Hi there, I would be afraid as well. I don't know if this is a thought or not. Would removing your eyes help you keep your voice? I ask, because if the medicine for the eyes is effecting the rest of the body, I would consider this option. Please note, I am not being mean, I am concerned on your behalf. Blessings always, Your dog would get the message on what you wish him to do with hand signals. Dar ----- source message ----- from: Infinitepaws@xxxxxxx to: vi-clicker-trainers@xxxxxxxxxxxxx date: 2007/10/10 11:06:07 subject: (VICT) Non-verbal cues-ideas needed. > > > Hi all, I have been off list for a bit because of a new neuro disorder. In a > nutshell, my breathing and vocal cord functions are out of sync and it makes > me have a hard time breathing because my vocal cords cut off my breath in > mid-breath and I make sharp noisy wheezes every 1-3 seconds. It also chops up > my > talking because of the sudden need to gasp. Probably it is related to my eye > spasm disorder but they arent sure. The "reset" mechanism in my brain isnt > working right for either problem.. anyhow, that leads me to my next > question..one of the treatments they are discussing is to partially > paralyze my vocal > cords. This will mean that I cannot talk or will have some difficulty > talking. Since the drug is only temporary, it will have to be repeated every > few > months for the rest of my life..causing the voice issue each time. It is > scary > though because if I react with swelling like I did when they used it around > my eyes the last time, it can be life-threatening..we are going to try a > trial > run on my bad eye on Monday.. > > Do you all think it would be possible to retrain Alex with some non-verbal > cues? What cues do you use verbally and do you have any ideas of how to cue > them non-verbally? > > I am trying hard to maintain my optimism and humor but it is damn hard.. > At this point I would choose being non-verbal to the incessant difficulty > breathing and the noise 1embarassment of the stridor. People are downright > mean > sometimes. I have been ridiculed and demeanedthe past two weeks by the > publiceamy coworkers, my primary care Dr, the ER nurses/interns and the > public on > busses and trains...Public Ignorance is hell for the person who knows what is > > happening but cant control their own body. I finally told one person, who > nastily kept asking me why I kept making that noise and that it was creepy.. > "I > cant control it and thanks for your show of compassionff0.. I hope she stops > and thinks next time she is so rude and insensitive. Then again, I am losing > my > faith in humanity.. cynicism is setting in.. > > Sandy Foushee > Infinite Paws-Abilities Training and Service Dogs > Teamed with Alexandra Guide/Service Dog > Colorado Service/Assistance Dog Club -- Trainer.- > > > inininininininininininininininininininininininininininininininininininininininininininininininininininininininininininininininininininininininininin* > See what's new at http://www.aol.com Dar www.mypowermall.com/biz/home/5779 every saint has a past every sinner has a future