friday afternoon, Jan. 7, at around 3:30. Both vets > she saw at the university were so kind, and they gave me an impression of > her paw in clay, and I took some of her beautiful strawberry blond hair, > hair that people always said almost matched mine. > > the cause for her kidney failure was never definitive determined, the only > thing the vets could point to was that she had a positive on her Lyme's > disease test. But she had been vaccinated for it, and had contracted it > at some point in her past and her body and the vaccine fought it off; she > didn't have an active case when this started happening. No cancer or > anything else was found. > > Sunny was with me for nearly six years, much too short a time. I miss her > terribly, though it gives me peace of mind to know that she is in a much > better place now, and she is romping with my first guide Megan, and my > kitty whom I had to put to sleep in January 5 years ago. > > So tomorrow is two weeks since Sunny went away, and I am starting the > process for getting a new dog. I'm not emotionally ready yet, but by the > time all the necessary stuff is done, I will be. As much as I miss her, > part of me is starting to get excited about the prospect of a new partner, > though part of me is nervous too, because I don't want to go through this > pain again any time soon. But I can't imagine my life without a dog in > it. > > Sorry this got so long, but it's been a while since there has been any > activity here, and I wanted you all to know. > > AnnaLisa